PrinceOfThePee

Bulge pics, just before and just after peeing in the diaper. I got desperate pretty suddenly and started spurting little bits.

Oof, jumped up to an 8. I was squirming, but now I had to get up and pace a bit.

Drinking some coffee now, along with water. Urge is at a 6ish right now.

Getting there! Thinking about making coffee to speed things along.

Feeling an urge. About a 4 out of 10 right now.

Nice, that's a pretty good capacity!

Nice! Chug that water. 😉

How's it going? Still holding on?

Starting a hold. Planning on holding until I pee my diaper. Empty right now, but drinking lots to fill up.

Anxiety made public bathrooms difficult for me for a long time, and I developed a massive capacity as a result of having to hold it. It was better for a while, but then I started transitioning, and it made bathrooms really anxiety-inducing for me again once I started using the men's bathroom. I'm at the point where I can use them but I still avoid them for as long as possible because they make me so anxious. My max is 2.3 liters.

I'm a trans guy and identified as a woman at the time this happened, but I was trying to pee standing up with a stand to pee device. I've always had some pee shyness, and it's varied in intensity over the years. It was at a peak around this time due to social anxiety. So I went to a comic convention with my now partner (just best friend at the time) and we both cosplayed. My costume was a bit difficult to get in and out of, so I had purchased a stand to pee device a while before to make bathroom trips easier on me. I did try it at home first to get the hang of using it. I had practiced to the point of being able to do it, but it definitely felt awkward and aiming was difficult. Anyway, the convention. I go to use the bathroom, go into a stall, unzip my fly, get the STP device into place, and try to relax. And I wait. And wait. And wait. And wait... My friend ended up turning some sinks on for me, I got out of my costume to sit and try and go, I tried holding my breath, everything, I just could not go. I eventually gave up, went back to the convention floor, and tried to distract myself. I tried to go a couple more times, but was unsuccessful each time. By the time we left I was very uncomfortably bloated and struggling to hide my need from our other friends. I drove us to go eat, then my friends and I parted and I drove back to the hotel my best friend and i were staying at. I was utterly fucking bursting when we got back, having been holding it since that morning. As soon as we were in the privacy of our room I was nearly doing a full on potty dance as I hobbled to the bathroom. I was panicking, worried I wasn't going to be able to get my clothes off in time, so I quickly unzipped my fly and put the STP into place. I was leaking already as I got myself aimed, then totally lost control a moment later. It was intense. My bladder was in pain while it emptied, but the relief was absolutely incredible. Nowadays, my bladder shyness isn't nearly as bad haha.

I love peeing into my bathtub like it's a giant trough urinal lol. But I also like to wet in diapers.

Love this so much. 😍

Such a good bulge! 😍

Love it so far!!