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  1. I already have to go a noticeable amount due to holding overnight, only to find out my toilet's been broken by a family member trying to upgrade it! There are others in the house but I'm too shy to use them before everyone goes to bed, so I'm gonna have to try to hold it for more than just fun. Wish me luck!

  2. I don't think the player could set it necessarily, but some NPCs will have a personality that either automatically results in that or you can potentially influence by encouraging them 🙂 My goal for the game is ultimately a variety of available experiences so when I develop the cast of characters I'll be trying to make them feel unique from each other! Sorry for the late reply, I've had some technological difficulties preoccupying me lol (computer died but I fixed it). Having some help brainstorming would be great actually! I have a basic setting/premise in mind as well as two character roles (each "role" I plan on having a male and female option for- they won't just be gender bent identical characters but they'll be quite similar lol, that way limiting settings to male only or female only won't mean missing out on anything major, but if you allow both it'll randomly pick one and you'll get some variety to keep things interesting), and an idea for the "test scene" to set up the basic code with. It'd also just be kinda nice to have someone to just sorta give feedback on things before any builds tbh. Would you be comfortable DMing for it?
  3. I actually haven't even started, I wanted to wait for community responses! Now that I've gotten some comments I'm gonna start properly planning. To be frank, I had too many of my own (conflicting) ideas I needed to narrow down haha (but if this goes well, I may make multiple) Do you have any experience with Godot? That's prob the engine I'm gonna use lol. If not then moral support and encouragement is always welcome! Player control is definitely something I enjoy as well, but I think I could mix that pretty well with story tbh! I'd use parameters based on bladder percentage etc to trigger different scenes (like the logic behind the Melissa games, but with graphics, and hopefully a lot more options once it's done). I wouldn't add anything I'm not interested in! I could add a "platonic mode" where the NPCs are the player characters' friends rather than potential love interests! I definitely want to focus on having a lot of options for the player to experience what they want, even though all of the options won't be implemented immediately of course haha (just how development goes, yknow) To update everyone in the thread of what I'm thinking: So essentially, like... "Visual novel plus". It's basically structured like a visual novel- no world to freely walk around in, it's all based on clicking options, etc- but with some bonus features. Namely, as I said to OmoL, bladder management for NPCs and the player (the player would be planned to be toggleable though, I know some people prefer to focus on others), and even without a world you can walk around in, there'd prob be a menu to choose locations to go to and stuff eventually. There'd probably be like 3 types of proper scenes (menus and stuff don't count), so, starting with normal dialogue scenes (basically any other visual novel), but also omo scenes (when you/and NPC are EXTREMELY desperate there's more options and management, any story elements other than your location/who you're with/etc gets interrupted by someone in the scene being too desperate), and finally, pissing cutscenes for when someone lets go. Regular dialogue would just have a few different expressions per character, omo scenes would have desperation-specific sprites (maybe even animations eventually, but that'll take a longer time to fully implement since animation takes time!), and then the wetting scenes will eventually have a unique situation-specific drawing for each possible character/location/story progression combo (this will take a VERY long time to fully implement, so I'd start with just one per character most likely and expand slowly from there!) I will likely eventually include some basic player appearance customization for the sake of player wetting scenes and some of the dialogue, it won't be super expansive but you'll be able to choose gender identity, what anatomy set you have, probably like 3 different body types, a few different outfits, and skin tone. If there's any scenes where you can see yourself in the mirror I'll prob add a few more like hair/eye colour and some hair styles, that kind of thing. So, POV scenes where you look down at yourself can be custom. But this won't be a priority at all lol, just letting you know where I'm going with this eventually First I'm just gonna have to familiarize with the game engine since I'm used to Unity and Unreal (they're better for 3D projects, so I'm not gonna use them for this. Also idk their policies on using the engines for fetish content but I do know Godot is okay with it), then after that I'll start implementing some basic features and designing some characters. I'll publish a super early Alpha as soon as there's anything to actually play, so, likely just one character and a few fairly linear scenes, but I'll keep building it from there! Idk how long it'll be since I don't have infinite free time but feel free to ask for updates and I'll let you all know where I'm at 🙂
