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Wet the Bed Friday night, my husband and I decided that we would go out with some friends for drinks after work. So we met up with them at a lovely trendy craft beer place, and ordered flight after flight of tasters. I ended up trying a ton of different beers – some good, some clearly trying too hard, but that’s how it goes with craft beer. I was still in my work clothes (in this case a black pencil skirt, cotton panties, and a purple blouse) and was getting pretty sloppy. For those of you who will know me, I’ve got a tendency to be a slightly sloppy drunk. Well, we were 4 (or maybe 5) flights in, and my hubby wrapped things up and called us a cab (an hour long Skytrain ride would have resulted in me getting up to some bad behaviour on the train, I’m sure, or having a public accident. My husband is well aware of my sloppy drunken tendencies, and often takes care of me in these situations, making sure I don’t have more, and helping me get ready for bed (which if I’ve been drinking means getting me into a diaper). Well tonight, he was about as drunk as I was, it was a long week for him and he was helping to finish off the stronger beers, and some of those craft beers are pretty strong (one particular imperial IPA comes to mind... sort of). Anyhow, he had it together to get us a cab and home, but once we were home, we were both pretty wired, so we ended up making a couple of gin and tonics, and watching Netflix on the couch. At some god awful hour, we decided to head to be, though I have only vague recollections of this. Before this fateful time, we decided to have another gin and tonic, and my hubby, being British, made them strong. I don’t know what being British has to do with it, but he insists it’s some sort of national thing, particularly after a couple. We went to bed and I remember stripping naked, and possibly mumbling something like “Hun, I’m a bedwetting risk tonight, I should probably wear something.” And him brushing it off or I’m not sure what. Anyhow, I just crawled into bed and was out like a light. Not only did I not put on a diaper, but I also didn’t even go to the bathroom before crashing. I remember waking up, and feeling completely soaked, both the bedding underneath me, and my thighs and sex. I felt about and my inner thighs were very wet, like I had woken up while still peeing or having just finished. I still felt like I needed to pee urgently, and I remember staggering up, dripping everywhere, and peeing in the washroom. Slightly drunken and sleepy Rachel came back from the bathroom with a towel, and I put this down to lie on, and I went back to sleep. I don’t know how long I was out for, but I woke up some time later feeling wet again, either the pee from the bed had soaked through the towel, or, which was much more likely, I had wet the bed again. I was feeling sticky, and hot, and wet, and not a little surprised, as usually I sleep through these sorts of things and just wake up in the morning in a puddle. I should point out that on both of these occasions, my husband just lay next to me, snoring, oblivious. Also, on neither occasion had my wet spot reached him, or so it seemed. Anyhow, my bladder was empty, and I was sober. Mostly. I just wanted to get some sleep, but didn’t want a hangover and didn’t want to lay in a puddle. So I got up, had two moderate-sized glass of water, and put down my Peepod mat, something I should have done initially, and slid a Goodnite up my sticky legs. I then crashed out and slept the rest of the night. We ended up sleeping in to about 11 am, which was lovely, though every time my husband tried to cuddle, I kept him away, worried he’d roll into my puddle. When I say we slept in to 11am, I should note that I woke up again at about 9 am and found my Goodnite wet and my legs still sticky and uncomfortable. I opted to just leave it on, and roll over, already a mess. When we finally did get up, my husband was almost oblivious to the fact that I’d had a major bedwetting accident beside him. Even after I said that I was going to do the laundry apologetically, he didn’t clue in. It was only after he had woken up a little, rolled over and felt me on the dry, Peepod pad, that he remembered that my wetting the bed might have been a worry, and then he only realized that the Peepod was concealing a large puddle, after I told him apologetically. I got up and stripped the bed, still wearing my wet Goodnite. I enjoyed the feeling of shame that is associated with stripping a wet bed in the morning, magnified by my being in a wet Goodnite. It was only after all the wet sheets, the towel, the Peepod pad and the ‘waterproof’ mattress cover were stripped did I realize that the mattress cover had failed to do its job and that the mattress was wet. As you can see from these pictures I snapped during the process, this was certainly not the first time that I have wet our bed, and that when my bedwetting issues cropped up again, that we had trouble finding a good mattress cover. Anyhow, still wearing nothing but a wet Goodnite, I made my way to the bathroom to shower. My legs were sticky with sweat (as it had been a hot night), and pee (as I’d wet the bed three times). The good news was that the water seemed to have helped and I was not hung over. Or at least not all that much. I showered off, had some breakfast and tea. Thinking about the evening, my feelings of shame waking up in the morning, and all the complicated emotions that I have around bedwetting made me very aroused and I will admit to bringing myself to orgasm while ridding my hung-over husband, who needed some coaxing, given his hangover. I’ve not wet the bed unintentionally in a while, I thought I’d share. Rach

