DakotaDriver 95 Posted February 11, 2021 Popular Post Share Posted February 11, 2021 ....And ended up having a 2-for-1 special that I was not expecting, conidering messing is not usually my thing. Turns out holding until I lose it gives me some kind of prostate orgasms. I ended up having the house to myself when I came home from college today, so I loaded up on liquids before the 40min drive home. I've been looking for an opportunity to push myself to the true loss-of-control stage, so this was perfect! I was getting about a 6/10 as I got to the front gate, which went to an 8/10 after I had to stop and move a couple things around in the muck at the cattle pens. I got back up to the house and unloaded my bag and a couple groceries from the car, and I was dancing a little bit at around an 8.5. I quickly run into my room and slap on a Walmart tabbed diaper, and pull some sweat pants up over the top of that. "Fuckit," I say to myself at this point, and I chug a can of Coors as well as the rest of my mega soda to really get things moving, and set in to do the dishes. This took me about 20min, all the while I'm feeling the pressure and pushing my knees together. Probably floating around a 9. I keep feeling these waves of desperation flowing through me, where all of a sudden my bladder feels like it gets way heavier for 5-10 seconds, almost cramp-like, and I have to stop, clench, and smash my knees together to feel like I can maintain control. Solid 9.9/10. I take a deep breath, bend down to close the door on the dishwasher, and the cramp happens again. Stronger. I can almost feel the pee traveling down the length of my dick. I check the front of my diaper- still dry somehow. I moan a bit and pant with the effort of clamping down so hard. About another minute later, it cramps again, even stronger yet, and I spurt out a hot 3 second stream into the front of my diaper, outside of my control. This cramp damn near makes me buckle over, and I moan out again. It kinda feels like my pelvic area is super warm despite the small amount of pee I've actually let out, and- woah. shit. Did I actually just... orgasm? And then.... the urge subsides. I almost feel normal again, and have that bit of an afterglow effect/that makes it quite obvious that I did, in fact, orgasm... wow. Totally bizarre. 5-10 minutes later, I'm making Kraft mac and cheese in a pot, the water is boiling on the stove. The strong urges and cramps are back, but I'm still holding on. I slowly kneel down to get a bowl out of one of the bottom drawers, and then... Guys, you know that feeling when you're on the verge of cumming and you know you can't stop it at that point? Like it is going to come out one way or another, and you're just thirsty, desperate to feel that final release and the euphoria afterwards . Yeah, I was feeling that for about 10-15 seconds, even thought it felt like 5 minutes. This was true 10/10 desperation. All my pelvic muscles were trembling and vibrating as I kneeled on the laminate floor, i could feel the piss working it's way out more and more even as i tried to clench harder, as the trembles got stronger, and suddenly... My whole pelvic area fucking SPASMED, HARD. I let out an uncontrolled moan/scream as my muscles forced me over almost prone, the pee jetting it's way out of my slightly erect penis so forcefully it felt like I was ejaculating the biggest load I had ever done in my life. The contraction was so strong that my bowels, which held a decent amount of poop that I didn't know I had in me, spontaneously emptied themselves at the same time with a loud squelch. A true dual accident. There was no way I could have stopped it. I wasn't in control of my own body anymore. I kneeled there on the kitchen floor as these waves of contractions worked their way through my bladder for probably a good 30-40 seconds, my pee repeatedly jetting out into the rapidly expanding padding with an loud hiss. I probably could have stopped it after the first two or three contractions, had I tried. But my mind went basically blank, telling me "You don't care. You can't stop this. Let it happen". And so I did. I kneeled there and fucking pissed myself, moaning uncontrollably with each contraction, and I could not stop it. Holy shit. ...God, I wish I had more opportunities to indulge in this. Thorn177, shydribbles19, omojoe and 4 others 7 Quote Link to comment
