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Mizushiro

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  1. Hia, I would like to share the story of my kink and possibly find out, whether there is somebody like me. I like the thoughts about having (or someone else having) a diarrhea. I like the feel of it in my mind. Also, if i imagine a story, eg me or somebody (a girl) needing to go, and holding it, it makes it better. Then letting it go either on the toilet or into pants (a lil embarrassing) because you cannot hold anymore, is satisfying. The thoughts about having eaten something bad or being ill, then needing to go because of it somehow feels good. I then imagine the person experiencing the stomach pain connected with it, and then eg pushing onto stomach to let go. Sometimes, I think about a plug that would stop it inside, and when removed, would let go a lot. A little torture play, of feeding someone / being fed with something that will make you have diarrhea is also a good turn on thought. As for IRL diarrhea, I do not have much experience since it happens to me only very rarely. If I do have it, the pain is not that pleasant in reality and I think I experience it differently from the thoughts. Nevertheless I kinda enjoy the real diarrhea a bit too i think. I was thinking how i would feel when my girlfriend would have it - im not sure, but i think it would turn me on. Though, I do not know whether I want it happen to her, since i realize it is not a pleasant thing to happen for most people. I had sometimes thought about people that have eg irritable bowel syndrome, or just cannot eg drink milk, how I would imagine myself in their skin and eg drink milk, what would happen. Or just being able to feel their experience of them holding and letting go... But again, I do know, that they have to go through bad times because of it since in reality I feel it is something a bit different. And my moral side says I do not want to be satisfied by such actual real life pain / trouble, so I keep these thoughts just as thoughts for myself. Speaking of me, I have tried to induce diarrhea to myself (in a non-harming way) I think three times. Twice i succeeded and since i provided nice thoughts to it, i remember it being mostly good iirc. I sometimes have thoughts about doing it once more, but I do not want to do bad things to my body. The things I tried were the safest I could think of, though still I bet not exactly good. In the end I usually say to myself, that it is not worth doing it. I would like to finish with when do I have such positive thoughts about diarrhea. I realized, it is when I myself feel a bit bad/sad. Usually, having a lot of homework/schoolwork, not doing great, and being alone, makes me have these thoughts. If I *cough cough* make myself, then the positive brain rewards for thinking about it go away, and it feels weird. In some cases, more negative thoughts come - like why did you spent so much time on this, while this doesn't (now) feel good. But sometimes, I think about it as just a nice way to relieve stress, and then continue on what I was doing. I realize this has connections with wetting oneself, but is not exactly that. If anybody has similar experiences or has any ideas on this, I'll be glad to hear :3
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