First Experience With Diapers

[eliska_91 859]

Next level up for liska-chan... 

This week I have 50 or so hours of alone time to fool around with Omo, so I thought now would be ideal time for diaper play. I have been DL for years and never had the confidence to do it outside of my head, but with a little encouragement and my positive experience so far, I thought.. Why not. 

 

I had a few of my Pull Ups surviving from when I had Cancer Surgery last year and the end of 2021, so once my partner was away I quickly slipped into one of those. The whole night went by dry but I needed a huge empty by the time I was up in the morning, my pull up ((regular women's incontinence panties)) soaked it all up... Until I needed to go a second time and managed to flood the lid of my toilet and make mess of my bathroom floor 🤣 

Once the afternoon rolled around, I got my "Special Delivery" but needed to wait for evening and cooler temps as diapers and hot weather do not mix well, not for the sensory issues and sensitive skin!! 

Once it was dark and a little cooler, I was able to get into my first ever proper adult diaper, laying on my bed and wrapping myself up just like I describe in my Fanfic.. That alone almost reduced me to a puddle of sop 🥴

I went into my kitchen, which has a better floor for contrast, and bursting by this point.. Relaxed my muscles and let go in my diaper. 

The feeling was IMMENSE

It was a wonderful warm and fuzzy feeling when I wet in my pull up but it is just a different league with a proper diaper. I can also now describe right from experience what it feels like for poor Crona in my Fanfic, in much detail 🥵 

It was hard to get up and move about as it was so swollen and heavy, and I could do little more than waddle ((again is described in my Fanfic 🤣)) from one room to another.

I then went to get my vibrator and had a very intense half-hour while still wearing my diaper, which was soft and squishy and warm and had me totally horny. 

The only thing I want to change ((pun intended!!)) is the size. When I get my next batch I will try the size smaller as these ones are MAHOOSIVE, even on me!! Is possible that L or maybe even M would fit more securely and not feel like I have a truck between my legs 🤣🤣🤣 unless adult diaper of course are meant to be that huge?? Catch me up on that one! 

I have vids ofc I will post those down in the vid section. 

I have alot of ideas of things I would like to do for here with diapers and for my new Tumblr Acc but I will need more experience and of course more time to myself!! 

I didn't just get to be little or get to be horny but I also got to be my poor alterego Crona which is just so special for me 😍

Roll on tomorrow for more experimenting!! 

 

[peelion 352]

i'm truly happy to can see you try diaper !
i hope you will have more and more fun !!!

and "accident" 😉

[eliska_91 859]

Ohhhh yes that is definitely going to happen 😁👍

[talks2much 478]

So fun, love the hellfire shirt & diaper comb too!

[StubbornBunny 455]

I've been so tempted to try diapers! Very curious to how it would feel hmmm maybe i will have to try it

[pansyperks25 734]

So happy for you!!! 🤩

[vincp44 412]

Wow Eliska! 

Such a delight to read your long tale now in the middle of the night. So happy for you that your first real diaper experience was so overwhelming! Thanks for your photos 🥰

About the size... from what I see, I guess this size indeed has to be right. If a diaper is too large, the tapes come very close together or even overlap at the front. Which is by far not the case with you - I'm afraid a size smaller would simply not be wide enough. It's what I expected from your earlier question. So yes, 'mahoosive' is what it's gonna be 🥰

Edited September 5 by vincp44 (see edit history)

[openmindeddude 41]

Thanks for the share - sounds like a fun evening !

[vincp44 412]

18 hours ago, eliska_91 said:

I can also now describe right from experience what it feels like for poor Crona in my Fanfic, in much detail 🥵 

Where can I read that Fanfic? 🙂

[waguy762 80]

That is so awesome ! Glad to see you finally got to indulge ! 

[eliska_91 859]

On 9/5/2023 at 5:40 PM, vincp44 said:

Where can I read that Fanfic? 🙂

It is in its first draft at Chapter 5 of 12 at the moment. I'm working on it relentlessly... 

[C.omoboy 360]

It's good that you had fun and had a good time wet horny, you look very sexy in diapers 

[Bluesman59 152]

Love it!!  Looks like so much fun.  

