thereaverofdarkness

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    Lonely

    Glad to hear it! We may go our separate ways in life, but I will never not think of you as a cool person! 😃
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    Wet myself at my front door!

    I suspect Worm means: rather than almost making it or even having a bathroom as a goal, simply not having an ending on the horizon at all--no hope of ever making it.
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    Post a meme a day thread

    ^ I feel like the worst part of this is that your dad is Patrick Star.
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    What's with wake-up desperation?

    Sorry for the micro-necro, but I'm super onto this topic right now. It is a very common experience. When I was in boot camp, we would be required to drink a whole canteen of water right before bed, and we were very tired so we'd sleep all night and then wake up with a strong urge to pee. It was pretty universal. One time the final shift firewatch didn't get out of bed and the rest went to sleep so I was the only person on firewatch, I couldn't wake anyone until finally the DI found out and got everybody to get up and stand on the line, standing perfectly still while he chewed us out for the behavior. Within a few seconds, three of the guys wet themselves. I'm pretty sure I'd have been a fourth if I hadn't have already been awake for a while. I think while you're asleep, your body relaxes your bladder and tightens your sphincter, thus making it easier to hold your urine. But when you wake up, the urgency increases as the sphincter relaxes and the bladder tightens. Then after a while it goes back to normal. Usually this just makes you rush to the bathroom when you get up, but if you have the right amount of desperation when you have the right amount of sleepiness, you can fit within a threshold in which you lose bladder control within a few seconds of waking. I wish melatonin had the same diuretic effect that caffeine has. That way I could learn the right amount of melatonin and water to trigger a morning wetting. I love morning wettings but they are so rare. =( I have experienced one morning wetting in boot camp and a couple more in my drinking/partying days, but with alcohol it has been much more common that I wake up drenched in pee. It is very difficult to measure and time the alcohol right primarily because it moves through you so fast. You have to get pretty drunk to get your bladder going repeatedly, so it'll keep going for long enough to sleep through it. Then you have to wait a while until you've begun to pee less frequently. Then you have to hope you didn't overdo the alcohol and cause excessive delirious sleep, which will just make you wet yourself without waking. And trying over and over again to get it right is quite hard on your liver. Caffeine has a nice diuretic effect that works more slowly than alcohol and is a lot less drastic. It's more gentle on your system, and usually just gives you one single full bladder. I wonder if there's some non-stimulant similar diuretic I can combine with melatonin (or just normal sleep) to get the effect I am seeking. I tried diuretic tablets from the pharmacy (made to relieve feminine bloating) (I think it was called Diurex?) and I do not recommend these! They took days to take effect, they changed the taste of my saliva and the smell of my breath to the smell/flavor of a urinal cake. During the effect, my body couldn't retain water. I didn't have to pee suddenly, rather instead the water would just run through my intestine and give me painful diarrhea. I was constantly dehydrated for the next few weeks until it began to wear off. I didn't feel the slightest bit of bladder stress during this time. If any of you know a better diuretic, please recommend it! And maybe someday I will write a fantasy story about a world in which melatonin is the perfect diuretic. I can think of several premises already: - a chemist-y type goes for an experimental night while alone at home - an unfortunate small-bladdered person takes melatonin without reading the info - a slightly-creepster slips melatonin into peoples' drinks just to make them pee themselves when they fall asleep - someone wakes up early, still groggy from the melatonin, and begins a desperate search for a place to pee, struggling against their drowsiness all the way - a person on melatonin wakes up to pee but their sleepiness causes reality and dreams to merge, so they must analyze clues around them to make it to the bathroom without sleepwalk-peeing in the wrong place - a woman has to get an ultrasound--she is told to arrive with a full bladder. She gets a crafty idea: holding pee is easier while sleepy, right? (she doesn't know melatonin is a diuretic in this universe) - someone accidentally mixes up their pills and takes melatonin instead Feel free to write a story with any of these prompts or your own, and if you write one about this, please PM me about it! 😃
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    Rise of Messing Content?

    I think it should be an option to have the search hide results with any of some given tags. Just type in all the tags you keep seeing commonly but are squicked by. Then it works for everybody! That way we can all be in one community instead of segregated. Because we aren't two groups of people; there are many types of lusts here and we're all overlapping across each other, that's why we're all here together.
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    Wet myself at my front door!

    You should tag this <almost made it>. That's one of my favorite tags! 😃
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    The definitive Extreme Desperation

    While I find it fun to see how much bladder capacity I can achieve, and I also enjoy releasing a large amount at once, I still find it most fun to have a low capacity. The lower my capacity, the faster I reach loss of control, and the less stressful it is to reach that point.
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    Am I Doing Something Wrong?

