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leakyturtle

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  1. I remember time when I was younger (10 or 11 I think)I had accident maybe couple hours after going to bed and because my mum wasn’t there for reason I can’t remember, my dad was in charge and I didn’t dare tell him. So I just sat awake all night in wet pyjamas and bed.
  2. Not quite same thing but I once had an ex who broke up with me on the spot because I had leaked pee. Long story short we were watching movie together (we were maybe 14-15 I think) at my parents place and I had sneezing fit and peed myself a little. I ran to the toilet to clean myself up and try to hide it but he had noticed and when I came back he called me disgusting and broke up with me. The next days at school he told everyone that would listen about it but also made it sound worse and that I did it on purpose. Not quite same thing but I think I understand how that might feel.
  3. I listen to music. For some reason music helps me focus my mind on what I need to do. But I know also some people who say it is easier to focus if studying in public place, like coffee shop or something.
  4. Yes. If I’m tickled it isn’t like I instantly start to pee but when I’m being tickled I will tense up and start to thrash around and that’s not good for my bladder control. It has happened before that my boyfriend started to play fight/tickle me and I started to pee on the sofa.
  5. People can pee only 2 times in a day! To me that is kinda incredible. But is that actually good to pee so little?
  6. I think the percentages will increase with women who either live or spend quite long time in the countryside. I think in the city it’s harder to find the privacy needed for a woman to pee outside but in the countryside the privacy is everywhere.
  7. Me and my boyfriend both pee in the shower. It’s good for the environment!
  8. First times I started buying incontinence products for myself I was so embarrassed. At first I refused to go alone and took always my mum with me. Then when I met my boyfriend I started to take him instead. These days I don’t need someone else to be there to help me get what I need and it’s mostly because, well I’m kinda used to it now, but also self checkout makes it much easier. If self checkout still scares you then maybe try buying online.
  9. Thank you! I hope not!! It’s of course possible but nobody has ever said anything. I use pads and pull ups. At home I don’t like to use protection except for when I sleep then I wear always a pull up. But away from home I generally use pad if not away for long time or pull up if I think I might be away for long time.
  10. Hei everyone! My first writing her got so many nice and supporting comments that I decided I had to write more. My first writing was quite serious so I thought this time I would write something maybe not so serious. This happened very recently, last weekend in fact! But I have wet myself so many times playing football that I had lots to choose from but as this was most recent I thought that best. I play football (soccer) almost every week for a local girls team near to where I live. I’m weak and short but but I am fast and I’m quite good player so I usually play at right side of defence. My team is located a short drive from my apartment and each time I play (I don’t play away games) my boyfriend always drives me there and back and sometimes he will stay to watch. What I write now has happened a lot of times. Currently playing football is one of the only times I am likely to have a full accident and fully wet myself, unless I am caught in very bad situation. I have played for this team almost 3 years now. But what I write today is the most recent but is very much similar to every other time. I arrived at where my team plays, it is small place with only the pitch and a small building that acts as changing rooms. My boyfriend drove me there, wished me luck and then left to go do his own thing. I did not need to use changing rooms, I never do I always come dressed in my football clothes and I have boots in my bag. My football clothes are the teams shirt, my own black sports shorts, football boots, sports bra and my own socks. When I play football I wear always the same black panties (don’t know correct word to describe them but they cover my butt, I don’t own or wear thongs) because they’re so comfortable. I left the car and went to join my teammates who were near the pitch. I said hello to them and we talked for a while before the coach gathered us to talk about the match. We were talked about tactics and positions. I was to play my usual place on the right side of defence. The match started well and we took an early lead after our striker managed to run straight through their defence then beat the keeper. I was being kept busy by their left midfielder who tried to beat me lot off times and if I got close she was too strong for me and kept pushing me away. I made a tactic to keep my distance and shadow her and it seemed to work well. She was stronger but slower than me so at a distance I had taken away her biggest advantage. The match had been played for maybe 20-25 minutes when I first wet myself. We were attacking a corner and because I m so short and weak I am always one of the two who is told to stay back and defend. I had been stood doing nothing for quite long time because first there was pushing and shoving in the box and then a dog came running on the pitch. It was then I got very sudden and strong urge to pee and a few seconds later pee was dribbling into my panties. This happens many times when I play football. I think it s because it is the