subndiapers 39 Posted December 20, 2022 Popular Post Share Posted December 20, 2022 (edited) I hope this isn't against the rules but this story was from a few years ago. I just joined so I figured I'd share it here as well: --- Today I had to go Christmas shopping. I have pretty bad social anxiety, especially around crowds. Wearing diapers though tamps down the anxiety. I guess the "anxiety of getting caught" cancels out the anxiety of being in public. The walk from my apartment to the mall is about 1.5 miles and it was pretty chilly so I bundled up and wore pants (editors note: back then I hadn't discovered the majesty of ABDL diapers and only wore Goodnites... no clue how I didn't leak on this trip), a sweater and my winter coat. I finally got to the mall having had to cross a highway to get there. I walked around the mall, hoping to find somewhere to let go... I had been holding since 6pm the previous night (another editor's note: how was I so bad at holds. drink more lmao.) I wandered around the mall, trying my best to forget about my near-bursting bladder. I tried on some clothes, shopped for others, and prayed I could find a place I could get release. After, I walked a bit further down to a big box store, figuring that I'd be able to find a deserted aisle. I was starting to hope for an accident rather than continuing having to suffer trying to force it. Finally, I found my chance: a deserted bit of the store with clothing racks. mindlessly flipped through the racks, coaxing my bladder to let go. I tried to pull back the stream, not wanting to soak my jeans and do a walk of shame out of the store. I barely managed to not soak my jeans. My Goodnites though were squishy, threatening to soak into my tight jeans at every step. I tried to enjoy the warmth of my diaper as I continued to shop like nothing was wrong. I let go in little spurts now much easier as I walked around. I checked out and bee-lined over to the restrooms. I had packed an extra diaper and a bag to dispose of the soiled one. I changed out of my wet diaper, thinking someone would bust me at any minute. My social anxiety took over my brain, thinking about all the ways this situation could end. I gathered up the courage and pushed open the stall door; all alone. I disposed of the wrapped up diaper and slinked my way out, of the bathroom. I prayed that no one was coming in as I rounded the corner out of the bathroom. After that, I had about a 30 minute walk home from the store. I used my diaper at crosswalks as I stood there in the hopes of warming me up a bit more. --- EDIT: while waiting in newbie purgatory, I re-wrote the post to be more clearly written. Edited December 21, 2022 by subndiapers run post through hemmingway; last edit, promise (see edit history) PrincessEsther, ARCT3CH, Pee4me2 and 5 others 8 Quote Link to comment
ews21 310 Posted December 23, 2022 Share Posted December 23, 2022 Aww thats cute! I am glad you found better diapers to do this in! Quote Link to comment
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