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I always had an affinity for diapers. Earliest I can remember is when I must have been in kindergarten, there were a few diapers leftover from when I was still a little. I would wear for fun until I got caught one day. I stopped diapers all together for many years until age 14 when I started swiping diapers from my baby cousin's bag, from the neighbors house when she babysat, etc. When I turned 18 and got my own eBay account I moved up to adult sized diapers. Thought they were a legend, a satire from an old SNL skit, (Oops I Crapped My Pants). Over the years I gladly enjoyed wearing and noticed that when I did, the troubles of the world would disappear. I started using a few years ago and didn't bother me much. As I type I am wearing and it's fun, playing video games and not having to get up each time I gotta pee, thank you Arnold Palmer. I keep it to myself, I tried to share this with an ex but I feel as though I scared her away. All in all, it's been a roller coaster ride so far,......aside from the cost of diapers and cleaning up.

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I would steal my little siblings diapers starting at age 10 and use them at night. It felt amazing, but I thought I was just weird. I didn't think of it sexually until a couple years ago. I like rubbi

As those who have read any of my posts may be aware, I have always had bladder control issues.  I have always been a bedwetter (still am!) and I have never been able to hold (even when awake) for long

I was about 14 , I had wet my bed all my life until then , I never disliked wearing them . I used to hate not wearing them and waking in a cold smelly bed , as I became more aware of my body and how n

I never realised it, I have always knew. But I can remember one particular moment in my childhood, when I dreamed often to wear diapers (and sometimes I had wet the bed due to this). When I woke up I always hoped that my mother would came in the room with a new pack of diapers, but it never happened. After some months, I gave up and started fantasizing about simple wetting.

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I remember there were always pull-ups around at my grandmother's house, even though we were all potty-trained. This was around age 5. I always tried to wear them and would get caught. As I became a teenager, I found more pull-ups while living with my sister and eventually found on-line communities and bought adult diapers. So of course back then I didn't know there was a name for it, but I feel like it was always there + meant to be. 

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As those who have read any of my posts may be aware, I have always had bladder control issues.  I have always been a bedwetter (still am!) and I have never been able to hold (even when awake) for long periods of time.  When I am aware of the need to pee, I am lucky to be able to hold it for more than an hour or so at the very outside.  This of course has led to many accidents over the years, especially in my younger years.

 

But it was when I was 16 that I realised just how much I liked wearing a nappy/diaper.

 

Although of course I have no clear recollection of it, my mother tells me that she had bigh problems potty training me, and that up until the age of 5 I had been in nappies day and night, only becoming dry during the day just before I started school.  Most teachers were aware of my limited holding ability, and I was rarely denied permission to use the toilet.  Exams were sometimes a little harrowing but I managed to avoid accidents by ensuring that I peed before they started. 

 

Until, that is, the first GCE exam I had to sit - it lasted three hours.  We were warned that we would not be allowed to leave the room before that time unless we had actually finished the paper, because we would not be allowed back in.  Inevitably, I needed to go about halfway through the time, despite having used the toilet beforehand.  I struggled to concentrate on the exam increasingly, likewise keeping my bladder under control.  I finally finished the paper after about two and a half hours.  I stood up (almost losing control as I did so) and as unobtrusively as I could, handed in my paper and left the room, breaking into a run as soon as the door closed behind me.  I never made it to the toilet.  I lost control, and my bladder emptied itself, even as I ran.  Fortunately, it was the end of the school day, and I continued running, all the way home.

 

As I lay in bed that night, I realised how close I had come to wetting myself in a room full of people, who would probably never have allowed me to forget it.  It was then that I decided that for future exams I would wear one of the nappies I still slept in to ensure that I didn't have to risk the possibility of an accident.  I knew I could probably get away with it.  By that age I was putting my own nappies on at night, so I could put a fresh one on before I went to school, and if necessary come home at lunch time and change it.  (My parents would be at work, so there would be no one at home.)  And since on days that there were exams, any PE lessons were cancelled to allow us extra study time, so there was no reason for anyone at school to find out, either.

 

It was the best decision I ever made.  I didn't have to suffer struggling to control my bladder during an exam; I was able to just let go and carry on with the paper, and take all the time I needed to finish it.  And I also realised that in future I would never again have to worry about having an accident if I thought that I might find myself in a situation where I was in danger of losing control. 

