Taking the Leap

[Kinglear07 248]

So there I stood, in my room, with a soaking wet and massively messed diaper between my legs. I had just peed and pooped in a diaper for the first time since I was a toddler, and it was the greatest thing I'd ever felt.

How did I get here? Let's rewind a little.

My name is Lexi, and I'm 16 years old and a Sophomore in high school. I'm a completely average kid. Dirty blond long hair I like to keep in a braid, normal average clothing that spans from t shirts, crop tops, hoodies, jeans, leggings and sweats. I had a normal childhood, two loving parents, and largely not a care in the world.

That is, until I took up babysitting.

Two years ago when I was 14, I took up babysitting as my first job. It was easy enough. I watched over young kids while their parents had date nights, occasionally having a long weekend to myself with a little kid when parents needed some time away. But as I babysat, I quickly discovered something about myself.

I was curious about diapers.

I had babysat a couple of times for some kids two and under, and they were all in diapers. While thinking nothing of it at first, everytime I saw them pee or poop themselves made my curiosity run wild.

What did that feel like? That seems so convenient. Toilets are disgusting anyways. I wonder what a diaper is like?

But just as quickly as these thoughts were born in my brain, I tried to shut them out. Teenage girls aren't supposed to think like this! Diapers?? I'd never hear the end of it from my friends! But the seed was planted, and the idea of diapers never quite left my head.

I struggled with these feelings for two years of babysitting. Two years of watching kids wet and mess themselves with not a care in the world. Two years of wondering what it could be like. Two years of contemplating taking that step. But it was also two years of guilt and shame for having these thoughts. Being a teenager is hard enough, am I right?

I battled with these thoughts every time I babysat until I decided to finally go for it and take two pairs of pullups from a kid I babysat for when I was 16. They had stacks of them in the closet, they weren't going to miss two more. And besides, at that point, things had become unbearable. All I could think about was diapers. Every day I would state off into space, thinking about wearing a diaper and using it. I would read stories of TDBLs and ABDLs. I even began watching videos of people wearing and using diapers! Some of these videos were straight up porn, and to my 16 year old brain this only caused my shame and guilt to grow just as fast as my desire to try a diaper.

But one I had the two pullups in my possession, I stuck with my decision. I just had to know. And now was the perfect time. I had the next two days to myself, mostly. I had Thursday and Friday off of school, while my parents would still be at work. That means I had two full days at home alone to try out a diaper for the first time. I spent all week thinking only about Thursday and Friday. I couldn't wait!
Thursday morning finally came, and my head popped off the pillow with a huge grin.

"Yes!" I said aloud to no one in particular. I was just that excited.

My parents were already gone, so the house was quiet. I groggily walked downstairs to have some leftover coffee from the pot my dad made, expecting a note about some chores while I had my off days, but there wasn't one. Even better!

I sat in the morning silence, just taking it all in as I sipped my coffee. These next two days we're going to be incredible.

"Okay, it's time." I said to myself. I walked myself back upstairs into my room, and closed the door. I took off my baggy t shirt and the sweatpants I had slept in. I was now standing in just a pair of white panties. I took a second to look at myself in the mirror.

"If this is as good as I think it's going to be, this woll be the last time I wear panties for the next two days" I said, blushing.

I reached into my closet and pulled out one of the two pullups.

"This looks alot like a pair of my granny panties!" I said with a laugh.

The pullups were white with multicolored stars on the front, and blue elastic on the sides. Since it was a pull-up, there were no snaps or tapes to worry about, all I had to do was put it on like a pair of underwear. I slid off my panties, and held out the pullups to look at one more time.

"Well, here goes nothing!" I said.

My breathing quickened, and my heart rate sped up. I stepped into the pullups one foot at a time, then slowly pulled them up my legs. It was a tight fit, seeing as how they were from a toddlers stash, but they did fit. Once they were fully on, it felt as if the world paused. I looked at myself again the the mirror, naked except for a pull-up on. My cheeks were flushed, and my chest was having up and down from my quick breathing. I didn't, couldn't rather, say a word.

I loved it.

I kept turning around in the mirror and looking at the pullups on my body. I ran my hands all around it, hearing the soft crinkle and feeling it against my nether regions. I shuddered with delight as the soft cotton rubbed against my vagina. It was *heavenly*. And to top it all off, I could feel myself getting turned on.

It's no secret that diapers were a sexual experience for some ABDL wearers, and my occasional smut watching and reading really solidified this desire in me.

As I ran my hands all around the diaper, I decided to stick a hand down the front of my diaper. And I certainly was turned in, I was already soaking wet down there, and not from pee!

"Speaking of which, I need to do that" I said to myself, bringing me out of a semi -lucid stupor of feeling myself.

I had Already been awake an hour and I hadn't used the bathroom yet. I purposefully didn't use the bathroom before I went to bed either, in an attempt to have as much pee ready for this as I could. And the coffee was no random act either. If I enjoyed what it felt like to pee myself, my body was soon going to tell me it was time to poop, and I'll only have minutes to decide if I'm doing that in my diaper or in the toilet.

I stared at myself in the mirror for a little bit longer before I took a step back and spread my legs. I had to pee really bad at this point, and I was more determined than ever to do it in my pull-up.

I closed my eyes and let go... And nothing happened.
I looked down, trying to figure out the problem. Fighting against 16 years of potty training really was an issue! I kept trying to push it out while standing there but it wasn't happening. So I thought to myself, let's try and trick my brain into thinking I'm on a toilet! I sat on the edge of my bed, with only the back of my butt on the covers, leaving the bottom of my pull-up largely out in the open air. I started to picture myself in a bathroom, on a toilet, and used every ounce of power I had to just let go of my pee.

And then it happened.

I let out a surprised help as he first spurt of pee hit the pullup with a loud hiss. Now that the flow had started, I put my hand on the front of my pull-up, knowing the rest of pee was about to come out weather I wanted it to or not. I quickly felt more warmth and heard the loud hissing once more. The warmth spread across my hand, and the hissing was a steady, hypnotizing sound. I closed my eyes and let out a loud "OOOOOHHHHhhhhh...." That trailed off. I peed for maybe 20 seconds before it trailed off and stopped.

I stood up. My once white pull-up was now a deep yellow color, and the stars were no longer visible. And while the pullup once fit snuggly on my hips, the pee made it sag between my legs. It was swollen three sizes bigger, and I could no longer stand straight legged. I looked just like a toddler that wet themselves... Well, because I did just wet myself. And I loved it!!

I spent the next five minutes staring at myself in the mirror, turning in place to look at the pullups from all angles. While it certainly sagged, it hadn't shown any signs of leakage, nor did it strain to stay up on my hips. I was impressed!

I also spent that time rubbing the front of the diaper constantly, feeling the warmth in and under my crotch. It was truly mesmerizing, and unlike anything else I'd felt before. I was just about to fall into a sexual frenzy and shove my hand down the front of my diaper when I was interrupted by a knocking on door number 2.

My stomach just had an audible groan, which snapped me back to my senses. I was now urgently aware that I had to poop, NOW. My morning coffee I had over an hour ago really did it's job, and now I had maybe minutes until this poop was coming out on its own!

My breathing quickened all over again, and I got into a good position right away. I turned to the side, so I could see my butt in the mirror. I didn't have to trick myself into thinking I was on the toilet either, my poop was on its way already! I could feel it turtlehead in and out, I was barely hanging on. I bent over at the waist and put my hands on my knees. I took a breath and began to push, but I didn't really have to. It was more of a release, because as soon as I losened my sphincter, my poop shot out of my like a cannon. I was staring at the back of my pullups and watched it immediately grow two inches outward. Additionally, the total silence of my empty house meant I heard a very loud crinkle as my poop entered my pull-up. It was an extraordinary sight that I had no idea I would love so much, but I immediately was turned on by it even more. After the initial turd made my pullups tent out two inches, more was already on the way. Poop kept flowing out of me, now causing the sag down in addition to it's tenting out. While it was already an inch lower down my legs due to the pee, the poop that joined it caused the pullup to sag another inch straight down. I strained for maybe another minute, pushing out my poop and watching the back of the pullup shift and shuffle as more was added to the pile. Once I felt I was empty, I stood up and admired my work.

"Oh. My. God." Was all I could say. I stood as straight legged as I could, but my now bulging, soiled diaper meant my legs were still spread. It was still yellow in the front, and as I turned around I could see it was a little brown in the back. It sagged so low, that now the pullup was indeed struggling to stay up. I felt the weight of my mess on my hips, and I thought it would slide right down my legs at any moment. I carefully caressed the pullup, cupping the tented mess at my backup, rubbing the still warm pee at the front. Needless to say, I was hooked.

And that brings us back to now.

There I stood. In my room. Alone. With a heavily messed and wet diaper. I had already made a very easy decision.

"I need more."

Edited December 23, 2022 by Kinglear07 (see edit history)

[Coolgamer9408 0]

Amazing story. Is this based off of a true story, or is it straight fiction.

 

[vincp44 200]

Very good as well, thanks for writing! 🙂

[OldWetGuy 591]

Vivid! Very nice job of making Lexi a real person and “ one of us “.

[nyonoyo 118]

On 12/22/2022 at 7:13 PM, Kinglear07 said:

So there I stood, in my room, with a soaking wet and massively messed diaper between my legs. I had just peed and pooped in a diaper for the first time since I was a toddler, and it was the greatest thing I'd ever felt.

How did I get here? Let's rewind a little.

My name is Lexi, and I'm 16 years old and a Sophomore in high school. I'm a completely average kid. Dirty blond long hair I like to keep in a braid, normal average clothing that spans from t shirts, crop tops, hoodies, jeans, leggings and sweats. I had a normal childhood, two loving parents, and largely not a care in the world.

That is, until I took up babysitting.

Two years ago when I was 14, I took up babysitting as my first job. It was easy enough. I watched over young kids while their parents had date nights, occasionally having a long weekend to myself with a little kid when parents needed some time away. But as I babysat, I quickly discovered something about myself.

I was curious about diapers.

I had babysat a couple of times for some kids two and under, and they were all in diapers. While thinking nothing of it at first, everytime I saw them pee or poop themselves made my curiosity run wild.

What did that feel like? That seems so convenient. Toilets are disgusting anyways. I wonder what a diaper is like?

But just as quickly as these thoughts were born in my brain, I tried to shut them out. Teenage girls aren't supposed to think like this! Diapers?? I'd never hear the end of it from my friends! But the seed was planted, and the idea of diapers never quite left my head.

I struggled with these feelings for two years of babysitting. Two years of watching kids wet and mess themselves with not a care in the world. Two years of wondering what it could be like. Two years of contemplating taking that step. But it was also two years of guilt and shame for having these thoughts. Being a teenager is hard enough, am I right?

I battled with these thoughts every time I babysat until I decided to finally go for it and take two pairs of pullups from a kid I babysat for when I was 16. They had stacks of them in the closet, they weren't going to miss two more. And besides, at that point, things had become unbearable. All I could think about was diapers. Every day I would state off into space, thinking about wearing a diaper and using it. I would read stories of TDBLs and ABDLs. I even began watching videos of people wearing and using diapers! Some of these videos were straight up porn, and to my 16 year old brain this only caused my shame and guilt to grow just as fast as my desire to try a diaper.

But one I had the two pullups in my possession, I stuck with my decision. I just had to know. And now was the perfect time. I had the next two days to myself, mostly. I had Thursday and Friday off of school, while my parents would still be at work. That means I had two full days at home alone to try out a diaper for the first time. I spent all week thinking only about Thursday and Friday. I couldn't wait!
Thursday morning finally came, and my head popped off the pillow with a huge grin.

"Yes!" I said aloud to no one in particular. I was just that excited.

My parents were already gone, so the house was quiet. I groggily walked downstairs to have some leftover coffee from the pot my dad made, expecting a note about some chores while I had my off days, but there wasn't one. Even better!

I sat in the morning silence, just taking it all in as I sipped my coffee. These next two days we're going to be incredible.

"Okay, it's time." I said to myself. I walked myself back upstairs into my room, and closed the door. I took off my baggy t shirt and the sweatpants I had slept in. I was now standing in just a pair of white panties. I took a second to look at myself in the mirror.

"If this is as good as I think it's going to be, this woll be the last time I wear panties for the next two days" I said, blushing.

I reached into my closet and pulled out one of the two pullups.

"This looks alot like a pair of my granny panties!" I said with a laugh.

The pullups were white with multicolored stars on the front, and blue elastic on the sides. Since it was a pull-up, there were no snaps or tapes to worry about, all I had to do was put it on like a pair of underwear. I slid off my panties, and held out the pullups to look at one more time.

"Well, here goes nothing!" I said.

My breathing quickened, and my heart rate sped up. I stepped into the pullups one foot at a time, then slowly pulled them up my legs. It was a tight fit, seeing as how they were from a toddlers stash, but they did fit. Once they were fully on, it felt as if the world paused. I looked at myself again the the mirror, naked except for a pull-up on. My cheeks were flushed, and my chest was having up and down from my quick breathing. I didn't, couldn't rather, say a word.

I loved it.

I kept turning around in the mirror and looking at the pullups on my body. I ran my hands all around it, hearing the soft crinkle and feeling it against my nether regions. I shuddered with delight as the soft cotton rubbed against my vagina. It was *heavenly*. And to top it all off, I could feel myself getting turned on.