only time I drink sports drinks and they fly straight to my bladder. I think it is usually when I am standing still or doing nothing that I am hit with the urge. I crossed my legs to have a look around to see if my other defending teammate was close by. She wasn’t. So, I squatted down and pretended to tie my shoelaces. Pee poured through my panties and out of my shorts leg holes. I continued to pretend to tie my laces but it was getting to the point that I was peeing so long time that I started to worry I looked stupid so I stood back up and pee continued to run through the leg holes and down my legs and onto my boots and socks. It was actually really big pee and my legs, feet, crotch and bum wear soaked. I shook myself to shake off any remaining drops and then continued to stare at the dog that was still avoiding to be caught. At half time the score was 1-1. We had lost a goal after we had given a foul and they had scored through the free kick. We were all gathered at the side of pitch getting a talk from our coach. We were all listening and drinking sports drinks and water. I was given further instructions to press my opponent harder. I tried to say that she was too strong but she didn’t want to hear it, I was told to get close and not to give her space. The second half started and the game was slow. We were happy passing the ball around our defence and midfield but not making any passes that might be risky and the other team seemed happy to let us do this. After some time the other team got the ball and came at us fast. A long hall was played towards their left midfield so I ran to pointlessly challenge her in the air. She won and then pushed me over as she burst past. I stayed on the floor and we were given free kick for it. The girl who pushed me over said some things when she walked back past me but I’m terrified of confrontation so I ignored her and hid near my much bigger teammate. I don’t know why I do that! It’s so embarrassing! I am actually pathetic if it comes to confrontation. It was now maybe 30-35 minutes into the second half and it was still 1-1. Again the same girl who had pushed me over few times came running at me. I tried to shadow her but I could hear our coach calling me to get close to her which I did. I ran closer and tried to steal the ball. She shielded the hall by turning her back to me and pushing her butt out to get some space. I tried uselessly to get around her to get the ball but she was too good. I took a couple steps backwards and I was taken by surprise when she quickly turned and ran straight at me. I tried to get out of her way but I accidentally made it worse and ended up throwing myself into her. I was thrown hard to the floor and I landed painfully on my right side. I wasn’t hurt but the landing had been painful. I was winded and I struggled little bit to get my breath back. I rolled onto my stomach. The referee blew her whistle and loads of players gathered around me and the other girl, we had both got hurt in the clash. I had teammates patting me on the back asking if I was okay and telling me good job for winning the free kick. I couldn’t roll of my stomach because if I did they would have seen I was wetting myself. When I had landed I had immediately started to pee. It came from nowhere but I started peeing very slightly the moment I bounced of the floor but once started it did not stop I stayed on my stomach hoping my body would hide any evidence that I was wetting myself. Some of my teammates were becoming concerned so I said that I was okay and just catching my breath. That seemed to work and I was given more space to breath. I don’t know how long I was on the floor but it didn’t feel like such long time. I waited few seconds after I had stopped wetting myself to make sure there was no more to come out. I pushed myself to my feet and some pee that had rested in my shorts trickled down my legs. I shook myself again and a few drops did come loose from my underwear and shorts. I composed myself to continue but then I noticed I was being substituted so I made my way off the pitch. I told our coach that I was okay to continue but she said no, she said I had a big impact and that I shouldn’t continued. So I called my boyfriend to pick me up and watched the final minutes of the match at a safe distance from my other teammates. It ended 1-1. My boyfriend arrived short time after the match ended. I got into his car, being careful to keep my wet butt of his seat and on the towel he had already laid down for me. I had just sat down when he made a playful comment about my smell. I probably did smell bad. I was sweaty from the match and soaked in pee. I can’t imagine I was nice to be stuck in car with. But he didn’t complain. He just gently teased me and drove us home. I could write so many of these but they are all basically same. Playing football is the only time I don’t care too much about wetting myself. Maybe because I know the whole game can’t stop just so I can go to the toilet? I don’t know. But I genuinely don’t feel embarrassed about wetting myself playing football and I’m pretty sure my teammate has done same thing in the past. This is why I wear the same panties and shorts every time I play football. They are perfect. My panties are so comfy and don’t give me uncomfort at all even when they are wet and my shorts are light so don’t hold much wetness and their black colour barely shows any wetness. My boyfriend always says if he didn’t know me, smell me in the car or see me in wet underwear when changing for shower he would never know I had wet myself. I think this also gives me confidence to not feel embarrassed. Thank you for reading! I hope you have lovely day!
