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yaoi doctor

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  1. i got drunk last night and had a crazy wetting session on two different floors of my house hehehhe i have to write up the post bc it was so amazing 😭

  2. AH i wish i could do more of that!! I have to keep my wetting spaces very private and contained since I don't live alone 😭 a huge want of mine is to have an accident outside of a closed bathroom door!!!! one day when i live somewhere without carpeting haha
  3. I’m working from home today and I didn’t realize until a little bit ago how badly I need to pee - but I got caught up on messages from a bunch of people. And now I’m struggling to hold while making sure I’m answering all these questions. I basically have to keep both hands on the keyboard so I can’t even really hold myself >.< I just had to lean back and shove my hands in my crotch to get through that wave of desperation just now jesus. Right now I’m just wearing a pair of denim shorts, no underwear. The desperation is honestly so intense, I want to let it all out but I want to wait until I absolutely can’t take it any longer…I’m telling myself 5 more minutes but then after that is up saying nope…another 5 minutes hehe. God, I’ve held it 15 minutes longer than I thought I would. My crotch is definitely damp, I’m sure I leaked a little and I’ve also just been rubbing myself through my shorts bc i couldn’t help it. I guess my goal is to hold another ten minutes? I think that might be doable since my desperation went down a little. Oh fuck, nope I just had my first actual leak fuckkk. I still have 5 minutes to wait, I don’t know if I can… I just leaked again. And again. I was standing and pretending to “wait” for the bathroom until I felt a big gush and pee start to soak the front of my shorts. I dashed into my laundry room but couldn’t even get the shorts off before it just came hissing out. Definitely one of those “holy shit i’m peeing so much” wettings because I totally soaked my shorts and I had rivers flowing down my legs and piss pooling at my feet. It felt amazing!!!! It makes me want to wet again later tonight 😄
  4. currently working from home and desperate, very squirmy. but i keep getting held up doing work tasks, i feel like i can’t leave haha. i think i’m gonna leak soon

