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Big Girl Stacy

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  1. @j2319 I'm late af to your whistle... Dry both nights of last weekend, but I wore GoodNites both nights. The previous week I wet 3 times (pretty good!) The last time I woke up wet was Monday morning. I'll post my month in detail when it's over, but I've had a bit less wetting this month compared to February.
  2. It's more than sufficient! That just means that mine is more than more than sufficient. It's pretty arbitrary I think, so long as you are consistent. I always go for mornings. If you wanted some kind of justification, you could ask if you actually peed after midnight or before.
  3. This is very embarrassing, but I promised to share this. I tried to write more details this time, it was fun to add them as I went. ❤️ February 2024 Woke up very wet today. Super soggy pull-up. Wet again… well, more like soaked. My goodnite leaked at the leg guards. Wet again. Not as wet as the last two nights but certainly not dry. Very wet this morning. One of those days where I can immediately tell that I’m soaked from the second I gain consciousness. Sixth night in a row with a bedwetting accident. For some reason I’m really hoping that I can break this wet streak before it becomes an entire week. Once again, quite soaked, to the point where I’m considering wearing booster pads in my goodnites or using different padding. I’m a big girl though, I shouldn’t need to resort to diapers. I’m dry!!! It’s quite late in the month to be having my first dry morning, but I’ll take it. Sheets unscathed, goodnite was bone dry. This ends my longest wet streak of the year so far at 6 days. Well… I woke up wet again. Not super soaked, but my goodnite was the only thing saving my pajamas. Ugh… so close to being dry. I might even just count it. I thought I was dry until I pulled my goodnite down and saw an incriminating silver dollar sized yellow circle on the inside. Wet. Very wet. Dry! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Not even a little bit of pee this time. Utterly soaked. I was having some trouble getting to sleep, so I stayed up and scrolled on my phone for a little while, lying on my side. Anyone who wears pull-ups to bed can probably guess where this is going. Sleeping on my side was not the optimal choice, especially since the leg guard started to ride up a little bit. My goodnite must have started leaking almost immediately from the leg, soaking through my pajamas and onto my sheets. Luckily I have a mattress protector! Unlike the night before, I had no leaks. This time, my goodnite was simply swollen with pee. I know that I pee multiple times in the night, or othewise pee slowly, which is what must have allowed it to absorb so much. Damn, once again close to dryness, yet so far away. I woke up in the middle of the night, checked my pull-up, and it was dry. I used the toilet (yes, with my pull-up down), feeling a bit proud, and headed back to bed. I woke up to a few stubborn little dribbles that my overactive bladder had seemingly conserved just in case I took care of business like a non-bedwetter. Happy Valentine’s day! And what lovely gift did Cupid bless me with on this occasion? Obviously, his arrow must have pierced my leg guard or something, because I woke up soaking wet today. Actually, I might have just overfilled it. It’s very swollen, like it did absolutely everything it could. Ugh. I’m not surprised that I’m still single. This is an unusual number of times this month to have goodnites fail me (to be fair, the time I slept on my side was 100% my fault). I realize it isn’t the big girl thing to do, but I want to wake up dry again, so I’m making the executive decision to switch back to diapers until the volume of my wettings subsides enough. I’ve had a few too many wet sheets and pee-jamas this month to justify big girl panties at night. Fortunately my diaper stash is well-stocked. First morning waking up in a diaper this month. I decided to go with the DinoRawrz I had been holding onto for a bit. I think the patterns are super cute, as I was definitely a dinosaur enthusiast as a kid. But, to cut to the chase, the color behind the cute patterns was certainly more...yellow than it was when I put it on. They held up amazingly, though. No leaks and I awoke very comfortably. I had another accident, but my diaper really saved my crinkly butt here. It remained strong through what was evidently a night of multiple wettings which would have made a vast world map on the surface of my sheets. OMG! I woke