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View File how did u get into wetting ?(96) what kick started u into omorashi?school/party/girlfriend/scoolbully/online mistress/your crush/or did u get blackmailed ? Submitter robster67 Submitted 07/31/2023 Category Female  

View File who put u in sissy diapers(52) who put u in sissy diapers your student/your stepmummy/your wife/your sitter? Submitter robster67 Submitted 08/02/2023 Category Male  

View File i did not mess my diaper does not want to admit her accident Submitter robster67 Submitted 07/22/2023 Category Female AB/DL Messing  

I knew after a couple months or more of finding myself frequently masturbating with a towel stuffed into my underwear, and searching getdare dice dare threads there was no more denying it. I was curious about diapers. I didn't want to be. The idea felt degrading and I have a complex story/trauma related to a kink that's often linked in with them. Which is, on a related note, why I request you to please not reference cgl etc in your responses. Not that anyone necessarily would, but I'd find it distressing to have it related to me. But anyway, the more degrading the idea was, the more turned on by it I felt. Still, I live with family, and I've been far too scared to buy any. Ordering online would be easier, but I was concerned in case packaging wasn't discreet, or family opened the mail. The other option, buying in store, felt very scary. I could do it at a store I hadn't been to but I'm not a confident driver and don't like driving to new places. There was the risk of being recognised or bumping into people I knew at my local store. Still, after a frustrating day at work, I decided to hold everything I had until I got home, bite the bullet and buy some adult pullups. It was a longer journey with traffic and a petrol stop. When I got to the store I decided to strategize. Masks are a godsend. I'd wear my mask and a long coat with my hood pulled up to minimize the chance of being recognised. I also decided to use a trolley and get a few other things, which I'd place inside a shopping bag ready instead of being visible in the trolley. My plan was to use scan-as-I-shop but they just so happened to not be working today. I waited until the aisle where the pullups were was empty, then grabbed pretty much the first one I saw. I decided to still place it all into the bag, and just take it all out as quickly as possible at the self-service checkouts, then replace it in the bag. When I saw a male employee standing by the self service I felt extremely nervous, but decided to forge ahead and be as quick as possible. I managed without a hitch and when I left the store I felt elated. I'd just gotten away with that, in a place where anyone could have recognised me. It's not a big deal for you veterans I'm sure, but for me it was terrifying. I decided as soon as I got home, I'd put it straight on under my jeans. Something about wearing them under jeans seems to turn me on more than any other clothing. Now, I hadn't been to the toilet all day since 7 this morning (It was now nearly 5pm). I was tempted to go on a walk to test them out, but I realised it would be more sensible to test their holding capacity in the bathroom. I pulled down my jeans so I could watch it fill up and started to let go - my urine anyway. Oh my. It was so warm and full...and it held a lot more than I had expected. Nothing leaked when I sat down or put my legs together. I pulled my jeans back up. You couldn't tell at all that I'd just wet myself. I suddenly had fantasies about wearing them around the city, wetting in stores with no one the wiser. There wasn't really a scent so I'd be able to do so discreetly. Now that I was sure I wasn't going to leak, I decided to have a real walk around the neighbourhood. Whilst my coat was quite long, you wouldn't have been able to tell anyway. I did have a slight waddle (not much) as I could feel the wet warmth between my legs. I only walked for about 15 minutes, but I even said hello to a dog walker. On the way back, I intentionally took off my coat so my jeans were on show. Of course, there wasn't much padding (something I found myself feeling a little disappointed about, even if it would've outed my diaper to everyone around) but it felt incredibly naughty to be walking around in a wet diaper under jeans. I knelt down by my full length mirror to admire it and took lots of pictures. I was going to do some spanking then but I forgot about that until later, I was a little distracted by the rest of the situation. Now, when I got home I set the oven to warm up. I wasn't done making use of this diaper yet. Onto the real, main reason I bought them - messing. I hate how into messing I've gotten, but its impossible to do (or really annoying cleanup) with just panties. So i fantasised about being able to do it more discreetly under diapers. I wanted to be a bit more daring this time, so I rolled a messing dice dare on GD, which said I needed to do it in front of my house. So I switched to my leggings, which were quite see through, to make it stand out. It was darker now but it still felt daring. As I'd held it all day, It really didn't take much of a push to feel the mushy pile expand against my bottom almost immediately. I could feel the massive lump under the leggings. I wanted to stay in this for a little while so I put my food in the oven, went to examine my diapered ass some more in the mirror, then set up the tv so I could eat pizza whilst sat in my mess. Sitting on it for the first time I could feel it squishing and spreading all over. I felt so dirty. I like body writing, so I wrote a few phrases on my legs. Specifically, "pathetic pissy shitty baby" and "I love to piss and shit myself in public". I stayed sitting there for half an hour, finishing my meal and a desert, before heading into the bathroom where I finally decided to clean up and change - after taking more pictures of course. I got off a couple times finally here. I also finally did lots of spanking with my spanking paddle. When I left the shower, I changed into large white panties. I also redid the body writing as it had faded a little. I wanted to indulge my wedgie fetish and make the most of a people-free night, so I grabbed some squirty cream from the fridge and filled my panties before doing a hanging wedgie. They ripped very quickly but it was enjoyable. I cleaned up again, then spanked myself some more whilst in the wedgie before getting off some more again. After changing out of the ruined panties, I decided to finally change into a clean diaper for bed, which I also got off in again. I decided this time, rather than deliberately wetting or messing a huge amount, I'd just decide to drink and wet a little for the rest of the night and sleep in it. That's the stage I'm at now, writing this in the fresh diaper. In conclusion, I unfortunately really enjoyed this. And probably want to do it again. Which is why I was afraid to try it in the first place. Oh god. I found it extremely degrading and humiliating...which is why I loved every second of it.