  5. i keep starting to write posts and then deleting them after getting nervous so this is me trying to actually type through an entire experience and posting it 😤 anyway yesterday was cinco de mayo - i literally do not care about this holiday, but my mom went out and bought me an entire new bottle of tequila so i could have margaritas !! and i didn't get to drink any yesterday 😞 and since i'm totally just vibing tonight and i don't have to get up for work super early tomorrow that i would do a little drinking (and holding) as a fun way to start my week lol. right now, i just drank a ton of pepsi over the last couple hours. i am debating whether i want to hold what i have or release and start from scratch...honestly i may just hold this first, piss somewhere, and then "start" the fun. i'm already like maybe a 5/10? so i'll just chill with this for now. reaching about a 7-8/10 right now, about 40 minutes has passed. i changed into a very lightwash pair of light denim pants that are reasonably tight around the tummy while standing, and squeeze perfectly when i'm sitting. i'm definitely actively thinking about holding my piss in, i might leak soon!! i'm really excited to wet but also want to push my bladder a bit more hehe. even just lightly pressing on my bladder sends my urge skyrocketing lol, i'm really squirming and squeezing my legs together. i have no panties on right now, so there's nothing to catch any leaks except my pants. another 10 minutes has passed, i finished my soda. my lower tummy is pretty swollen right now, and i can just feel the incessant need to let go. i'm sitting at a solid 8.5/10, if not a 9. i feel REALLY full, and my muscles are threatening to let a leak out. i tightened my belt just to convince myself that i won't have an accident 🙂 once i started leaking, i knew i was toast. i was standing there for a 7 minute timer, challenging myself to hold it all in til the end! i leaked and squeezed and shivered and then leaked again even more. the pee stains began growing at my crotch. i kept spurting and trying to hold it all in - now i'm standing on a pile of clothes and towels and in front of a full length mirror just so i can watch the damage continue. i struggle to "wait" to use the bathroom, but it was all pointless. it just got to the point my muscles gave in and piss gushed out of me, my pants becoming completely soaked, piss running down my legs and making the fabric i stood on a little mushy. it felt so fucking amazing. i was holding in SO much, i think at least 500 ml. even after i thought i was empty, naked now and on my knees just breathing heavily - i still was spurting and pissed out several more tiny puddles while becoming very, very horny. I sat back down in my chair and came so hard. sighhhh that was really good. i had to clean up VERY quick to do chores and eat dinner. but now i'm nearly done with the big ass margarita i poured myself - with 2 times the tequila in it, so i'm optimistic that soon i'll probably be begging for the potty again !! i poured some blue raspberry lemonade with the second half of the drink just to disguise the tequila taste a bit more lol (i bought cheaper tequila than usual, it's not as good !!). I have it in a big ass cup that holds probably 750ml without ice, so i'm guessing 500ml since i used about 2 cups of liquid for the first drink. with the added lemonade it's definitely gonna be more like 750ml. i'm still obsessed with measuring my intake versus my output just because i think it's so interesting...i need new measuring containers tho 😞 ok i finished my whole drink!! over the course of maybe 30 mins? I just changed into a pair of lightwash shorts, no undies again hehe. no belt because i don't wanna be uncomfy. oof my urge just jumped from a 4 to a 5, maybe 6. i feel a little squirmy, but i can still hold just fine it seems! i'm alternating between standing up and sitting down. my urge is really persistent, but not very strong? i'm maybe up to a 6/10 now i think! i've been sipping on a bit of water too, so i have a feeling my desperation is going to get worse still! god i'm definitely at a 7/10 now. i'm feeling really full and my bladder feels heavy in my lap. not sure how or when i'm gonna lose control yet lol i better decide soon! now i'm just bursting wow. easily a 9 when my desperation wave is at its worst. but i'm holding, i'm doing my best!!! and to think 5 minutes ago i was complaining the alcohol wasn't doing what i wanted lol WHEW ok that wave subsided a bit, thank god. i am definitely feeling my bladder totally filling up right now. i just have to hold it a little longer... the waves of desperation are pretty intense, but just holding outside of those isn't so bad. i was pretty drymouthed so i just took a big swig on water. but just sitting here now (was standing and bouncing for a bit lol) i feel sorta ok? this usually means i'm about to get REALLY desperate in a little bit. oh shit i just sneezed LOL. well i guess that can be a tiny leak for now. i keep getting interrupted lmfao. i'm so annoyed but if i get interrupted 1 more time i'm giving up because it's too much effort to hide from people when i'm desperate. ok so i am kind of just powering through my desperation?? i'm holding way longer than i thought i would! i am still getting pangs of desperation that are a little difficult but i've even had at least another 250ml of water on what i already drank. i'm really just surprised at myself right now lol. (writing this the day after now lol) i didn't get to the level of desperation I really wanted, but I definitely had a good time! i just wish i had been able to be uninterrupted. in terms of mess, i absolutely soaked the shorts i was wearing. it was amazing. the fabric absorbed a TON too which was really fun to see. sorry for not taking pictures, i'm just not super comfy with it. but i had dark wet stains all down my front and quite a bit that spurted out the back. i just soaked a pile of towels and clothing and surprisingly, it didn't really get on my floor? i've been out of my usual floor protection (puppy pads) for awhile so i've had to be careful wetting in my room lol. but basically i cleaned up, put on my pajamas and immediately went to bed since it was so late lol. woke up this morning at 4:30am with a huge urge and had to kick out of my bed and scurry to the bathroom. I pissed a TON and then went back to bed, woke up at 6:20am and urgently had to piss again - basically a full bladder again too. my bladder definitely feels a bit weaker today so i'm gonna probably end up doing another hold tonight or tomorrow. but yeah, kind of an uneventful end sadly. i want to have a more exciting hold sometime soon 💔 i think the issue was i literally did not drink enough alcohol to really become drunk (i'm not a lightweight at all lol). so the next time i'll make sure to pre-game early and get at least 2 big drinks in! discussion point though: have you ever done an alcoholic drinking/holding game? i would very much like to hear so i can try some out!! i cleaned myself up and went to bed!
  6. it's one of the biggest anxiety "relief" (haha) activities for me. i take long breaks between wettings, but it really does help my stress levels which i always find so interesting!
  7. Something I genuinely enjoy doing is standing in my laundry room while the washing machine fills up just listening to all the water gush out while i'm desperate 🥰 its like the perfect tease hehe