blackdiaper 76 Posted February 11, 2021 Share Posted February 11, 2021 Sounds amazing. I'm about to do the same thing this weekend. Problem is though that I never reach that point when I'm sober, so I smoke weed so I can hold more/longer. I reach points of a filled bladder that I could never do without weed. I've done it a few times before, but I always end up masturbating, cum heavily, and then release in the toilet, but this time will be different. I got 2 timed locks this time. I make sure I am already kind of desperate before starting. When I'm starting to drink loads, I put a chain around my pants (no diaper this time), and lock it up with the zipper and chain myself to the heavy desk. I will put the timer on 3 hours. Usually after 40-60 minutes of heavy drinking (and I will keep on drinking) I become really desperate. I will try to hold on as long as possible in a sober state, which will probably last around an hour or so, which means there is still 2 hours left on both timers. I will then start smoking weed to hold on longer. From my experience I can prolong this holding for max 30-45 minutes as I keep drinking, smoking and holding and usually masturbate and go to the toilet, but this time.... that's no option. I will still be able to be around my desk and to the sink in the kitchen (to get water) since the chain is long enough, but there is NO way to reach to the toilet at all. I really hope I will reach the same contractions and orgasm as you do, because I actually don't want to wet the floor completely and clean it all up, so it will be a genuine accident if it does go wrong. Right now I am wearing a Pamper Baby Dry size 8 at work just in case, because I am actually already holding some throughout the day for the past few days to make my muscles weaker. I love diapers, but the reason I'm not using a diaper this time during the hold tomorrow is because the exit to the holding will be just around my crotch, and I want to hold on. How was your bladder after this hold for you? Could you hold your pee at all? Because I am planning to wear a diaper to bed right after this, because I once had that I was peeing while I was still half asleep and woke up by the sound of my pee hitting the mattress. Quote Link to comment
DakotaDriver 95 Posted February 12, 2021 Author Share Posted February 12, 2021 21 hours ago, blackdiaper said: How was your bladder after this hold for you? Could you hold your pee at all? I can't say I noticed any immediate reduction in my ability to hold. Then again, I was intentionally not doing a lot of holding for a while after that show, lol. Now a day after, I seem to be feeling a bit more "urgency", i.e instead of a gradual feeling creeping up on me, it's more of fine one second, "oh I gotta pee, yeah pretty good too" the next second. That may or may not be related, dunno. Quote Link to comment
blackdiaper 76 Posted February 12, 2021 Share Posted February 12, 2021 1 hour ago, DakotaDriver said: I can't say I noticed any immediate reduction in my ability to hold. Then again, I was intentionally not doing a lot of holding for a while after that show, lol. Now a day after, I seem to be feeling a bit more "urgency", i.e instead of a gradual feeling creeping up on me, it's more of fine one second, "oh I gotta pee, yeah pretty good too" the next second. That may or may not be related, dunno. Sounds familiar. Usually for two days after a hold my urgency is more intense even though my bladdeer isn't that full. And when I go pee the contraction is also much stronger (which feels good). I guess it has to do with the spincther/the muscles down there and also a bit mental. I've been holding quite some yesterday, and drank a bottle of water during my drive home from my last customer and was pretty full when I got home. Because of the holding the day before I also leaked some caused by contractions. I wonder how tonight will go, I got it all planned out. Pants will be locked and I will be chained to the desk with the power cord of my vacuum cleaner, so in case of real emergency like a fire I can still cut the cable and leave. I don't want to cut the cable of my vacuum cleaner though, and I don't want to cut my pants, so this is going to be a real accident I suppose. I wonder how long I will hold until I give in because of the pain, but I'm going for a full blown uncontrollable accident. Quote Link to comment
Cantholdit92 226 Posted February 22, 2021 Share Posted February 22, 2021 Oh losing bowel control happens to me a lot, especially when I fill up on coffee, its cause it feels so relieving to let it all go and we push so hard our bowels release too, and as its coming out I don't care to stopbc there's no way i'm even slowing down the flow to hold my poo in lol Quote Link to comment
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