Bisonwin

Like Hintojo said if you can weaken your bladder prior to it I think you’d be able to achieve your desired outcome. if you have a weekend free before trying it again you could try rapid desperation for a day and a half- if you say got up at 10 am and wet yourself around 4-5pm and went to bed at 12pm (just as rough examples) you could cut yourself off the rapid desperation at 3pm then 11pm so you’ve weakened your bladder as much as possible before going to bed- maybe look into some diuretics that help other than alcohol to try help. For the RD up until that I’d drink primarily water to help get the kidneys pumping fast. I don’t know your capacity but I’d put down more than just a towel and a diaper depending on how much you can hold- if you haven’t peed lying on your back often, if you have a bathtub I’d say pee while lying down do get your body used to it, mix up the way your lying as well. Maybe try doing it on your front because if you can get to sleep like that the extra pressure would certainly speed it up

Iv always been interested in the idea of people wetting themselves- I’ll be honest I think TV influenced how often it would happen around me when younger- I remember wanting to see people wet themselves just out of curiosity. When I was about 14 I discovered a particular anime that features a character with a weakened bladder when nervous and this causes them to wet themselves because of (basically) hentai logic. Before when hearing/seeing mention of people needing the toilet allot I also felt it so id watch that and some other stuff I could find to help me pee- especially after touching myself to try clean it out,

It was t intentional but once at the end of a hold in the shower I was lying at an angle and managed to hit myself in the face- it was funnier more than anything else at the time because I just was not expecting it at all

I would recommend rapid desperation, then going experimenting with different positions- the first time can be very difficult and sometime the first semi-involuntarily spirt can set you over the initial wall. If that fails you could always try peeing with your clothes clear then pulling them up to try get the first barrier down

So tonight is bonfire night and I would be spending it alone. To make it more interesting I decided to have a little fun. *vague description of myself* About 6ft, was wearing light blue jeans, a black jumper and a yellow t-shirt with a pineapple wearing a thong on it- no underwear. The original plan was to wet a pair of joggers while in front of the fire I would make but I realised I needed to go to the shops for some things so I changed into a new pair for jeans Iv been wearing a bit, to test how absorbent my new jeans are I decided to pour a small amount of water on various parts of them to see if they’d show- they didn’t do I went with them. Skip ahead to about 5pm I head around my back garden to cut the wood into smaller bits to burn. This took me almost an hour and got me to 6/10- knew I could pee but not desperate. 6 o’clock rolls around and I’m trying to start the fire, Iv had another few glasses to drink and I’m occasionally spiking in need because of it being a bit cold and raining a tiny bit. I tried for about 30 minutes but just could not get this fire to light. I head inside and did all the things food wise I had planned to do with the actual fire while having a can of cider. I was bouncing about holding myself when I decided to kick it up a notch and try a public wetting. I figured the streets would be quieter and I wouldn’t be noticed so I went for a walk around the streets to the top of the hill I live on. As I lift I realised there were more people about that i expected, due to my need to pee and the drink I was extremely hard but luckily the jeans are quite loose fitting so it hid it somewhat, when walking to the top of the hill (about 10-15 minutes) a man with his dog was in front of me most of the time, I was worrying a bit that he wouldn’t turn away but was confident in my ability to hold as the need subsided as I walked. After a pretty uneventful walk up I noticed I had been getting quite wet around the tip so I wanted to check it wasn’t noticeable so after looking around for a bit I grab my crotch and pull the jeans away slightly. I then looked up and saw like three people in a garden looking in my direction. I was mortified, so I played about with my phone for a minute to make it seem like I was just adjusting. I had had been talking with some friends before I left about how enthusiastic my area is about bonfire night so I stopped to take a picture of a big fire across the way- and that’s when the first spirt came. I looked around quickly and nobody was around so I started walking again, I could feel my face warm up as I crossed the road and decided to take a quick video to see if more would come out. I was still for about two second when I felt my bladder contracting but I didn’t let any out, instead I walked down the hill to a better position beside a lamppost to take a longer video. After 3 seconds or so I relaxed a tiny bit and my urethra was filled but not releasing anything because of the way my penis was resting. I stopped the recording and started walking towards the local park where I was going to sit on a swing to try let go, after the first few cautious steps the pee escaped and ran down my left leg a bit. Nothing was visible but I picked up the pace and got to the darkened park, I was sitting on the swing, swinging on the swing, but nothing was letting me let go- so I gave up and started heading home proper. About 12 feet from my gate I just tried to relax and push some out while walking, it was difficult but a short quick stream cascaded freely down my leg. Not wanting the fun to stop there I went around my back garden again and sat with my legs on opposite sides of my wall- it was at two different levels so I had one leg about knee height. Nothing was letting me let go while sitting so as I was about to leave the fireworks started a big show- I took the opportunity to record it while standing on the wall- I recorded for a minute but after the first five seconds I was peeing constantly. A wave of relief washed over me as the pee cascaded down my legs, darkening the trousers slightly. I turned on my phone’s torch quickly to catch a glimpse of the damage before rushing into the house. I threw my shoes off, the left one being a bit more wet than the right, and had another glass or two of water. I then rushed up the stairs to the bathroom to take pictures and start writing this. With the relatively little I had peed I filled up quickly and wet another two time while writing this standing in the shower.