up with a dry diaper! And I mean bone dry. Perhaps I won’t have to wear these for long and I can go back to goodnites (not that the large diapers are unpleasant 🙂 ) Once again, I wake up dry just in time to say that I haven’t wet the bed for an entire week straight all year so far. It would be embarrassing if such a thing happened the second month of the year. I reused the diaper from the night before and this time actually exploited its capabilities. The crotch and butt areas took a good amount of pee, but there was still plenty of room. It’s not an exact science, but I’d like to think a goodnite would have done the trick. It certainly could have handled the night before! Peeled off another wet diaper this morning. This one felt a bit heavier. If that were a pull-up accident, it would probably have also been a pajama accident. I’m on the fence about going back to goodnites. Maybe if I have two more nights with my typical pee volume, I’ll make the switch back. I don’t want to get to used to using these. Woke up excitedly today because I didn’t feel a big squish right around my privates. However, that seems to speak more to how well the diaper held up than anything. I did have a small accident, nothing a pull-up couldn’t handle. OK… this is decent news. Maybe my super soaker nights are subsiding for the moment. I woke up similarly to yesterday. I think I’m ready to try being a big girl again. Back in goodnites and it feels good. That being said, I failed to wake up dry for the fifth night in a row and the twentieth time this month. Sheets unscathed though! Maybe work has been stressing me out, because Monday through Friday of this week and the last have all been very wet. Yay!!! It’s Saturday morning and I have the whole day to myself. Best of all, I don’t have to spend this time doing my sheets, or even changing out of my goodnite, because it’s dry. Another dry morning today feels refreshing. Lately, waking up wet has felt more like a very real possibility than an absolute certainty, which is nice. Right on, a three night dry streak! I knew I was a big girl. Starting the day on a Monday can be daunting, but the start to my day today was encouraging. This morning marks the end of my longest dry streak this month (three days...pretty short considering January). Still, no leaks. Fingers crossed it can stay that way. Once again, I drank something last night and wore it this morning. Not the wettest I’ve been so far. Although the frequency of my accidents this month has been high, at least I haven’t leaked in a while. I’m dry! I had to piss so badly when I woke up though. Nearly at the point of bursting. This kind of thing is rare for me, but does happen. I ran to the bathroom fast because I knew I would start dribbling soon. I peed in the toilet with a sigh of sweet relief. In the end, my goodnite had the teeniest, tiniest little yellow spot. Who’s to say I didn’t just forget to wipe? 😉 Once every four years, I have a chance to wake up dry on the extra day of February. This year, I failed miserably. I just have had multiple large accidents. My goodnite could not take it. I was doing so well up until now… relative to earlier in the month, anyway. I suppose I’ll have to keep trying to either start the month or end the month dry. Until then, I have some sheets to wash.
  4. I feel exactly the same way. It's hard for me to say when I started kind of enjoying bedwetting. I don't think many people in my life ever found out about it, so I never felt super teased or bullied over it. I was still deeply ashamed of it for sure. I'm certain that if I was actually teased about wetting myself, it would be super humiliating and unpleasant. At some point, pee and sexuality just became really intertwined for me, I think. It helps me be more confident that I can make troubling experiences fun for myself by changing the context. It's definitely a psychological thing. I like being teased about wetting accidents now. I really enjoy being humiliated a little bit ❤️
  5. @yelling76 Thank you, I know I'm in good company. @Anxious Yes! I think the leaks recently may be a punishment for drinking coffee. @j2319 Yes, most definitely! @trekkie Yes, towards the end of January I just started wetting more, and I have had few dry mornings this month. I'll post my journal at the end of the month. Hoping to wake up dry on leap day! @peelion Thanks for your encouragement. But seriously... wet, wet, and wet again. The last time I woke up dry was on Sunday morning, but things are rather soaked before that. Fortunately, I have not had any leaky pullups since then.