It's no secret that diapers were a sexual experience for some ABDL wearers, and my occasional smut watching and reading really solidified this desire in me.

As I ran my hands all around the diaper, I decided to stick a hand down the front of my diaper. And I certainly was turned in, I was already soaking wet down there, and not from pee!

"Speaking of which, I need to do that" I said to myself, bringing me out of a semi -lucid stupor of feeling myself.

I had Already been awake an hour and I hadn't used the bathroom yet. I purposefully didn't use the bathroom before I went to bed either, in an attempt to have as much pee ready for this as I could. And the coffee was no random act either. If I enjoyed what it felt like to pee myself, my body was soon going to tell me it was time to poop, and I'll only have minutes to decide if I'm doing that in my diaper or in the toilet.

I stared at myself in the mirror for a little bit longer before I took a step back and spread my legs. I had to pee really bad at this point, and I was more determined than ever to do it in my pull-up.

I closed my eyes and let go... And nothing happened.
I looked down, trying to figure out the problem. Fighting against 16 years of potty training really was an issue! I kept trying to push it out while standing there but it wasn't happening. So I thought to myself, let's try and trick my brain into thinking I'm on a toilet! I sat on the edge of my bed, with only the back of my butt on the covers, leaving the bottom of my pull-up largely out in the open air. I started to picture myself in a bathroom, on a toilet, and used every ounce of power I had to just let go of my pee.

And then it happened.

I let out a surprised help as he first spurt of pee hit the pullup with a loud hiss. Now that the flow had started, I put my hand on the front of my pull-up, knowing the rest of pee was about to come out weather I wanted it to or not. I quickly felt more warmth and heard the loud hissing once more. The warmth spread across my hand, and the hissing was a steady, hypnotizing sound. I closed my eyes and let out a loud "OOOOOHHHHhhhhh...." That trailed off. I peed for maybe 20 seconds before it trailed off and stopped.

I stood up. My once white pull-up was now a deep yellow color, and the stars were no longer visible. And while the pullup once fit snuggly on my hips, the pee made it sag between my legs. It was swollen three sizes bigger, and I could no longer stand straight legged. I looked just like a toddler that wet themselves... Well, because I did just wet myself. And I loved it!!

I spent the next five minutes staring at myself in the mirror, turning in place to look at the pullups from all angles. While it certainly sagged, it hadn't shown any signs of leakage, nor did it strain to stay up on my hips. I was impressed!

I also spent that time rubbing the front of the diaper constantly, feeling the warmth in and under my crotch. It was truly mesmerizing, and unlike anything else I'd felt before. I was just about to fall into a sexual frenzy and shove my hand down the front of my diaper when I was interrupted by a knocking on door number 2.

My stomach just had an audible groan, which snapped me back to my senses. I was now urgently aware that I had to poop, NOW. My morning coffee I had over an hour ago really did it's job, and now I had maybe minutes until this poop was coming out on its own!

My breathing quickened all over again, and I got into a good position right away. I turned to the side, so I could see my butt in the mirror. I didn't have to trick myself into thinking I was on the toilet either, my poop was on its way already! I could feel it turtlehead in and out, I was barely hanging on. I bent over at the waist and put my hands on my knees. I took a breath and began to push, but I didn't really have to. It was more of a release, because as soon as I losened my sphincter, my poop shot out of my like a cannon. I was staring at the back of my pullups and watched it immediately grow two inches outward. Additionally, the total silence of my empty house meant I heard a very loud crinkle as my poop entered my pull-up. It was an extraordinary sight that I had no idea I would love so much, but I immediately was turned on by it even more. After the initial turd made my pullups tent out two inches, more was already on the way. Poop kept flowing out of me, now causing the sag down in addition to it's tenting out. While it was already an inch lower down my legs due to the pee, the poop that joined it caused the pullup to sag another inch straight down. I strained for maybe another minute, pushing out my poop and watching the back of the pullup shift and shuffle as more was added to the pile. Once I felt I was empty, I stood up and admired my work.

"Oh. My. God." Was all I could say. I stood as straight legged as I could, but my now bulging, soiled diaper meant my legs were still spread. It was still yellow in the front, and as I turned around I could see it was a little brown in the back. It sagged so low, that now the pullup was indeed struggling to stay up. I felt the weight of my mess on my hips, and I thought it would slide right down my legs at any moment. I carefully caressed the pullup, cupping the tented mess at my backup, rubbing the still warm pee at the front. Needless to say, I was hooked.

And that brings us back to now.

There I stood. In my room. Alone. With a heavily messed and wet diaper. I had already made a very easy decision.

"I need more."

Great stuff! I can't wait to see more of her diapered adventures.

[Kinglear07 248]

I was in my room for an hour, just enjoying all the new feelings coming from my first diaper adventure. I felt happy, I felt little, I felt excited, I felt horny, and most of all, I wanted more! After staring at myself in the mirror for maybe an hour, I decided it was time to get going. I contemplated playing with myself, but I wanted to see how deep this goes before diving into those waters. Yes I was turned on, but this is day one, morning one even! Let's see where the rest of this day takes me.

I went ahead and took a shower. It was fun seeing my very full diaper call to the floor with a *plop*. Once I was clean, I wrapped up my used pullup and buried it in the trash can in the garage. Once back upstairs, it was time to get dressed. I quickly put on my second, and last, pullup. I took another few minutes to look at myself in the mirror, only in my diaper.

"I look cute! And hot!" I said aloud.

After snapping a few pictures for myself, I went to go finish getting dressed. I now had to figure out what outfits looked best with my diaper if I was going to go out in public. I tried on jeans, leggings, and sweatpants. Jeans hid the diaper pretty well, but since it was and off day from school, I wanted to dress comfy. The leggings were perfect for that, but I could see the faintest pull-up outline in the tight pants, so I decided to save those for another day, maybe when I'm a little beaver. I settled for the sweatpants. Big, baggy, and comfy. Perfect for the day! I finished it off with a plain t shirt on top, and out the door I went.

My first stop was at my favorite Mexican restaurant. I wanted to keep this immaculate day going by wolfing down some cheap tacos! May not be the best food for me, but it was well worth it. After my quick stop though, I hopped back in the car.

My mission? To go get more diapers! I had already decided I needed much more, and with my last diaper currently on my cheeks, I needed to go get some more. I drove to the nearest Walmart, smiling as I daydreamed about all the naughty, dirty fun I'm going to have in my diapers.

I pulled into the parking lot and strolled my way inside, heading straight for the diaper aisle. Once I got there, I finally took pause. I had no idea what I was looking for! After a few minutes of scanning, I finally figured out the size that fit me best. And after some more thinking, I decided to get two boxes of diapers, two different kinds. One box of pullups, for more discrete wearing, and a box of full on, thick and cushy diapers, for when I want to wear all day long. I also picked up some wipes and powder, to help avoid any rash.

Then, disaster struck.

"Lexi, hey!" A voice called out from behind me.

I froze.

SHIT of course someone I know might be here, how stupid can I be!!

I thought fast, and responded very tactfully. I turned and saw that it was my friend livi, short for Olivia.

"Oh hey livi!" I said, trying my absolute hardest to avoid any blushing or fear.

"What's up girl?? How you been??" She said, walking up to me.

I wouldn't say livi was my best friend, because I actually didn't have many friends. But I would call livi my closest friend. We have a few classes together and get along well. We've also hung out outside of school a few times, I actually really enjoy spending time with her. I need to text her more often...

"Oh nothing much, shopping. You??" I said, snapping out of my thoughts.

"Same, same. What's all this?" She said, pointing to the diapers under my arms.

I was prepared for this question, but my delivery could have been better.

"They're not for me!!" I said perhaps a little too excitedly. "They're for a younger cousin of mine, I've got family coming into town soon.

"Ahh I gotcha. Sure they're not for you?" Livi said with a wink.

I panicked, and I'm sure it showed on my face.

"Ahhh I'm just kidding! That'd be so stupid if you wore diapers haha! So stupid..." Livi said, trailing off while looking at the diapers.

I meanwhile, was coming down from my panic and interjected: "haha yeah so stupid!"

Livi finally looked back up at me. "Hey like this new jacket I'm getting??" 

She twirled in a circle, allowing me to look at I on her. "I love it girl, good pick!" I said to her honestly.

"Thanks!" She said with a blush. "What else are you up to today, want to go get some coffee?"

"Sure let's do it!" I said immediately. Hanging out with livi sounded great right now, and I knew I didn't have anything to worry about, no one could see the pullup I had on.

"Awesome, let's go!" She said back.

And with that, we headed to go checkout. I bought my diapers and supplies, living bought her jacket, and we walked out of the store and to our cars. We agreed to meet up at the Starbucks across the street. Once there, we both ordered our drinks, and sat down.

"So how have you been girl, I've missed you!" Livi said with a touch of my arm.

"Oh I'm great!" I said, taking a sip of my drink, knowing just how loaded my answer really was.

"Awesome, same!" She said back. "Anything new with you?"

I briefly considered revealing the secret under my pants, but I quickly turned that thought away, knowing it was too soon and too public of a place to divulge such information. Plus, while livi and I are friends, I'm not actually sure how she'd take that information.

"Nothing really." I replied instead. "I'm just enjoying the house to myself for these two off days, I really needed them."

"Oh we only have today off girl, not tomorrow." Livi butted in.

"What?" I said in shock.

"Yeah, it's just a teacher workday today, tomorrow's a normal day!" She said.

"FUCK, I must have misread the schedule!" I said, dropping my head in my hands.

"Ah bummer babe I'm sorry!!" Livi said with a laugh. 

There goes my fun-filled diaper plans...

Livi noticed my brief silence and decided to try and cheer me up.

"Aw hey how about this! Next weekend my parents are gonna be gone the whole time. I have no plans, want to come over and spend it with me? We can watch movies, order shitty food and just chill!" 

"Oh that sounds great, yeah I'd love to!" Saying to her immediately. Right after that though, I realized I may have just made an error, with my newfound diaper-wearing..I decided to resolve that problem another time though.

"Oh great yay!" Livi said, clapping her hands. We then spent the next thirty minutes talking about the following weekends sleepover, as well as school, and our parents and a couple other things. That is until...

"Ooh." I said, grabbing my stomach suddenly. A sharp pain came out of nowhere, surprising me enough to halt our conversation.

"You ok Lexi?" Livi said, concerned.

"Yeah I think so, my stomach just really hurts all the sudden." I replied.

"The bathroom's just back there if you need it" she said pointing.

"Yeah I think I'll head over real quick." I said, already out of my seat. I may have had a diaper on, but this was not the time or place for my second messy "accident".

But once I reached the door, I knew I was in trouble. It was out of order.

"Back so soon?" Livi said, as I walked.back to our table.

"Bathroom is closed, I can't believe it!" I said, still holding my hand on my tummy.

"Well we can get out of here if you want?" Livi said mercifully.

"Yeah I think that's a good idea, I really gotta find a bathroom!" I said with a chuckle, trying to keep the mood light.

We walked out the door, continuing our chat from before, albeit with me straining to maintain my composure. This stomach ache really came on strong! The bad Mexican food mixed with a another round of coffee must have become a volatile mixture for me, and I knew I didn't have long at all before I was going to be in real trouble.

We were standing in the parking lot, wrapping up our conversation, when another sharp pain caused me to fully hunch over.

"OOOH yeah I really gotta find a toilet!" K said, with now one hand on my stomach and one hand on my ass, in a futile attempt to keep things inside of me.

"Ok yeah get going! I totally underst-- WAIT!" Living said, surprising me. "I have something Ive been meaning to give you, I'll be right back!"

"I really gotta--" I tried to get out, but she was gone before I could protest. Livi had run off to her car in the other side of the parking lot. I decided to be a good friend and stay to take whatever she had for me, she couldn't be gone for more than 30 seconds, right?

But then a minute passed.

And another.

And another.

All the while my situation was becoming more and more dire. I was letting out small farts every few seconds. The kind that bring a moment of relief, only before bringing back the pain even more than before. My sphincter was quite literally quivering now, struggling to hold in the massive load behind it. I was still fully hunched over and I now had both hands place on my ass, unashamedly trying to keep me from messing myself. And just I was about to say fuck it and leave, I heard livi on her way back.

"SORRY!" She shouted while running to me. "It was buried under a bunch of things!"

"That-- that's o-ok..." I said as she came up to me. I had maybe a seconds to wrap this up before you know what.

"I found this super cute things in the store the other day that made me think of that time back in math and--" livi said, but I was barely listening, fighting for my life! But as she went on, I lost.

I let out an extremely loud fart that caused livi to stop and look me directly in the eye. I looked back, blushed.

"I'm SO sorry, i-- i--" I tried to get out, but I felt my sphincter lose it's bottle and open up.

"That's ok girl get out of here!" Livi tried to say, but it was too late.

"I-- i-- oh shit!" Was all I could say as another loud an extremely wet fart was heard by both of us. I felt my mess shoot out of my ass like a rocket. It was a huge, long turd that immediately tented out my diaper andy sweats very obviously, followed by ten seconds of very soft mush, likely the Mexican food I had earlier. With my hands still ony ass, I felt it all come out of me in real time. I looked back up at livi in horror, unable to speak. With one look, I knew she could tell what had just happened. She had her hand son her mouth, speechless as well.

"I gotta go home!" I quickly said, unable to breach this now very embarrassing situation. I turned and starting waddle-sprinting to my car, hoping to keep my massive load in the pullup. I'm sure livi could now see the mess tenting from behind me, but she was either too stunned or too nice to say anything. But as I ran, something very unexpected happened.

