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A/N: A series of fic commissions I've been doing on each girl's birthday, as commissioned by my fiance, starting with Fischl. Barbara is missing from the order because he didn't get omo for her that time, but yeah! The biggest clue that something is not right with Fischl is the fact that she is being so quiet. The two of them have spent quite a lot of time adventuring together now, and Aether is more than used to all of the talking that she tends to do. Not that he has a problem with it; quite the opposite, really, and that is one of the main reasons that he wants to keep her close all the time. He is very fond of her, and loves everything that she does, all of the little things that make her herself. So, the fact that she is being uncharacteristically quiet is more than enough reason for him to worry about her, and think that there might be some sort of problem. The first time that he asks her, she brushes him off, when he had been expecting her to at least go into some elaborate explanation of how she is just fine, and how foolish he is to assume anything else. Instead, she just brushes him off, with such a brief sentence that it seems as if it comes from another person altogether. There is definitely something wrong with Fischl, but Aether is not sure about how he can get to the bottom of this. If she wanted him to know, he wants to believe that she would have told him by now, and that, if she is keeping it to herself, then that means that this is none of his business. At least, that is what he tells himself for a while, but it is hard not to be worried about her, when she is acting so different, and when she will not tell him what the problem is. If he is really not supposed to bother her about it, then he wants to leave her alone, but if she needs his help in any way and just does not know how to ask, he does not want her to feel like she can’t ask for help, like he will not help her in any way that he possibly can. If there is anything that he can do for her, of course he is going to. But Fischl brushed him off that first time, and he is afraid to make her angry by continuing to push the issue, if she really wanted him to leave her alone. Instead, he decides to try and figure out the problem for himself, even though she probably really doesn’t want him to know at all. If it is nothing he can help with, then he will just pretend not to know, but if it is something serious, he is going to find his way to help her, no matter what. The problem is, he can’t come up with anything unusual, beyond the fact that she is being really quiet, having barely spoken a word since he asked her if everything is okay. That must suggest some level of discomfort, but then, what is the source? It can’t have been something he did…can it? Aether tries to think back on another that may have upset Fischl so much that it would have left her silent, but he can only imagine her getting more vocal while angry with him, rather than less. He just can’t imagine her actually bottling things up like that, when she could just let him have it, and lecture him for causing any sort of problem. He won’t say that it is impossible that this is all his fault, but he is going to rule that out for now, focusing instead on her body language, trying to look for any signs that she might be feeling sick. He does notice that there is something strange about the way she is walking, a sort of stiffness that is not normally there, and there is an expression on her face that he finds it difficult to read. She seems distracted, a faraway look in her eye, and her lips are pressed tight together, which definitely suggests discomfort. Aether is coming up blank, but if he can help Fischl, he really does want to. Meanwhile, Fischl is rather glad that he seems to be completely oblivious, because she needs him to remain that way for the time being, until she is able to come up wit a solution to the problem that is getting more pressing by the second. Truth be told, she is running out of time, and she still does not know what to do. The obvious thing is to simply excuse herself, but in order to do that, she has to actually have an excuse, or otherwise tell him outright what she has to do. She has to get away from him, but since it is just the two of them, out exploring together, there is no chance for her to slip away without being noticed. If she were to just ask, she is sure that Aether would not think any less of her, and yet, she just can’t bring herself to call attention to her need. It feels like debasing herself, and that is the last thing that someone of her standing should do. On the off chance that it does cause him to think less of her, she doubts that she would ever be able to recover from such humiliation. No, far better to keep it a secret that she desperately needs to pee right now, even though she knows that she can’t last forever, and even though she knows that she is going to have to do something about this soon. Even though she knows that simply owning up to it would be the best course of action. The need came on slowly, and she was distracted in the beginning, barely even noticing it. She likes to be with Aether, because he makes her feel like it really is okay to be herself. In situations like that, it is all too easy for her to get carried away. She could easily ignore the slight pangs of discomfort, telling herself that she would worry about it later, but then later came, and there was still nothing she could do about it, the need growing steadily