So following up on this thread : about wearing panties under your diaper, I thought I’d share my experiences and a couple of pictures. Also, I almost forgot that I passed a landmark 9000th post, so I thought I’d make a post to celebrate this. One of my traditions for hitting these kinds of landmarks is sharking links to some of my favourite posts, so feel free to skip down if you’ve read these already, or you know, re-read them and got off on nostalgia. As most of you will likely know, I wet the bed, growing up and after I was grown up. As the issue persisted for longer than it should have my mother got worried and we tried all sorts of things to deal with my bedwetting issue. There were doctors appoints a plenty and these often involved various tests. I was terrible at holding in large quantities of pee (and still am), and so many of the tests put me in rather embarrassing situations. I still recall in intimate detail this experience when I had to take an ultrasound: Despite how embarrassing that experience was, I still think about it a lot, and a couple of years ago, I recreated it when I had to go in for another ultrasound: https://www.omorashi.org/topic/25271-a-planned-ultrasound-accident/ After numerous tests (and checkups including tests, we tried a bunch of things before trying medication, though I was eventually proscribed a number of OAB medications. When I went on sleepovers, I took a lot of precautions: And I wore Goodnites basically every night. These exact Goodnites in fact: I’ve tried other diapers over the years, but they never seem to be as good as Goodnites: I do still enjoy wearing other Goodnites and other diapers, of course: Anyhow, in addition to diapers and trying out different medication, my mom encouraged me to experiment with different treatments. As I got older we tried all sorts of things to deal with my bedwetting (many of these are stories for another day): Acupuncture was very short lived: I freaked out at the one needle that barely poked my skin and would not go back or stop crying. Other ‘alternative’ ‘medicines’: The acupuncture failed, but we did still try cupping, and went to a chiropractor, and various herbal things, none of which worked (of course). Homeopathic pills: Which didn’t work because they are sugar pills and it was going to take more than the placebo effect to stop my bed wetting. Walking: Where your parent wakes you up in the middle of the night to walk you to the bathroom to pee. This didn’t really work as I was usually wet by the time my mom would come wake me up, and if I wasn’t, I’d still often wake up wet even if I did manage to pee in the toilet. Plus, again, I was losing sleep, and this was not good for a growing girl. Bedwetting Alarm: So there were a couple of months were I wore a bedwetting alarm. We tried this a number of times, but I hated it, it would wake me up while I was wetting, and I wouldn’t be able to stop, so then I’d have to get up and change and to make a long story short (and I will tell this story some time), I was overtired when I used the alarm and gave it up. I do still have it, and have been meaning to try it out some time (but I’m struggling to find the right batteries). Drugs, lots of different drugs: some worked well-enough but had bad side effects, and some didn’t do anything, and some reduced the scale of my night time accidents, or the frequency but nothing really stopped the issue. Behaviour and lifestyle changes: These are pretty common and I still do many of these to this day. I did things like avoiding certain foods and beverages, although as I got older and started to need caffeine to stay up and work on homework and that sort of thing, this kind of fell by the wayside. Other behaviour things I still do to this day is going to the toilet right before bed, and avoiding beverages before bed (as best I can), and using the bathroom frequently during the day and staying hydrated. Hypnosis (with a hypnotist): This was one of the few things we didn’t try. I think it was largely due to my mother being uncomfortable with hypnosis when I was young and me being too embarrassed when I got older. We did try tapes, I can’t remember where these went but I do remember being super embarrassed at the idea that someone else in the house might hear the tapes and they kind of creaped me out. As I got well into my teens, my mom was worried I was becoming too dependent on the Goodnites (and a lot of websites and parenting books recommend not having your child wear protection all the time). At various times in my youth, therefore, we experimented with my not wearing a Goodnite (or pullup, depending on my age), or wearing panties inside my Goodnites. Basically the idea here was that I would get wet and wake up. Basically, Goodnites are so good at capturing all the pee that you don’t feel like you’ve peed and so you sleep soundly through the night and wake up in a wet diaper in the morning. I think and also there was some sort of responsibility element, that washing sheets was supposed to have some effect on making me take responsibility for my bed wetting. I mean I did toss