  8. Hiiii So I keep writing stuff down in my phone and never posting it. So i'm just gonna rapid-fire post these couple i have saved bc i want them off my phone lol. 1.) 10:20am - I thought we were going to be having brunch by now but something needs to bake in the oven for 30 minutes and I know there's no way i'm gonna be holding through that, finishing cooking, and eating, and DRINKING UGH. I just smoked a joint as a distraction but immediately it just made my desperation worse. but it feels REALLY good so I can't complain lol. Gonna play some games and see if I can hold it...I'm currently trying to finish up my morning energy drink, but you can imagine that i'm halfway through and its really starting to affect me 🥴 8/10 10:30am - spurted into my pjs and went to hold myself and spurted again right through my fingers >w< 10:40 - I can't stop leaking!! I'm trying to keep it in but it feels so good when it comes out 😞 I get little horny shivers 🥺 holding my crotch with one hand and my game controller in the other 10:50 - I can't hold it anymore, it just comes out in big, long gushes. It soaks my sleep shorts and my inner thighs, and dampens the blankie I'm sitting on. I tell myself to stop, but don't want to and can't. It came pouring out of me, soaking into the fabric in my crotch. Literally just as I'm about to be done wetting my name is called and I jolt, a big spurt coming out even as I clench. I was still in the clear - so I very quickly shoved my fingers in my crotch and came fast and hard and it felt fucking AMAZING but I had to clean up and hustle ass downstairs 😭 11:43am - ate brunch, finally finished the rest of my energy drink and a big gulp of water. Now that I have a free afternoon and time to relax, I think I'll be drinking a little wine 😊 12:14pm - I've drank about half the wine I poured and i'm definitely filling up. I'm squirming mostly because it just feels good but I could definitely use the potty...I changed into black sweatpants and I think I'm also gonna choose a pair of panties to wet hehe. 12:36pm - still just filling up, maybe a 6 or 7/10? I'm squirming occasionally but its manageable. Just finished my wine but its not quite hitting me yet...so I guess that must mean I have to drink a little more right 😏 12:41pm - my bladder is swelling up so much its like i can just feel it sitting in my lap. I have so much in me that needs to come out soon and I can finally feel it inside 🤤 I just started drinking a new drink...this one has a way higher alcohol percentage so i might be pissing myself very shortly 12:45 - holy shit its so full it really feels like i'm gonna explode any minute it feels so good. 12:47 - adding my challenge by trying to play a match real quickly so no holding with hands 12:57 - my match finally ended but i stood up and started totally pissing myself....managed to stop it (not completely) and hustle to the bathroom, but even the second i stepped in and closed the door, the floodgates opened and I really pissed myself with purpose. I'm always shocked by the amount. Sat down on the toilet and pushed for want of relief and the pressure was so high it shot in a clear stream right onto the tile floor in front of me. It was so hot my hips bucked and more gushed out of me and either into the toilet or onto the floor. God it felt so good. Absolutely came as hard as I could and now we're back to being slightly tipsy and bottomless. Now to find my third victim - i mean...pair of pants to wear today. I chose a pink pair of panties and gray sweatpants :3 1:31pm - did some chores but left my bathroom a little bit of a mess for now for obvious reasons...but I just smoked part of another joint and am looking forward to drinking the rest of this White Claw and seeing what happens 🙂 2:06 - my controller ran out of battery... i just got a huge pang of desperation out of nowhere too. Should i try and make it downstairs and back? 2:08 - ok i managed to get downstairs and back up here to my desk. The need is so bad but i didn't leak up until just now when i sat back down. Ugh and another gush. I'm just squirming in my chair, legs spread and trying to type. I just let out a huge gush whoa - its staining my crotch now. But I told myself I wasn't going potty until I finished my drink, no matter how much i'm squirming. 2:30 - i just gushed a ton, struggling to keep it together. But i stood up and rushed to the potty!! But I just couldn't stop leaking and it just felt SO good to let everything out right where I was standing in front of the toilet. Just another huge mess lol. I cleaned myself up and came - although my t dick is kinda burnt out now after like at least 3 orgasms just today lol. Finally taking a shower and then getting in my comfy clothes to just chill later. I haven't had the house to myself in awhile do this was super satisfying hehe 2.) 