diapered_daisy

alright, so I'm hoping to start messing diapers soon, but here's the problem I'm facing, my poop isn't the right texture I guess, so if you're someone who does mess, are there any like dietary things or supplements I can use to help?

So, this is my first time sharing like this here, but I just hope this experience is one you all enjoy hearing about. This started around 2am, earlier in the evening I'd worn a pull up, wet it, took it off, you know usual stuff, but decided I could do without a fresh one since I only have a limited supply left. I decided to stay up watching netflix, and was enjoying it, as well as a drink, which without even noticing I had instinctively put into my baby bottle and was happily suckling the rubber teat. And that's when I realised that the almost litre of juice I'd drank had passed through, I had to pee. But the baby bottle had brought me into a half little state of mind I suppose, I was still happily watching my netflix and wasn't exactly little, but the thought of facing the dark hallway and using the big girl potty was too much, I wanted my comfy bed and my netflix and my bottle, I was safer in my room. so I gave in and grabbed a pull up from the drawer, already dribbling a little as I unfuldrd it and slipped it on, usually I take my time doing this, savoring how luxurious and comforting the material feels on my bare skin, but I had no time, throughout my diaper wearing I have trained and conditioned myself, using a few hypnos and lot of practice, so that once I'm in a diaper or pull up my bladder pretty much goes back onto automatic, it does mean in my everyday life I can't hold my pee very long but I love how as soon as I put one on, I am able to just absent mindedly dribble and wet (I am working on messing! I really hope to mess myself soon!!) it wasn't long before my dribble made way to a stream, then a warm flood into the thick pull up, which I am still wearing (as I write this now, it's only 2:31am) luckily I know this brand and how much this bad boy will hold, I just love the slightly swollen, wet sponge like material between my legs and how it feels to be happily sat in my own pee. I intend to sleep in this pull up diaper tonight, as I said my supply is limited and so this isn't coming off until its so full it leaks. I haven't slept in a diaper for a while so this is really exciting for me, and honestly I'm considering taking a risk tomorrow, I have a University lecture, and I'm considering wearing a diaper in there, maybe even wetting during my lecture. thoughts? update since my post hasn't been approved just yet! it's currently 4:29 am and I can't sleep, the diaper I was wearing got changed about ten minutes ago, it was full completely, I have already done some dribbles onto my new one and have two left, my plan? I'm not wasting this. if I am in a mostly dry pull up by the time tk get dressed, I'm wearing it to University like it or not. I'm very excited about this, they're not obviously or too crinkly so I think they're gonna be ok in public!

I really love the idea but I haven't yet, I mean one thing I love is keeping my diaper on until its like 101% full, I just love it, and I think the next step from there is definitely messing myself and I so look forward to the day I finally get to mess! been eating a lot of fibre recently to make it easier!

maybe have a look at some incontinence underwear? you can get pretty absorbent ones and they have a little more stretch (like pull ups I guess) and you can easily, if needed, reach into it to adjust and make it more comfy! hope this helps!