TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 12, 2016 Popular Post Share Posted February 12, 2016 So, today I did something I've wanted to do for a long time. I went out and bought adult diapers, and had some desperate fun in them. :) I've been interested in diapers for as long as I can remember, but I haven't had many chances to wear them (I wore GoodNites for my bedwetting until I was 10, and adult pull-ups at night for a couple months during a spate of bedwetting when I was 15). Once, I rode my bike to Walgreens to get a pack of actual adult diapers, but I had to mostly throw them away due to not having hiding space. Now that I'm at college, though, there's no one to stop me! I found out there was a 24 hour CVS only a mile from my dorm, and decided I had to seize the opportunity. Today was the first morning in a while I haven't had work to do, so I decided I would get my diapers today. I was really nervous, and almost backed out completely, but I made it there. I hadn't used the toilet when I woke up, so my bladder was feeling comfortably full when I was standing in line at the checkout with a bag of CVS store brand briefs under my arm. The woman ahead of me at the checkout was taking forever, and I was relieved to finally pay and stuff the briefs into my backpack. After I made it back to my dorm room, I felt as excited as a kid on Christmas morning when I locked myself in the bathroom, ripped open the package, and put one on. It took me a few tries to get the tapes right, but I finally got it on and took a look at myself in the mirror. The diaper was poofier than I expected, and was a bit too big for me even though I got the smallest size available. I put on a pair of spandex workout shorts over the diaper to cut down on the size and crinkle, and then I put on the pair of leggings I'd worn to the CVS. Over everything, I wore one of my sweatshirts that goes down to mid-thigh. Then, I drank six mugs of water within about half an hour, and had breakfast. My bladder was quite full at this point, and I leaked a little into my diaper when I squatted down to put books in my backpack. My first class was coming up, so I looked in the mirror to make sure my diaper wasn't showing, and rushed off. As I walked to class, I kept nervously tugging my shirt down to make sure I was covered. The diaper rubbing between my thighs didn't make any noise, thanks to the spandex, but I was trembling with excitement the whole way to class. By now, I was getting a little desperate, but I didn't worry too much about holding because of the diaper. My lack of concentration on holding cost me, and I ended up spurting twice: once while opening the door to the lecture hall, and once when sitting down. Halfway through the lecture, while the instructor was droning on about the class's exam policy, I felt my bladder start to spasm, and I peed a for a couple seconds into my diaper before I could clench down and stop it. I crossed my legs to hold the urges off, and tried to focus on the lecturer and not bounce in place. I decided to go to the restroom after this class and check how wet my diaper was. The last thing I wanted to do was to have the diaper leak and get my clothes wet in front of everyone. I was really desperate now, and had to resist the temptation to hold myself as I slowly walked across the plaza to the nearest restrooms, in the library. Disaster! I'd forgotten that it was the busiest time of the day, and the library was packed with students. There was a line for the ladies room stretching out its door. I really didn't think I could hold it much longer, and my bladder agreed. Every few seconds when I was standing in line, my bladder would spasm and I'd release a spurt of pee into the diaper. I could feel warmth slowly spread through the diaper as I wet it bit by bit. Finally, after what seemed like ages, I was at the front of the line with an open stall. My desperation reached a peak as I pulled the door shut, and I felt the floodgates open as I fumbled with the latch. I yanked down my leggings and spandex and pulled my shirt up as I plopped down on the toilet, all the while peeing uncontrollably into my diaper. For a minute, I sat there and watched my diaper swell and felt my pee flow back and forth in the diaper as I wet. At last, my bladder emptied itself, and I inspected the damage. Surprisingly, the diaper had only leaked a little out the back despite the flooding I gave it, and my shorts and leggings were still dry. As discreetly as I could, I wiped myself off with toilet paper, stuffed my soaked diaper into a ziploc bag, and put on a dry diaper. I tried to be as casual as possible as I walked out and back to my dorm, even though my heart was pounding. The moment I was inside my room and sure I was alone, I locked the door, shoved one of my hands beneath my waistband, and touched myself frantically until I came. I tried to take a picture of my wet diaper, but the stalls are really small and badly lit. wetty002, Kyuu, Maria-Sanza and 13 others 16 Quote Link to comment