I got REALLY turned on.

The pullup sagged so much that you could see through the leg holes. That, paired with my fast movement meant my diaper was very much sagging back and forth, and it was heaven. I could feel my mess move beaneath me, and it hit me in all the right places. I even had to stop and catch my breath it caught me so off guard.

But I kept going, powering through the shame and embarrassment, as well as the horniness I now had and the wanting to figure that out. I just knew I had to get home. I hopped on my car, and drove home way too fast, sitting in my mess. Admittedly I was still turned on, but my brain was running way too fast to comprehend it on the moment.

I got home, sprinted inside, and slammed the door behind me. Once inside, I fell immediately to my knees, put one hand on my ass to feel my mess, and shoved the lther hand inside my diaper. I needed release. It took me all of 20 seconds to rub myself off while feeling my mess. It was unlike anything I had felt before, and I absolutely loved every second of it.

I came in spectacular fashion, and fell fully into the floor, coming down from my high. With one hand still in my diaper, I was taken out of my bliss from a vibration in my pocket. It was a text, from livi.

It read: "Are you ok??"

 

 

 

 

 

 

[OldWetGuy 591]

I would say that she was Ok 👍 

[nyonoyo 118]

Ask and I shall receive!

Nice work again. Wasn't expecting her to get caught(?) in a diaper yet, but happy she did. She seemed pretty happy too, based on both "explosions" she had in her diaper. Based on all the unexplored tags, I'm interested in seeing where this goes and who else gets involved, either in knowing about Lexi's kink, or ending up in diapers themselves.
Keep up the good work!

[Kinglear07 248]

I couldn't answer the phone. Not yet anyways. I was still coming down from my magnificent, messy high. The massive lump in my pants was still sitting perfectly beneath my crotch, I still was getting residual tingles from my recent orgasm. After reading the text from livi, I decided to just sit and enjoy the post-cum silence for what felt like forever, but was probably more like five or ten minutes.

Then I got another text from livi.

"Girl you good??" It read.

Sadly, the world had pulled me away from my brief moment of euphoria, and it was time to face reality once again. With that, an unexpected wave of shame and guilt hit me as well.

Livi saw me shit myself.

I purposefully went in my diaper this morning.

I just had an actual accident not 20 minutes ago.

I came from immense sexual pleasure due to messing myself.

AND I ENJOYED ALL OF IT!

All these thoughts were swirling around in my head. I had no idea what to do, what to think of it all, all I knew is I felt some guilt and shame, embarrassment, and ecstasy. 

Then I picked up my phone.

"Everything's fine, made it home safe, I'll talk to you later."

I felt even more guilty sending that message, as I was essentially blowing my closest friend off. But I couldn't grapple with the fact that I just had an accident in front of her. I had too many other personal issues to tackle right now. But before I could even get to those, I had deal with myself.

I dragged myself to my feet, and walked slowly up to my bathroom. I walked as bowlegged as I could, in an attempt to avoid anything spilling out of my overfull pull-up. Once in the bathroom, I took a good luck in the mirror. I was a mess. My hair was a nightmare, my shirt a wrinkled mess, and my pants... It was a shit show, pun intended.

I turned around and saw that some of the shit did leak out, making a rather obvious brown stain on the back of my sweatpants. Weather the stain came immediately as a messed myself, or from when I orgasmed just earlier I do not know. If it was before, livi probably saw it as well...

Pushing that thought away, I got to work. I peeled off my sweatpants, seeing that the sweats could maybe be salvaged. No actual pieces of shit, just heavy skidmarks. My diaper though... It was a droopy, saggy mess. I could see clean through the leg holes, and saw a brown nightmare inside. I didn't bother being tactful anymore, I just slid the diaper down my hips and let it hit the floor with a plop. I saw the mountain of poop I created, and I was actually impressed for a moment. That impression was quickly replaced by more thoughts of shame and guilt. I fought back tears as I turned and looked at my now naked self. My whole butt was caked in crap. And I could see my crotch had a little bit on it too. Unable to see the pleasure in this moment, I got in the shower.

I took a long shower, at least 30 minutes. I made sure every inch of me was clean, and spent some time just thinking about everything that's happened over the last couple of hours.

"I've got a new fetish, and that's ok." I said aloud.

"But it's gross, and people will judge me."

"But I love it, and I don't care what people think."

"But I care what livi thinks, I I think she just saw me."

"But she doesn't know I was wearing a diaper."

"Or does she?"

"And I came from it all when I got home."

I repeated these thoughts aloud in the shower, working through them. I didn't really make much progress, and I got out of the shower now mildly annoyed.

While I now had a fresh supply of pullups and diapers, I decided to ease up for a bit and just sit in a pair of panties and a t shirt the rest of the day. I needed to work through these thoughts before I could put on a diaper again.

Unfortunately, working through my thoughts took longer than expected. A week to be exact. I was able to go back to class that Friday, but I was terrified of confronting livi. Fortunately, while we do share a class, our communication was limited. We locked eyes as we took our seats, but I didn't, couldn't, say anything and looked away. She did too, and we de didn't talk during that class. We didn't talk over the entire week actually, I still couldn't confront her about what had happened.

I didn't end up putting on a diaper that weekend either. My parents were home the entire time, and while I likely could have gotten away with it, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I instead spent the weekend in my room, looking up things about people my age who wear diapers online. I read pages and pages of stories, and learned more about my new fetish. I was able to grasp that this wasn't something to be ashamed of, but something to celebrate. I wasn't hurting anyone, I wasn't in anyone's way, this was just for me. I also looked up the more sexual side of things with diapers, and was able to tackle the guilt stemming from the immense pleasure I get from wearing, wetting and messing diapers. And most importantly, I learned that it was possible to turn the shame into a weapon. I read about how many diaper wearers get turned on by the embarrassment of wearing a diaper and using it in public, weather other people know it or not. This was not something that had occured to me before, but it was something I was determined to discover more of once I put my next diaper on.

Come Monday, it was back to school for the week. I still hadn't put any more diapers on yet, but I was feeling confident once again. At least, Confident enough to know my fetish was ok and not something to be ashamed of. I still couldn't quite get over the hump of wearing in school and in front of others yet.

After a long week of hard thinking, more shame and guilt, and tough conclusions, I decided to finally figure this all the fuck out. It was Thursday night at midnight, and I hadn't slept a wink, still trying to work through my feelings. It has been over a full week now since I first used a diaper, and the "anniversary" was weighing heavily on my mind. I decided to get up and go for a late night walk through the neighborhood. I slipped on my slippers grabbed a jacket to throw over my flannel bottoms and matching top, and left my house as quiet as a mouse.

It was quiet. Peaceful, and quiet.

All I could hear was the constant chatter of the various bugs coming from the woods. The only light guiding my way was the various street lamps on each corner, and the full moon above me. While it was "only" midnight, not a single car drove past me. I was truly alone.

After 45 minutes of walking, it came to me. 

"I'm not going to be ashamed about feeling this way!" I said aloud.

After a week of tackling my thoughts of shame, guilt and desire, i was done. My reflection period was over. I'm going to keep doing this and be proud of what I do, no matter what! 

Happy with my decision, as well as terrified (in a good way) of what the future might bring, I headed back home. I collapsed into my bed, falling asleep almost instantly, content that I had finally put my intrusive thoughts away.

I woke up the next morning feeling like a whole new girl. I was ready to tackle the day, and more importantly, I was ready to tackle it in a diaper!

I was feeling especially brave and bold as well. I got out of bed and immediately opened my closet. I took out a pull-up from my hidden stash and pulled it up my thighs. I shuddered from the once-familiar feeling of the diaper on my skin, remembering all to well how good it feels. With that, I needed something to wear that is both presentable for school, as well as a good enough cover for this diaper. I settled on a pair of dark black leggings, a t shirt and a cute cardigan. The black leggings, while tight against my diaper, didnt allow for it to show through at all. Plus, it only looked like I was wearing panties underneath, and I was content with that. It also came with the added benefit of the diaper being pushed against my vagina, which was an incredible feeling in and of ktself. The cardigan helped too, because while I didn't plan on the top of the pullup to peek out from my leggings, at least the cardigan would cover it up if it did. 

With my newfound bravery, I headed off to school. I drove the whole way there with my heart pounding through my chest, saying to myself over and over:

"You can do this....you can do this..."

I parked my car, stepped out, and walked into the building. While my brain was trying to tell me to run for the hills, the reality was that no one was paying any attention to me. I took a few steps, trying to listen for any crinkle from my behind, but the halls were so loud I couldn't hear a thing. With each step I gained more confidence, and the day went off without a hitch.

I made it to lunch period without any issues. I found and empty table in the corner of the lunchroom and took a seat, happy to have lunch to myself, especially on today of all days. As I sat, I was once again reminded of the pullups I had on. I couldn't help but smile when I felt them, I was so happy.

Halfway through lunch, my bladder gave it's first tickle of the day. I stopped suddenly, thinking about what to do. I do usually hit the restroom before my next class. But I have a diaper on. Would anyone know if I used it? Surely not... Right?

Continuing with my bravery, I quickly decided to put my pullups to good use. I sat up straight, spread my legs a good bit apart, placed one hand on my crotch, since it was under the table and no one could see, and I just let loose.

My hand was instantly met with a warm sensation, and I even heard a faint hiss coming from my pull-up. Just like this morning, the lunchroom was so loud that I knew no one else could hear it. I let my pee out into my pull-up at full force, revelling in the warmth both in my crotch and against my hand. I felt the pee splash back against my vagina, and fall down to my butt since I was sitting down. I was in heaven.

After maybe 20 seconds, my pee was finally finished and I opened my eyes. I was blushing hard, coming down from the high of wetting myself like this, but no one was looking at me. 

"I just got away with wetting myself in school!" I said to myself in a hushed tone. I could barely contain my excitement.

Before I knew it, the bell was ringing for me to get to my next class. As I stood up, I did a cursory check of my ass, feeling if anything leaked through. While I was dry back there, I'm pretty sure my pullups grew a size or two. I tried to be as nom-chalant as possible as I looked down, trying to see if my now-soaked pullup had a visible bulge. I decided that if there was a bulge, you really had to look hard to find it. And I had to get going anyway, or I was going to be late to class.

Sitting in my warm pullup in class was a delight. I barely remember paying attention, as all I could think about was the naughty act I had just done. The class zoomed by so fast, before I knew it I was in my last class of the day. And as fate would have it, this was my class with livi. I had kind of been avoiding her all week... I still didn't want to confront her about my messy accident last week. While I was confident with myself now, I still wasn't ready for that conversation. But that being said, I knew it was going to happen sooner or later, and I'd resolved to talk to her after class.

As I sat down, I gave her a glance, trying to show a sign of friendship. She looked at me only briefly as she sat down, and she looked rather sad. I hoped it wasn't because me. Did she think I was avoiding her? I mean, I was... But not because I didn't like her!

I couldn't think on those thoughts much longer though, as class was beginning. I began taking notes, sitting happily in my wet pullup, which was now becoming quite cold and clammy.

About 45 minutes went by, and I was feeling a small need to pee myself again. Nothing that couldn't wait until after class, but a need nonetheless. But seeing as how my diaper was well and truly cold at this point, and the day was almost over, I figured why the hell not.

I released my pee into my diaper as I sat and took notes in class. While I wasn't exactly tactful about it, I did try to take it slower, as to avoid giving off any auditory clues to what I was doing. I felt the warmth already across my crotch all over again, and I took a deep sigh and smiled at the relief and happy feelings.

Then, I felt wet.

Sure, my vagina and butt was wet. But I felt an instant cold wetness almond my inner thighs that was rapidly traveling to my knees. I quickly cut off my flow of pee. I was pretty much done anyways, as I didn't need to go that badly. I tried hard not to panic, and kept my legs slammed shut. I could instantly tell this pee was just too much for my pullups, and it had overflowed into my leggings. I could feel it between my thighs and I could even see it when I looked down. I'm sure it was worse on my backside, and I could only hope that my cardigan was long enough to cover it.

I decided sitting here in wet pants for the final five minutes of class would do me no good, so I decided to ask for the bathroom. Once allowed, I got up, took all my things with me, and headed straight for the bathroom I knew would be empty at this time of day. I tried to walk as calmly as possible, while also keeping my backside hidden. I could tell my butt was likely very wet, and I think it was peeking out from under my cardigan too. Little did I know, I had a tail following me as well...

Once in the bathroom, I surveyed the damage. My pull-up had swelled even bigger, and there was now a pretty noticeable bulge in my leggings. I could also see wet marks running down my inner thighs to my knees, across my crotch, and as I turned around, my entire butt was soaked as well. 

"Lesson learned" I mumbled to myself. Pullups can hold one full pee per day before leaking. Noted.

As I kept looking at the damage, and wondering how I was going to get to my car without anyone noticing, I pulled my leggings down to get a closer look. Luckily because they were black, the wet spots weren't really noticeable from far away. While that did serve as some comfort, I wasn't as sure about how noticeable my bulge would be.

As I wrestled with these thoughts, I heard footsteps rapidly approaching the bathroom.

I panicked.

I waddle-stepped into a stall, since my leggings were still halfway down my legs, and I slammed the door shut. 

Unfortunately, I wasn't fast enough, because I was immediately found out.

"Lexi, get out here, I know it's you!"