 

That is the event, I think, that started me on the road to becoming a DL.

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When I was 16 and discovering what made me feel sexually pleased, I discovered that diapers did that for me. Wetting and messing a diaper were big parts of what aroused me and I would always find myself on deviantart looking up fan art of diapers and is would go on sites like this one and the daily diaper and ready stories about using diapers.

However, I repressed the idea that I liked diapers until sometime in 2014 when i recognized it as my fetish (with a bit of embarrassment). I haven't told anyone IRL and I didn't tell people till February of 2015. But when I started talking about it, I found out that it was not just a fetish, but something that comforted me (along with feeling little) and I realized that it had impacted me throughout my life.

I ordered diapers in April and started wearing a few weeks ago and it felt amazing. My body took to them immediately and if it wasn't for the crinkling, I would wear them all the time. Wetting felt like bliss since the padding swelled up and it felt amazing to just feel. It was reassuring since the week before hand I was scared that my body would not take to them and that I would have to toss them a few uses in, but I'm so glad that was not the case.

Since I'm asexual, it was good to find something that allowed me to be aroused and releave any sexual tension I had. I just can't wait to order more and wear more often :)

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For me, it started really early, there were times when i was 6 or 7 years old that i wore diapers again, just because i wanted to. My parents knew this and thought it was just a phase. Eventually, i stopped wearing them and there was a long break. In my teens, around 13-14, i rediscovered diapers via some youtube videos and really wanted to try them again. I got myself a pack of Drynites and put them on when i was alone for like a day and used them ofcourse. My parents dont know anything of this and it is better that way i think. Since then i wear diapers or pullups everytime i feel like it or when i am home alone.

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Well It has been with me since I was very, very young I was about 8 when I first noticed I liked diapers and I just felt it was something I would grow out of then I was about 12 or 13 when I learned about AB/DLs and I learned I was not going to grow out of it then I started to accept it as part of who I am since I was about 15. ♥

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I actually did not like diapers for the longest time...or maybe I was more in denial. I enjoyed wetting and a lot of times I would wear a couple extra pairs of panties and put a small hand towel in the crotch of one. I enjoyed the pressure and comfort...and how it felt when it absorbed a bit of pee and stayed warm against me for some time. But I was so against diapers until about a year ago. I felt that I would look so silly and feel way too dirty in one, but my boyfriend had talked me into trying them and the moment I put one on, I fell in love! Haha I feel cute and childish in diapers. I guess I was kind of just a diaper lover who was in denial haha

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Well, when I was 14, I was having dreams/fantasies of being diapered/using my diaper and having it changed...I didn't really try to do anything about those fantasies, until I started to get interested in wearing them later on down the road.

So, in spring 2011, I took the plunge; bought some pull-ups, wore them and I've been wearing on and off since then and I've never looked back.

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As far as I can remember, I've always been attracted by diapers. I clearly remember when I was 4 years old I kept staring at other kids' diapers with interest and curiosity. As time passed by my curiosity only kept growing bigger and bigger, until one day, when I was 10, I finally was able to try some baby diapers. I didn't expect my body to react the way it did, I felt an extreme and ultimate feeling of pleasure, so I kept longing for more. 

I knew I wasn't normal and I simply grew together with my sick obsession, trying to keep it a secret. Luckily one day, when I had access to the internet, I found that it's actually a thing and many other people liked them. 

 

The thing simply grew even stronger, and today I can't spend too much time without wearing one. Diapers forever!

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I think I repressed a lot of my past, so my memory is somewhat vague when it comes to how I actually had an interest in diapers.

(Kinda similar to how Roxas only had fragmented memories of his original self) 

 

I have a faint memory of having to use the bathroom when I was extremely young (maybe 3-5). I only remember being in a church daycare and I'm pretty sure I had to use the bathroom and I think I may have pissed my pants. I have another faint memory of barely making it to a bathroom commode. I remember them saying something along the lines of "we don't have any extra cloths here" or something like that. I think I was scared at the time, cause I only remember a fragmented memory of hiding under something (a crib maybe?). I guess they only had diapers cause I only remember being in one when my mother had picked me up. (maybe I was embarrassed to be put in one? I'm not sure) The last part of the memory was when my mother took the diaper away I was reaching for it. That's when I think I started to have an interest in diapers. I have a couple more memories of actually enjoying the feel and comfort of wearing the diaper, even if I knew how to use the bathroom. I don't think I used it I enjoyed the feel and comfort. Some time after that I think my mother threw them out, most likely knowing I was potty trained so there was no real use for them.