out my wet Goodnite every morning and change the sheets if there was a leak or something, but you know how parents can fret about their children’s sense of responsibility. For the record, I was very responsible child, I think… Oh, and I would go without a Goodnite in the heat of summer. When it got too hot I’d give up on dry sheets and instead opt for getting to sleep, and just resign myself to waking up in a puddle for the two weeks of summer where the temperature got a little too hot. Anyhow, when I turned like 14 my mom decided it was time for me to once again practice feeling wet. Because of the previous attempt, when I was like 10(?) and I’d gone without Goodnites for like two weeks, had failed and resulted in two weeks of daily laundry and a very grumpy Rachel, my mother decided that I should keep wearing Goodnites but wear panties inside them. This way I would feel wet and (hopefully) wake up, but the bedding and sheets would not get wet. This unfortunately did not work in practice. I was still wetting the bed each night, and the wet feeling did not wake me up. Instead, I would wake up in the morning feeling wet and clammy and uncomfortable and typically in a small puddle. You see, wearing panties inside a Goodnite ruins a lot of the functionality of the Goodnite. Goodnites are awesome because they have double standing gathers, which keep your sheets dry even if you wet while sleeping on your side (usually). And they have excellent front and back coverage, which absorbs a ton. The problem with wearing panties inside of your Goodnites is that the panties tend to break the gathers, causing pee to run out. And even if you wear panties that are narrow enough so that they don’t interfere with the gathers in the gusset, the bum coverage of all of the panties that I wore at the time was greater than that of the Goodnites, meaning that the wetness of the panties would leech out the back and into the sheets. I suppose if you wore a thong this could prevent this, but 14 year old Rachel didn’t own any thongs. Rachel still only owns like two thongs. Anyhow, a further issues is that even if you were going to wear a thong, the sides of the panties would still break the gathers on the sides, so if you are a side sleeper, which I mostly am, the peed would fill the Goodnite, and work its way up the front and back of the diaper, but as soon as it reached the sides around your waist it would seep out into your sheets. Simply put, Goodnites are not meant to be worn over panties. So for almost two months I was waking up in a wet diaper, panties, and sheets. This was very frustrating to a teenage Rachel, and there were some yelling incidents with my mom as my frustration with this ‘new’ method grew. It didn’t take long for us to give up on this approach. Part of it was the yelling, but also I was getting a rash from the wet panties being in close contact with my skin for most of the night. Teenage Rachel was not happy about needing to wear diaper rash cream and even more upset when the stuff available at the store did not work and instead an embarrassing doctor’s appointment was required. This is another story for another day though thought needless to say I was not happy about having to strip naked for our family doctor and have my mom explain how I had a diaper rash at 14. When I was about 17 we tried this method again, but it lasted less than a week, as again my skin was not happy and I didn’t wake up right away. I should say that this method did sort of work. When I say I didn’t wake up, I mean that I didn’t wake up while I was wetting or right after. Instead, I would sometimes wake up hours later, with wet, clammy, and sometimes stinging skin in my diaper area. But this would be hours too late and again impacted the amount of sleep I got. So that’s my history with wearing panties inside Goodnites, thought the brief experiment at 17 was not the last time. I made a bunch of videos a while back when I was still selling videos (and not just panties), and because bedwetting videos with an effective Goodnite are not very visually stimulating, I recreated these experimental treatments from my youth by wearing panties inside my Goodnite. The effect was a wet bed, diaper, panties, and Rachel, and I think some pretty decent footage. Here are some stills from one of the videos: As you will all likely know, I still have bedwetting accidents, usually when I’ve been indulging in substances (post or booze) a little too much. Then I get these results: And I continue to experiment with different diapers: I do still have the videos, and if you are interested in purchasing one, let me know. You can find previews here: I hope you enjoyed this trip down memory lane. If you’d like to order one of these videos (I’m not making new ones, it was just too much effort and time), or a pair of my panties, get in touch! You can find all my panties on my website: https://rachelkirwan.wixsite.com/panties Thank you to everyone who makes this forum such a wonderful place to explore our kinks and fetishes! I hope to share more posts soon and look forward to my 10,000th Best, Rach

