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I am in the same situation. Had several partners I had the guts to share with. None of them were into it. My current partner knows and does not want me to share with her or be involved. She prefer not be aware and let me do what i want on the side. Happy to chat with you if you want to.

Yes they are ^^ like almost any diapers ^^

Bondage is quite a common Kink in general. But it is also so large. Do yu know what do you like? Items/position/situations etc? PErsonally it is more ropesthat I have the possibility to experience quite a lot. And I really enjoyed it on both end of the rope ^^

It is so cool and so interesting. Just to study comportement of the fluids in the diaper in different positions, depending of the position of the genitals... Very nice

Nice wet bum ^^. That is unfortunatelly the issue with generic brand pullups that can't hold much. I have been leaking so many times thinking it will hold and waking up wet because of my movements during the nigth 😕 But also sometime it is a nice feeling waking up wet ^^ Enjoy your tena and let us know about more stories.

Pictures are great, really nice shots. It is always a nice story when you buy for the first time. I hope you did enjoy these ones and will enjoy the Tena even more ^^

I think mine could vary a little bit of location but it mainly circle around this: Me having an accident on a pullup that will leak as not thick enough for me. I get really ashamed and I don't know what to do. A nice lady spot it and propose me some help (I could be a nurse in a hospital, a employee of a shop like pharmacy, or a random lady in the street). She tell me that accident happen and I don't have to be ashame. She decide to help me change and tell me that she have more adequate protections for me. She than help me clean and change and put me into a big ABDL diaper with booster and plastic pant. We then spend the rest of the day together as she want to be sure I am ok and will not have other accidents. That could involved, diaper check, diaper change, etc. Kind of a CG takes care of me scenario but with the twist of Public Shame and unkonw person that decide to help. See ya

Hey there. One thing you can also try is releasing a little bit by a little bit. I know that some time it is hard and also could go against the omo festish of some of us, but Adult diaper are not meant to absorb 2L at the same time (especially medical ones). If you decide to go with AB/DL diaper you wil, have more chance to meet this criteria. Diapers in general are build for people with Bladder issues, that can't hold long, meaning that they will pee a lot of little wee. If you release all your bladder in once, you have a lot of chance to get a leak as the diaper will have not the time to absorb everything that quick. This is one of the first tip that I got as a DL, to avoid leaks. Some AB/DL diapers are up to 6L so that should be good for you ^^. See ya

