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Raziel

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  1. Fair enough about it being in the wrong section. My mistake. That is really interesting to know. She did mention she wasn't comfortable peeing herself on camera, but I explained that I actually prefer just made it scenarios anyway and asked if she would end the video with her making it to the bathroom, which she said was doable.
  2. I have a friend I've known since high school (about 15 years now) who does professional nude modeling. In the early days of covid she started offering custom pictures and videos to help make ends meet due to being unable to travel for work. I won't name her here because I don't want her getting unwanted attention, but she was in two separate issues of hustler, has her own patreon and onlyfans, and has likely worked for over a dozen other private entities. It was a little weird asking someone I knew for this, but I asked if she would film herself needing to pee really bad. She had not done this fetish before but admitted she was familiar with it and was willing to give it a try and gave me a quote for a 3-minute video. I offered more than triple for a longer one. I wanted to help out a friend who needed money, but I'll also admit ever since she got into that field that I had fantasized about her getting into more kink related activity and was glad it was finally happening. Months went by and she kept delaying saying she would get around to it until I just gave up. I messaged her a year later apologizing if that request made her uncomfortable. She said it wasn't that. She was just going through a really rough time and distanced herself from everything to get through it, which I believed. However, I found out recently that she's been doing fetish porn for over a year under a different pseudonym she never mentioned. There are videos of her face sitting on men, lesbian action, having her feet tickled while she's tied up, burping etc. This leads me to believe that she really just wasn't comfortable doing that particular scene because it's for someone she knew before her career took off. Does anyone have any opinions or insight they can offer in this situation? Edit to add: We currently live in different states and at this point it seems unlikely that we'll ever see each other in person again. We also only talk maybe once every year or two. It's not like this is someone I'm seeing fairly often, so in my mind it made it less awkward but maybe she didn't see it that way.
  3. I'm guessing by your fondness of this memory that your teammates were decent enough to let you live it down, and good on them. Thanks for sharing.
  4. That sounds incredible. Hopefully she wasn't too upset about the mattress.
  5. Did you ever consider something like the "go girl" device for that job?
  6. It was not, but thanks for sharing! That's a shame, thanks for confirming that.
  7. A while ago someone shared a pornhub video of a desperate naked woman in a bathroom, and I remember her describing how needing to pee makes her horny and that the muscles used to hold it in also wrap around the clitoris. It may have been deleted during the great purge, but if anyone knows what I'm describing please help.
  8. Thanks for going in depth on your situation, it really helps when lending perspective. She did initiate a hug on the first date which I was happy about. I think the thing that really made me fall hard for her is this cute smile she does whenever she's about to tell me something embarrassing, like when I asked what she got at the mall and she wasn't sure she wanted to admit it was new underwear. It's hard to describe, but it drives me insane in a good way. I spent the last three years single and this is the first girl to come along that I genuinely want to get to know better, so I'm not in any rush to initiate intimacy. It's just frustrating at times when someone you care about admits something is wrong but won't go into details and keeps asking you not to worry about them.
  9. There was a time I initiated first thing in the morning with an ex before she had her morning pee. We both preferred morning or afternoon sex because I'm able to perform better than at night. I had her going for 30-40 minutes and she mentioned she needed to pee a few times. I decided to finish doggy style and after about ten minutes of that she blurted out "I AM STRUGGLING NOT TO PEE RIGHT NOW!". Hearing that caused me to climax almost immediately, and she was able to rush down the hallway naked and reached the toilet in time. We had a good laugh about it later. Unfortunately, that relationship ended badly so it's difficult to remember any of those moments fondly now.
  10. As I've stated here before, I'm a man with big hands and I prefer when a lady's butt is at least big enough that I can grab it with both hands without my fingers overlapping, and I like when her thighs match the proportions. I don't spend a lot of time thinking about women's boobs or feet but I'm more than happy to play with both in bed, especially if that's what she likes.
  11. Thanks. I have accepted that I may never know the truth. I guess one of my biggest fears aside from her worrying I'll hurt her too is that she's worried I'll see her as damaged goods and that she won't understand that I genuinely like her and won't see her any differently if she ever does tell me what she's dealing with.
  12. Thank you. I'm sorry that happened to you, and I really appreciate the insight. I haven't made my thoughts on the matter clear that I suspect something terrible happened to her yet, but I suspect that she already knows I have my worries since she's always reassuring me that I don't need to worry about her. I feel like I just need to get it out there that we're not as close as I'd like to be yet, but I still care about her and it's killing me that she's suffering, and I can't do anything to help. I worry that may guilt her into backing off, which I don't want. I guess I need to be very careful with the wording and wait for the right opportunity to convey it.
  13. I've been seeing a lovely lady I've known since late last year for about two and a half months. Progress is very slow, and she often admits she knows it's not fair that she's not fully present and that she has gotten cautious. I'm trying to be as patient as possible and not pry into what she's dealing with, which she often thanks me for. I think it's highly likely that someone hurt her somehow, but I have no idea how exactly. I'm wondering if this is something I just need to continue to be patient with. She is definitely worth being patient for, in my opinion.
