First Experience

[Patten 6]

After an experience yesterday I went searching online for somewhere to write about it and found this forum so here goes. 
 

For context I suffer from urge incontinence but have managed the condition albeit with some very close calls. All that changed yesterday. I was walking back to my car when I felt an urge building but with nowhere near where I could make it to a bathroom. I did manage to get to the car and sit down but I realised that I was not going to get anywhere and that I was going to wet myself. I’ve known this moment was going to come sooner or later and I expected to feel all sorts of negative emotions, but no. As I sat there telling myself I was going to have to let it happen. I was going to have to wet myself right there in the car parked on a public street. I felt no such emotions rather I felt an ecstasy of release and calm as the warmth spread all across me.  I now know that if I find no myself in a similar situation again I can just let myself feel free. 
 

after such an intense experience I just had to write it down somewhere. 

Edited March 18 by Patten (see edit history)

[jadin 65]

Good boy. Relaxing into what your body wants is one of the best experiences ever. Good job! Keep it up.

[SilverSnake 509]

Yes! Giving in to the incontinence is the best feeling

[slothmallow 159]

I'm so glad you didn't feel any shame or humiliation. ❤️ Incontinence is a real medical issue, and no one should make you feel ashamed about it, least of all yourself! Was clean up hard? Do you think that you'll start caring some sort of potty pads/towels/change of clothes in your car just in case? 

[Patten 6]

Thank you all for your kind responses. Clean up wasn’t difficult as although the urge was immense the actual quantity was low so it was easily soaked up by my jeans a tee shirt.  The relief was huge though!  Had I known how it would feel and that this site existed I might even have filmed it. 
 

Not sure what I’ll do differently in the future but I’ll probably start using pads just in case especially on long journeys. 

[scinosensation 450]

@Patten, I have episodes of overflow incontinence due to a spinal cord injury. My regular underwear is diapers. While I could walk I wore pull-ups of some kind or disposable adult taped diapers. I had a job in which it would have been highly embarrassing had my “secret” been discovered. I did discover that, after I became confined to a wheelchair that my diapers could leak and nobody could tell.
I wish you well.