Corka 334 Posted April 17, 2021 Popular Post Share Posted April 17, 2021 So I struggle quite a bit with motivation- oftentimes not doing a good job getting myself to start things. This includes work and stuff- y’know stuff I don’t wanna do like work and uni and whatnot- but I also sometimes struggle to do stuff I actually want to do. Big creative projects have always been something I’ve wanted to pursue but my own inability to get stuff rolling has put a break to a lot of those before they even began. And I definitely wouldn’t call it much of a creative project (unless you consider pee stains works of art which y’know I can’t totally dispute), but Omorashi definitely falls into the category of “stuff I want to do alot but can never get myself to actually pursue.” I do think about it quite a bit- it still remains my primary mean of sexual gratification- but I rarely ever actually indulge in the fetish myself. But y’know- today I was feelin’ a bit fruity and decided to try a “hold” (hold as in I held it for a bit but didn’t try til the breaking point cuz my bladder ain’t at that level yet.) I held for a few hours and whimpered a bit on the status posts feed. Then when the time was right I moved to somewhere where I had a little bit more privacy- and then I just wet myself then and there. And man- it felt sooooooooo good. The warmth, the wetness, the hissing sounds later in, and just watching the stain on my pants grow bigger and bigger and more yellowish until the point where even a blind man would be able to see that “that girl totally peed her pants!” Needless to say, I absolutely loved the feeling- and it reminded me why I was into this kink in the first place. And then I thought to myself, “Alright, I want to do this more often: I wanna pee myself all the time!” And after pondering my issues with motivation and whatnot- I decided that the best way to keep myself doing this would be to start a little diary of sorts. It’s an idea that I’ve actually had for awhile- but haven’t really felt much desire to start until now. So here’s how it’ll work- every time I indulge myself in some way- be it just dripping a teeny bit into my panties or absolutely soaking myself and leaving a big puddle in my wake- I have to write about it in this diary. I’m also going to be setting up a sort of routine system to stay motivated: I have to wet myself and log it in here at least once a week (this rule of course only being a minimum, I’m free to pee myself as many times as I went). As I get more comfortable and used to this systems- I may start bumping up the requirements a bit so like, for example, I have to wet myself 2 or 3 times and these have to be bigger on minimum. Really though we’ll see. For now this will mostly just be intentional wettings- since my bladder is still annoyingly strong and needs to be softened up a bit before having an accident becomes a real factor. Along with that I’d like to start experimenting with diapers at some point and see how I feel being safe and padded and completely independent from toilets. And also, if I really feel up to it, I may try to crack the ancient code and regress myself into a bedwetter- having to rely on a diaper just to sleep without ruining the sheets 😖 So yeah- that’s kinda what I’m planning with this. I apologize that this first post isn’t very exciting- think of it as just the cover page explaining the basics. I will be back here hopefully quite soon with a tale of a messy little pair of undergarments mysteriously changing colors. Until then, byebye for now. Viridis, Wetsy, Kjimanzil and 4 others 7 Quote Link to comment
trekkie 1,098 Posted April 17, 2021 Share Posted April 17, 2021 Your journey sounds like it'll be interesting! Good luck with it all and keep us posted! Quote Link to comment
Corka 334 Posted April 18, 2021 Author Share Posted April 18, 2021 Dear diary, Tonight as I was just kinda lounging around- I decided to try and exercise my bladder a bit and see if I could wet myself lying down. I expected to get out a small spurt or two- y’know my bladder is still way too strong so that sounded like a reasonable amount- but I ended up doing a bit more. I don’t know if it was because of my wetting earlier today or I just really had to go potty- but I ended up doing some really big leaks- and had I not stopped then it may well have progressed into a full accident 😖 I let quite a few of those leaks out and am more or less done for the night. I love how damp it feels- there’s no big stain on my pants but you fan definitely feel the wetness and warth. oh Anyway, that’s about all I have right now. Here’s to more potty troubles tommorow, Corka For The Peeple, xixi and Vorashi 2 1 Quote Link to comment
xixi 167 Posted April 18, 2021 Share Posted April 18, 2021 Tee hee, sounds like you had a great time Quote Link to comment
Corka 334 Posted April 19, 2021 Author Share Posted April 19, 2021 Dear diary, I wet myself a bit today- moreso in the afternoon as I wasn’t alone this evening. It was definitely a bit easier- my bladder didn’t put up much fight when I tried to wet standing up. Yesterday’s wettings has gotten my body more comfortable going potty when I’m not on the toilet. Next time, be it tommorow or the coming days, I want to work on wetting laying down some more- looks like I’ll have a bit more leeway for that the next few days. Hopefully I can continue to weaken the natural holding mechanism further, Corka maty, Janiseguchi, ilikeadultvids and 1 other 2 2 Quote Link to comment
Corka 334 Posted April 21, 2021 Author Share Posted April 21, 2021 Dear diary, I have been, and continue to be, very busy this week so I haven’t had much time to have accidents- so not much to report sadly. I have been dripping into my panties, though, which has been nice and warm and prevented me from feeling like too much of a big girl 😌. Regardless, I still have to log this despite it being not very interesting. Here’s to hoping that after I finish my work this week I can kick it up a notch and start having some more substantial, embarrassing wettings, Corka Bluesman59, Kjimanzil and For The Peeple 3 Quote Link to comment
ilikeadultvids 338 Posted April 21, 2021 Share Posted April 21, 2021 BTW, I disagree with the idea of this being "not very interesting". I'm sure you will find that there are many who find it quite interesting. Corka 1 Quote Link to comment
Guest FTRexx Posted May 4, 2021 Share Posted May 4, 2021 Oh I like this. I’m kind of in the same boat. Good luck on your continued endeavors! Quote Link to comment
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