  4. Hey everyone! One of my favourite things to see in others is a nice prominent bladder bulge tbh. Problem is, it seems impossible for me to get one! I'm pretty thin so I don't think it's fat or muscle covering it up. I don't think it's a lack of actual capacity, since I can hold for a VERY long time and when I do let go after a real hold it takes several minutes. Interestingly though I have noticed variance in how hard my bladder feels to the touch, sometimes it gets legitimately painful (I'm not capable of leaking/wetting naturally sadly so that's my cue to let go even if I didn't feel like I'd had my fun fully lol) while still having just a little bit of give, other times it's rock solid and it's only the "good pain" haha (just the urge being overwhelmingly intense but not the type of pain where there's any worry about damage). Maybe figuring out the difference between those scenarios could help somehow?? I know it's possible that my bladder is just positioned too far back in my body or something, but I figured it was worth asking in case maybe there's some trick to make it more visible! And if anyone has any idea why it sometimes hurts more while seemingly less full please lmk cos I'd love to be able to consistently get to that point of no give in the bladder at all without REAL pain haha (might ask that as a separate post later though tbh)
  5. Haha awesome to hear someone else understands the omo "exception" tbh! The game post is here: Feel free to offer your own suggestions and opinions here! Although development will start with a M/M pairing (mostly for my own motivation during the early stages of development where it's the hardest to get working), I WILL be adding a female player and female partners at some point, that's 100% in the plans regardless of other decisions 😛 Thanks! I'm so glad this community could help you too! It's wonderful hearing the positive experiences everyone has had here, makes me glad I took the plunge to decide on engaging more 🙂
  6. Thank you guys! The assurance really helps tbh 🙂 I'm just a pretty shy person who happens to be a bit of a people-pleaser, it's easy for me to feel ashamed for things outside of the norm. It is something I'm working on though so I can be more authentic to myself, both for things like this and in general Yeah I wondered if reputation came from the badges or something, if it's just positive reaction I'm sure it'll come naturally over time! Thank you two!
  7. FtM man here! I started T very young, so I think it may be a little different for me than most, namely I didn't really get into it much until I was already on T. I have found though that I've always been unable to release anything involuntarily (leaking, wetting, etc) and I have wondered if genital atrophy could be involved. If I try to push to my absolute limit I just end up in so much pain it's not fun anymore, particularly in my lower back, and I'm not about to risk kidney damage lol. I think my pelvic floor is just so atrophied that releasing is too much "effort" for the natural failsafe that causes wetting to work. I've always been sorta chronically dehydrated, so if I wanna do a hold I HAVE to specifically plan it. I NEVER actually get desperate naturally. Either I need the toilet for other reasons before it can happen, or it's been so long I go just to avoid a UTI (we're looking at over 24 hours of drinking a normal amount here) What has made more of a difference is getting a hysterectomy. I had no bladder or pelvic floor damage from it, but I do think the lack of estrogen has made things a bit tighter? Or maybe it is scar tissue. I don't know, either way, I can't hold as much and it hurts in a bad way too soon. I'm trying to slowly increase my capacity again because I'm hoping maybe it's just some internal scarring and I just need to stretch it out, I'm being careful though. I'm also working on staying better hydrated (it turned out I was actually not getting enough salt so fluid just kinda wasn't being absorbed out of my digestive system before lol) so it's easier to end up actually feeling like I need to go without planning it (but I still don't do unplanned holds often because the high concentration causes too much pain and not enough fun). One thing I have planned currently is to try (while drinking a lot of water to make it non-irritating) holding a lot, only letting go partway, continuing to hold, etc for as long as I reasonably can or until it gets to a point the UTI concern comes back. I'm hoping it'll either work as a good stretching exercise or maybe I'll finally exhaust my muscles enough to get the natural wetting I've always wanted. Weirdly though, I am more into omo now that I was before the hysto! I think it's a mixture of no longer having a menstrual cycle (it's very exciting not having to ever worry about a planned hold getting ruined by blood) and changes to my sex drive. But my T is low right now, I still need to increase the dose, so we'll see what happens.