Glad to see that. You and Maiko have a nice weekend ☺️

“Oh Sh*t I’m late” This is how start my story. (EDIT, sorry for the long one, just realise his is HUGE^^) This is a Thursday couple of months ago and I am working from home. For me this is really cool because this mean I can spend the day in diaper without having to care and that for the entire day. And this day was not different from the other, so when I woke up, I put on a Tena pant, ego to the kitchen, get my breakfast ready, and sit at my desk ready to go on with my day. Of course I have already wet my diaper a little from what my bladder had in reserve from the night but nothing crazy, just enough to fill comfortable 🤪 It is now 11:30and this is when I realise after I saw the pop up on my screen. “Oh Sh*t I am late” I have this meeting with a contractor in about 30 minutes and I completely forgot about it. Ok I need about 35 mins to go to the building location, and of course I have no time to change or take a shower, I need to leave now if I want to be on time. I instinctively jump into my shoes grab my bag and put another Tena pant inside thinking that I will just change in the toilets when I arrive. After 30 min of commute in the bus, my morning large coffee from Starbucks is really starting to act and push on my bladder. I arrive at my meeting and of course this is a construction site so there NO toilets available. I will then to have to hold during my meeting for about 45 mins without changing my diaper. I really need to pee and I know that my current diaper can still hold some , so I decide to slowly release the pressure. It is the first time for me to use diaper in a professional environment which I really hope will not be an issue. And it was not. The meeting is over, my diaper did hold and I can now run away. Lucky enough , there is a mall near the site, so I will be able to find toilets over there. I am Taking the direction of the changing baby room, trying to be as discreet as possible to not show that I have a heavy diaper in between the legs. And as usual, it is closed or used. Well let’s go to the men’s Bathrooms then. At the end I can at least get rid of my diaper. But something that I did not thought about is that inside men toilets there is no bean next to the toilets like in the changing baby room, and I have no plastic bag to dispose of my used diaper. At this moment, I just realised that, at the end, I don’t have to remove my diaper as long as I put the clean one on. This is something that I like to do normally, when my diaper is full, I put a clean diaper and the used one on the top of it to add on the thickness. It is working really well with Tena pants. I decide then to do that, which will buy me time in clean diaper to allow me to grab lunch and go back home later. After about 1 hour and my meal at the local fast food, it is time to go home. I did a couple of wee in my diaper during eating, but Now I need to pee again and I think this is the fault of the large soda hat cake with my menu 😂 well I have my diaper so let’s use it. I don’t know if it was because I was seating or else but i definitely did not realise how full my diaper was. Seconds After I started to pee again I have this feeling well known of the diaper users, of the little drop, going over the anti leak barriers and running on my crotch. I stop immediately. I need to go back to the toilets to check what happening. There is couple of people in the line of the baby change room son again I will go and check in the men’s room. Lucky enough the handicap booth is free and I can jump in it. I look it is ok, no marks, so I am relived. I decided to take couple of pictures to share online (what I usually do) and then leave. But i still need to pee. And I am not sure how long I will hold. Waiting for the bus, it is harder and harder to hold. I jump on the first available seat because I know that seating still in the bus will definitely not help. I am struggling not to pee because if I know that my diaper will not hold it. It is finally my stop. 10 more minutes and I am home. I stand up and this is exactly at that moment than the bus brutally break (London buses you know😂). I am so close to fall on the floor but I did catch one of the bar in the bus to hold at the last second. Unfortunately this is when I focus on not falling, that my bladder decide to give up. I try to stop it but it is hard And I did pee quote a lot again. I get out of the bus 30 seconds later. I check on my crotch again and there is quite a large mark that start to be visible at the front and also one at the back. I don’t think nobody noticed in the bus but I need to be discreet. I take my jacket and put it around my waist to cover this and I run in the coffee next to me to check the damage in the toilets. Well here we are, there is a large mark on my sweatpants at the front and back, as well as along my leg. It is clearly visible now. I make sure this is well hidden and run out of the toilets. After 10 minutes of uncomfortable but weirdly exiting walk, i arrive home and can clearly visualise the damage on my clothes. I think at this stage my diapers cannot handle anything more 😂 Before that I was ultimately trying on avoiding any leak when I was wearing diapers, but this really did trigger something in me and I really enjoy pushing my diapers to the maximum to make them leak (of course in private). It was a bit of a walk of shame back to my place after the leak went visible but I am almost sure that nobody noticed it. People are not focus and some dude crotch in the street 😆. See ya later folks.

Well Quite a complex one here. But be sure that you are not alone. I am really similar into my reflexion on how I am and what I am doing this, why, where did this come from etc. I am not a psychiatrist so I can’t tell you of what you chose as a solution is a good or a bad thing. Also because everyone is different and ligth react and evolve differently. Nobody is identical. what is the most important for you is to feel good and to accept yourself and what you and Maiko like to do. On the top of that if this is quite new for you to experiment this things, they will evolves and you might want to try different and more stuff. So being confortable with it might take some time. Personally I am very confortable with my attraction to diaper by myself. However I still can’t handle and am really afraid about what the other (people from my close circle) might say and how they will judge me. It’s been 20 years from me and I am still fighting some battles. So be patient, but most important thing is to not restraining your feelings and needs to be yourself. if it is acting as Maiko, well Maiko it will be. Hope that could help. feel free to ask if you want to discuss a bit more.

As an example you can find these kind of things not visually looking AB/DL

Several of the AB/DL website I ordered to in my life have plenty of choice of non AB/DL products for diaper or clothes, there are multiple choice of plain blank design without baby patterns or AD/DL / Sissy things. I bought a grey body I think it was Nappies r us (UK site) and the My Diaper brand of diapers Same for the plastic cover Plenty of plain ones. Mine was a Gary. there are some black PVC ones with chain to control if the person that wear it can remove it or not for exemple… If not, incontinence online shops must have some stuff but sometime it might look a bit too much on the medical side. Molicare/Abena/Tena. You also have some full black diaper for example if you are looking for a more kinky kind of scenario. You could find some on Amazon for example. rheu ligth not be the best quality though but a bit a Google search my help.

London as well 😊

Hey If you fancy I am happy to chat about what you fell interested in let me know