It was livi. And she sounded like she was on the verge of tears.

"I want you to tell me why you won't talk to me anymore!" 

I was horrified. Livi did think I was ignoring her completely.

"I know you... You... Had an accident at the Starbucks, but you know I'd never tell anyone! That's no reason to avoid me all week! I thought we were friends!"

Livi was full on crying now, and tears welled in my eyes as well. I felt like the biggest asshole in the world.

I pulled up my leggings and stepped out of the stall.

"Livi... I'm... I'm so sorry!!" I said to her between sobs. We both were now full on crying.

"I wasn't ignoring you, I promise!"

"Then why didn't you talk to me!" Livi replied, looking me dead in the eyes.

"Because I was embarrassed, livi! I had shit myself in front of you, in public!" I said, trying to hold it together.

Livi continued, "Lexi, you KNOW I would never tell anyone! I wanted to be there for you! To help you through it!"

I had a few more sobs. "I... I... K-know! It was all just alot... And... And..."

"And what!!" Livi said, still trying to understand everything.

Well, I guess now's as good a time as any. She deserves to know. I thought to myself.

I took a deep breath, wiped the tears from my eyes, and pulled down my leggings to my knees.

We both fell silent.

"Is that... Why are you wearing a diaper Lexi?" Livi asked me.

"It's a long story girl..." I said, chuckling through the tears I struggled to hold back.

"And I want to tell you that story, but this is why I've haven't talked to you this week."

Livi frozen again for a moment. She wasn't crying anymore, but was more deep in thought.

"Wait you mean....you were wearing one last week when you..."

"Yes." I interjected. "I didn't mess my pants, I messed my diaper." I said, looking down.

Livi looked down too, and realized for the first time that the diaper I was wearing now was in fact very wet.

"Holy shit lex you peed yourself too!" She said.

"I know, I know! I meant to!"

"Wait you meant to?? This was all on purpose?? Livi asked, now more interested than ever.

"Well, last week was actually an accident! A true accident, I didn't mean to mess myself in front of you!" I said to her. "But this... I meant to do this."

After a pause, all that she could muster was:

"Why??"

"Like I said it's a really long story, and I want to tell it to you, but not here. Right now, I need to figure out how I'm gonna get out of here because my pull-up leaked into my leggings!" I said, pulling my pants back up.

But right as I did, livi gave me a huge hug. I was surprised for a second, then cried some more while she did.

"Livi I'm so sorry! I'm so so sorry! You're closest friend, maybe even my best friend and I'm just sorry!" I said through tears.

"I'm sorry too!" Livi replied. "This whole time I thought you were mad at me for some reason!"

"No you have nothing to be sorry about!" I said. "This is all me!"

We took a step back from our huh, and looked eachother in the eyes silently for a moment. We both blushed, averting our gazes for a moment, then looking back.

We started for what seemed like an hour, but was no more than just a few seconds. The school bell rang, snapping us out of our trances, sending panic through my veins.

"Shit! Livi you gotta help me get outta here, can you see anything on my butt??" I quickly said to her, turning around.

"Right! Yeah ok, umm, maybe a little? You've definitely got a bulge and wet marks, but your cardigan covers it well!" Livi said.

"That's gonna have to do, let's get out of here!" I then said, rushing is both out of the bathroom and right into the parking lot. My car was nearest, and we both hopped inside, laughing about the absurdity of everything that has just happened.

I took a deep breathe, and blinked away a few more years. "So you're not mad at me?"

"Of course not, I'm just glad you're not mad at me!" Livi replied.

We gave another quick hug, before livi exclaimed:

"Oh my God! Come over tonight! My parents are gone all weekend and you can tell me all about... This!" She said, pointing to my crotch.

"Oh my God yes!" I said instantly. "All weekend sleepover??"

"All weekend sleepover!!" She said back!

We were both grinning ear to ear, talking About everything we could do this weekend, and my mind was running wild about the possibility of being able to wear diapers unashamedly for the first time. Then, she said it.

"And girl please, bring plenty of diapers!"

"Are you sure??" I asked, hopefully. "I don't want to make things weird for you."

"Weird?? No I love it--" livi caught herself, blushing, but quickly continued: "I mean, absolutely! I want you to tell me all about this. And I want you to feel free to do whatever you want or need to do!"

Again, more tears. "Aw thank you thank you!!" I said, giving her another hug.

"Ok I'll see you in a couple of hours then, I gotta get home and get some things sorted out, then it's weekend party time!" 

"Sounds perfect babe!" Livi said, getting out of my car. "I'll see you then!"

We waved goodbye as I drove off. I couldn't help but smile as I drove, my mind wandering to what the weekend might bring. I was also smiling about the wetness between my legs, which I could tell was no longer "just" my pee.

 

 

[nyonoyo 118]

17 hours ago, Kinglear07 said:

I couldn't answer the phone. Not yet anyways. I was still coming down from my magnificent, messy high. The massive lump in my pants was still sitting perfectly beneath my crotch, I still was getting residual tingles from my recent orgasm. After reading the text from livi, I decided to just sit and enjoy the post-cum silence for what felt like forever, but was probably more like five or ten minutes.

Then I got another text from livi.

"Girl you good??" It read.

Sadly, the world had pulled me away from my brief moment of euphoria, and it was time to face reality once again. With that, an unexpected wave of shame and guilt hit me as well.

Livi saw me shit myself.

I purposefully went in my diaper this morning.

I just had an actual accident not 20 minutes ago.

I came from immense sexual pleasure due to messing myself.

AND I ENJOYED ALL OF IT!

All these thoughts were swirling around in my head. I had no idea what to do, what to think of it all, all I knew is I felt some guilt and shame, embarrassment, and ecstasy. 

Then I picked up my phone.

"Everything's fine, made it home safe, I'll talk to you later."

I felt even more guilty sending that message, as I was essentially blowing my closest friend off. But I couldn't grapple with the fact that I just had an accident in front of her. I had too many other personal issues to tackle right now. But before I could even get to those, I had deal with myself.

I dragged myself to my feet, and walked slowly up to my bathroom. I walked as bowlegged as I could, in an attempt to avoid anything spilling out of my overfull pull-up. Once in the bathroom, I took a good luck in the mirror. I was a mess. My hair was a nightmare, my shirt a wrinkled mess, and my pants... It was a shit show, pun intended.

I turned around and saw that some of the shit did leak out, making a rather obvious brown stain on the back of my sweatpants. Weather the stain came immediately as a messed myself, or from when I orgasmed just earlier I do not know. If it was before, livi probably saw it as well...

Pushing that thought away, I got to work. I peeled off my sweatpants, seeing that the sweats could maybe be salvaged. No actual pieces of shit, just heavy skidmarks. My diaper though... It was a droopy, saggy mess. I could see clean through the leg holes, and saw a brown nightmare inside. I didn't bother being tactful anymore, I just slid the diaper down my hips and let it hit the floor with a plop. I saw the mountain of poop I created, and I was actually impressed for a moment. That impression was quickly replaced by more thoughts of shame and guilt. I fought back tears as I turned and looked at my now naked self. My whole butt was caked in crap. And I could see my crotch had a little bit on it too. Unable to see the pleasure in this moment, I got in the shower.

I took a long shower, at least 30 minutes. I made sure every inch of me was clean, and spent some time just thinking about everything that's happened over the last couple of hours.

"I've got a new fetish, and that's ok." I said aloud.

"But it's gross, and people will judge me."

"But I love it, and I don't care what people think."

"But I care what livi thinks, I I think she just saw me."

"But she doesn't know I was wearing a diaper."

"Or does she?"

"And I came from it all when I got home."

I repeated these thoughts aloud in the shower, working through them. I didn't really make much progress, and I got out of the shower now mildly annoyed.

While I now had a fresh supply of pullups and diapers, I decided to ease up for a bit and just sit in a pair of panties and a t shirt the rest of the day. I needed to work through these thoughts before I could put on a diaper again.

Unfortunately, working through my thoughts took longer than expected. A week to be exact. I was able to go back to class that Friday, but I was terrified of confronting livi. Fortunately, while we do share a class, our communication was limited. We locked eyes as we took our seats, but I didn't, couldn't, say anything and looked away. She did too, and we de didn't talk during that class. We didn't talk over the entire week actually, I still couldn't confront her about what had happened.

I didn't end up putting on a diaper that weekend either. My parents were home the entire time, and while I likely could have gotten away with it, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I instead spent the weekend in my room, looking up things about people my age who wear diapers online. I read pages and pages of stories, and learned more about my new fetish. I was able to grasp that this wasn't something to be ashamed of, but something to celebrate. I wasn't hurting anyone, I wasn't in anyone's way, this was just for me. I also looked up the more sexual side of things with diapers, and was able to tackle the guilt stemming from the immense pleasure I get from wearing, wetting and messing diapers. And most importantly, I learned that it was possible to turn the shame into a weapon. I read about how many diaper wearers get turned on by the embarrassment of wearing a diaper and using it in public, weather other people know it or not. This was not something that had occured to me before, but it was something I was determined to discover more of once I put my next diaper on.

Come Monday, it was back to school for the week. I still hadn't put any more diapers on yet, but I was feeling confident once again. At least, Confident enough to know my fetish was ok and not something to be ashamed of. I still couldn't quite get over the hump of wearing in school and in front of others yet.

After a long week of hard thinking, more shame and guilt, and tough conclusions, I decided to finally figure this all the fuck out. It was Thursday night at midnight, and I hadn't slept a wink, still trying to work through my feelings. It has been over a full week now since I first used a diaper, and the "anniversary" was weighing heavily on my mind. I decided to get up and go for a late night walk through the neighborhood. I slipped on my slippers grabbed a jacket to throw over my flannel bottoms and matching top, and left my house as quiet as a mouse.

It was quiet. Peaceful, and quiet.

All I could hear was the constant chatter of the various bugs coming from the woods. The only light guiding my way was the various street lamps on each corner, and the full moon above me. While it was "only" midnight, not a single car drove past me. I was truly alone.

After 45 minutes of walking, it came to me. 

"I'm not going to be ashamed about feeling this way!" I said aloud.

After a week of tackling my thoughts of shame, guilt and desire, i was done. My reflection period was over. I'm going to keep doing this and be proud of what I do, no matter what! 

Happy with my decision, as well as terrified (in a good way) of what the future might bring, I headed back home. I collapsed into my bed, falling asleep almost instantly, content that I had finally put my intrusive thoughts away.

I woke up the next morning feeling like a whole new girl. I was ready to tackle the day, and more importantly, I was ready to tackle it in a diaper!

I was feeling especially brave and bold as well. I got out of bed and immediately opened my closet. I took out a pull-up from my hidden stash and pulled it up my thighs. I shuddered from the once-familiar feeling of the diaper on my skin, remembering all to well how good it feels. With that, I needed something to wear that is both presentable for school, as well as a good enough cover for this diaper. I settled on a pair of dark black leggings, a t shirt and a cute cardigan. The black leggings, while tight against my diaper, didnt allow for it to show through at all. Plus, it only looked like I was wearing panties underneath, and I was content with that. It also came with the added benefit of the diaper being pushed against my vagina, which was an incredible feeling in and of ktself. The cardigan helped too, because while I didn't plan on the top of the pullup to peek out from my leggings, at least the cardigan would cover it up if it did. 

With my newfound bravery, I headed off to school. I drove the whole way there with my heart pounding through my chest, saying to myself over and over:

"You can do this....you can do this..."

I parked my car, stepped out, and walked into the building. While my brain was trying to tell me to run for the hills, the reality was that no one was paying any attention to me. I took a few steps, trying to listen for any crinkle from my behind, but the halls were so loud I couldn't hear a thing. With each step I gained more confidence, and the day went off without a hitch.

I made it to lunch period without any issues. I found and empty table in the corner of the lunchroom and took a seat, happy to have lunch to myself, especially on today of all days. As I sat, I was once again reminded of the pullups I had on. I couldn't help but smile when I felt them, I was so happy.

Halfway through lunch, my bladder gave it's first tickle of the day. I stopped suddenly, thinking about what to do. I do usually hit the restroom before my next class. But I have a diaper on. Would anyone know if I used it? Surely not... Right?

Continuing with my bravery, I quickly decided to put my pullups to good use. I sat up straight, spread my legs a good bit apart, placed one hand on my crotch, since it was under the table and no one could see, and I just let loose.

My hand was instantly met with a warm sensation, and I even heard a faint hiss coming from my pull-up. Just like this morning, the lunchroom was so loud that I knew no one else could hear it. I let my pee out into my pull-up at full force, revelling in the warmth both in my crotch and against my hand. I felt the pee splash back against my vagina, and fall down to my butt since I was sitting down. I was in heaven.

After maybe 20 seconds, my pee was finally finished and I opened my eyes. I was blushing hard, coming down from the high of wetting myself like this, but no one was looking at me. 

"I just got away with wetting myself in school!" I said to myself in a hushed tone. I could barely contain my excitement.

Before I knew it, the bell was ringing for me to get to my next class. As I stood up, I did a cursory check of my ass, feeling if anything leaked through. While I was dry back there, I'm pretty sure my pullups grew a size or two. I tried to be as nom-chalant as possible as I looked down, trying to see if my now-soaked pullup had a visible bulge. I decided that if there was a bulge, you really had to look hard to find it. And I had to get going anyway, or I was going to be late to class.