[Padded Kitty 223]

As someone else who has recently tried proper diapers for the first time,i can totally relate to this. The feeling is amazing. Unfortunately I've only had the chance to try them once. Ive had to use pull ups for discretion, but can't wait to use them again. Let us know how the rest of your time goes. 

[bertrand.moran 20]

On 9/4/2023 at 11:53 PM, eliska_91 said:

Niveau supérieur pour Liska-chan... 

Cette semaine, j'ai environ 50 heures de temps seul pour m'amuser avec Omo , alors j'ai pensé que ce serait le moment idéal pour jouer aux couches. Je suis DL depuis des années et je n'ai jamais eu la confiance nécessaire pour le faire en dehors de ma tête, mais avec un peu d'encouragement et mon expérience positive jusqu'à présent, j'ai pensé... Pourquoi pas. 

 

J'ai eu quelques-uns de mes Pull Ups qui ont survécu après ma chirurgie du cancer l'année dernière et à la fin de 2021, donc une fois mon partenaire parti, je me suis rapidement glissé dans l'un d'entre eux. Toute la nuit s'est déroulée à sec mais j'avais besoin d'un énorme vide au moment où je me levais le matin, mon pull-up ((culotte d'incontinence pour femmes ordinaire)) a tout absorbé... Jusqu'à ce que je doive y aller une deuxième fois et j'ai réussi pour inonder le couvercle de mes toilettes et salir le sol de ma salle de bain 🤣 

Une fois l'après-midi arrivé, j'ai reçu ma "livraison spéciale", mais j'ai dû attendre le soir et les températures plus fraîches car les couches et le temps chaud ne font pas bon ménage, pas pour les problèmes sensoriels et la peau sensible !! 

Une fois qu'il faisait sombre et un peu plus frais, j'ai pu enfiler ma toute première vraie couche pour adulte, m'allonger sur mon lit et m'envelopper comme je le décris dans ma Fanfic. Cela seul m'a presque réduit à une flaque d'eau 🥴

Je suis allé dans ma cuisine, qui a un meilleur sol pour le contraste, et j'ai éclaté à ce stade. J'ai détendu mes muscles et j'ai lâché ma couche. 

Le sentiment était IMMENSE

C'était une merveilleuse sensation de chaleur et de peluche lorsque je mouillais dans mon pull-up, mais c'est juste une ligue différente avec une bonne couche. Je peux aussi maintenant décrire, par expérience, ce que ressent la pauvre Crona dans ma Fanfic, de manière très détaillée 🥵 

C'était difficile de se lever et de bouger car c'était tellement enflé et lourd, et je ne pouvais guère faire plus que me dandiner ((encore une fois, c'est décrit dans ma Fanfic 🤣 )) d'une pièce à l'autre.

Je suis ensuite allé chercher mon vibromasseur et j'ai passé une demi-heure très intense tout en portant ma couche, qui était douce, moelleuse et chaude et qui m'excitait totalement. 

La seule chose que je veux changer ((jeu de mots !!)) est la taille. Quand je recevrai mon prochain lot, j'essaierai la taille plus petite car celles-ci sont MAHOOSIVE, même sur moi !! Est-il possible que L ou peut-être même M s'adaptent plus solidement et n'aient pas l'impression d'avoir un camion entre mes jambes 🤣 🤣 🤣 à moins que les couches pour adultes, bien sûr, soient censées être aussi énormes ?? Rattrapez-moi sur celui-là ! 

J'ai des vidéos, je les publierai dans la section vidéos. 

J'ai beaucoup d'idées de choses que j'aimerais faire ici avec les couches et pour mon nouvel Acc Tumblr mais j'aurai besoin de plus d'expérience et bien sûr de plus de temps pour moi !! 

Je ne suis pas seulement devenue petite ou excitée, mais je suis aussi devenue ma pauvre alterego Crona, ce qui est tellement spécial pour moi 😍

A demain pour encore plus d'expérimentations !! 

 

WAHOUOU why did you wait for so long to try diapers ??? whatever it's never too late and you'r a so cute first timer diapered girl...
"Girls just wanna have fun" so have fun cuty

[eliska_91 859]

4 hours ago, bertrand.moran said:

WAHOUOU why did you wait for so long to try diapers ??? whatever it's never too late and you'r a so cute first timer diapered girl...
"Girls just wanna have fun" so have fun cuty

Why did I wait so long??