So theirs this series of children’s books called Katie Morag (guess where it’s set) and if I remember correctly in Katie Morag and the Tiresome Ted part of the plot is she threw away her teddy in frustration so when she couldn’t sleep she nicked her new sister’s hot water bottle- it leaks and she’s sent to live with her gran for a while because they think she really isn’t adjusting well to the new sibling (causing her to wet the bed) I was always curious about thing she like that which probably contributed to this fetish developing

I do the majority of my holds while playing something because it’s a great thing to focus on and distracts me on both ends making them go on for longer or become more intense

I personally love the month of October and although later than I wanted to I’ve started to play the rotation of horror games I like to play each year. I chose to start this with one of the best horror games ever made, Alien Isolation- but inspired by a post I read the other day about a holding challenge I decided to modify it to better suit my experience. Before starting the hold proper I tried to empty my bladder as much as possible (although it wasn’t too effective) and drink a cup of coffee- now I don’t like taking cups into my room so I sat in the living room watching a show on my phone for half an hour. I finished the coffee quickly so I had to wait out the rest of the show before I left. Next I took an empty smartwater bottle I had (a decently sized water bottle brand) and filled it up. I decided to be careful and grab some kitchen roll when I was down there before heading upstairs. Clothes wise I decided on a glow in the dark T-shirt and two pairs of jogger bottoms with the kitchen roll folded over and put right against my crotch to minimise any damage that may happen. I started the game and was already starting to fill up (4/10 ish)- thankful the coffee was actually doing it’s job for once. During the opening cutscene I had a fairly big drink from the bottle but it wasn’t reflected in how much was left. Basically id take a drink during cutscenes, load screens or if the game lagged (for some reason it was doing this a lot today) the first objective after gaining control of the character is to get dressed- the locker you need to use is right beside the toilet and shower so completely for immersion sake- I used the shower for a minute. It was funny but didn’t do much to anything- skip ahead 10 minutes or so and I’m actually on the ship doing the spooky bits- few jump scares here and there with fire, lights flickering- the usual. I’m slowly working my way through like the water is, taking a sip every minute or two because of how poorly it’s running until I get to the first big ingame roadblock- a sealed door you need a tool for, I remember getting stuck at this bit the first time I played and it happened again- I spent at least five minutes walking about trying to progress before finding the generator I needed. I’m at most a 7/10 now but I’ve put the pillow I was sitting on between my legs to press into my crotch, I’m squirming a bit by now. As you leave the room with the generator in it the light above you explodes and that made me jump a bit and I could feel myself twitch a bit, but I held strong, got the tool I needed and was thrown into the next cutscene in no time. This cutscene leads into the worst bit of the game as a player and as someone in my situation, you’re lead by someone about the place to “guide you to safety” ie exposit info and tutorialise you... at a fixed speed... while the game is lagging. What should be like 10 maybe 15 minutes took like 20. By the time I was through that section with him I was at a 9/10 and couldn’t stop fidgeting or rubbing myself. After parting ways with him and having the titular alien make a brief appearance you’re to run for a trolly to the hub, but like with everything in this game it’s intentionally slowed for fear and immersion. While I know nothings going to happen since I’ve played it before waiting for the minute or so it takes the trolly to arrive on the verge of pissing myself while music designed to be scary plays makes holding even worse. By this point since I had planned to play a lot longer than I had the bottle wasn’t even half empty- so I made it my goal that I had to finish the bottle before I could leave. The loading screen gave me ample opportunity to down it but it still wasn’t empty- I was going to reach the next save point (luckily close by) down the drink then go to the toilet which I did... but that would have been too easy for me. Instead of just letting go, I decided to take off the joggers I was going to wear later and sit on the toilet with the inner layer on and watch a video- I picked the first one that came up in YouTube, 14 minutes. About 4-5 minutes in I realised the chances of me making it through dry were next to zero so I took off the joggers and put the kitchen roll on the toilet seat- since I was so hard at the time I couldn’t have my penis pointed in the toilet so I rested it on the kitchen roll. I had about five minutes left on the video and I could see myself twitching slightly, with about 3 minutes left a tiny dribble comes out onto the paper. A few seconds later another one comes, this kept happening and I was starting to worry it would seep through so I put a bit of toilet paper onto it as well just as I started spitting harder. After the first one I press onto my bladder and it’s hard and sends a shiver of pleasure through my body as two big spirts come out. Knowing this was it I leaned forward so I’d be peeing into the toilet just as the main part of the video ended and the torrent started- it came in bursts and was steadily happening for about a minute- I started typing this up as occasional spirts we’re still coming but even as I finish this my bladder has started to fill again