Sitting in my warm pullup in class was a delight. I barely remember paying attention, as all I could think about was the naughty act I had just done. The class zoomed by so fast, before I knew it I was in my last class of the day. And as fate would have it, this was my class with livi. I had kind of been avoiding her all week... I still didn't want to confront her about my messy accident last week. While I was confident with myself now, I still wasn't ready for that conversation. But that being said, I knew it was going to happen sooner or later, and I'd resolved to talk to her after class.

As I sat down, I gave her a glance, trying to show a sign of friendship. She looked at me only briefly as she sat down, and she looked rather sad. I hoped it wasn't because me. Did she think I was avoiding her? I mean, I was... But not because I didn't like her!

I couldn't think on those thoughts much longer though, as class was beginning. I began taking notes, sitting happily in my wet pullup, which was now becoming quite cold and clammy.

About 45 minutes went by, and I was feeling a small need to pee myself again. Nothing that couldn't wait until after class, but a need nonetheless. But seeing as how my diaper was well and truly cold at this point, and the day was almost over, I figured why the hell not.

I released my pee into my diaper as I sat and took notes in class. While I wasn't exactly tactful about it, I did try to take it slower, as to avoid giving off any auditory clues to what I was doing. I felt the warmth already across my crotch all over again, and I took a deep sigh and smiled at the relief and happy feelings.

Then, I felt wet.

Sure, my vagina and butt was wet. But I felt an instant cold wetness almond my inner thighs that was rapidly traveling to my knees. I quickly cut off my flow of pee. I was pretty much done anyways, as I didn't need to go that badly. I tried hard not to panic, and kept my legs slammed shut. I could instantly tell this pee was just too much for my pullups, and it had overflowed into my leggings. I could feel it between my thighs and I could even see it when I looked down. I'm sure it was worse on my backside, and I could only hope that my cardigan was long enough to cover it.

I decided sitting here in wet pants for the final five minutes of class would do me no good, so I decided to ask for the bathroom. Once allowed, I got up, took all my things with me, and headed straight for the bathroom I knew would be empty at this time of day. I tried to walk as calmly as possible, while also keeping my backside hidden. I could tell my butt was likely very wet, and I think it was peeking out from under my cardigan too. Little did I know, I had a tail following me as well...

Once in the bathroom, I surveyed the damage. My pull-up had swelled even bigger, and there was now a pretty noticeable bulge in my leggings. I could also see wet marks running down my inner thighs to my knees, across my crotch, and as I turned around, my entire butt was soaked as well. 

"Lesson learned" I mumbled to myself. Pullups can hold one full pee per day before leaking. Noted.

As I kept looking at the damage, and wondering how I was going to get to my car without anyone noticing, I pulled my leggings down to get a closer look. Luckily because they were black, the wet spots weren't really noticeable from far away. While that did serve as some comfort, I wasn't as sure about how noticeable my bulge would be.

As I wrestled with these thoughts, I heard footsteps rapidly approaching the bathroom.

I panicked.

I waddle-stepped into a stall, since my leggings were still halfway down my legs, and I slammed the door shut. 

Unfortunately, I wasn't fast enough, because I was immediately found out.

"Lexi, get out here, I know it's you!"

It was livi. And she sounded like she was on the verge of tears.

"I want you to tell me why you won't talk to me anymore!" 

I was horrified. Livi did think I was ignoring her completely.

"I know you... You... Had an accident at the Starbucks, but you know I'd never tell anyone! That's no reason to avoid me all week! I thought we were friends!"

Livi was full on crying now, and tears welled in my eyes as well. I felt like the biggest asshole in the world.

I pulled up my leggings and stepped out of the stall.

"Livi... I'm... I'm so sorry!!" I said to her between sobs. We both were now full on crying.

"I wasn't ignoring you, I promise!"

"Then why didn't you talk to me!" Livi replied, looking me dead in the eyes.

"Because I was embarrassed, livi! I had shit myself in front of you, in public!" I said, trying to hold it together.

Livi continued, "Lexi, you KNOW I would never tell anyone! I wanted to be there for you! To help you through it!"

I had a few more sobs. "I... I... K-know! It was all just alot... And... And..."

"And what!!" Livi said, still trying to understand everything.

Well, I guess now's as good a time as any. She deserves to know. I thought to myself.

I took a deep breath, wiped the tears from my eyes, and pulled down my leggings to my knees.

We both fell silent.

"Is that... Why are you wearing a diaper Lexi?" Livi asked me.

"It's a long story girl..." I said, chuckling through the tears I struggled to hold back.

"And I want to tell you that story, but this is why I've haven't talked to you this week."

Livi frozen again for a moment. She wasn't crying anymore, but was more deep in thought.

"Wait you mean....you were wearing one last week when you..."

"Yes." I interjected. "I didn't mess my pants, I messed my diaper." I said, looking down.

Livi looked down too, and realized for the first time that the diaper I was wearing now was in fact very wet.

"Holy shit lex you peed yourself too!" She said.

"I know, I know! I meant to!"

"Wait you meant to?? This was all on purpose?? Livi asked, now more interested than ever.

"Well, last week was actually an accident! A true accident, I didn't mean to mess myself in front of you!" I said to her. "But this... I meant to do this."

After a pause, all that she could muster was:

"Why??"

"Like I said it's a really long story, and I want to tell it to you, but not here. Right now, I need to figure out how I'm gonna get out of here because my pull-up leaked into my leggings!" I said, pulling my pants back up.

But right as I did, livi gave me a huge hug. I was surprised for a second, then cried some more while she did.

"Livi I'm so sorry! I'm so so sorry! You're closest friend, maybe even my best friend and I'm just sorry!" I said through tears.

"I'm sorry too!" Livi replied. "This whole time I thought you were mad at me for some reason!"

"No you have nothing to be sorry about!" I said. "This is all me!"

We took a step back from our huh, and looked eachother in the eyes silently for a moment. We both blushed, averting our gazes for a moment, then looking back.

We started for what seemed like an hour, but was no more than just a few seconds. The school bell rang, snapping us out of our trances, sending panic through my veins.

"Shit! Livi you gotta help me get outta here, can you see anything on my butt??" I quickly said to her, turning around.

"Right! Yeah ok, umm, maybe a little? You've definitely got a bulge and wet marks, but your cardigan covers it well!" Livi said.

"That's gonna have to do, let's get out of here!" I then said, rushing is both out of the bathroom and right into the parking lot. My car was nearest, and we both hopped inside, laughing about the absurdity of everything that has just happened.

I took a deep breathe, and blinked away a few more years. "So you're not mad at me?"

"Of course not, I'm just glad you're not mad at me!" Livi replied.

We gave another quick hug, before livi exclaimed:

"Oh my God! Come over tonight! My parents are gone all weekend and you can tell me all about... This!" She said, pointing to my crotch.

"Oh my God yes!" I said instantly. "All weekend sleepover??"

"All weekend sleepover!!" She said back!

We were both grinning ear to ear, talking About everything we could do this weekend, and my mind was running wild about the possibility of being able to wear diapers unashamedly for the first time. Then, she said it.

"And girl please, bring plenty of diapers!"

"Are you sure??" I asked, hopefully. "I don't want to make things weird for you."

"Weird?? No I love it--" livi caught herself, blushing, but quickly continued: "I mean, absolutely! I want you to tell me all about this. And I want you to feel free to do whatever you want or need to do!"

Again, more tears. "Aw thank you thank you!!" I said, giving her another hug.

"Ok I'll see you in a couple of hours then, I gotta get home and get some things sorted out, then it's weekend party time!" 

"Sounds perfect babe!" Livi said, getting out of my car. "I'll see you then!"

We waved goodbye as I drove off. I couldn't help but smile as I drove, my mind wandering to what the weekend might bring. I was also smiling about the wetness between my legs, which I could tell was no longer "just" my pee.

 

 

Yes! This is good progress!

Can't wait to see what's next.

[Kinglear07 248]

I was able to get home in record time. I had to beat my parents home in order to change my very wet diaper, but I knew on a Friday that it would be tricky. Fortunately, I was able to do so, albeit just barely. I beat them by maybe five minutes, but it was just enough time to peel off my pull-up, bury it in the trash, bury my wet leggings in my laundry, and give my legs a quick wipe down in the bathroom. I was also able to re-diaper myself, but quite literally in the knick of time. Before I knew it, my parents were walking in the door.

The next two hours were a whirlwind, because all I could think about was the sleepover with livi. I was able to spend a little time with my parents before letting them know I'd be gone all weekend. After that, I quickly and quietly packed up all of my things. This includes my new pullups and diapers, maybe a dozen in total. I know I probably won't use them all, but I was trying to go quick and I had the space.

Before I knew it, I was back in the car and heading to livi's. I was wearing a tight, comfy tank top with no bra underneath, seeing as how this was to be a comfy weekend. On the bottom, I had on my pull-up, a pair of short, stretchy cotton shorts that really didn't cover much, and a pair of sweatpants over all of it. I didn't know if I was going to be cold or warm, so I dressed for both.

On the drive over, my heart was beating through my chest. I'm about to tell my best friend how and why I wear diapers! Part of me was terrified, but another part of me was relieved, as now I didn't have to live with this secret all to myself. I just hoped she wouldn't see or treat me any differently. She took it fairly well in the bathroom at school, but that may have been the emotions talking... We were in top deep now though. I was on my way, and I was in my pullups.

I parked my car in her drive way. It was empty, as her parents are gone all weekend like she said. I grabbed my stuff and walked up to her door, and knocked.

"Her girl!" Livi said excitedly as she opened the door.

"Hey you!" I said, giving her a hug as a greeting. Livi decided to dress comfy like I did. She was in a pair of tight cotton leggings and a t shirt, and I could tell she wasn't wearing a bra either as she was nipping through her shirt.

"Come in, come in!" Livi said to me. I happily walked in the door with my bag, ready to start the weekend with my friend.

"Let me give you the tour!" She said. I'd actually never been to her house before, surprisingly. Her house was wonderful. It was nice and big multiple bedrooms, and a big basement with a huge TV and a giant comfy couch. This is where we decided to set up shop for the weekend. This way we could both just sleep on the giant couch and still have plenty of stuff to do.

"Your house is great livi, this is gonna be so fun!" I said to her once I set my stuff down in the basement.

"Thank you, thank you!" She said with an awkward half curtsey. We both plopped down on the couch with a giant sigh. We also both looked at eachother silently for a moment, before laughing at eachother awkwardly.

"So I guess I owe you an explanation, huh." I said to livi, addressing the elephant in the room.

"Im dying to know!!" Living said, before catching herself in her excitement. "I mean-- that is, if you want to talk about it.

"No no, I owe it to you, you really saved my skin today!" I said to her.

"Plus, before I say anything else, I just want to say one more time how sorry I am, and hopefully after all this it everything will make sense."

"Quit apologizing!" She said with a laugh. "We're already cool Lexi, I'm just really glad you're here."

I gave her a soft smile, then stood up. "Them with that out of the way..." I bent over and dropped my sweat pants to the ground, revealing my cotton covered shirts underneath. This is crucial because, these shorts left nothing to the imagination. You could see the pullup peeking out of the waistband, out of the legholes, and it left a pretty big bulge out the back of them as well.

"Omg you're wearing one right now!" Livi said excitedly.

"Yep I sure am!" I said back, proudly.

"Ok ok, spill!"

And that's what I did. I told her everything. How I'd had these thoughts for years now, how I got my hands on some the other week, how after I tried the first one I immediately wet and messed in them, and recapped everything that happened at our coffee date. I even told her how I came in my diaper after our coffee date. I blushed a deep red when I told her, and so did she. Then I told her about the week I spent deep-thinking on all of it, wondering if I was normal, if this was ok, all of it. She looked sad again at this part, but more of a proud kind of sad, if that makes sense, it was hard to read in the moment. 

But once I told her about my life-affirming midnight walk, she was back to smiling.  And that brought us to today, and she was officially up to speed.

"So... What do you think?" I asked at the end. "Am I gross? Am I normal?" 

Livi sat and stared at me smiling for a moment, before getting up and giving me a hug, which surprised me.

"Thank you, Lexi. Thank you for trusting me and telling me all of this."

"Oh stop it you're gonna make me cry!" I said in return.

"Oh don't cry cause then you're gonna make me cry!" She said back.

"Ok no crying no crying! I said, breaking off the huh.

"Yes, ugh! No crying!" We had a big laugh after that, before livi began again.

"All in all, I think I get it now! Everything that happened, everything you went through, it all makes sense!" She said with a smile.

"But do you think I'm gross?" I asked

"Gross?? Who the fuck cares girl! Do what makes you happy, I know i do!" She said excitedly.

When I heard this, it felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I couldn't help but smile, but no words came out. Livi stepped in and said:

"And now here we are. And you're wearing a diaper now!"

"A pull-up actually!" I corrected her.

"Oh! What's the difference"

"Well, a pull-up is smaller and less bulky than a diaper. It's really just meant for pee, but it even struggles with that sometimes. However, they are more discreet. Diapers though, those are big, bulky and really hard to hide. But, they can keep multiple pees and poos inside them, allowing you to wear for longer if you want."

"I'm learning so much!" Livi said happily. "What does it feel like?"

"Which part? Wearing? Or using them?" I replied.

"All of it, I guess!"

"Well," I began. "Wearing a pull-up actually feels a lot like underwear sometimes. Yes it does feel like a diaper, but they're so soft and quiet, sometimes I forget I'm even wearing one. That is, until I, you know..."