    You can probably grow your bladder larger than it is, but you have to do it gently and over time. Maybe it's at its limit, so it might not get any bigger. 1200mL isn't really that small. I've read somewhere that the normal full bladder capacity is around 300-400mL so you're already above average even at just 800mL. Are you lacking willpower? That depends. Did you discover your limit by losing bladder control, or did you give up and choose to release? Even in the latter case, if it's painful to hold, it's not good for you. Many people have a strong enough sphincter muscle to cause damage by holding for as long as they can. Most people will lose bladder control before damage but the reverse is by no means rare and you shouldn't press your luck. Ideally, holding shouldn't cause any pain, and certainly it should not cause a strong pain. If you can't increase your capacity, then it's best for you to learn to love what you have. But it may also just increase gradually over time. Finally, if you have worked too hard to increase it, you may be experiencing temporary capacity reduction due to bladder stress, and letting it rest may be what it needs. I myself remained around 800mL max capacity for a couple years before I suddenly managed a 1500mL hold once. My capacity gradually went up to 1200mL after that. I spent a few more years trying to avoid holding, and my capacity went back down to around 800mL. But I have also noticed it just varies a lot by the situation. Usually holding leads to a lot of bladder spasms, but every once in a while I get super relaxed and I just feel the fullness of my bladder without spasms, and that's when it gets the fullest.
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    Is it normal to have this much precum?

    I've never heard people talk much about precum, and the rare times it is mentioned, guys seem to know so little about it that it makes me wonder if I just get way more than normal? When I get aroused, I start leaking precum, and it is not at all uncommon for me to get a bit messy in the underwear while browsing titillating content. I'm kinda damp right now, as a matter of fact. Sometimes this even happens when I'm not aroused. I also get stuff that comes out in the morning, or when I pee, or gets pushed out by the precum. There will often be some whitish smelly stuff just inside my urethra that has to get pushed out before anything else can come out. I once bathed with a gal and this little white booger-thing was popping out to say hi, and I was trying to find a way to get rid of it without drawing attention to it. How embarrassing! She didn't say anything, hopefully she didn't notice it. Is this normal? And if so, how come nobody talks about it?
  10. I used to be like the rest of you. For quite a few years I enjoyed being able to drink a bunch of water and quickly get desperate to pee. But at some point that changed. For some reason when I drink a lot of water, it rushes through my intestinal tract and gives me diarrhea. It'll get absorbed into my body, but more slowly. Sometimes I find it difficult to even become desperate because it can take hours to get enough water absorbed. It doesn't seem to impact my health in any way, or even my ability to remain well-hydrated, but it is making it difficult for me to play my holding games. I have been like this for several years now. Do any of you know why this is happening, or what I can do about it?
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    Drinking water makes me need to poop, how do I make it stop?

    I am finding drinking coffee actually helps because it gets my bowels evacuated before I get to holding, which is a decent workaround.
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    (Not wetting) Peed in the garden

    I think it fits well enough into the omo scene. Awesome plans/ideas you have! I'll be interested to hear more, if your housing situation improves, or you figure out something else!
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    Last person to post wins

    I am going to lose this for sure.
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    Panties or knickers, what do you call them?

    It does kind of sound like a sports team. If I heard of a sports team called the knickers, I might not bat an eye, I might not even connect the name to anything if I didn't think about it too much.
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    Panties or knickers, what do you call them?

    I will happily embrace this usage and declare that I wear panties!
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    Are these shorts cute or no?

    I like short shorts but that's just me. As far as if you look good in em it always depends. My best advice is wear them and check in front of a mirror. I can never tell how something will look on someone until I see them in it.
  17. Entertaining images, entertaining chat. You draw the best to you, you star! Your name is really fitting, I think.
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    Drinking water makes me need to poop, how do I make it stop?

    I know it's the water rushing through me because it causes the poop to come out before it is ready. It looks less digested and it burns. It's not like normal diarrhea, instead it's just exactly as if you tried to run water through your intestine to wash it out. I have noticed since then that I seem to need to pee more quickly when I am less hydrated. It's like my body has been saving up some pee but it hasn't had enough water to extract it, so it's waiting in the kidneys, then as soon as I drink water, the kidneys pull it through real fast. The pee comes out yellow but the kidneys seem to be able to control water absorption rate from the large intestine in that if the kidneys aren't running it through, it's not getting absorbed. Maybe my problem is just that I'm always well hydrated and my kidneys run out of urine to produce. Weird but I'm at a loss for any other explanation. The amount of water I drink isn't so much, I can trigger the diarrhea with as little as a pint. I used to be able to chug a quart easily, maybe two, and this never happened.
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    Are more males or females into omorashi?

    On Experience Project it was almost all gay men, but on here I see a much bigger range. So I think regardless of the actual statistics, it has a lot to do with comfort level.
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    Post a meme a day thread

    Aww it's so cute!!
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    Post a meme a day thread

    I saw one a while back about a dragon car salesman, but for the life of me I can't find it again. The dragon slaps the roof of the car, and the car says "I want you inside me".
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    The Desperate Dungeon: RPG-Style Interactive Story!

    She spurts every now and then, big spurts. They tease her and pretend they think she must be done now, even though she's basically still at her limit.
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    Forum ranks

    In case anyone was wondering, here is the complete list of auto-ranks, along with how many bars they indicate underneath them: 1: Newbie 2: Fidgeting 3: Squirming 4: Dribbling 5: Leaking 6: Spurting 7: Fully Wetting 8: Soaking Wet 9: Completely Drenched 10: Omorashi Veteran
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    The time I peed myself Being lazy after I got sick :/

    Public wettings are always more fun with nice people. I love it when people have a heart.
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    Anyone with a Prince Albert Piercing...Advice?

    Thanks for sharing! The whole idea weirds me out, but you have to make decisions for yourself. I am happy to have received an inside report on what it's like to get the procedure done.