  8. Hey yall, I've technically had this account for a bit, but only recently have I decided to actually check in regularly and engage. I can thank this kink for discovering sexuality in the first place, and as I've gotten older it's never gone away. Now that I'm an adult I've cycled between shame and embracing it (privately, anyway) which is why I'm wanting to engage with the community here more now, I wanna stick with the embracing side because it's clearly not gonna go away lol I only wish there was more male omo, because I do consider myself a gay man (female omo is the only time women can turn me on haha) I do plan on making an omo-based game to post here, but it's still just in the planning stage (I have a post about it waiting approval rn, idk which one of these will end up public first) Would love to make some friends as well tbh! I have a couple friends who know about the kink and don't shame me for it on the very rare occasion it comes up, but that's not the same as actually getting to interact with people who are into it too.
  9. I technically joined a while ago but then went into a phase of deep shame around this topic and so I abandoned this account for a while, but now I've realized that engaging with the community will actually help that lol so I wanna be more active (still a bit awkward tho). But this site kinda confuses me tbh. How do you get reputation, and what kind of perks does it give? Do moderators prioritize approving people with more reputation? Is there an algorithm that shows higher rep posts more? That kind of thing. I'm planning on making an omo game (as I write this my post about that is pending approval) so it'd be nice if there was something I could do to help more people see it so I can get ideas and feedback and stuff.
  10. Hey y'all, I've finally decided to work up the courage to make an omo game. I'm already a game dev for a project that's not posted yet but I absolutely will not be referring to any details of in case I do finish it to avoid association between that username and omo stuff lmao. I will be switching engines for this tho, thinking of using Godot for this atm. Anyway, my point is, I do have some coding experience and such. But I'm struggling with some decisions and planning and feel like I need more features than what I have in mind, so I figured I'd ask people. Main questions: Should I make it more of a story/text/dialogue based game, like a visual novel dating sim sort of thing? I am an artist so it'll likely be not JUST text based, but that could be the focus and I could keep graphics more minimal to make it easier to add more functional features (less work in general. Like, the difference between always having character sprites, versus just for "key moments", whether to include environments, etc). If so, should I add minigames or something (and if so what should they be)? If I go this route, it'll likely inspired by Melissa Explains It All in terms of general function (but with drawings lol) Or should I maybe go the more classic RPG route? If so, does anyone wanna help me come up with a story and stuff? I have less ideas but it might be more fun. I did like MojiQue so if I went for an RPG it'd probably be inspired by it as well. (When I say "inspired by" for both of these things obviously I don't mean just reskinning them, but I'm just giving an idea of what I have in mind, especially for the non-RPG option since it'd visually be more complex and a larger story once it's finished) Important thing to note: I intend to have it so you can customize the gender of yourself (the player), and the genders of other people in omo situations (or you could choose to have it randomly pick male/female for the bi experience lol), but I will be starting with male player, male NPCs, because I'm a gay man (for some reason this fetish is the one "exception" where women being desperate is hot too, but men is a million times better for me haha) and for the life of me can't find even a single male omo game. I will have female player and female NPCs as soon as the basics are set up though. I'd like to add trans/nonbinary options as well but that may end up too complex if I go for a more graphics-heavy project. If it is more graphics-heavy you probably won't be able to customize yourself though, I'd make set characters and you'd pick one. I will have all the characters at least secretly into it, even if it's not really explicitly stated necessarily. Some things may feel somewhat "dubcon" and most wettings will probably end up being honestly accidents, but no one's getting abused ya feel me lol Also, I do want it to be a game, either way. I want it to be fun beyond JUST the piss. So if it's more of a visual novel it'll have a lot of different paths and endings and stuff, if it's more RPG then, well, RPG obviously has game mechanics haha. Anyway, for features I already have in mind: - Player desperation including a visible bladder gauge (though this would likely be a setting at some point, it'll be implemented by default though) - NPCs also having a bladder gauge most likely lol - Dynamics between fluid drinking, diuretics, etc and desperation