  6. Ugh I've been frankly embarrassed to post in this thread for a while... February is taking a serious toll on my water bill and garbage space 😞 💔
  7. And how did it end? Specifically, how wet did your sheets end up? @j2319 I've also had many instances of waking up wet in the middle of the night; it's how I confirmed to myself that I tend to wet multiple times in the night. Oftentimes when I wake up like this, I'm barely wet, just a little bit damp, and I don't usually have to pee. I usually end up going back to sleep.
  8. I gathered up my bedwetting journal for January for you all 🙂 New year! Stayed up too late on new year’s eve, didn’t wear a pull-up, woke up very wet this morning… not the ideal start to the new year. Wore my pull-up to sleep and I woke up dry! Wet my pull-up. Wet my pull-up again. Wore my pull-up, stayed dry. Dry once again! Woke up quite wet, but not leaking through my pull-up. Forgot to wear my pull-up to sleep, but fortunately I didn’t need it. Stayed dry big-girl style. Awww, I could’ve worn panties to bed again. Still, a dry pull-up is nice. Wet my pull-up, but not as much as usual. Dry again. I’m doing fairly well this month. Wet pull-up. Dry this morning. Dry again Dry for the third time! I just. Keep. Winning. Dry four nights in a row! Five nights dry?! Hell yes, I’m such a big girl!!! Can’t believe that I woke up dry again; it’s definitely a pleasant surprise. Can I make it for a week? I stayed dry for an entire week!!! I’m doing amazing this month. Another day dry is just the cherry on top. I’m such a big girl. I knew it wouldn’t last forever. I had an accident in my pull-up. Stayed dry all night Wet my pull-up. Dry nights are good nights. Yay, another dry night this month!! Not as long of a dry streak, ended up unusually wet this morning. If yesterday was unusually wet, today was super soaked. Totally saturated through my pull-up in the night somehow. This series of wet nights is not very fun...woke up with a lot of pee in my pull-up this morning. Happy to wake up dry today. Dry again! Ending the month on a similar note to the beginning. At least I had a pull-up this time.
  9. So... I've wet my bed twice since my last update. I was wearing a Goodnite both times and it didn't leak, though it was pretty soaked. It seems my little dry run has come to an end. If history is doomed to repeat itself, I'm going to be having a very soggy next few weeks. Question for people in the thread: Some people have told me that it seems they are more likely to wet themselves at night if they wear a diaper/pullup to sleep. I suppose for me this was kind of true, because sometimes if I woke up dry I would end up using my padding anyway (or just be tempted to have fun in it). I never found it affects my sleep wetting much though. Does wearing padding affect the frequency of wetting for you guys? I feel you about the panties haha! Sometimes you just want to wear them. I sometimes wear panties over pullups.
  10. Yes! I wasn't able to post yesterday, but I managed to stay dry every night since my last post 🙂 At one point I had a trippy nightmare that made me think I had woken up wet, but I was actually dry every night. Sometimes this just happens, where I can go for extended periods of time while staying dry, I'm not sure what it is. It's kind of a nice change (you know, to not need a change in the morning)! I'm not taking my plastic sheet or absorbent mat off of my bed anytime soon, though 😉
  11. I've managed to say dry every night since my last post!!! Wish me luck tonight, I'm on my way to being dry for a week continuously ❤️ please tell me that I'm a good girl 🥺
  12. Lol I'm most definitely not a member of the dry gals club this year. I partied on New Year's Eve which resulted in waking up very wet on the first day of the year. I didn't even manage to put on a diaper or goodnite, so my bed got soaked down to the plastic sheet haha. Since then I've put on a goodnite every night, though it's been wet 6 nights so far this year, not a very dry start lol. I'll post my potty chart at the end of the month if I remember ❤️ . Today is 1/13/2024 and I woke up dry today!! I had to pee pretty bad, though. I decided to take a long, steamy shower and see how long I could hold it in the shower. Since I usually pee immediately in the shower, I got very desperate as soon as I turned the water on while waiting for it to warm up, almost losing control before stepping in lol. Once I got in, I managed to hold on for what felt like a long time (I didn't have a watch haha) but probably wasn't. Eventually I just could not hold on and began dribbling and leaking. It was over not long after that and I just started peeing down my legs. It was amazing. I felt like it was a little reward for being a big girl last night 🙂
  13. I get kind of uninterested when I can't see the face sometimes. Honestly I'm kind of bored with omorashi videos where it's JUST wetting. Yes, I like the sight of pee flowing into a tight pair of jeans, but I'd much rather also see adorable and desperate reactions and hear some cute phrases like "I don't know if I can hold it!”