worse as she struggled to put it out of her mind, falling silent and growing distant due to all of the strain. And so, that is how she finds herself out in the middle of nowhere, so desperate to pee that she can think of nothing else, and so determined to keep Aether from finding out that she knows she is just pushing him away and making him worry more about her. If she were to just tell him what the problem is, he at least might not worry so much, but her embarrassment about the state she is in is too strong, and so she just remains silent, ignoring his obvious concern as she tries, and fails, to come up with a plan to deal with this. Obviously, her only option is to just tell him, but now, since she has been so quiet and distant about it all, even that does not feel like a valid choice anymore. Immediately, he will know that that was the only reason she has been acting this way, and even if he wouldn’t have thought anything of it before , she is sure that he will think less of her now, even if it is just because she has been so needlessly shy about something like this. Things are getting really bad for her, so much so that she is struggling to even walk properly, and she prays he does not notice just how stiff she has become, all to try and prevent leaks. She is not going to be able to hold back forever, and he shows no sign of even considering turning back, not that she is sure she would be able to make it somewhere private, even if the two of them were to turn back right now. There is really no other choice for her but to be honest, and still she can’t bring herself to open her mouth, struggling to find the right words, to make herself sound even slightly less pathetic than she actually is. Fischl is just completely out of luck, no matter how she looks at it. Honesty is her only option here, and no matter how Aether looks at her for it, it is definitely going to be better than whatever might happen to her if she wets herself. That would be the worst possible outcome, something that she would never be able to recover from. This might feel like an impossible situation, but it is probably nowhere near as bad as she imagines, and the chance to recover from her embarrassment is still there. If she loses control and wets herself like a little girl, then she knows that there is no chance at all, and that Aether will never want to bring her along ever again. Just when she has set her mind on it, just when she is ready to face whatever she has to in order to avoid that humiliation, she is horrified to discover that it is already too late. She finds herself frozen in place, mouth hanging open, her request to be excused stopped before it comes out, as her bladder finally gives up on her. A strong spurt has already gushed out of her, and in her panic, she is too late to try and stop it from turning into something more, until she is fully wetting herself, just a few feet behind Aether, who is completely oblivious to what is going on. It all comes out of her so quickly, feeling as though it is just pouring into her clothing, until it soaks through, running down her legs and gushing to the ground beneath her, and there is nothing at all that she can do now, not when it is all too obvious. All at once, a panicked idea comes to her, that she could try and run off, disappearing on him before he sees her in this state, but a cracked whimper finds its way past her lips, and Aether has already turned to face her. It is already too late for her, in every regard. It takes him a moment to process what he sees, and even when she whimpers, “Don’t look,” he still finds himself frozen in place in his surprise. Somehow, it never occurred to him that this could be the problem, but now, it all makes too much sense to him. And when the tears start to fall, he feels absolutely terrible, both for not looking away when he was asked, and for not realizing the problem sooner, not doing more to make her feel comfortable and help her out. In an instant, he is pulling her close, despite her protests. It does not matter to him if he gets wet in the process, because as far as he is concerned, he deserves that for not understanding her needs. She still relaxes in his arms, as he murmurs, “Come on, why are you crying?” “B-because!” she hiccups. “A princess of the imnernachtreich shouldn't fall victim to such things…but I still…I still…” “That’s not your fault, and it has nothing to do with being a princess or not, and definitely nothing to do with my loyalty to you as your knight,” he replies, hoping that he can find the words to properly comfort her. The only thing he wants to do now is make sure that she feels better. He needs her to understand that he is never going to think less of her for this sort of thing, and that he is always going to be there to support her, just as he is. Neither of them have admitted to any deeper feelings yet, but he hopes that his love for her shows through either way. Fischl lets him keep holding her for quite some time, and as he says his words of comfort, she does not protest them quite as much. It will likely be a while before he can completely ease her worries, but at least the two of them are off to a good start. No matter what it takes, he is going to make things better for her. - If you're interested in my writing updates, please join my discord server! https://discord.gg/xUrPXDH I stream here, and the chat is locked when there isn't a stream going on, so for the most part, it's only posts that are updates from me
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