TrailRunner 171 Posted February 12, 2016 Share Posted February 12, 2016 Amazing story! Hope you get the chance to have more fun soon :) Quote Link to comment
anon789 125 Posted February 12, 2016 Share Posted February 12, 2016 Gutsy and exciting! I don't think I'd ever have the courage to attempt something like that, though I'm really curious to know what it's like to feel that desperate in public. The excitement isn't the same as when it's at home. Thanks for sharing! I look forward to more. :) Quote Link to comment
TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 12, 2016 Author Share Posted February 12, 2016 Thank you for your kind comments! :) It's pretty nerve-wracking to feel so desperate in public, even with protection. I was freaking out internally when I was standing in line, because I wasn't sure if I'd make it and my leggings were grey, not black, so if I'd wet in line and my diaper leaked, it'd have shown. I don't think I'd have the courage to do it without a diaper. On the other hand, it's pretty much the most excited I've ever been, so I think it's completely worth it and I recommend trying it. A few lessons learned: -Pack gallon ziplocs and extra diapers! I wasn't sure if I'd need them, but I'm really glad I had them. Also, my muscles were a little fried after that hold, and I ended up sort of just wetting as soon as I felt the urge for the next few hours. With all the water I'd drank, I went through another two diapers that way. -Wear dark clothes! I got lucky this time and didn't leak on my clothes, but I don't know what I'd have done if it happened. -Maybe try out the diapers at home before using them in public. I didn't do this and I don't think I'd have been as excited if overestimating the absorbency wasn't a real possibility, but it may help you get the courage to try doing this in public. I still have a lot of diapers left, so I'm definitely going to try some other things with them. ;) nappypants, TheGreatNobody, Padded_girl and 1 other 4 Quote Link to comment
anon789 125 Posted February 12, 2016 Share Posted February 12, 2016 (edited) Gallon Ziplocs? Oh, for storing the diaper post-mortem. Got it. xP If only I could hide them without getting caught, and if only they weren't so expensive! To be honest, I've never really been too into diapers, at least not on others, but I've never tried them or, by extension, taken advantage of their benefits. Would you ever consider black jeans in public, but not in a crowded area (like a park)? How would you compare this to being desperate at home (since that's the only thing I've ever done)? Edited February 13, 2016 by Leitmotif (see edit history) Quote Link to comment
TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 13, 2016 Author Share Posted February 13, 2016 I have personal reasons for liking diapers, but the main practical advantage to them is that cleaning up accidents is much simpler and more discreet. If humiliation is your thing then that may not be what you want, but if it's just the feeling of having an accident that gets you, then diapers are pretty helpful. The ones I got from CVS weren't so expensive: $10 for 20. I might actually try something like what you're suggesting eventually, but I'd have to work up to it. I don't like other people seeing that I've wet myself, probably because of all the times I had to go to my parents in the middle of the night in wet clothes and tell them I had another accident. If I was wearing something that would make a wetting very hard to see, though, that might be different. Public desperation is definitely much more exciting than home, I think because of the fear factor and the excitement of getting away with something. Everything is much more intense, and every time you leak your heart jumps a little bit. TheGreatNobody 1 Quote Link to comment
Barry 1,608 Posted February 13, 2016 Share Posted February 13, 2016 Thanks for sharing your story. Well written and very cute! It's nice wearing diapers and doing lots of little squirts in public, isn't it! I love doing that myself, although I've never been as desperate as you were and worried about a real accident though. Keep enjoying them, and tell us more about your exploits. TheIrreverend 1 Quote Link to comment
TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 13, 2016 Author Share Posted February 13, 2016 Thank you! The aftermath of this was quite enjoyable for me, too. I drank a bit too much water beforehand, so even though I'd emptied my bladder, I had to go again fairly quickly, and my bladder muscles were so tired I couldn't really hold it anymore. Let's just say it's a good thing I had some dry diapers on hand. ;) Quote Link to comment