level to make it feel a little bit realistic - Definitely want a lot of different ways the piss can be let out, depending on circumstances and the characters involved. Wetting, going outside, getting to a toilet, etc. - Visuals will be animated, to some degree Feature I'm considering but not sure about: - Sex? Just as a whole? I'd like to include it but idk if that's okay to post on this website lol and obviously the game would be hosted here for y'all, it could be omitted if it's not okay. If it does exist, it'd also be a toggled option (implemented after other toggled stuff so that I can only add it after I have that setting working) (I thought I'd have more "maybe"s in mind but... actually I don't so that's it for this section) Things I absolutely will not do: - No other type of "bodily waste" type stuff. I'm only into omo. - Won't include hardcore watersports (such as pissing on the face/drinking it/etc), though having characters in a situation where they lose control and get it on someone else (like, sitting in someone's lap or something) could happen - Even if it's an RPG with combat and stuff, no serious/graphic violence. Not because I personally am uncomfortable with it but because that's just not the point of the game. I don't wanna freak people out lmao it's a fetish game - As I mentioned earlier, there won't be any abuse involved. Characters will either get themselves into desperate situations, or they could get out of the player "forcing" them into those situations (in fact that'll probably be an actual mechanic, especially if it's more of a dating sim/visual novel style game, where they have to like you enough to accept being given drinks and to accept not finding a restroom etc) So yeah, sorry for the huge post. With all that said... What do you think? Once I have some more solid ideas I'll start development and post updates on this site, once there's basic functionality that'll include the actual game builds too (though at first it probably won't be super interesting cos, yknow, features take time)
  11. ^ The method in question So I finally succeeded in this rapid desperation method without making myself feel sick from drinking so much. Yay! Turned out the solution for me was to make sure to eat very salty food throughout and just hope that the OTHER waste disposal system doesn't involve itself since I'm not into that. Problem is, it went too fast. I don't really seem to be capable of genuinely losing control (which makes me very sad btw so tips on that would also be welcome), so for me the fun comes from being extremely desperate, feeling my bladder is rock solid and teasing it, but BEFORE it becomes genuinely seriously painful. Usually, it's a worrying amount of lower back pain from VERY long holds that makes me immediately stop (not gonna risk it being kidney pain, though it could just be tension from holding for so long or general irritation). This time, it was actually more in the bladder area. This feels REALLY promising for me since it seems to confirm that I've never actually hit my max capacity and it's likely the CONCENTRATION of urine rather than the AMOUNT that becomes painful normally, or just the length of time being too extreme (I've gone over 24 hours before). For all I know if I can push it further with something like this method I could GENUINELY wet myself some day... Now for what it's worth, I'm only like 90% healed from a hysterectomy (I'm FtM, that's the only surgery I've gotten tho) I had a couple months back and still have stitches, so I probably did irritate those which would make it hurt more (hence why even after that I don't think I've hit max capacity, I also would've pushed it at least a few more minutes normally because the pain wasn't actually severe, it was only worrying because I didn't wanna risk it with the stitches and such), but I don't think that's the entire problem, I also think that it's a little TOO rapid of a filling. I like longer term holds to get more time in that sweet spot, but normally in order to get really desperate I have to hold overnight (been doing this for years and have never wet the bed no matter how badly I had to go when falling asleep btw... yeah my body is very stubborn) which is likely why the urine concentration seems to irritate my system too much. I think my best bet is to speed it up SOME from normal, but not QUITE so much. For what it's worth, I do seem to have a very strong (possibly large but I've never measured output) bladder and very slow kidneys. Not like, medical-problem slow, but "just drink more water" normally will make me sick from overhydration before it'll increase my urine output. So I think I need to find a way to use this method, but like... Toned down. Simply "drink less water than described" just means it either does nothing at all or I feel sick anyway. So... Anyone got ideas? I will experiment on my own, especially once my stitches have dissolved fully, and probably post my results tbh. But I want more ideas to try than my own. By myself, all I've got is to maybe stop drinking (unless actually feeling thirsty for some godforsaken reason lmao) once the hold actually starts. I'd also like to see if maybe I can find some sort of electrolyte drink so I don't have to rely on eating large amounts of salty food to not get sick (as I said, not into the other type of waste disposal, so eating a lot is risky). I've tried Gatorade but it's got way too much sugar. I'd also be interested in if y'all have found any effective natural diuretic fluids that aren't caffeine or alcohol? Maybe some sort of fruit juice? So yeah, if anyone has ideas to modify this method to either be slower overall or rely less on plain water, please let me know! Any ideas that aren't unsafe I'll try (and can post about/describe if you want to know how your ideas effect me)
