Leila I think you deserve a gold medal for your bravery, courage, determination, effort, lack of care of others reactions to you peeing in public, openness to ideas, your continued dedication to making your videos, the pain you go through holding the pee for extended periods, etc….
Your most recent photo in the car is the best photo I have ever seen in this subject. Your an olympic gold medalist at this and do not forget it. Keep up the great work. Go Leila!