kumari

Well, according to your profile, you're a trans woman. I don't know if you're on HRT, but spironolactone definitely causes some degree of incontinence for some people (obviously not just trans women). It's a diuretic, so you'll anyway have to go more frequently but it also becomes harder to hold. Otherwise, I don't know if maybe it's an age-related thing where it's more common to start having more accidents at this age? It's happened more and more to me too, for sure.

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I mostly am, although sometimes I wonder if I'm not asexual. I'm also trans though.

So I've been lurking on here for years now, without ever posting much (though I do message a few people sometimes). Like many folks on this site, I do deliberately hold and also wet sometimes - but this isn't one of those stories. A few weeks back, I was in Kolkata for some personal work and on my last day there I had a few things to pick up from Rajarhat (which is an area I'm totally unfamiliar with). Anyway, I finished with all that in the afternoon, and then opened Zomato to find someplace nearby for lunch since I'm so clueless about that part of town. I ended up seeing that there was a microbrewery nearby and that was relatively cheap (so far as these things go in India), so I thought I'd go for a drink since I don't usually run across alcohol that I actually like here. I ordered for a beer, and probably sat there alone for an hour and a half before deciding to leave - my friend's place was about an hour away with traffic and so I thought I'd use the loo before going, seeing that I was slightly tipsy and also because wetting myself on a bus wasn't really part of my plans for the day. The bus stop was maybe a ten minute walk away from the pub, and even on the way I started feeling a slight urge to pee again already. I was okay then though, and thought I could make it back without leaking - there was one small errand that I had left, but that was anyway near where I was staying. Anyway I didn't have to stand on the bus, so that was better. The urge itself was pretty manageable until I almost reached where I had to get down, and as I was walking I realised that things were getting really urgent but anyway I thought that I could hold it for a bit longer - enough time to deal with my errand and maybe have tea or grab something to eat. That was clearly a slight case of misjudgement, because after finishing with the errand I decided to rush back as quickly as possible. It was dark by then and I was wearing a knee-length kurti and maroon leggings, so while it would have definitely shown in the daylight if I totally lost control nothing would be obvious then. By the time I got the street where my friend lives, I was genuinely worried that I wouldn't make it and the urge was increasing by the minute. I finally made it to the door, rang the bell, and almost lost it right there while waiting for the ten or so seconds that it took for her to come to the door - I was wearing a bangle which ended up being shattered as I moved my hand away from the doorbell and shoved it in my crotch. I rushed in the door and thought I'd go downstairs to the room that I was staying in to keep my bags and coat, because what difference would it make? I was back, I only had to wait a minute, and started heading down. That was clearly a misjudgement since I only made it halfway before I felt a spurt come out - enough that it wet the inner part of my thigh, but wouldn't be visible thanks to the long kurti. Obviously, that took me by surprise and so I threw my bags down right there and ran into the washroom and latched the door, seemingly close enough to relief that everything seemed fine (except another spurt came out). But it wasn't - the combination of reaching up to latch the door and the thought of relief made it impossible to hold any longer. I started peeing right there and quickly rushed to the toilet and yanked down my leggings and sat down. The relief was amazing, but I knew I'd have to change after and this was kind of annoying since I had to go out again. Only after did I realise how much I actually peed myself - the crotch of my leggings was soaked and on one side the wet patch extended down the seam all the way to the ankle and to the knee on the other. Somehow I made it downstairs without my friend noticing (and she didn't say anything later). I have sort of an overactive bladder anyway, and cold/AC makes me have to get up and pee like every half hour but I rarely have accidents (although this might explain my omo fetish) . . . but this is still so interesting to think about because it was totally unintentional.

I've hardly come across any trans omorashi content in the sense of commercially produced videos, but now I am curious as to whether more trans folk are into omo as compared to the general population . . . I kind of think that this is a common thing, and given the number of trans women (in particular) who are into ABDL also, it's definitely not a rarity. Maybe more trans women into ABDL than just omo because of the feeling of having a 'lost' childhood so to speak, but there definitely are a few out there. I'm definitely wondering what are the reasons behind this beyond what I can think of based on my own experiences and observations. Also, given the fact that accessing a public restroom is difficult for trans people in many places, I wonder if being forced to hold it by circumstance somehow encourages this fetish? Just a guess, though come to think of it I've always had a wetting fetish and been a DL (though I'm not AB) even before transitioning, so maybe not. Yes, exactly that. Men who want to see trans women in porn (whether we're talking about omo or another kink or just "normal" porn) usually want to see dick, and I'm just going to hazard a guess that most pre-op trans women don't wanna display their genitals or make them the focus in a wetting video. Sure, there's the fact of objectification, but beyond that it would likely be dysphoria-inducing on some level. Like if I made a video of me peeing myself and some dude is obsessing over my genitals, well, fuck that shit.

Aww. I know she took it down, even I followed it. I don't have any of her videos, though I think I did save a few of her photos. I'm guessing cute diapered girl got sick of men irritating her and probably sending dick pics and all. Ugh. Of course a few horny men had to ruin it for the rest of us.

I'm pretty much only a DL, aside from omorashi/wetting. I don't really participate in the whole ageplay thing, but would have add that pacifiers don't turn me off the same way that the more extreme ageplay stuff does (ie, a few of the pics doing the rounds on tumblr and some of the ABDreams stuff would demonstrate this. And one more random point - why can't anyone design a diaper that's more cute, but not babyish? Like some sort of printed pattern type thing that's not princesses or teddy bears? (yeah, am going off on a tangent here, but it seems that DLs aren't that uncommon - at least not as rare as erotica and such would have one believe)