Will1994

So as of today, my GF of 7 months now knows that I have a AB/DL kink/fetish.  I admitted to her that I fantasize about switching between the Dominant and the Submissive roles related to ABDL.  I also admitted to her (specifically) that I fantasized about laying her down, undressing her, diapering her, and cuddling with her.  

I was open and honest with her in how these kinks, fetishes, and lifestyles made me feel, and I told her I wanted to know if she was interested in exploring the realm of ABDL.

The good news was she was very open and supportive and appreciative that I was open and honest with her and she did say she was interested in taking baby steps (no pun intended) in exploring and trying out the different aspects of my fantasies and the ABDL kink.  She however wasn't keen on wetting or messing.  She didn't explicitly say no to them, but she did did want to explore the more mellow side of the ABDL world initially before doing anything more.

So...I told my girlfriend what my biggest kinks were last night........

I've been dating a girl for about two months now.  She's very open and honest about her sex life and interests.  She's even told me some of the kinks that interest her.  She is also completely comfortable being naked around me, letting me touch her nearly everywhere.  I found out early on into the relationship she's into spanking.  I told here there were some things like punishment and and DDLG roleplay that I found very interesting and that I enjoyed them.  I promised her a few nights ago that I'd tell her that I found the AB/DL lifestyle massively interesting and the associated kinks to be huge turn-ons for me.  As of last night, I made her aware of that.  She wasn't angry or confused or upset, but she also didn't express an interest in pursuing it in an capacity.  Which makes sense as she never heard of it prior to me telling her and she hasn't had a chance explore it personally or socially.

She was however very supportive and appreciative that I told her and she was gentle and compassionate and very open-minded.  It was also her Birthday when I told her, and I had planned to show her rather than try and explain it to her because I was very reserved about telling her.  Especially given how misconstrued and incorrectly assumed that AB/DL is associated with pedophilia.  

Anyways, we'll see how things progress, and hopefully they turn out well for us both.

Felt like Moscato last night, finished a bottle off enough to get tipsy.  Add to the fact I was very tired and had a full water jug next to me, I decided to have some diapered fun.  Chugged about 40ozs and put on a BetterDry.  In hindsight I should have worn the last Megamax I had instead, or at least used a booster.

Right before falling asleep, I wet it.  After sleeping for a bit, I woke up a having to pee hard and released it into my diaper.  Cue to another two hours later having to pee again and releasing it into my diaper.  It was swollen and super squishy at this point.  Except I felt it was wiser to pee in an upright position.  Unfortunately I started to leak on my sweatpants so I had to stop halfway and remove them and then begin peeing again while on my back to use the seat of the diaper (which was still dry).

I changed out of my BetterDry into Rearz Select.  A lot less absorbent but it would tie me over till the morning.  When I decided to finally stay awake, I took my Rearz off and put my soaked, squishy BetterDry back on to enjoy it a little while longer.