  14. Maybe plan some kind of surprise for when he gets back? That may keep your mind occupied.
  15. I've mentioned in the past here how those early 2000s detrol la ads affected me because at the time the idea of a grown woman needing to pee so bad that she's doing the potty dance was shocking. One particular scene featured a lady in a blue dress fidgeting in line and there is a brief shot of her ankles when she crosses her legs. Knowing she was doing that to tighten her vagina to help hold the pee in was very exciting for some reason. That image of the crossed ankles really stuck with me. Around the same time, I was going to this weird k-12 school where all the students were in the same building but different classrooms. The older students couldn't all drive their own cars due to limited parking, so I had to share the bus with some girls who were 6-7 years older than me. One day the driver asked which route we wanted to take, and one girl yelled "Whichever way is shorter, I DESPERATELY need to go to the bathroom!". We were having mildew problems with the bathrooms at the time, and they had to cut chunks out of the walls. They had boxes stacked around the holes, but I guess she was too embarrassed and held it the whole day. As we were riding along the driver yelled back "This way is shorter but it's bumpy!" and sure enough we started hitting bumps and she started whimpering. It was not in a playful tone, she really needed to pee, and this bumpy road must have had her in agony. I hadn't quite sexualized it yet, but I was still loving every second of that ride knowing this older girl needed to go to the bathroom. Unfortunately, my house was the first stop, so I didn't get to witness her rushing to get into her house. I really knew for sure this was one of my kinks however during a PE class when we were running laps outside then sitting around waiting to be allowed back inside. One girl sat next to her friend beside me and immediately said "I have to pee" in a low, uncomfortable tone, to which her friend replied "Me too" in the same tone. Let's just say I had to be careful how I was sitting so they didn't notice anything. I thought it was weird that I was sexually excited simply knowing that they were holding it because at the time I had no idea what kinks were and thought you're only supposed to be attracted by the shape of their body.
  16. I imagine your bladder did get bigger if you had to hold it as often as you did. I think I remember seeing you mention that you're not interested in measuring, but holdit247 recently told me his GF's capacity went from 200ml to 1040ml after some training. However, I imagine even a few extra pounds of pressure would make a difference. Imagine laying on your back with a full bladder and resting any kind of weight on it, you would feel that. When your thighs were thicker would you say crossing your legs helped more?
  17. I'm a man with big hands and if I can't grab a lady's butt without my fingers overlapping, I'm not super interested. I'd go into detail what else I like to do that can't be done with a super skinny one, but this probably isn't the place. Suffice it to say I like thicker ladies, and it's a shame there isn't more good omo content featuring them to be found, especially in this day and age of inclusion. I especially love the way a desperate BBW's legs look when she's crossing them or grinding her knees togethers, and the way her fingers disappear between them if she needs additional pressure. I once read that skinny people do better in eating contests because there is less weight on the outside of the stomach, and I'm curious how that affects pressure on the bladder. They have additional material pressed on their crotch when they cross their legs, but they have additional pressure trying to force the pee out as well. That just makes the tension so much better in my mind. There is a limit to what I find attractive, but I won't go into specifics so as not to offend anyone here.
  18. Have you tried explaining to them that it makes you uncomfortable? Maybe leave out the sexual aspect and just say you had a bad childhood experience that you're reminded of any time someone announces that they need to pee but doesn't go right away? If they've worked with you for years they should understand. I can't help you there. Maybe you just need to find someone who would willingly hold it for you so you can experience what you're missing out on?
  19. Former Christian here. I don't think the bible says anything about this specific kink but correct me if I'm wrong. As long as you're married to the person you're sharing the experience with why should it be an issue?
  20. Pretty much, yeah. It is nice to know it's not exclusively straight men who like what I like though, so thank you for that. I guess I spent a few years early on thinking I was the only man on the planet who liked it when women need to pee, and even after discovering it was a legitimate kink 15 years ago that feeling never resolved itself, even after a brief fling with a pansexual friend who admitted she loved being made to hold it and had done it for other partners in the past.
  21. That reminds me of a situation where an ex and I were getting a ride from her mother, who admitted she drank too much tea and had to pee. It was an awkward few minutes before we were able to stop somewhere because my ex was well aware of my kink and had held it several times for me. There was never any discussion about it afterward, but I wonder if she worried her mother was arousing me at the time.
  22. I get that, but in a different way. I'm only sexually attracted to women, and I have a hard time enjoying any kind of adult material involving a man getting what I want from a woman. Not just out of jealously, but I also don't always like the idea that that's probably what I look like when I get what I want, and I feel dirty. I especially can't stand videos where a man is threatening or manhandling a woman to either make her hold her pee or force her to wet herself against her will. While I would never even consider that in real life, it's hard not to imagine yourself doing it when you're watching it happen and it's disgusting. I'm sorry to hear that something traumatic happened to cause this. I would recommend talking to a professional if you haven't already, but that's your decision to make.
  23. I know the feeling. Any time a female coworker admits she needs to pee I encourage her to go immediately and assure her we'll be fine without her a few minutes if she's worried we're too busy. On a sidenote: I'm not going to tell you how to live your personal life, but I don't think it's healthy to keep your kinks a secret from your partner for too long. If your needs are not being met that can cause problems down the line and suppose someone finds out after years together that's what you're into they may take offense that you didn't trust them enough to confide that.
  24. I love controversial topics. Also, you're already part of a community of people most would classify as deviants, so I like to think for the most part we're less judgmental. As long as you're not trying to justify things like racism or pedophilia then I say have at it!
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