anon789 125 Posted February 13, 2016 Share Posted February 13, 2016 I don't know if I can get away with diapers really, but another thought just occurred to me that may work for me (in terms of feeling like I really shouldn't pee) almost as well as your experience, so you might want to try it: what about while driving? Could use jeans and some towels while avoiding being outside for the most part. TheIrreverend 1 Quote Link to comment
TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 13, 2016 Author Share Posted February 13, 2016 Thank you for the suggestions! I don't currently have access to a car, so driving's out. I could try it on my bike, though with the way people drive around here I'd hate to be distracted while cycling around and end up on someone's windshield. There is a nice park not too far from here, though, and while students from my university like to spend time there, it's never too crowded. I might try something there in the near future. If you do decide to hold while driving, tell me how it goes! Quote Link to comment
anon789 125 Posted February 13, 2016 Share Posted February 13, 2016 Hmm...cycling is an idea too..closest park to me though is a cemetery, so...no to that. xP And will do! Quote Link to comment
ol77 12 Posted February 13, 2016 Share Posted February 13, 2016 Wow! So if it wasn't for the diaper, you would have definitely had a real, genuine accident and wet your pants while you were in line for the bathroom! I'm sure that was exhilarating but also kinda scary...what if you didn't have the diaper?! I've thought about getting desperate or even having an accident in public, if I could somehow do it "safely." It's intriguing, but I'm also terrified about trying it. And there is NO way I'm going to buy or wear a diaper! I'm too much of a chicken! Quote Link to comment
TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 13, 2016 Author Share Posted February 13, 2016 Wow! So if it wasn't for the diaper, you would have definitely had a real, genuine accident and wet your pants while you were in line for the bathroom! I'm sure that was exhilarating but also kinda scary...what if you didn't have the diaper?! I've thought about getting desperate or even having an accident in public, if I could somehow do it "safely." It's intriguing, but I'm also terrified about trying it. And there is NO way I'm going to buy or wear a diaper! I'm too much of a chicken! The diaper is what really gave me the courage to do something like this in the first place. If I didn't have it, I don't think I'd have enjoyed myself much; I'd be way too embarrassed at having an accident in front of everyone! :) Quote Link to comment
ol77 12 Posted February 14, 2016 Share Posted February 14, 2016 I'm just curious about something else...while you were holding, did it hurt? I mean, while you were sitting in class, before you went to the library and actually started really wetting, did you feel your bladder stretching and did it hurt? Or did you just feel more of a sense of urgency and that the pee was going to come out? I'm just wondering, because sometimes if I'm holding, it can take a really long time before I finally reach that "emergency" point where I can't hold it anymore and I start getting absolutely desperate. At that point, it will finally start coming out and I can't stop it, and I start wetting in spurts that get bigger and bigger. But before that point, my bladder will keep stretching and it really hurts. I haven't tried the "rapid desperation" technique yet...and actually that sounds like it should work. I think part of my problem is that I try to force it to happen too fast, and just drink a bunch of water and soda a little bit before I'm going to hold...and so maybe my stomach gets too full and presses down on my bladder and that might be partially why it hurts more than it should? Quote Link to comment
TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 14, 2016 Author Share Posted February 14, 2016 I'm just curious about something else...while you were holding, did it hurt? I mean, while you were sitting in class, before you went to the library and actually started really wetting, did you feel your bladder stretching and did it hurt? Or did you just feel more of a sense of urgency and that the pee was going to come out? I'm just wondering, because sometimes if I'm holding, it can take a really long time before I finally reach that "emergency" point where I can't hold it anymore and I start getting absolutely desperate. At that point, it will finally start coming out and I can't stop it, and I start wetting in spurts that get bigger and