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Has this fetish always been a constant in your life?


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I have always been turned on by desperation to pee for as long as I can recall. It was what lead me to discover masterbating (enjoying my own desperation and frantically holding) and the one sure fire

I was a very accident-prone child. Between the ages of 5 and 7, I had numerous accidents at school as well as out of school, typically in the car. One particularly vivid memory was a time when I

Yeah, except it wasn't/isn't always sexual. It started out when I was so young I can't pinpoint an age. It was a fixation, something I found interesting.  

I think that I always associated desperation as my primary turn on even though I was sort of late to develop sexually so to speak. When I was a child and I had a hard time holding it I used to masturbate by rubbing myself between the stall dividers and I masturbated to thoughts of that scene from  Ren & Stimpy where that woman was desperate for a fire hydrant, as that was like my first sexual awakening.


So I think that my always primary turn on has been desperation although it wasn't until my late teens or early 20s that I started to really realize it as a sexual thing, because like I said I was kind of a late bloomer in that regard, and I used to really hate having to be desperate to pee.

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That is what I love in women:

Aroused to hold a bursting bladder for a really long time, proud about her strong bladder - and quickly horny when massaged on her full bladder to come into the mood for full bladder sex within very few minutes...

And best, if we both have a lot of fun and she agrees to hold it longer for me and drink more, even when she is already absolutely bursting all day long! 😉

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I started with it when I was in year 1 at my school (7 y/o). At that time I peed myself on the way from school to my home. Later same year, peed my best friend himself and I liked it too and in year 3 my girl classmate peed herself and I liked it too. So I like to pee myself and watch someone be despsrate and pee him/herself.

I try to forget my fetish when I was in realationship but I could not be without omo. I tried to think to girls beauty but I could not 🙂

Now I am too old to know that this is my part of me. Indivisible part of me.

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Yes, pretty much. One of my earliest memories is getting out of bed to watch myself pee in my nighttime diaper when I was maybe four. What seemed to seal it though was when I was in first grade I think I was playing with my friend at his house and he peed his pants while we played. For some reason, I was absolutely fascinated by this. I don't know why but I was. After that I became very aware of him or someone else needing to pee badly or having an accident. The thing was, I also had many accidents because I'd put off going toilet in favor of playing or other activities and I found I  didn't mind being bursting for a pee or even wet. At some point this moved from "didn't mind" to "actively enjoyed".

Of course, none of this was remotely sexual. I just knew I found it *very* interesting. Of course, I eventually outgrew wetting myself on accident at about 10 or 11 but started doing it on purpose for fun getting desperate alone in my room and peeing my pants. At some point this merged with puberty and my discovery of masturbation and this weird habit or interest in desperation and wetting became an actual fetish though it would be a number of years before I understood what that meant.

Later on, through discovering sites like this on the internet, I expanded my interests into diapers as well. While I fall pretty squarely on the DL side of ABDL I do enjoy wearing and wetting on occasion.

I will say that especially when I was younger I struggled with accepting this side of myself. I never really stopped indulging in it (though the frequency varies wildly depending on what else is going on in my life) but often I thought of it as more of a compulsion it was shameful to allow to take over. But eventually, especially through lurking on communities like this, I decided that a.) this was not harmful really to others or to myself and b.) if it's been with me literally since as long as I can remember then I might as well get used to it. I don't see it going away any time soon.

That said, it's a journey I'm still on I suppose.

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It's been there since kindergarten. A lot of the girls there post-poned going to the bathroom or wet themselves, and I soon grew a curiosity towards seeing girls desperate to pee.

At first I didn't pay it any attention, but, as soon I discovered the wonders of porn at about 10 - 12, it's always been there.

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2 hours ago, Noriaki said:

It's been there since kindergarten. A lot of the girls there post-poned going to the bathroom or wet themselves, and I soon grew a curiosity towards seeing girls desperate to pee.

At first I didn't pay it any attention, but, as soon I discovered the wonders of porn at about 10 - 12, it's always been there.

Yeah, pretty much the same here... I peed myself one time after school when I was 5 or so, and remember something oddly comforting about it.  Later on, at 13, there were bathroom issues at school.  Mostly shitheads who took over the bathrooms.  So I would be really full on the walk home.  This turned into semi-regular 'Accidents' during the walk home, always after my friends had left me for the final part of the walk.  after awhile they weren't accidents.  Despite the embarrassing nature of having wet pants it always felt nice, even sexy.  The rest is history!

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I had this fetish before I figured out what sex was about.

 

I didn't have the best childhood and no concept of fetishes,  so my first assumption was that I'm the devil, this is what the devil likes. 

 

I constantly told myself I was way more into it than I should be. 

 

I'm glad I know what it is not,  it's a lot easier to enjoy now.

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Like darkwolf I tried to reject the fetish,  and I actually did learn to find actual sex arousing. I tried to kick the furry too, but I only got more furry the more I resisted.

 

Once when I got banned on omorashi.orgs discord I rebelled.  I got on porn hub and searched for 'vaginal' but then I'm like "why are these all little girls" until I found some hot mom videos. 

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Ever since I can remember. I can recall when I was really young, used to start peeing on the bathroom floor (in Asia bathroom floors have drain ports so its easy clean up) and then grab myself to hold it. It was something I liked to do while my parents were away and look at how that turned out lmao.

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If its juicy tidbits you want I think I know what a part of my fetish was.

Diaper envy,  when I grew up I got used to smelling like pee on any road trip or school duration. Always squirming around afraid to speak to adults. Paper cups got filled when my parents left the vehicle,  and I was in the potty dancing olympics at school because I was afraid of our gym teacher.

 

I was alone a lot,  so I learned about the sensation of peeing into towels wrapped around me, and even crapping pants because everthing was so warm and tight.  I remember being regressive from a very young age. 

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