10:55am: I keep telling myself to take a longer break from in between wettings but sometimes i just can't help it. Today i have the day off from work and the house is empty. I have several hours until anyone comes home. I am really in the mood to make some little accidents hehe. Currently I haven't peed in about an hour. But I had a LOT of water this morning and have peed a lot today already. With my breakfast I consumed a Bang energy drink, and haven't peed since then. I took my dog to the dog park and got gas and now i'm home again. I smoked a joint and am settling down to play some Overwatch with my water bottle (1L size) and a can of kombucha. I'm only allowing myself to use the bathroom upstairs by my room, so whatever happens i am going to need to walk all the way up the stairs to use the potty. 11:02am: i'm pretty squirmy right now, my bladder definitely feels sensitive but i've literally been peeing once an hour all morning til this hold lol! So i guess i've rapid desperation'd myself into this haha. 11:23am: If I win 3 games I get to go pee. Bad news is I have only one 1 game out of 4 lol. We are gonna be here awhile. 11:34am: just lost another game LMFAOOOO I am still holding on just fine, but if i leak soon its so over for me lmfao 11:50am: i lost another game...it was so close 😭 I really don't think I can focus through another match so I stood up and WHOA the weight of my bladder is way more obvious now, i'm really close to leaking. I was taking a sip every time I died and you can imagine how much liquid is in my tummy right now...I managed to climb up the stairs with little incident, but now I'm just standing in my room, legs crossed as i type this and just shaking a little in desperation. It feels amazing. I'm wondering if I should switch to Genshin and do my dailies there for a bit longer until I really can't take it. 11:56am: sitting down at my desk and this is easily the fullest i've felt in a really long time. not sure what volume of liquid is in me but it just feels sooo urgent, like it all needs to come out right now. I'm squeezing my muscles every now and then, but my crotch is definitely a little damp since i've leaked a little bit. Gonna keep holding to see what happens :3 12:09pm: Oh, I am absolutely at my limit for a hold I think. This is an amazing pressure inside of me!! I just finished my Kombucha (330ml) and I must have at least another liter of other liquids inside of me. I have 2 more quests to go before my dailies are done here. I'm not sure how much longer I am going to be able to hold without just completely exploding everywhere 😅 12:15pm: finally done, but i just leaked a little. The wave of desperation is so bad, I just can't stop the leaks. I'm squeezing as much as I can, but I really can't hold it back much longer... 1:11pm: damn i lost track of time 😭😭😭 just got out of the shower lol. Basically i think i held til 12:25ish and was leaking, so o hobbled to the bathroom where for maybe the first time ever?? I started peeing right as i closed the door behind me and was facing the toilet. I quickly grabbed and threw a towel at the ground at my feet as a huge gush soaked my inner thighs and started dripping into my socks >-< I stood there and struggled - i was wearing spandex leggings that were pretty difficult to pull down, and there was still a few steps between me and the toilet (although I was hardly worried about keeping the floor clean lol). The wave of desperation I had subsided, since obviously enough had vacated my bladder I could move again. I sat on the toilet, but with my pelvis angled - the idea of getting most of it in but not all of it 😉 My T dick was so hard it was almost cute lol. I touched myself as I kept spurting - some squirting onto my leggings and towel in front of the toilet, and a little bit making it into the toilet. I kept going like that until I actually came. Cumming like this has been so insanely good 😭 i can't believe i only discovered this like a week ago LOL Anyway the cleanup actually wasn't too awful! I emptied my bladder into the toilet and jumped in the shower. Back in my comfy clothes and off to do chores!!! I love having a day off like this 😊 yippeee 3:45pm: desperate again 😭 I went to the bathroom maybe 2 hours ago now...I had a lot of juice with lunch, smoked another joint, and i moved on to finishing a 24 oz cider i only got two sips in last night. I'm all alone again, and right back to feeling very urgent. Like at least an 8/10 if not a 9/10 - can't stop squirming. Trying to minimize laundry by sitting here on my towel and blankie with no panties or pants on. I feel so naked sitting here with just my bare pussy against a towel 😖 it feels so naughty...hmm it seems my wave of desperation as subsided! Back to drinking. 