bigger. But before that point, my bladder will keep stretching and it really hurts. I haven't tried the "rapid desperation" technique yet...and actually that sounds like it should work. I think part of my problem is that I try to force it to happen too fast, and just drink a bunch of water and soda a little bit before I'm going to hold...and so maybe my stomach gets too full and presses down on my bladder and that might be partially why it hurts more than it should? It didn't hurt while I was holding in class, I just had a strong sense of needing to pee soon or I'd have an accident. If I have a really full bladder, I'll generally end up involuntarily leaking when I cough or bend over or do other things that put pressure on it, so that probably prevents it from stretching too much. The rapid desperation technique is really effective, and got me to the point of wetting within two hours when I tried it. Quote Link to comment
wet4fun_86 106 Posted February 14, 2016 Share Posted February 14, 2016 I love this story! You are very brave to do that at school. It's so exciting and nerve racking having a wet diaper on in public. And it's so much harder to hold once you're wet, especially with rapid desperation. I use the same cvs briefs. The fit isn't great but is better with a stuffer or two. I even like to use two different sizes with a large over a medium. Holds a lot more like that but still doesn't take that much to overflow them. I like to make it obvious though so usually when I know it's overfull I find somewhere to sit down. This makes it leak and usually really bad so I have to walk around in wet pants. I'm really into the humiliation but I always drive a few towns away to do this kind of thing. Also how did your purchase go? Buying them at cvs is always exciting for me. I remember the first time I grabbed a pack off the shelf my heart was beating out of my chest! Never stops being embarrassing. I love the looks on the cashiers face sometimes or other people in line. I'm always so nervous about it and usually well padded if not already wet. If anyone knew what to look for they could tell i am in a diaper. Sometimes I'll even pull the waistband out of my jeans and kinda tuck my shirt into it in the back to make it obvious. Quote Link to comment
TheIrreverend 485 Posted February 14, 2016 Author Share Posted February 14, 2016 I love this story! You are very brave to do that at school. It's so exciting and nerve racking having a wet diaper on in public. And it's so much harder to hold once you're wet, especially with rapid desperation. I use the same cvs briefs. The fit isn't great but is better with a stuffer or two. I even like to use two different sizes with a large over a medium. Holds a lot more like that but still doesn't take that much to overflow them. I like to make it obvious though so usually when I know it's overfull I find somewhere to sit down. This makes it leak and usually really bad so I have to walk around in wet pants. I'm really into the humiliation but I always drive a few towns away to do this kind of thing. Also how did your purchase go? Buying them at cvs is always exciting for me. I remember the first time I grabbed a pack off the shelf my heart was beating out of my chest! Never stops being embarrassing. I love the looks on the cashiers face sometimes or other people in line. I'm always so nervous about it and usually well padded if not already wet. If anyone knew what to look for they could tell i am in a diaper. Sometimes I'll even pull the waistband out of my jeans and kinda tuck my shirt into it in the back to make it obvious. Thank you! :) I think I will try doubling up on the CVS briefs next time, I did another hold in them (that I'll write up soon!) and ended up leaking. I felt like that too when I was walking to the checkout with the package of briefs, I was so nervous! The cashier was pretty bored about it, though. Also, the chance that someone might catch a glimpse of my diaper is really exciting for me, but I'm not really into public humiliation, so I don't like leaking in public. Quote Link to comment
papasmerf21 6 Posted February 15, 2016 Share Posted February 15, 2016 Thank You for taking the time to share this with us all! I certainly enjoyed picturing and imagining all that desperation and eventually diaper wetting ;) I hope you chose to let us in on any future diaper adventures you choose to have, because that was such a turn on and fun to read! Quote Link to comment
Gemmy 3,817 Posted February 17, 2016 ✨ Legendary Member Share Posted February 17, 2016 Really lovely story, I have such a thing for girls that are desperate whilst wearing diapers and this was such a good description, thanks Padded_girl 1 Quote Link to comment
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