Because I never felt safe to come out about my kinks. I kept them secret and limited to fantasies in my head.

I thought I was a freak and I was disgusting and no one "normal" was into this kind of thing, so it had to be kept my biggest, worst secret. 

I was bullied for over 20 years and the last thing I wanted was to give society more ammunition to laugh at me

[OldWetGuy 830]

On 9/4/2023 at 7:27 PM, StubbornBunny said:

I've been so tempted to try diapers! Very curious to how it would feel hmmm maybe i will have to try it

It feels Great, I think you will Love it 😁

[bertrand.moran 20]

1 hour ago, eliska_91 said:

Why did I wait so long??

Because I never felt safe to come out about my kinks. I kept them secret and limited to fantasies in my head.

I thought I was a freak and I was disgusting and no one "normal" was into this kind of thing, so it had to be kept my biggest, worst secret. 

I was bullied for over 20 years and the last thing I wanted was to give society more ammunition to laugh at me

I understand, but during all those years you never do try anything concrete in secret as to simulate a diaper with towels or full panties to simulate the feeling of the diaper or put a few drops in it?
And dressed normally, have you never had a pee accident at an age when this no longer happens?
Even though you felt abnormal, did you understand why you had this attraction?

In any case congratulations for having overcome your prohibitions and accepting your tastes without thinking you're crazy, because you're not crazy as you see with all the people sharing your kink... If you're interested, I may have a psy analysis that explains our tastes for omorashi or diapers... but it's only a simple analysis that I've developed as part of a French podcast and it's not valid for everyone . In any case, it helped me to find the origin of all my kink.. Hence my somewhat indiscreet questions and my question about your awareness of the origin of your fetish... 
I will understand you do not want to respond... i'm fully respectfull for your way to evoluate... because we don"t all have the same hystory, culture, family and scial environment, the same freedom for making stuff for ourself and not as a part of a communuty with strct rule.... the subject of the  personnal devloppment is not a subject in certain community, where personnal benefits is opposite to the community interest....   

 

Edited September 11 by bertrand.moran (see edit history)

[vincp44 412]

I think you're over-reacting a little, Bertrand. 

[eliska_91 859]

I have explained a few times on here where I think my interest came from..

[wetgarth 851]

2 hours ago, eliska_91 said:

I thought I was a freak and I was disgusting and no one "normal" was into this kind of thing, so it had to be kept my biggest, worst secret. 

I think many of us have had similar thoughts as we have slowly comes to terms with our kink. I know I had and there is also no doubt that this site and this community have helped me explore & accept this as part of who I am. It helps knowing that you are not on your own.  In fact that is why I am now comfortable to share my kink on here with experiences, pictures and videos. I am sure you will really enjoy your "alone time" and thank you for sharing it with us. 

[eliska_91 859]

37 minutes ago, wetgarth said:

I think many of us have had similar thoughts as we have slowly comes to terms with our kink. I know I had and there is also no doubt that this site and this community have helped me explore & accept this as part of who I am. It helps knowing that you are not on your own.  In fact that is why I am now comfortable to share my kink on here with experiences, pictures and videos. I am sure you will really enjoy your "alone time" and thank you for sharing it with us. 

Absolutely!! I can't believe how much I have been able to open up and how much I have had in just a month of joining here 🥰 I am so grateful!!! 

[Bluesman59 152]

3 hours ago, eliska_91 said:

Absolutely!! I can't believe how much I have been able to open up and how much I have had in just a month of joining here 🥰 I am so grateful!!! 

That’s great to hear!!

[OldWetGuy 830]

@eliska_91 You are among friends here, glad you can share.

[wetskipants 793]

That story has reinforced my desire one day to try a proper diaper. Have had plenty of pull-up experiences but never a full one. My wife had to wear what looked like a diaper in hospital recently but in reality was a pull-up with a lot of padding. It was an extremely worrying time given what my wife went through but the visions of her walking between the bed and the bathroom wearing this extra padded pull-up now that she is fully recovered have a definite turn-on appeal.