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1a2b3c4d5e

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  1. I’d like to start by saying that my personal feelings or interpretations are no more valid than anyone else’s. The only time I disagree with others is if I believe and can argue that their indulgences actively harm another, non-willing participant. I can’t pinpoint exactly when I became aware of my omorashi fetish. But it was young. Pre-adolescent. Before I had a concept of sex or sexuality I knew I enjoyed holding my bladder and teasing the danger of perceived public humiliation. I liked the concepts of warmth, wetness and visibility (which I now regard as exhibitionism) and the more obvious and desperately inevitable the wetting was, the more satisfying the concept or fantasy. I’m 33 now so was fortunate enough to exist in and have access to the numerous subcultures surrounding anything I was interested in via the internet. I’ve still never met in person an omorashi enthusiast but I’m learning to be more open with others as I know they exist and as my self-consciousness fades. As an aside I think my gender or sexual preferences are irrelevant as omorashi is an exceedingly personal fetish. Thanks to the internet I’ve seen enough omorashi to understand that everyone’s omorashi looks a little different from one another’s. But I feel that the pleasure and satisfaction are specific and universal to all those who share this fetish. As such I’d like to explore it a little. I would love to hear what the community thinks as my own perspective is so limited. Omorashi has always been a part of my life whether I knew it or not. Before it had a name, it was just an unusually specific thrill in my life. Before I could masturbate, I knew that the physical sensation of holding my pee and potentially not being able to hold it anymore held a particular fascination. There was a short story written by an Australian author named Paul Jennings called Ringing Wet about an incontinent youth that I used to read frequently because the concept of being blameless and humiliated held such a powerful allure over my imagination (I now think he was an omorashi fetishist as well though I have mixed feelings about the story presently. It’s both innocent from the younger me’s perspective and leery and creepy from present me’s perspective). I think this helped clarify the extremely specific form of omorashi that I enjoy. There are elements of it everywhere but the most interesting part to me, is that it’s based in no reality I’ve ever experienced. Only very specific fantasies (which others have acted out). Specifically, I like adult women, in some kind of infantilising education setting. High school or university, specifically. I respond especially well to field trips (I imagine they're for music festivals or museums). I like when they’re wearing tight jeans (colour irrelevant, it’s about the contrast and obviousness between wet and dry) whilst they’re having a breathy, vocal and deeply personal struggle with their desire to not humiliate themselves, specifically by wetting their pants in a highly visible way. The element I want to express regarding myself is that it’s that very specific fantasy that I find most satisfying. What I mean by this is that each detail relates to my own very specific taste. For example ïIt must be an adult woman (due to personal preferences) making a consenting choice. I’m left feeling creepy and leery if I see a video of a genuine accident from a non-community member as it feels exploitative and like gawking at an individual’s genuine distress The participant must obviously be playing along with the fantasy and into it themselves. There’s something about genuine humiliation and distress I find off-putting where I find the fantasy satisfying. Specifically, I’m thinking of the obvious and uncomfortable class conditions and politics behind sites like Wet in Public, Public Pissgirl or JAV videos. Whilst I can kind of enjoy the scenarios, I’m always aware of the potential reality of people doing things they don’t want to in ways they also find personally degrading to their dignity. The less it has to do with ‘sex’, the better. Though my fetish is clearly sexual in nature I find the thrill diminished when omorashi explicity associates itself with sex. I particularly enjoy a wetting that is gradual, from distress, to desperation, to struggle, to progressive loss of control, to full loss of control. The setting doesn’t matter so long as the participants fully commit to the fanstasy. E.g you could pretend to be in a crowded lecture hall whilst really being in your bathroom if you commit. You don’t need to be in the exact location to pull off the fantasy. It’s not that I don’t appreciate the variety of omorashi that I’ve seen. It’s just that mine is most acutely experienced in this way. As such, the best omorashi media I’ve ever seen remains community created content, where people broadcast their own versions of omorashi. The single best omorashi content creator I’ve seen only has two videos https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph58a1c1c1867ac https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph58c2d319dd496 My interpretation is, she’s clearly in faux distress and in public. She’s in school or some other subservient organisation where you need to ask permission for things. That’s not an option in this case so she needs to hold on until some arbitrary point in the future. She’s aware of her and others social status and failure to hold on will result in a loss thereof. She maintains control until she literally cannot and leaks slightly. This is slightly visible in a wet spot at her crotch. The discrepancy between the physical relief and pleasure she experiences, and the acute mental awareness of social stigma and consequence causes extremely mixed feelings in her which reveal to her, her animal nature. She continues to attempt upholding her social status but inevitably loses control. The increasing visibility of her wetness results in increasing anxiety until…the sheer relief of losing control coupled with the pleasurable sensation of warmth and wetness allows her to completely shed her ego for a few blissful moments. Then she snaps back to the quotidian and her ego returns. To me, that’s nearly indistinguishable from an orgasm. The moment where you are most vulnerable with others and yourself. This video is insanely specific to my taste. I know it's silly, but it's still taken me a long time to fully ready to embrace my sexuality and my omorashi fetish as well as all my other peculiarities and quirks. I write this in gratitude to a community that made me feel I could freely be myself and showed me how to take joy and pleasure in being myself as well as share that with others in real life. What I particularly am grateful for, is you helped me understand the fantasy element of my own life. I used to be very conflicted over my arousal and repulsion to the arousal I felt at the thought of genuine accidents that embarrassed people without this exhibitionist fetish. I can now tell the difference between exploitation and enthusiastic participant. I have been able to let go of shame with my lovers and express my wants and desires openly and reciprocally. So, for any lurkers out there who are conflicted about how they personally feel and what society tells them about sexuality, I encourage you to be open with yourself and your loved ones for omorashi to me, is mostly a fetish about complete vulnerability with yourself and/or with another person. At its best, that vulnerability is rewarded with acceptance. Thank you to all the omorashi pioneers and the past, present and future community. Make sure to support and/or encourage anyone who makes the content you particularly enjoy and continually share and elaborate on your own tastes (and maybe even create your own content) to continue expanding the size and nuances of this community.
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