  14. Most often it is peeing in the toilet, but sometimes it's a frightening dream with fear wetting. Rarely, it's a situation where I pee my pants without being aware of it, notice I have wet pants, and wake up to a wet bed. I wet only twice last week and only once this week so far!!
  15. @Taco124 Sorry you are going through so much much extra trouble 💔 @j2319 It seems from the evidence you gathered that you most likely did wet the bad, barring some rather extreme circumstances. I haven't been posting much for the last few months, but things have generally stayed about the same for me with respect to bedwetting. I haven't been very diligent in keeping track lately, but it almost seems worse at times. On average, I would say at least 4 times per week. I wet myself the last 4 nights in a row. Before that, it was 2 dry nights preceded by 3 wet nights. That's a lot of bedwetting! As I mentioned above, I tend to wet several times in the night when I do have accidents. This has been happening more lately, so when I have accidents I get more soaked. I have a small bladder (even if a bit overactive), so luckily Goodnites with a booster pad have still been (mostly) doing the trick. Sometimes I still soak right through them and onto my peapod mat. Speaking of classic bedwetter moves, mine this morning was waking up with my legs apart and on my back, then cautiously rubbing the front of my pullup to feel if it was full. It felt saturated, bulging and expanded with liquid. Does anyone else have pee dreams sometimes? For me it isn't every time I wet the bed, but I do sometimes pee in my dreams.
  16. When I wet the bed, I often wet more than once. I know this because sometimes I will wake up wet, clean things up, then go back to bed, only the repeat the process later </3
  17. I like videos like this, but are there any targeted at women? I.e., videos where someone is teasing me/telling me to wet or masturbate but with replacements such as "rub your clit" instead of "rub your cock?"
  18. I love the idea you presented about it being OK to wet the bed! Very cute. "Hey, it's OK, sweetie. Even big girls wet their beds sometimes." "It's all right. I'm sure you'll grow out of it. And if you don't, that's fine, too." "Good thing we had the plastic sheet, huh? Don't worry about it. It's no trouble to wash the bedding at all." "You're a bedwetter too? How come you didn't tell me earlier?" "Hey, don't worry about getting the bed wet. I already prepared it for you with a plastic sheet and an absorbent mat." "Are you getting up to use the bathroom? Don't worry about it. Just lay back and relax. Try to get some sleep." I have to say that I enjoy it the other way as well, i.e., being patronized for being a bedwetter. "Are you sure you should be drinking that much water before bedtime?" "Don't you think caffeine will make you have an accident?" "Did you remember to slip on your night-time underwear?" "You stayed dry all night? I'm so proud of you!" "It's almost your bedtime. Remember to use the potty before you go to sleep." "Awww, looks like you used the potty in your dream again. Better luck next time." "Are you all ready for the sleepover? Did you pack your pull-up? Good. I told your friend's mom to give you an opportunity to put it on." (Glad you like my signature 😉 )
  19. I got talked down to only as a very young child (who was a bit slow in potty training lol) To answer your question, I'm not really sure. I just really like being humiliated (in a sexual context, not so much in real life). Recently, I've also been really liking the idea of being given permission to wet myself. I think it's very humiliating: a realization that I don't even have a chance of holding it, that I will have an embarrassing accident one way or another. I like the idea that holding it under some circumstances would be so futile that I have to be told to just give up. Sorry if that was too off-topic lol.
  20. Haha I need the context for this! Can you please post the link to the OP on reddit?
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