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GrimmRetails

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  1. I want to make a new video using my Rearz Mermaid diapers but I'm not sure what to do. It has to toe that fine line between Not Safe For Work but appropriate for Youtube. 

  2. No, I literally am not because I have never read your stuff and therefore I have no basis to rate the quality of your work. But your chosen medium is competing with the visual arts. Fetish based writing use to be the only option I had growing up. Now I can download my favorite videos on my phone, that include a real person, doing real bodily functions, and I can get my rocks off anywhere and anytime on that as opposed to having to scroll through paragraphs of plot to get to the part I get off on. Even static visual images work better for me than staring at a screen trying to read. Sure, I have a great imagination. But I can make up my own stories in my head or even write my own stuff. And as others have pointed out there is a ton of free stuff out there. That's reality. You're kind of insulting potential readers here. You may not realize it but this is not the attitude you want to present if you're trying to encourage people to look at your stuff. Your best most realistic bet would be to find a job that pays some bills and puts food in your belly so you can be in a better position to buckle down on your creative projects.
  3. I'm not disparaging your writing but there is a massive difference between words on a piece of paper and a human being doing stuff on camera.
  4. I went to New Hampshire recently with family. Of course there's bathrooms but why would I walk all the way back and forth to the bathrooms when I can go into the ocean, stand there as the wave crash over my body and pee in my bathing suit? I didn't pee under the water exactly. But I let the waves wash me off and it was glorious.
  5. Had a bad day yesterday and today is looking to be another long one. This is the time when I feel the need to be diapered and cared for the most. The intimacy of a diaper change and the warm concern of someone who wants you to be healthy and comfortable and is willing to do what they can to make you feel that way. Ever feel that way?
  6. An erection is a biological function and it can be a reaction to stimulus. Being hypnotized is not the same thing as having an erection. I have a high susceptibility to hypnosis but the guy still couldn't make me do anything I didn't want to do.
  7. I swore I wasn't going to use diapers in my videos again and well, I lied. 

     

  8. Does anyone else like to pee their pants while they're outside, standing in the rain? I peed my pants once walking home in a really nasty downpour. It was so cold outside that when I peed, it felt like a hot spring running down my legs.
  9. It's something I would definitely have to do with friends.
  10. 98 downloads

    I had big dreams of making this long running series about my exploits as a diaper wearing cashier at your friendly neighborhood department store.
    Free
  11. Working on an idea for a new video. 

    I will "film" the first part when I stop at Cumberland Farms or McDonald's to put my diaper on. 

  12. They sell the Assurance brand diapers but they don't last eight hours. They also sell Depends but you'd get better mileage out of a Great Value paper towel that has already been used to mop up apple cider vinegar. I buy Rearz or North Shore Megamax online, or similar. The only medical brand of diaper I trust as well as those two are the Tranquility brand.
  13. Before I was married I lived in what I can only describe as a "roach motel with a five star review". My apartment had a bit of an infestation and even after the exterminator finally hit the place two or three times, I still didn't trust the laundry room in my building. So every week on my day off, I would go to the laundromat just a couple blocks from my house. Well, one day, the laundromat decided to lock their bathroom. I had to ask the laundromat attendant for the key and she would walk with me to the bathroom and unlock it and let me in. I felt like a school kid. So I had just started buying real ABDL diapers. My first package was a Black Seduction Rearz that I bought from the ABDL store in Albany, New York. At this point I had not messed in a diaper in almost four years. I wasn't even planning to mess this time around. But my apartment was too far away to get there and back in time if I had to pee and there was literally no other public restroom near the laundromat. I only intended to wet my diaper, I swear. But I also had a large breakfast of porkchops, avacado on toast, and a big pot of coffee. While my clothes were in the wash a massive urge for a bowel movement hit me. I could have asked for the key. But I thought, well, I have the diaper. So for the first time in four years, I filled my diaper. I should have felt embarassed but as I was pooping and peeing my diaper, I felt a massive wave of euphoria. And the best part is, even though someone smelled it and commented, no one knew it was me. Because even if they suspected it was me they weren't going to confront me about it. I just tried to stay out of everyone's way while my clothes were in the dryer but it was an amazing feeling that I refuse to feel guilty over.
  14. Here's something you may not know: All hypnosis is consensual. The idea of people being tricked into hypnosis is a Hollywood invention. Even people who rate high on the susceptibility scale still have their own freewill and can't actually be forced to do anything they don't want to do. If you're experiencing a desired effect as a result of a hypnosis video, it's because you want something to happen, even if it's only a subconscious desire.
  15. I know diapers have a sexual component for most of us. But for me it's about having someone who is willing and able to help me get clean and my willingness to return the favor. Changing someone is an intimate experience. I want to experience compassion and kindness of having someone slowly clean the poop from my bottom and make sure my genitals are clean and safe from infection and rash. In my ideal diaper fantasy, someone in need of a diaper change would feel comfortable telling me so and I would take them to a private place where I can undress them, lay them down comfortably, and we would just casually chat while I helped them get clean. And after they are freshly diapered, as I'm pulling their pants up, they might ask me if I could do with a change since we're here anyway. An erection, or reflexive arousal might occur, but the diaper change would not become sexual for any reason. It would be no different than when my husband changes a resident where he works.
  16. Every grocery and department store has a section for incontinence products. I don't know what your financial situation is like but your first diapers are not going to be the expensive ones and you're going to do a bit of trial and error. Your best bet is a place like Target, Walmart, or whatever your local equivalent of those stores are. CVS and other drug stores are also the best place. You can expect to pay anywhere between fifteen to 25 dollars for a package of adult briefs (tab style diapers, which is what you want) Don't worry about "looks" from the cashier. No one cares and it's no one's business. I'm happy to answer any other questions you might have.
  17. Vermont, 39, married and gay but looking for friends outside of my family relationships. Fellow ABDLs would be nice to meet because they're literally the last group I have anything to hide from.
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