4:01pm: I'm pretty much chugging this cider lol, the can is almost empty. I can't imagine that once i finish it i will be able to hold much longer...thinking about playing video games again while i finish my drink tbh 4:05pm: sudden wave of desperation, i struggle to not hold myself, i leak a little. it's obviously getting harder to hold back now 🥺 4:11pm: squirted a bunch and then gave in and touched myself and had just another absolutely insane orgasm 😭😭😭 whattt lol Ok i will be finishing up in the bathroom bc i have to stop being silly and focus !! 3.) 12:46pm: Been holding for at least 2.5 hours now? I was trying to hold slow but then I couldn't stop drinking juice 😅 I've been playing video games for the past 40 minutes maybe? I'm lowkey following along a desperation game on milovana, but i'm not doing the activites, i just want the timers 🤣 Anyway i'm getting pretty damn desperate. I'm gritting my teeth through the waves, bearing down as much as i can and taking deep breaths. I wanted to play one more match but I don't even know if I can hold through it. Like I've definitely been getting my panties wet, bc i can feel a drop escaping now and then. 1:08pm: Decided to play another match - wow it was hard to focus and it just felt like it lasted forever 😭 Still really fucking desperate. I'm thinking maybe I should just go but I really want to see how much longer I can hold this bladder. With how swollen it feels, I'm sure I'm holding on to so much 🥺 It really feels like its pressing against my peehole now, like I want to let go so bad but it feels so amazing to hold it all in 🤤 I'm finally alone in the house now, so I can have an accident whenever I want 😇 1:12pm: Putting a towel and blankie under me for now, I think I'm going to attempt one more game if I can hold it 🥺 1:24pm: Made it through another match, but barely. Turned my game off for now because I can't even focus on playing because i want to hold myself so badly. Oh my god, its going to come out right now oh my god ugh it was just a small leak. But oh god, i'm so desperate and so so so full I've been holding for 3 hours now 🥹 1:29pm: BIG leak oh it felt so good, i don't know if i can hold it much longer, now my pants are a little damp... 1:36pm: I just couldn't hold it anymore, and it started gushing out, even through my fingers and soaking everything...I slipped my hand into my panties and rubbed myself and came insanely quickly while spurting everywhere 🥵 10/10 orgasm fr 😭 Okeyyyy that's all I have. Now i'm going on an extended leave bc i rly do need to find some other hobbies rn LOL have fun and stay safe y'all!
  9. Game: Overwatch Rules: Start at a 3 or 4/10. You are only allowed to use the toilet after you earn 10 points. Winning a game gets you 2 points. Losing a game gets you 0 points - but if you get 2 or more endorsements in the losing match you get 1 point. (Basically to reward you for doing your best!) Take a sip of your drink after every death. Take a gulp after losing. Need to play at least one game in each queuing category - A challenge for me since I'm almost solely a support player. Has to be a full, entire match. Backfill games are not to be counted (unless 2 endorsement level is reached, then it will earn 1 point). Start 7:14pm 1st game: 0 points 2nd game: 2 points! I have drank a cup of juice and some water 🙂 taking a small break from drinking since i want my tummy to catch up ! (Sorry changed the format to inckude time stamps lol, points are placed after i played a game!) 7:54pm : 1 point - i'm feeling a little need right now, but i'm also wickedly high.....like whoa haha wow a huge wave of desperation suddenly just overcame me, my little cock immediately got hard. I need to take my big gulp for losing the match...uh oh next game 8:02pm: 0 point game - oh that was an awful game lol. another big gulp i guess. I'm not taking sips after i die anymore bc i was drinking so much my stomach hurt a little LOL Um definitely feeling very full. I'm horny and I feel a little leaky...i'm wearing a pad but there's no way it's going to hold that much liquid. I just wish i had diapers already 😭 8:04pm: queuing into another match. I definitely feel desperate. Like a solid 6 or 7/10. If I don't focus on it, its fine... 8:08pm: fucking backfill game!!! 0 points 😭 8:15pm: 2 points!!! Finally a win 😭 oh my god i can't believe i made the requirement 10 points i'm so fucking full i'm gonna fucking piss myself. I think I leaked a little during that match. My bladder feels so fucking big, even lightly pressing down on it makes my t dick twitch. 