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RWJdiapers

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  • My pronouns are..
    he/him

My Kinks

  • I'm into..
    Diapers
    Cuddling
    Humiliation
    Pleasure control
    Spanking

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  1. I remember seeing this on pornhub before the huge purge and if I remember correctly in the comments of the video it's the ex-girlfriend of the original uploader/guy who was filming. I don't think there are any other videos just that one.
  2. "super naive" lol they can be used on anyone. Honestly that's one of the first things I want to do when I get diapers cause that would feel really nice. Did you do it when you were dry or wet?
  3. What you said about "character not magically changing" actually makes me feel better. Like yeah I'm not gonna be that proud of it but shouldn't beat myself up for it. I'm still me to the people around me and to myself. It's not like my DL quirk is a huge thing that revolves around me but more like a side trait. I shouldn't let it affect me overall.
  4. The thing is my parents were out of town recently and I was thinking of buying some abdl diapers or Goodnites from ebay (sometimes I see sellers sell like 2 as like samplings but to also be put in the mail box rather than left at the door and I don't even think goodnites would fit me that well) but I also have a younger brother still in high school and an older sister who recently had a baby that comes over time from time. So even the slightest window of opportunity of ordering and having delivered on a day where my parents are out of town with perfect timing can still have a huge misstep and everything falls. It's something I don't want to risk. As for the job and moving out, I did actually go to school for a computer troubleshooting certification but I was only able to get one 3-Month contract job from it and that cert expires in June this year. I also just feel burned out on school. In early 2020, I tried to look and apply for jobs in that field and even then I was never was able to get one even after interviewing cause of other people also applying for the job. I then tried to apply to places around me like retail type stuff but none of them ever got back to me. The family business is my "to fall back on" job. My parent's rent free roof over my head and food on the table (along with the business being closer to our house than you think) it makes it very out of the ordinary and odd to even explain why I would want to move out. Haven't even told them I'm gay and I don't know how any of them would react to that. I should also note that I don't drive. I don't like driving and have very little incentive or motivation to get my license. I had a permit once but that expired and I did use a driving school for like a month but that's about it. I just don't like it. So I can't just drive to some far out of town pharmacy and get some gnites or even abenas and I couldn't stand the embarrassment of buying in public even at like a self checkout. I think I need help more with feeling more comfortable with it and then expressing/telling people like friends in like the right way.
  5. I've been a DL for as long as I can remember (mainly around the age of 6). It never started out as a kink/fetish but eventually evolved to being a balance between that and a comfort/convenience type of interest. It would be something that I feel like would help me distress and find some inner emotional safety and peace dealing with some anxiety. To the point it wouldn't feel like an abnormal thing or something to think about, eventually I would want to wear diapers as a now and then thing like few times a week/month. It fascinates me. Even if it feels like a guilty or shameful thing, either browsing diaper tumblr, diaper twitter, adisc and of course here. Something along the lines of "so wrong but feels so good" vibe I get from it. I am 21 years old and still living with my family. Working a job in the family business so the reason to move out isn't there. I don't hang with friends IRL anymore due to jobs/life/covid/distance so I just stay online like on Twitter and Discord chilling with the friends I've made (friends that are states away) and keep in touch with with an old high school friend or two. Now that you have some form of context on me here is what I want to do. I don't want to just hide/suppress it anymore. The longer you keep something inside, the harder it gets to contain. I feel like it's building and want some way to release it. I want to tell somebody (hard no on family and on the middle of telling friends) but fear the potential outcomes and how that would affect things. I can't order or go out and buy some diapers to satisfy urge or even try. Even then I still have an underlying guilt about it. How do I deal with this? How did or do you deal with something like this? How do I start small and then big with this? What is the best way to come to terms and ease myself with this? I was hoping hearing some other people's stories, experiences and, motives for wearing/wanting to wear and, how other people coming to terms can help me better guide through this. Thanks for reading. - Some Diaper Lover
  6. That's very true and relatable. I'm also just a DL that carries some of that baggage.
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