I was blushing after I said that, and looked away.

"Once I pee in my pull-up, it's the most incredible feeling in the world. It's wet... It's warm... If you're paying attention, you can feel the diaper swell beneath your legs... I genuinely love the feeling so fucking much."

I was still red in the face, getting all heated as I talked about it. Livi seemed super into it though too, as she was just as read as I was, not breaking eye contact with me at all.

"What about when you... Poop in your diaper? She asked, quietly.

"That, is a whole different thing altogether!" I replied, shifting my weight a little. "It may seem... Counterintuitive, but I think pooping in a diaper is the best way to use the bathroom. It's convenient, you don't have to worry about dirty public bathrooms, and most of all... It's hot as fuck!"

Livi remained silent, intently listening to me, but I had to shift my weight again on the couch. Something was brewing deep inside me...

"You start like you'd go anywhere else really. For me, I kinda just hunch over a little, even squat if I'm in the mood. Then I just push, and out it comes. You feel the poop come out and fill the diaper, and you feel it get everywhere. If it's hard, it can really tent out your diaper so you gotta be careful about what you're wearing. Good thing though if it's hard, it's usually a pretty easy cleanup. If you've got a soft or mushy poop though, you're gonna have a harder time cleaning up. But those feels incredible in a totally different way! You feel it slide all around in between your checks, between your legs, on your..." 

I gulped, unable to finish the word. The implicit silence meant livi knew what I was talking about.

"When I pooped myself at the Starbucks, it was a mushy one. And sitting in it when I drove home, feeling it sag and sway back and forth when I walked... When I got home... I came... SO hard..." 

My breathing at this point was getting faster and faster, and my pussy was demanding attention. I couldn't though, not here. Not yet.

After a silence, livi said: "That sounds incredible lexi!"

We both gave an awkward laugh, before resuming the conversation. I kept telling her all my thoughts about diapers, and I answered her questions when she asked. Before we knew it, it was dark out, and we still hadn't had dinner.

"Shit I'm hungry, you hungry?" Livi asked me.

"Oh damn I didn't even notice, but yes I am!" I replied.

"Pizza?"

"Pizza!"

"I'll go call in the order, should be here in about half an hour!"

"Sounds great to me!"

Livi walked off, leaving me alone in the basement. I couldn't wait for what the rest of the weekend!

 

[Puckii_x 106]

Pleeeeeeeease continue! It's such a great story^^

And an even hotter fantasy 

 

[WetTrail 7]

Great story.  We can’t wait for the rest of the weekend either!

[Messistopheles 29]

Looking forward to the next part of this.

[pantswetter34 5]

I love this story! I liked how easy it became for Lexi to let go in class and how she thought to hide any leeks with black tights. And I like the messing and how she was able to get sexual pleasure from it.

Keep up the good work!  I know Livi will be in diapers before the end of the night. 

[Kinglear07 248]

Livi came back shortly after she ordered the pizza and rejoined me in the basement. We spent the next 30 or so minutes just chatting about anything and everything. School, our parents, the latest TV shows we were watching. I could tell she had more questions about my diapers, but it was nice to just chill with one another for once, without any pressure from anything. Not that she was giving me pressure about my diapers! But it was nice to just be a girl, and livi is pretty amazing.

*Ding dong* 

"OH pizza's here!" Living shouted, running off to get it before I could even respond. She quickly returned back downstairs with two medium pizzas, one with pepperoni and one with veggies. I of course chose pepperoni.

"Mmm this is delicious!" I said to her. "Where's it from??"

"Oh it's my favorite place just down the road! Way better than dominoes or pizza hut!" She replied.

"It absolutely is!!" I said back. 

We continued munching on our pizza, trying not to talk with our mouths full, but laughing as we did so anyway. Unfortunately, for all my laughing, I spilled a slice on my sweatpants.

"Ah shit!" I said through laughter.

"Uh oh!" Livi said, also through laughter.

"Gah I'm gonna have to throw these in the wash or it'll stain with all the oil, do you mind? Would that be ok?" I asked livi.

"Of course!" She said back, putting down her plate. "Yeah here give me those and I can grab you a pair of my pants while I'm at it."

"Oh thank you so much!" I said. "But I've actually got shorts on underneath, I didn't know if I'd be hot or cold so I dressed for both!"

"Ah, smart girl!" She said, pointing to her head like that one meme. "Hand me your sweatpants and I'll go toss them in the wash quick."

Without saying anything, I quickly stood up and dropped my sweats to the floor. I was now standing there in just my tight tanktop and my little grey shorts. Without my sweatpants, you could see my pull-up peeking out from the top of the shorts as well as the leg holes. And, it created a noticeable bulge in the front and in the back. Once I handed livi my sweatpants, I caught livi staring at my crotch, likely eyeing my diaper situation.

"Is this... Ok?" I asked her, timidly. I didn't want to overstep any boundaries, and I know me being in diapers might be a lot.

My question snapped livi out of her trance. "Oh yeah no it's not problem at all! Get comfy, please! This weekend is supposed to be for you to wear whatever you want and not be judged, including your diapers!"

Her answer had me relieved, and I handed her my pants with a smile. She was blushing as she walked off, and I couldn't help but smile. As I sat down and waited for her return, I realized I felt a little cold, now that I no longer had my sweatpants on. So much so, that I started to nip through my shirt! And right as I noticed, livi walked back in. 

"Got those in the wash for you!" She said with a smile. She then noticed the two new points sticking out from my chest. "They should be dry in an hour or two, since you seem cold!" She said with a laugh and a wink.

"Haha shut up!" I said back, throwing a pillow at her. We laughed for a while and got back to shooting the shit. But not five minutes later though, we seemed to hit a bit of a lull, and I cought livi staring at my pull-up peaking out from my shorts.

"So... Those really are comfy, yeah?" She asked me suddenly.

"Oh they feel better than panties!" I said to her excitedly. "It's like sitting in a comfy pillow... I just love it."

She was blushing again and looked like she had another question, but couldn't get it out. It was at this point that I realized I needed to pee. But do I... Do I just go? Or leave the room? I wasn't really sure how to broach the situation, so I started to bonn my leg and look around for some options. Unfortunately, these measures did not go unnoticed.

"Hey if you need to go I can show you where the ba-- ahhh, I guess you don't need a toilet do you!" She said, catching herself.

"Haha yeah, I mean, I do have to pee, we downed that whole two litre of soda so fast!" I replied. I started to stand up. "If you're uncomfortable, I can just leave the ro--"

"NO!" livi said, cutting me off. "--i mean, no why would you?" She was flustered. "Please, I want you to be comfy and happy, just do whatever you want!"

"You're sure?" I asked one last time.

"Yeah! I mean..." She hesitated. And then she said with a whisper: "I want to see what it's like." Her face was fully red, and I noticed that she was nipping out of her shirt too, even though it wasn't cold anymore.

"Oh, ok!" I said excitedly. "I'll just go then!"

I fully stood up and spread my legs a little, about to open the floodgates before she stopped me one more time.

"Could you-- I'm sorry! But... Could you take your shorts off? So I can see?" She looked so adorable and embarrassed asking me that I couldn't help but blush with a smile myself.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry it's ok if you dont--" she began, but this time I cut you off.

"No no no of course! I'm glad you're curious, this is how it felt like for me for so long! I just wanted to know what it all was like until I did it myself!" I said.

"You're sure?" She asked.

I didn't even reply, I just slipped my shirts off to the ground, and stood in front of her in my tank top and my pullups.

"...wow." Was all livi could say, eyes firmly planted on my crotch. We both had very red cheeks, but I couldn't think about it for too long thanks to my pressing need to pee. I spread my legs apart and before you know it...

"Ok, I'm peeing" I said to her.

The room was silent for a second before you could hear the hiss in my diaper. It was loud and fast, and the pullup responded by turning a bright shade of yellow while quickly bulging out to nearly double it's size. I peed for maybe 20 seconds before it tapered off. I was in pure bliss, just standing there feeling the warmth. 

"Wow!!" Livi said louder this time. "That looked amazing!!"

"It is isn't it??" I replied. I quickly rubbed my hand up and down the front of my diaper, feeling the warmth and wetness of it, and enjoying the loud crinkle that filled the silence.

"God this never gets old..." I said, still running the diaper. 

"What's it feel like no?" Livi asked me.

"Well like I said before, it's so warm and wet, it feels like you're in a hot tub, but better. It's like a warm hug!" I replied.

"Man... Just amazing." She said. It looked like there was another thing she wanted to say, but held back again.

"I'd say I need to go change, but I think I'll enjoy it a little while longer!" And with that, I took a seat once more, releshing in the feeling against my pussy.

"And it turns you on, yeah??" Livi asked.

It was my turn to blush again. "I mean... I'm not nipping just because it's cold!" I said with a laugh, and she joined me. 

We talked about a few more things before I realized it was livis turn to bounce her legs up and down. She was doing it absentmindedly, since I still had her full attention, but I was almost positive she had to pee now as well. The next thing I noticed is, she kept looking back and forth between my diaper and the door. And now I knew I was right. She even confirmed it shortly thereafter. And I made a decision.

Livi got up and said, "well I'm gonna go pee quick." She turned and was opening the door, but before she could walk out--

"Hey!" I asked. She stopped dead and turned to look at me.

"Do you want to try a diaper?"

 

[OldWetGuy 591]

I love where this is going!

Edited January 6 by OldWetGuy
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[computer909 5]

Me too, enjoying the read so far!

[nyonoyo 118]

4 hours ago, Kinglear07 said:

Livi came back shortly after she ordered the pizza and rejoined me in the basement. We spent the next 30 or so minutes just chatting about anything and everything. School, our parents, the latest TV shows we were watching. I could tell she had more questions about my diapers, but it was nice to just chill with one another for once, without any pressure from anything. Not that she was giving me pressure about my diapers! But it was nice to just be a girl, and livi is pretty amazing.

*Ding dong* 

"OH pizza's here!" Living shouted, running off to get it before I could even respond. She quickly returned back downstairs with two medium pizzas, one with pepperoni and one with veggies. I of course chose pepperoni.

"Mmm this is delicious!" I said to her. "Where's it from??"

"Oh it's my favorite place just down the road! Way better than dominoes or pizza hut!" She replied.

"It absolutely is!!" I said back. 

We continued munching on our pizza, trying not to talk with our mouths full, but laughing as we did so anyway. Unfortunately, for all my laughing, I spilled a slice on my sweatpants.

"Ah shit!" I said through laughter.

"Uh oh!" Livi said, also through laughter.

"Gah I'm gonna have to throw these in the wash or it'll stain with all the oil, do you mind? Would that be ok?" I asked livi.

"Of course!" She said back, putting down her plate. "Yeah here give me those and I can grab you a pair of my pants while I'm at it."

"Oh thank you so much!" I said. "But I've actually got shorts on underneath, I didn't know if I'd be hot or cold so I dressed for both!"

"Ah, smart girl!" She said, pointing to her head like that one meme. "Hand me your sweatpants and I'll go toss them in the wash quick."

Without saying anything, I quickly stood up and dropped my sweats to the floor. I was now standing there in just my tight tanktop and my little grey shorts. Without my sweatpants, you could see my pull-up peeking out from the top of the shorts as well as the leg holes. And, it created a noticeable bulge in the front and in the back. Once I handed livi my sweatpants, I caught livi staring at my crotch, likely eyeing my diaper situation.

"Is this... Ok?" I asked her, timidly. I didn't want to overstep any boundaries, and I know me being in diapers might be a lot.

My question snapped livi out of her trance. "Oh yeah no it's not problem at all! Get comfy, please! This weekend is supposed to be for you to wear whatever you want and not be judged, including your diapers!"

Her answer had me relieved, and I handed her my pants with a smile. She was blushing as she walked off, and I couldn't help but smile. As I sat down and waited for her return, I realized I felt a little cold, now that I no longer had my sweatpants on. So much so, that I started to nip through my shirt! And right as I noticed, livi walked back in. 

"Got those in the wash for you!" She said with a smile. She then noticed the two new points sticking out from my chest. "They should be dry in an hour or two, since you seem cold!" She said with a laugh and a wink.

"Haha shut up!" I said back, throwing a pillow at her. We laughed for a while and got back to shooting the shit. But not five minutes later though, we seemed to hit a bit of a lull, and I cought livi staring at my pull-up peaking out from my shorts.

"So... Those really are comfy, yeah?" She asked me suddenly.

"Oh they feel better than panties!" I said to her excitedly. "It's like sitting in a comfy pillow... I just love it."

She was blushing again and looked like she had another question, but couldn't get it out. It was at this point that I realized I needed to pee. But do I... Do I just go? Or leave the room? I wasn't really sure how to broach the situation, so I started to bonn my leg and look around for some options. Unfortunately, these measures did not go unnoticed.

"Hey if you need to go I can show you where the ba-- ahhh, I guess you don't need a toilet do you!" She said, catching herself.

"Haha yeah, I mean, I do have to pee, we downed that whole two litre of soda so fast!" I replied. I started to stand up. "If you're uncomfortable, I can just leave the ro--"

"NO!" livi said, cutting me off. "--i mean, no why would you?" She was flustered. "Please, I want you to be comfy and happy, just do whatever you want!"

"You're sure?" I asked one last time.

"Yeah! I mean..." She hesitated. And then she said with a whisper: "I want to see what it's like." Her face was fully red, and I noticed that she was nipping out of her shirt too, even though it wasn't cold anymore.