  12. I'm too embarrassed to ask my doctor, basically, and figured maybe others who've had hysterectomies will know if it causes anything bad. I will make a judgement call myself regardless of this forum so please don't feel responsible for my decision, I just want info to consider. For extra detail I'm FTM transgender, on testosterone. Total hysterectomy and oophorectomy. But cis women's experiences with trying omo after hysterectomy welcome too I'm also referring to AFTER full recovery. So minimum of 6 weeks but I'll personally likely wait more like 2-3 months. Currently I'm less than a week out and DEFINITELY not interested in trying anything now lmao I know bladder symptoms like incontinence can be complications and frankly I kind of hope that my holding ability might be slightly reduced (not to the point of proper incontinence like that though) as I've never been able to genuinely wet myself, so far everything seems normal What I'm really worried about is stuff like, can holding play in the long run after full recovery cause prolapses and stuff? I really don't want to give up my favourite kink but this isn't exactly something that's easy to research. Also if it is safe, does it feel... Different, in general? I know an empty uterus is tiny anyway, but a little more room to hold maybe?? Or nerve changes to consider?
  13. Yeah I'm thinking trying the consecutive days thing, honestly I deal with chronic dehydration so it's probably a good way to encourage myself anyway. I've already tried rapid desperation all by itself to no avail, just kinda makes me nauseous as well as the usual result of ending up in so much pain it's not fun anymore with no leaks. Responding to you specifically rn to address long term medical concerns: For context, I can currently go about 24-36 hours without peeing unless I'm specifically forcing myself to drink more water. Any time I'm travelling or on a road trip or something even if it's a hot day or something so I'm drinking a lot more, I tend to only take every third rest stop or so. I don't think a little bit of sphincter weakening will kill me, heh. It's been useful when travelling internationally, but I don't expect to do that much in the future. But I also don't plan on doing such serious holds very often (If nothing else I'm too scared of getting caught as I don't live alone, so the urge to do a long hold kinda has to build up and override my anxiety), and the instant I noticed any weakening in normal life it's time for an intense Kegel routine lol Edit cos this just occurred to me: If I do manage to get a genuine accident to happen, think I should post about it on this site? I'm new to actually having an account. If so, any idea the correct way to do that? You're probably not the right person to ask but meh
  14. Sorry if this has been asked before, I looked around and couldn't find anything. Okay, so basically I want to genuinely, involuntarily lose control. Even if it's just leaking and not fully wetting though that'd be good too. But I can't seem to do it. Every time I do an extreme hold, trying to get that to happen, I end up in severe pain (generally concentrating in my lower back which makes me worry for my kidneys) and get scared of hurting myself so I let go. It's excruciating to release too, totally takes the fun out of it. Then I'm sore for hours and not in a pleasant way. I've tried everything I can think of. From just not going to the bathroom while otherwise having a normal day, to that method of drinking loads and only starting to hold once the water's going through quickly. While full, I've tried exercising and stretches, pressing on my bladder, sitting on the toilet as if I was going to go normally, I've even tried starting to go then stopping midway to see if anything will leak. But nope. I don't want to think it's just impossible, especially since it did happen exactly once, back when I was in my early teens (yeah I've been doing this stuff for a loooong time). Just a tiny leak, but I've spent years trying to get it to happen again. General advice as well as male and female specific all welcome- I generally need to combine methods for doing stuff even remotely related to physical sex differences since I'm a transgender man (Been on testosterone a LONG time, since before the one incident I mentioned, but no surgery). Please someone help me figure this out! I've wanted this for so long...
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