Not my typical post with a longer story, I just thought I'd share these pictures of me wearing jeans over top of my Goodnites. You can't tell I'm wearing a diaper, right? I love subtle waistband shots and thought I might as well post my own. Enjoy Rach p.s. my dirty panties are always available in case you are interested, you know how to get in touch

View File Rachel's Diaper Shorts So I have been collecting these random short videos from various places for the past little while. So this is a sort of random grab bag of diaper content. Enjoy, Rach p.s. thanks to everyone for posting such great content lately! Can't wait to see more! Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 11/26/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

View File Recent Tumblr Diaper Clips Title says it all, found these recently. Enjoy, Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 10/04/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

View File Random Diaper and Pullup Finds Some more random diaper-related content I've found recently. Enjoy! And don't wank too hard this weekend! Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 08/16/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

View File Recent Diaper and Pullup Shorts Mostly collected from Tumblr, some from other places. All very cute, all mostly shorter. Enjoy, Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 08/05/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

View File Assorted Diaper and Ageplay Videos I've been holding onto these for a while. This collection has been assembled from a number of various sources, and there's a mixed bag of Tumblr shorts, blow jobs in diapers, clips from PH. Enjoy, Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 07/19/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

View File Random Recent Diaper and Pullup Finds I've been holding onto these for a little while. Enjoy, Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 06/17/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

View File Diaper and Pullup Grab Bag! I've been holding onto these for a while, most are from Tumblr, others from elsewhere, some of them may be repeats as a couple of you perverts have stumbled across some of these recently. Enjoy, Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 05/07/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

After a lot of drinking today I got desperate again a couple hours after the sweats vid. Thought perhaps I'd try overwhelming a pullup Trim_20190320_202246.mp4

View File Recent Diaper and Pullup Video Discoveries I've stumbled across these recently and wanted to share. Sources are mostly Tumblr and Pornhub (the Japanese page which has different stuff!). Enjoy, Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 03/17/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay  

Trying again. Something a little different. Hope y'all enjoy. VID_20190313_181937.mp4 Consumer info: While these work nights. I'd never wear them for daytime accidents.

Well so this is a classic B (or maybe C) film which features a creeper who kidnaps a young woman and keeps her in the basement. She develops Stockholm syndrome and well yeah. I'm sharing it because while she is tied up, which is about 1/3 of the entire film, he keeps her in pullups to stop her from making a mess. Anyhow, I think you can find it on Amazon... **Warning Contains lots of creepy, non-consensual scenes, and also bad acting ** Here are some screen grabs I took: Rach

View File Recent Diaper Videos Found on Tumblr Found these recently and thought I'd share. Enjoy, Rach Submitter rachelkirwan Submitted 02/16/2019 Category Diapers and ageplay