 

My interest faded a bit as I grew up on action movies, some anime, and video games (mostly RPG's). But the interest always lingered in the back of my mind. At around 12-14 (puberty age), my interest was starting to come back. (seems like a pattern with all these stories huh?) I realized that if I rubbed the front of my pants or boxers there was a great arousal that would build up up till....(well u get the idea) Since it was my first time it didn't take long.... :huh:  My mother was a nurse so sometimes she had some baby diapers lying around. I don't know why or how she got them my family didn't talk much.  At that time I realized I could use a diaper instead of my clothing and the "build up" was much stronger. I don't recall the first time I used a diaper for sexual pleasure, but all I remember was that it was AMAZING. The internet was getting popular at the time, and I remember that wetset was one of the first websites  I found that first showed me that there was a diaper fetish. Using diapers was actually how I had  *ahem*  aroused myself.  If I ever talked about *arousing myself* I would just say I would rub myself over clothing not mentioning the diaper. It wasn't until some time later a "friend" told me about the "choke the chicken" technique if you get my drift. 

 

Whenever I used the diaper rubbing method it would take quite a while to truly get off, but when I did it was AMAZING.

But soon I started using the "choke the chicken" method  because it was much easier to get off even though the *climax* was not even close to as good as the diaper method . 

 

I always had a thing for diapers in the back in my mind though, and something in my mind always found a fascination to them whenever I hear about them being used. I even remember reading an article about how some Game Reviewers would wear them for convenience over having to use the bathroom and it would give them an extra 5-6 hours of gaming time. Of course if I met someone in public I would probably just say "Hmm, that's interesting", or even joke about it saying that diapers would be convenient when you work long hours (which I have b4, or just say nothing).

 

But seeing females in diapers, peeing in them, getting off in them, still turned me on. The "idea" of messing the diaper (meaning not doing it in real life) was a turn on for me.

(usually if it stays in the diaper)

As I got older it got harder to use diapers to get off, sometimes I enjoy trying to wet them, but I never liked messing them to much. I think I still enjoy the feel and comfort of having a diaper cause I still like having them for convenience and the feel of them.

 

btw....Isn't it a bit odd that the person who started this thread got banned?  :huh:

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I was facinated with pee from a very young age, we're talking preschool or maybe even younger i don't remember specifics, but i do know when my baby brother was born when i was 5 i used to steal one of his diapers every now and then when i could get away with it to pee in. it made me feel naughty, but also somehow safe. i didn't know it was a fetish until i discovered watersports and abdl communities on the internet as a preteen.

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I like them through my fetish for omorashi.. I started searching for omorashi at a young age (7/8) and so I would see artwork on deviantart of my favourite cartoons... But most of it was diaper art. It did take me a while to start liking diapers as I thought they were a "weird" thing to like, which is ironic really since I like omo.... But that's kids for ya. All of a sudden at about 12/13 I got interested in them, more for other people wearing or using them than myself. Nowadays I'm not too sure. I love diapers but I've never gotten the courage to try and use one, though I do think about how they would feel to use or just wear and it's a pleasurable thought. Though while omorashi is sexual for me, diapers and a diaper fetish for me is not.

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when i was younger i had a weak balder,that lead to quite a few accidents. I grew out of it fast however thought nothing of it but than I  realized I was a DL when i was around 9 or 10 do to many unwanted sexual encounters with my ex stepbrother. he was a bed wetter and very aggressive. My mother eventually left  and I took to porn or anything i could find with diapers became obsessed and to some extent I still am.    

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when my baby brother was born when i was 5 i used to steal one of his diapers every now and then when i could get away with it to pee in. it made me feel naughty,

 

I had several younger siblings. I did the same thing for a couple of years starting when I was about seven.  Cloth diapers and plastic pants.  Somehow the first time I did it is the one I remember most clearly.  I wet myself and it felt good and then I went to sleep.  I woke up in the night needing to pee. It hadn't occurred to me that I might do it more than once during the night, but after pondering it for a minute I decided to just let go, and enjoyed it again. And went back to sleep.  But then I woke up again and there was a third episode and it was fun.

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