"Oh, ok!" I said excitedly. "I'll just go then!"

I fully stood up and spread my legs a little, about to open the floodgates before she stopped me one more time.

"Could you-- I'm sorry! But... Could you take your shorts off? So I can see?" She looked so adorable and embarrassed asking me that I couldn't help but blush with a smile myself.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry it's ok if you dont--" she began, but this time I cut you off.

"No no no of course! I'm glad you're curious, this is how it felt like for me for so long! I just wanted to know what it all was like until I did it myself!" I said.

"You're sure?" She asked.

I didn't even reply, I just slipped my shirts off to the ground, and stood in front of her in my tank top and my pullups.

"...wow." Was all livi could say, eyes firmly planted on my crotch. We both had very red cheeks, but I couldn't think about it for too long thanks to my pressing need to pee. I spread my legs apart and before you know it...

"Ok, I'm peeing" I said to her.

The room was silent for a second before you could hear the hiss in my diaper. It was loud and fast, and the pullup responded by turning a bright shade of yellow while quickly bulging out to nearly double it's size. I peed for maybe 20 seconds before it tapered off. I was in pure bliss, just standing there feeling the warmth. 

"Wow!!" Livi said louder this time. "That looked amazing!!"

"It is isn't it??" I replied. I quickly rubbed my hand up and down the front of my diaper, feeling the warmth and wetness of it, and enjoying the loud crinkle that filled the silence.

"God this never gets old..." I said, still running the diaper. 

"What's it feel like no?" Livi asked me.

"Well like I said before, it's so warm and wet, it feels like you're in a hot tub, but better. It's like a warm hug!" I replied.

"Man... Just amazing." She said. It looked like there was another thing she wanted to say, but held back again.

"I'd say I need to go change, but I think I'll enjoy it a little while longer!" And with that, I took a seat once more, releshing in the feeling against my pussy.

"And it turns you on, yeah??" Livi asked.

It was my turn to blush again. "I mean... I'm not nipping just because it's cold!" I said with a laugh, and she joined me. 

We talked about a few more things before I realized it was livis turn to bounce her legs up and down. She was doing it absentmindedly, since I still had her full attention, but I was almost positive she had to pee now as well. The next thing I noticed is, she kept looking back and forth between my diaper and the door. And now I knew I was right. She even confirmed it shortly thereafter. And I made a decision.

Livi got up and said, "well I'm gonna go pee quick." She turned and was opening the door, but before she could walk out--

"Hey!" I asked. She stopped dead and turned to look at me.

"Do you want to try a diaper?"

 

Very lovely. Can't wait for the next chapter.

[vincp44 200]

On 1/6/2023 at 4:30 AM, OldWetGuy said:

I love where this is going!

Same here 🙂

[rezalys 0]

I really love the story, can't wait to see the next chapter

[JCool08 10]

Keep going!

[richardvergen 0]

This is really good!

 

[Kinglear07 248]

Livi stood still, not saying a word, just letting my question linger in the air. It was silent for a few moments, bordering on becoming uncomfortable.

"Livi?" I asked, trying to snap her out of it.

"Yes!!" She blurted out with a big smile. But she quickly caught herself. "I mean, yeah, sure why not?" 

I wasn't going to let her off the hook this time though.

"You know you do seem pretty interested in diapers, and trust me that's ok!" I told her.

"No! I mean..." She trailed off. This was clearly a big moment for her. "Yes, I'll admit that diapers have... Piqued my curiosity... But I just don't know, I don't know how to feel about everything, I don't know what to do, and everything is happening so fast and--" 

She was starting to spiral, so I cut her off.

"Hey hey hey! Woah! It's all good girl! It's sleepover weekend, do whatever you want! You aren't judging me, I'm not judging you, no one is gonna see us, and it's simple as that. And if you aren't comfortable, I can just put it away--"

"No!" Now she cut me off. "I mean... I'm just nervous. How do I even put it on?" She said, coming back into the room and taking a seat. I thought for a moment, then had a great idea.

"Hey I know what to do! This pullup is super soaked now and I think it's high time I'm in a fresh one. And, I want to wear a full on actual diaper now! So how about I put one on to show you how it's done, then you give it a try?" I said to her.

"Are you sure you're ok changing in front of me?"

The thought of livi seeing my crotch hadn't actually crossed my mind believe it or not, but now that I was thinking about it directly, my cheeks turned red.

"I mean, yeah why not? I just peed in this diaper in front of you, not much else hidden from the imagination now!" I said with a laugh. "Are you ok seeing my like that? Or are you uncomfortable?"

"No no no, please! I do need to see how it's done, and maybe seeing you do it will give me some time to make a decision here."

"Ok then, it's settled!" I got up to grab a fresh diaper, one of the new ones out of the box I bought just earlier. 

"But he quick, because I do have to pee!!" Livi said with a laugh.

"I'm going, I'm going!" I retorted back.

The diaper in my hands was much thicker and bulkier and the soggy pullup around my waist. I could already tell it could hold multiple wettings, and I might not even have to worry about pooping myself either. Hiding it underneath my clothes would be difficult, but that's a matter for another day.

"Ok, are you ready?" I said to livi.

"Show me how it's done girl!" She said back enthusiastically.

I stood a few feet from her in just my tank top and pullup, new diaper in hand. I quickly slid down my wet pullup, now fully revealing myself to lexi in front of me. We both were blushing heartily, and I could tell livi was breathing heavily as well. I didn't want to make the situation too awkward though, so I once my pull-up was on the ground, I put it to the side and quickly knelt on the floor.

"Ok so here's how it goes..." 

I began explaining to livi the simple process of diapering up. You lay it out flat, sit right on top of it, pull the flaps up around you, and pull the tapes tight against the diaper, keeping it up on your hips.

"That looks easier said than done!" Livi said, once I finished explaining.

"Oh come on that was easy peasy!" I said back laughing again.

"Well, how's a full diaper feel compared to a pull-up?" Livi asked me.

I stood back up, and surveyed myself for a moment. The diaper was heavenly. It was plain white, with a few small floral designs, but very faint. It was very big and bulky, I couldn't even close my legs together. And it made my butt twice as big too. But I loved every single thing about it. It was just as soft, if not softer, than the pullup. It was already warm, even as it was dry. It was truly like sitting in a cloud.

"It feels really amazing actually!" I said to livi.

"Well it looks amazing on you Lexi!" She said to me.

"Thanks!" I looked down and was looking at myself at every angle, just enjoying the new sensation.

"Ok." Livi suddenly said. "I'm gonna try it."

"Atta girl!" I said to her. "Want me to leave the room while you change?"

"Oh good lord no, I just saw you pretty much naked, what difference does it make now?" She said with a laugh.

"That's true!" I said back. "Well, let me know if you need any help!" 

I took a seat on the couch while livi grabbed a diaper. She stood in the center of the room, gave me one last nervous glance, before dropping her leggings. I noticed she didn't have any panties on either, which was very interesting. Before I could think on it more though, livinwss kneeling down on the ground. I tried not to stare at her vagina, but it was difficult. I know livi stared at mine, but I didn't mind. In fact, I kinda liked it. But I just hoped livi felt the same way about my staring at her, and I tried to stop myself if I felt it getting too obvious. Luckily though, she was too wrapped up in trying to get her diaper on.

Livi was now lying with her back on the floor, diaper beneath her and the front pulled up. She was struggling a little getting the flaps in the right place, so I directed her. Once she did get it right, she stood up with a big smile.

"Well?? What do you think??" I said to her excitedly.

"I... I... I LOVE IT!!" She said with yell.

I jumped up off the couch and jumped with her in celebration. We were hugging and talking at a million miles an hour. She was saying how I was right about how it felt, adding in her own observations of the diaper as well. I was telling her about a few of the things I've learned over the last few days, it was a whirlwind. A few minutes passed before she suddenly stopped.

"Oh my God, i forgot I have to pee!" Livi said with a big laugh. I joined in with her as well.

"Well, now that you have it on, there's no better time or place to use it for what it's made for!" I said to her.

"Ohmygod ok. Ok ok..." She said, hyping herself up. "Ok I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go..."

She took a few steps back as I took a seat on the couch. I thought I was going to need to coach her on how to let go into a diaper, but I was quickly surprised by a loud hiss in her diaper.

"Ahh ohmygod it's happening I'm peeing!!" She said, cutting off the flow and jumping out of excitement. She rubbed a hand up and down her crotch as she tried to regain her compusure.

"It's coming out!!" She said, and another loud hiss filled the room. This time she laughed again, but kept herself together and kept the stream going. We both watched her crotch become yellow and damp, and we saw the diaper start to sag as well. She peed for maybe another ten seconds before her clow tapered off.

"Holy... Shit!! You weren't kidding about how good that feels!!" She said with the biggest smile of the night. She was running a hand up and down her crotch, feeling the warmth and describing it to me. All I could do was lean back and smile.

"I told you so!" I said to her.

"God that's really incredible, like holy shit who knew it felt so good!"

"I tooooold you soooo!" I said again with an even bigger grin.

"Man and it really does turn you on something fierce!" She said, now running herself in a more rhythmic fashion.

"Hey, guilty as charged!" I said, implying that I felt the exact same way. We locked eyes again for a moment, but instead of it being weird we just smiled and laughed some more. Livi stopped rubbing her crotch and collapsed down on the couch right next to me.

We spent the next few hours talking about everything diapers. How we feel, why we like them, what other people might think, what to wear with them, all of it. I couldn't quite tell if my best friend was now a full on diaper lover like me, but she was certainly close to it. Before we knew it though, it was after midnight.

"Gah dam girl, it's late! You trying to get some sleep?" Livi said to me with a big stretch and a yawn. I probably could have stayed up longer, but once she yawned I couldn't help but feel a little tired as well.

"Yeah I don't see why not." I replied. "Might as well, gives us more time tomorrow to figure out what we want to do next. Speaking of which, do you want to change before we go to bed?" 

Livi thought about it for a moment, gave her crotch a feel through over her diaper, and decided against it. "Nah, it's still pretty warm! And besides, I think it'll be cold tonight, so the more warmth the better!" 

"Suit yourself!" I said with a smile. "You're right about it being cold though, let me grab our PJs." I got up and grabbed our thin flannel pants from our bags, as livi laid out our pillows and blankets on the long couch. We both pulled up our pants over our diapers noticing how laughable large our butts now looked. I for one thought we looked hot... And I could guess living felt the same, but I couldn't quite tell. Before I could linger on that thought though, livi hopped on bed.

"Yeah we gotta figure out what to do tomorrow! Any ideas?" She asked me.

"Eh, maybe a few, but I'm not really sure. Why don't we just chill in the morning and see what happens?" 

"Ok works for me!" Living said with another yawn. "I'm going to sleep then I'm tired as hell."

We each said our good night's, and I could tell livi wasn't lying because she was asleep in under a minute. Today's excitement must have done a number on her. However I decided to go on my phone for a little bit, scrolling through Reddit to lull myself to sleep. And before I knew it, I was asleep as well...

 

 

But I woke up maybe three hours later. I rolled over in my makeshift bed and looked at the time on my phone. It was a little after 3am. I was about to flip back over, but I noticed livi was gone. I quickly sat up, but I knew better than to panic. She was probably in getting some water or in the bathroom...

Wait. She's wearing a diaper, why would she need the bathroom?

I then decided to get up out of bed and go look for her. I didn't know what to expect, but I knew I wanted to know what she was up to. Plus, thinking about water made me thirsty as well, so I headed for the kitchen.

But once I got there, my jaw dropped.

I saw livi standing in the kitchen, facing away with me, pants down around her knees, one hand on the counter, and the other down the front of her diaper.

It took every ounce of resolve to not startle her, let alone say anything at all. I decided to just duck behind the wall and get out of there. 

But then I heard moaning.

My curiosity got the better of me, and I decided to stay there, stay hidden, and figure out what she was doing.

It was obvious she was masturbating, that much I could tell. Why else would she have her pants down in the kitchen? My only idea was that the diaper made alot of noise, and if she was gonna rub herself off without waking me, she had to get to a different room.

Then with me seeing her other hand moving up and down and hearing her moaning, it was obvious. I watched her for about two minutes, wondering if I should stay or leave, when I was shocked again.

"...Lexi..." I heard.

She moaned my name. She moaned my name. Holy shit.

Watching her get herself off was already riling me up, but now it was insane. My hand went down my own diaper, and I began rubbing my vagina too.

Why did she moan my name? Is she into me? Am I into her? Am I into girls? What does this mean?

All these thoughts swirled I'm my head, but I honestly couldn't think straight. Seeing livi in there, hand down her diaper and pants around her knees was one of the hottest things I'd ever seen. And she was saying my name.

"...Lexi..."

I heard it again, and it sent shivers down my spine. It made me rub my pussy faster, I could feel my hand getting wet inside my diaper.

"...oh my God Lexi I'm gonna..."

She was getting close, and I was too. This was the hottest thing I could ever imagine, and she was gonna cum right In front of me. She picked up her speed too, all I could here was the furious rustle of diaper between her legs, and I saw her arm furiously moving up and down.

"... Lexi I'm gonna..." 

Oh my God here it comes...

"... Lexi I'm pooping oh my God I'm shitting in my diaper!"