8:18pm: fuck i am queuing again. I'm just struggling so bad 😭 Put a towel under me bc i'm doomed 8:29pm: 2 points again!! At 7 total. I am holding on better than I thought now. Have to take a brief moment to let dogs out lol. (Literal dogs) 8:38pm: holy fucking shit i am at a 9/10 i feel like i'm gonna fucking explode. I was standing and only bent over a little to look at something my mom was trying to show me and leak came out 😭 I hurried off using gaming as my excuse to leave. Sitting back down on my towel and I am beyond desperate, I am preparing to have an accident. I got myself another glass of juice for some reason, i don't know if I can even manage to drink this... 8:40pm: I have to boot my game back up lol i need to quickly win 2 more games or i'm literally going to be making the biggest fucking mess 😭 8:51pm: 0 points again lmfao. omg my desperation finally passed thank god. I am able to hold on. I can still feel how full it is, but i can manage. 8:55pm: just kidding i'm insanely desperate again. I got up and moved around a bit and now i'm just back to not being able to hold it. It feels fucking amazing, so full...but god please i just need 3 more points 😭 and then i can potty... Oh god I am so fucking desperate. I'm panting. I can feel all the piss putting pressure on my peehole. I can feel my bladder trying to give out... 9:10pm: 1 point. sat through another game. Bladder calmed down a bit. Oh. Just kidding. I just let out my first official leak. Shit. I do have the pad on i guess. It should be able to absorb a little leak like that. Oh god i want to piss so fucking bad. Another leak just now. Its like i can't even move. My bladder is so full and bulging out so much through my leggings. 9:16pm: fuck idk why i was stalling i have to see if i can win this next game 😭 Oh shit I just leaked again game is about to start jfc 9:29pm: 1 point. just leaked again. I think my pad rly is soaking it up. All i feel is the wet pad so far hmmmm anyway. Next game. Bursting. Leaking definitely happening 9:34pm: had to run to do something else. Came back and sat down. Immediately leaked. I just leaked again...not even in a game lol. Need one more point. Need to hold it. Oh no i didn't notice i have a small patch of wetness that missed my pad 🥺 9:46pm: 0 points last game. leaked 2 more times. Whoa. And just then i let out a literal huge gush. But i just entered into another game. 9:55pm: another 0 point game. but i can't hold it anymore and YES FINALLY its all fucking coming out 10:07pm: that was so much piss i was shocked actually lmfao. i try not to hold for volume but WOW that was at least like 750ml i think. And i still came to the toilet and pissed out more?!? Fuck. It felt so good. Came so hard. That was so fun 😭 and i was so close to winning LMAO. If anyone tries this or something similar let me know hehe i love penalty wetting setups 🤭
  10. I keep typing posts on my phone instead of this website and bro i need that shit OFF OF HEREEE lol

  11. Crazy how this always happens when i'm working from home but i am really about to piss myself as i sit in my chair here 🥺 i drank an entire liter of water earlier and some soda on top of that, so its over for me 😭

  12. Was about to go to bed and then got super desperate out of nowhere!! Going to try and wait for the desperation to subside before I go to bed ❤️

  13. it's always when i'm in the middle of a hold i need to help someone out with something in the house...i should be okay but i've absolutely leaked in my underwear before because of unexpected chores lol

  14. having the most amazing hold right now !! can't wait for the accident hehe

  15. just drank like at least 16oz of green tea and another 12oz out of my water bottle without realizing it...lol...

    going to play some video games hehe~

    1. yaoi doctor

      struggling with whether i want to hold it and wet or just go in the container i have stowed away...

    2. yaoi doctor

      i'm just calculating what i've drank up in my head and oh my god i've had at least 1.5L maybe even 2L. it's been a long time since i've done a hold just to see the volume of my bladder feels good to feel the stretch

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