trekkie

Tried something new today. I have the house to myself, so an opportunity to indulge. 🙊
I'm not really into diapers, but I shared a memory of something my friends and I did when we were kids earlier (pending approval, as I'm a newbie), and it got me thinking. I got out some absorbent towels I normally use for cleaning and folded them up and put them in my underwear. No plastic, because I wanted my pants to eventually get wet.
It felt really good between my legs as I sat at my desk (home office!) working. Like a constant reminder of future fun!
I let out a couple of small spurts while I worked, and it felt sooo good! I got warm and wet all across my crotch and butt, but nothing leaked through to my pants.
Eventually I kinda had to go and decided it was time to test the absorbency of my towels.
I stood in front of my full-length mirror and slowly emptied my bladder into my pants. I had planned to stop before it soaked through to my pants, but it felt so good to be wetting that I got a little carried away and just kept going until I had let it all out. 🙈
It took a surprisingly long time for the wetness to seep through! Eventually it did, though, and my gray sweatpants turned dark and wet at the crotch and down the insides of my legs. I also made a puddle on the floor between my feet.
I think I still prefer to wet my underwear and pants without anything in between my body and my clothes, but it's fun to switch things up!

I totally didn't pee myself in the driveway because there was a spider web between me and the door and with my stupid phobia I had to find something SUPER long to use to knock it down from a good distance away first no matter how long it took. Why would you ask? >_>

really have to go potty but i keep having to wait longer and longer for toilet access.
hope i don’t have an… oopsie 😖

I finally have time to do the stuff I've needed to do! ...Now if only my brain would cooperate and let me do it. 

I finally have time to do the stuff I've needed to do! ...Now if only my brain would cooperate and let me do it. 

I finally have time to do the stuff I've needed to do! ...Now if only my brain would cooperate and let me do it. 

Oh hey 

My favorite fourth of July tradition: drink a big soda before the fireworks show and see if I can make it through; dark clothes + grass = nobody's the wiser!

boe jiden

Tempted to go for a walk when im bursting for a wee. hmmmm...

Hush little baby, don't you cry. Don't cut your arms, don't say goodbye. Put down that razor, put down that light. It may be hard but, you'll win this fight.
(Credits to the author whose name I never found out)

Currently peeing myself

Somehow boosted up my courage to confess something in the Off-topic Discussion section I never have the guts to post anywhere else.

I woke up this morning pretty soaked and still peeing. I might've been able to stop, but when you're already lying in a lake you may as well just let the rest out and enjoy the spreading warmth. 🙂

*wakes up and bushes* ummm noo. I promiss I didnf wet the bed…. Okay well maybe I did but that doesnt make me a bedwetter!!!!

I woke up this morning pretty soaked and still peeing. I might've been able to stop, but when you're already lying in a lake you may as well just let the rest out and enjoy the spreading warmth. 🙂

I woke up this morning pretty soaked and still peeing. I might've been able to stop, but when you're already lying in a lake you may as well just let the rest out and enjoy the spreading warmth. 🙂

Just got home from a run. I gotta pee and all these sweaty clothes are gonna go in the wash anyway. 🤷‍♀️

I think I'm gonna have some fun with this ...

I swear theyre the only reason I’m still alive. Lifes been hard tbh. Very. Been drowning in autism lately it feels like.

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My stomach is killing me, and it doesn't even have the courtesy to at least make me suddenly poop myself so I have a good story to tell like earlier this year. 

Going for a walk in the rain and I'm definitely not coming back dry~~

I haven't used the toilet once today. 
I peed in the shower, the sink, a bottle, and loads of times outdoors. 
Oh, also, I spent basically the whole day without wearing pants or underwear. 
Yeah today was fun.

The best part of a Saturday is not having to change out of your wet pajamas for some time.

One last update: Happy to report that I completely peed my pants and it felt overwhelmingly good. I loved watching the dark spot on my pants grow more and more big and soggy and wet and warm.

don’t feel like walking a few feet to the potty maybe i should just pee myself?