My eyes shot open. I thought she was cumming, but she was actually shitting in her diaper, while saying my name! It was all I could do to focus on her ass, and boy was I rewarded. Livi let out an enormous moan which turned into a strained grunt, and I saw her diaper tent out behind her. I could tell a long, thick log had erupted out of her asshole and deposited into her diaper.

"Oh God Lexi Its coming out!" Livi said in another moan.

She was still going too. I watched the next two logs fall into her diaper, and on the last one I came. I kept one hand over my mouth to stifle a scream, while the other rubbed my now rock hard clit to a furious orgasm. I even squirted too. It came out like warm pee, but with a furious amount of pressure that surprised me. I squirted multiple times, bucking my hips and biting my finger so as not to scream. 

Livi was cumming too, as made evident by her now very loud moaning, her hips bucking as well.

Once I finally finished squirting, I nearly collapsed onto the floor. Luckily I still had a hand on the wall keeping me up. Meanwhile livi was still standing in the kitchen. I could tell she was starting to survey her surroundings, figuring out what her next move would be. I didn't want to be there when she turned around, so I quickly and quietly made it back to the basement and got under the covers.

Why shouldnt I have confronted her? Why did I watch her? Should I tell her I saw her? Do I like her? Does she like me?

These thoughts tore through my mind at a million miles an hour, and I thought on them all as I absentmindedly rubbed the front of my now wet diaper. Before I knew it, I drifted back to sleep as well, apparently exhausted from the most incredible orgasm I'd ever had.

[nyonoyo 118]

2 hours ago, Kinglear07 said:

Livi stood still, not saying a word, just letting my question linger in the air. It was silent for a few moments, bordering on becoming uncomfortable.

"Livi?" I asked, trying to snap her out of it.

"Yes!!" She blurted out with a big smile. But she quickly caught herself. "I mean, yeah, sure why not?" 

I wasn't going to let her off the hook this time though.

"You know you do seem pretty interested in diapers, and trust me that's ok!" I told her.

"No! I mean..." She trailed off. This was clearly a big moment for her. "Yes, I'll admit that diapers have... Piqued my curiosity... But I just don't know, I don't know how to feel about everything, I don't know what to do, and everything is happening so fast and--" 

She was starting to spiral, so I cut her off.

"Hey hey hey! Woah! It's all good girl! It's sleepover weekend, do whatever you want! You aren't judging me, I'm not judging you, no one is gonna see us, and it's simple as that. And if you aren't comfortable, I can just put it away--"

"No!" Now she cut me off. "I mean... I'm just nervous. How do I even put it on?" She said, coming back into the room and taking a seat. I thought for a moment, then had a great idea.

"Hey I know what to do! This pullup is super soaked now and I think it's high time I'm in a fresh one. And, I want to wear a full on actual diaper now! So how about I put one on to show you how it's done, then you give it a try?" I said to her.

"Are you sure you're ok changing in front of me?"

The thought of livi seeing my crotch hadn't actually crossed my mind believe it or not, but now that I was thinking about it directly, my cheeks turned red.

"I mean, yeah why not? I just peed in this diaper in front of you, not much else hidden from the imagination now!" I said with a laugh. "Are you ok seeing my like that? Or are you uncomfortable?"

"No no no, please! I do need to see how it's done, and maybe seeing you do it will give me some time to make a decision here."

"Ok then, it's settled!" I got up to grab a fresh diaper, one of the new ones out of the box I bought just earlier. 

"But he quick, because I do have to pee!!" Livi said with a laugh.

"I'm going, I'm going!" I retorted back.

The diaper in my hands was much thicker and bulkier and the soggy pullup around my waist. I could already tell it could hold multiple wettings, and I might not even have to worry about pooping myself either. Hiding it underneath my clothes would be difficult, but that's a matter for another day.

"Ok, are you ready?" I said to livi.

"Show me how it's done girl!" She said back enthusiastically.

I stood a few feet from her in just my tank top and pullup, new diaper in hand. I quickly slid down my wet pullup, now fully revealing myself to lexi in front of me. We both were blushing heartily, and I could tell livi was breathing heavily as well. I didn't want to make the situation too awkward though, so I once my pull-up was on the ground, I put it to the side and quickly knelt on the floor.

"Ok so here's how it goes..." 

I began explaining to livi the simple process of diapering up. You lay it out flat, sit right on top of it, pull the flaps up around you, and pull the tapes tight against the diaper, keeping it up on your hips.

"That looks easier said than done!" Livi said, once I finished explaining.

"Oh come on that was easy peasy!" I said back laughing again.

"Well, how's a full diaper feel compared to a pull-up?" Livi asked me.

I stood back up, and surveyed myself for a moment. The diaper was heavenly. It was plain white, with a few small floral designs, but very faint. It was very big and bulky, I couldn't even close my legs together. And it made my butt twice as big too. But I loved every single thing about it. It was just as soft, if not softer, than the pullup. It was already warm, even as it was dry. It was truly like sitting in a cloud.

"It feels really amazing actually!" I said to livi.

"Well it looks amazing on you Lexi!" She said to me.

"Thanks!" I looked down and was looking at myself at every angle, just enjoying the new sensation.

"Ok." Livi suddenly said. "I'm gonna try it."

"Atta girl!" I said to her. "Want me to leave the room while you change?"

"Oh good lord no, I just saw you pretty much naked, what difference does it make now?" She said with a laugh.

"That's true!" I said back. "Well, let me know if you need any help!" 

I took a seat on the couch while livi grabbed a diaper. She stood in the center of the room, gave me one last nervous glance, before dropping her leggings. I noticed she didn't have any panties on either, which was very interesting. Before I could think on it more though, livinwss kneeling down on the ground. I tried not to stare at her vagina, but it was difficult. I know livi stared at mine, but I didn't mind. In fact, I kinda liked it. But I just hoped livi felt the same way about my staring at her, and I tried to stop myself if I felt it getting too obvious. Luckily though, she was too wrapped up in trying to get her diaper on.

Livi was now lying with her back on the floor, diaper beneath her and the front pulled up. She was struggling a little getting the flaps in the right place, so I directed her. Once she did get it right, she stood up with a big smile.

"Well?? What do you think??" I said to her excitedly.

"I... I... I LOVE IT!!" She said with yell.

I jumped up off the couch and jumped with her in celebration. We were hugging and talking at a million miles an hour. She was saying how I was right about how it felt, adding in her own observations of the diaper as well. I was telling her about a few of the things I've learned over the last few days, it was a whirlwind. A few minutes passed before she suddenly stopped.

"Oh my God, i forgot I have to pee!" Livi said with a big laugh. I joined in with her as well.

"Well, now that you have it on, there's no better time or place to use it for what it's made for!" I said to her.

"Ohmygod ok. Ok ok..." She said, hyping herself up. "Ok I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go..."

She took a few steps back as I took a seat on the couch. I thought I was going to need to coach her on how to let go into a diaper, but I was quickly surprised by a loud hiss in her diaper.

"Ahh ohmygod it's happening I'm peeing!!" She said, cutting off the flow and jumping out of excitement. She rubbed a hand up and down her crotch as she tried to regain her compusure.

"It's coming out!!" She said, and another loud hiss filled the room. This time she laughed again, but kept herself together and kept the stream going. We both watched her crotch become yellow and damp, and we saw the diaper start to sag as well. She peed for maybe another ten seconds before her clow tapered off.

"Holy... Shit!! You weren't kidding about how good that feels!!" She said with the biggest smile of the night. She was running a hand up and down her crotch, feeling the warmth and describing it to me. All I could do was lean back and smile.

"I told you so!" I said to her.

"God that's really incredible, like holy shit who knew it felt so good!"

"I tooooold you soooo!" I said again with an even bigger grin.

"Man and it really does turn you on something fierce!" She said, now running herself in a more rhythmic fashion.

"Hey, guilty as charged!" I said, implying that I felt the exact same way. We locked eyes again for a moment, but instead of it being weird we just smiled and laughed some more. Livi stopped rubbing her crotch and collapsed down on the couch right next to me.

We spent the next few hours talking about everything diapers. How we feel, why we like them, what other people might think, what to wear with them, all of it. I couldn't quite tell if my best friend was now a full on diaper lover like me, but she was certainly close to it. Before we knew it though, it was after midnight.

"Gah dam girl, it's late! You trying to get some sleep?" Livi said to me with a big stretch and a yawn. I probably could have stayed up longer, but once she yawned I couldn't help but feel a little tired as well.

"Yeah I don't see why not." I replied. "Might as well, gives us more time tomorrow to figure out what we want to do next. Speaking of which, do you want to change before we go to bed?" 

Livi thought about it for a moment, gave her crotch a feel through over her diaper, and decided against it. "Nah, it's still pretty warm! And besides, I think it'll be cold tonight, so the more warmth the better!" 

"Suit yourself!" I said with a smile. "You're right about it being cold though, let me grab our PJs." I got up and grabbed our thin flannel pants from our bags, as livi laid out our pillows and blankets on the long couch. We both pulled up our pants over our diapers noticing how laughable large our butts now looked. I for one thought we looked hot... And I could guess living felt the same, but I couldn't quite tell. Before I could linger on that thought though, livi hopped on bed.

"Yeah we gotta figure out what to do tomorrow! Any ideas?" She asked me.

"Eh, maybe a few, but I'm not really sure. Why don't we just chill in the morning and see what happens?" 

"Ok works for me!" Living said with another yawn. "I'm going to sleep then I'm tired as hell."

We each said our good night's, and I could tell livi wasn't lying because she was asleep in under a minute. Today's excitement must have done a number on her. However I decided to go on my phone for a little bit, scrolling through Reddit to lull myself to sleep. And before I knew it, I was asleep as well...

 

 

But I woke up maybe three hours later. I rolled over in my makeshift bed and looked at the time on my phone. It was a little after 3am. I was about to flip back over, but I noticed livi was gone. I quickly sat up, but I knew better than to panic. She was probably in getting some water or in the bathroom...

Wait. She's wearing a diaper, why would she need the bathroom?

I then decided to get up out of bed and go look for her. I didn't know what to expect, but I knew I wanted to know what she was up to. Plus, thinking about water made me thirsty as well, so I headed for the kitchen.

But once I got there, my jaw dropped.

I saw livi standing in the kitchen, facing away with me, pants down around her knees, one hand on the counter, and the other down the front of her diaper.

It took every ounce of resolve to not startle her, let alone say anything at all. I decided to just duck behind the wall and get out of there. 

But then I heard moaning.

My curiosity got the better of me, and I decided to stay there, stay hidden, and figure out what she was doing.

It was obvious she was masturbating, that much I could tell. Why else would she have her pants down in the kitchen? My only idea was that the diaper made alot of noise, and if she was gonna rub herself off without waking me, she had to get to a different room.

Then with me seeing her other hand moving up and down and hearing her moaning, it was obvious. I watched her for about two minutes, wondering if I should stay or leave, when I was shocked again.

"...Lexi..." I heard.

She moaned my name. She moaned my name. Holy shit.

Watching her get herself off was already riling me up, but now it was insane. My hand went down my own diaper, and I began rubbing my vagina too.

Why did she moan my name? Is she into me? Am I into her? Am I into girls? What does this mean?

All these thoughts swirled I'm my head, but I honestly couldn't think straight. Seeing livi in there, hand down her diaper and pants around her knees was one of the hottest things I'd ever seen. And she was saying my name.

"...Lexi..."

I heard it again, and it sent shivers down my spine. It made me rub my pussy faster, I could feel my hand getting wet inside my diaper.

"...oh my God Lexi I'm gonna..."

She was getting close, and I was too. This was the hottest thing I could ever imagine, and she was gonna cum right In front of me. She picked up her speed too, all I could here was the furious rustle of diaper between her legs, and I saw her arm furiously moving up and down.

"... Lexi I'm gonna..." 

Oh my God here it comes...

"... Lexi I'm pooping oh my God I'm shitting in my diaper!"

My eyes shot open. I thought she was cumming, but she was actually shitting in her diaper, while saying my name! It was all I could do to focus on her ass, and boy was I rewarded. Livi let out an enormous moan which turned into a strained grunt, and I saw her diaper tent out behind her. I could tell a long, thick log had erupted out of her asshole and deposited into her diaper.

"Oh God Lexi Its coming out!" Livi said in another moan.

She was still going too. I watched the next two logs fall into her diaper, and on the last one I came. I kept one hand over my mouth to stifle a scream, while the other rubbed my now rock hard clit to a furious orgasm. I even squirted too. It came out like warm pee, but with a furious amount of pressure that surprised me. I squirted multiple times, bucking my hips and biting my finger so as not to scream. 

Livi was cumming too, as made evident by her now very loud moaning, her hips bucking as well.

Once I finally finished squirting, I nearly collapsed onto the floor. Luckily I still had a hand on the wall keeping me up. Meanwhile livi was still standing in the kitchen. I could tell she was starting to survey her surroundings, figuring out what her next move would be. I didn't want to be there when she turned around, so I quickly and quietly made it back to the basement and got under the covers.

Why shouldnt I have confronted her? Why did I watch her? Should I tell her I saw her? Do I like her? Does she like me?

These thoughts tore through my mind at a million miles an hour, and I thought on them all as I absentmindedly rubbed the front of my now wet diaper. Before I knew it, I drifted back to sleep as well, apparently exhausted from the most incredible orgasm I'd ever had.

Very cute and naughty chapter! Glad to see another diaper girl. I wonder how Livi's gonna explain her messy diaper to Lexi when the morning comes.