  11. Yes! I have wet the bed many times mostly because of night terrors but this has been culprit on few occasions! I will have dream where I am desperate to pee and I’m searching for a toilet but one thing or another always stops me or gets In my way and I’ll end up wetting myself in the dream. One time I can vaguely remember actually finding a toilet in the dream but when I sat to pee it disappeared and I ended up peeing all over the floor. This then comes to the real world because I’ll wake up either in wet bed or a very full diaper.
  12. I don’t understand? This is kind of what I was thinking. These most definitely don’t hold a full bladder but they also don’t leak easily. They have saved my embarrassment many times and kept my bed dry plenty of nights. Umm they’re more comfortable than pads but less comfortable than regular underwear. Neither me or my boyfriend have this kink but he has said couple times that I look cute wearing these. This is what my boyfriend thinks! He can’t see this!
  13. Hei everyone! I just want to know if you consider the pictures I have attached to be a diaper or not? I’m curious because I wear these almost daily and I always call them just incontinence underwear but my boyfriend says they are basically diapers because they do the same job. But for some reason I think they are somehow different to a diaper. It’s not big deal I’m just curious! Thank you all in advance!
  14. I had to look up what a she wee was But I don’t think it would help. I don’t think I compose myself quickly enough to use it before wetting myself. I don’t get much or sometimes any warning when I need to pee so fiddling around with a tube trying to line it up would probably end in a messy accident I also don’t know what the two finger method is either?
  15. Just from my own experience I have never seen this. I have wet myself in front of siblings, parents and two boyfriends and never has anyone done this.
  16. Recently I have been enjoying quite much Kingdom Come: Deliverance on PC and Crash Bandicoot on the Switch. I would recommend Kingdom Come but only if you really want realistic experience and are ready for frustration.
  17. When I have been at summer cottage with my boyfriend I was often jealous of how easily he could pee outside in the forest. He just gets his hose out behind a tree and empties the tank but I risk nettles, snakes and need a full time guard to watch for bears!
  18. I want to thank you all again! You have all made me feel so welcome and I am thankful for all of the supportive comments! I am feeling much more comfortable to write more and open up more and that Is because of all the support I feel. Thank you all
  19. Zebras the best! I’ve even given my zebra his own personality and if I need to sleep away from home he ALWAYS comes with me!
  20. Thank you to everyone who has replied. I never thought this would get so many. I have read every single one and it all makes me feel more comfortable being here. Thank you!
  21. My username comes from the pet name my boyfriend calls me by. He likes to call me his “leaky turtle” and I like it and think it’s a cute name. My picture is nothing special. It’s just some random picture I found that I thought looked a tiny bit like me.
  22. I keep stuffed animals and I treat them like my family. I love them dearly and one time when I was moving apartments one had gotten lost and I started crying. He was soon found but for those minutes I felt guilty for not looking after them properly. I sleep with a zebra toy every night and I have accidentally peed on him during a bed wetting a couple of times. This was in the times before I wore overnight diapers for bed and I felt so guilty every time I did and I wound actually apologise to zebra!
  23. Yes. When I was younger the doctor attitude was “it’s fine she’ll grow out of it” but when I got older and continued to have accidents they started to take it serious. I’ve had scans, tests, I’ve been probed and they have said since I was a teenager that I have some problems with my bladder. But that is only part of it. They say that the biggest contributor to my accidents is some kind of mental problem. They think that for some reason my brain and bladder do not communicate well. They have done tests to see if my inner tubes (I’m sorry I don’t know the correct word in English) were blocked in some way as that would explain why I don’t get much or any warning when my bladder is full. They couldn’t find anything so now they think it is some kind of physical problem with my bladder and some kind of mental problem that causes my accidents. Some years ago a nurse recommended me some exercises and I tried them for several months and they did make positive difference. I’m very scared about the idea of surgery but thankfully surgery has not been talked of yet. I also speak to a therapist every couple of weeks and she helps me very much. I’ve had many less night terrors since I started talking with her and because the night terrors are far fewer my bed wetting has decreased. At least in seriousness, I still pee in my sleep sometimes but I don’t overflow my overnight diaper as often. Thank you very much for your reply!
  24. I hate being naked at any time really but I find being naked outside very scary. Growing up I would go to mökki (I think it’s called summer cottage in English) In eastern Finland and there I would have to pee outside sometimes and I hated it. I always felt exposed and in danger. I always pictured a bear coming from nowhere whilst I was midflow! Last summer I went to mökki with my boyfriend and his family and anytime I had to pee outside I always insisted he came with me to stand guard!
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