Honestly it was somewhat underwhelming because I hadn’t prepared enough beforehand with extra drinks (I was about at most half full compared to what I normally hold before going) and making sure everything sat right but I know where I went wrong so next time should be fantastic, but the excitement from it was tantalising

Recently the weather had been really nice so today I decided to go for a long walk, for once I remembered to bring a drink with me and I was off. I left the house about 11am and decided I would go to a lovely nature walk nearby- on a recent trip there I found another path there that has some amazing views so I decided to make my way onto that from the nearby houses. It took me about 30 minutes to get onto the path and I was off, I had a quick sip from my bottle and made my way to the cafe beside the visitor centre. Nothing of note really happened on the walk there until I got to the cafe and got myself a mocha. I was about half way through the walk (about 2ish) when I was thinking about finding somewhere hidden to pee because I was feeling adventurous. After going off path a few times I remembered when I got home I’d be alone in the house so I decided to wait until I got home and just wet myself then since I wasn’t even half full. The whole walk follows various streams so the ever present sound of water was slowly making my need grow but not enough to be worried by, every now and then it would spike to a 8/10ish but usually return to a 5/10 shortly after- as I was getting closer to paved roads again I started feeling very tired and had finished my bottle of water off so pressure was building steadily. I eventually stumbled bled into my house about 5ish and prepared my plan. Step 1: rehydrate because I was dying- I drank about 4 glasses of diluted juice because it was in a big bottle I could down Step 2: Get the pressure washer ready- I was going to slowly pee myself while washing my patio then hose myself down when I was done (also my shoes needed cleaned) Everything was ready, the hose was on and the water was flowing, about 5 seconds in I try to let a little out and surprisingly it happened really quickly- as this was my first time wetting outside and in clothes I was actually wearing I thought it would take longer but unfortunately I hadn’t adjusted correctly first so it was getting a tad stuck at the tip of my penis, but quickly escaped and warmly cascaded down my left leg. Not much was showing as the blue jeans are a tad darker near the crotch and I was already a tad wet in places from the hose. About a minute later I try letting another dribble out as it started to cool and I end up peeing for about 2 seconds, unfortunately my first adjustment wasn’t enough so it was a similar story to the first with it backing up a tiny bit at the tip making it a slower trickle than it should have been- after this I properly adjusted myself so it wouldn’t happen again. By this point it was becoming slightly noticeable and more symmetrical favouring my left leg The third and final time was shortly before I finished up- I full force peed for about 5 seconds after slowly getting to the point I could pee again- the jeans noticeably darkened leaving long streaks down the front of my crotch and legs. Shortly after I soaked my bottom half with the hose and hung up my shoes to dry- much to my delight after throwing everything into the washing I realised my underwear (light grey boxers that are loose fitting but tight enough) was untouched by the hose leaving the dark patch from my pee visible- it rose about an inch away from the waistband and spread to just start creeping up the backside. I planned to go for a shower right away but as most people know there’s usually a good bit left after wetting yourself so I went and sat on the toilet with the soaked undies on to type this out.

If you get a pair thick enough and a darker colour really thick jogger bottoms work wonders for absorbing a lot without showing anything- disappointingly I found this out the first time I wet them thinking they’d show everything, good 7 seconds of full force peeing with underwear on before a tiny drop even showed, and that was with pushing the inner wet patches

Check the waybackmachine- there’s a chance something got saved there but I wouldn’t hold out too much hope

Iv only ever had it truly happen once but it was a planned wetting to take place in the shower after I had been sitting on the toilet to minimise any damage. Felt like a Boulder was floating when seated but would just fall when I stood to the point I bent my knees after standing because of the shock