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somerando

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  1. I've been wearing all night and I'm good and soaked at this point. My diaper has nearly doubled in thickness since I put it on. I sorta HAVE to change now or I'll be leaking everywhere.
  2. I've been drinking lots of water all day to make me pee and I'm finding it difficult to do a hold to hit that state of desperation like I want :aquacry: The temptation to use my diaper as soon as I'm taped in is too strong. I sometimes hold for a few minutes but never more than that, because as my bladder begins to twinge I think "Okay, time to hold it for a while. :reimuwink:" And then as the need gets even a little urgent I can't help but think about how much better said diaper would feel if I gave it a good soaking now and let it get all squidgy and full and just enjoyed the sensations for a while:smilingwithhearts: And then I just can't stop myself from Relaxing and filling up my pants right then and there so I can sit in it for a while.

  3. So I'm taking some time to enjoy myself tonight because I have nowhere else to be tomorrow.

    I took some laxatives earlier for kicks and they're hitting me HARD. Feels like I'm about to explode at any second :owonervous:

    Fortunately I'm dressed for the occasion. :owoawoo: I don't think this diaper's gonna be clean for much longer.

    1. somerando

      Oh, geez. "Explode" was definitely the right word. I couldn't stop it at all, and the diaper barely contained it all. Cleanup on this is gonna be awful, but it was Definitely worth it since I don't get to do this very often, and it always feels nice when I do have the opportunity.

    2. Racergirl1404

      Did the diaper hold up (ie. Not leak)

    3. somerando

      I leaked but I only had a little bit of pee get out. Otherwise it held, despite how forcefully I messed and how heavy it got.

      I could feel it shifting around in my diaper, and because I insisted on waiting until I lost control instead of letting it out on purpose, I was still sitting down when I lost it and filled my pants.

      It's a miracle I didn't have it come rushing out of the leg gathers if we're being honest, the only diapers I can get are the store brand from the pharmacy down the road.

  4. Are you a person whose libido declined at some point? If so, do you still find some aspect of holding or peeing enjoyable? No, it's generally pretty active, but I have no desire for sex with anyone in any capacity. I'm actually generally extremely sex-repulsed. I find other peoples' genitals to be generally unpleasant, conceptually. That's not to say that I think people who like sex are repulsive, I just have no desire for it and actually become uncomfortable at the thought of sex with a partner. Do you enjoy some aspect of holding or peeing separately from sexual feelings? It's uh. Pretty much entirely a sex thing for me. It just sort of causes physical sensations I find pleasant. Do you use omorashi as a substitute for sexual pleasure? It's basically my Only source of sexual pleasure, because it's one of the few things that stimulates me in that way, from a purely mechanical sense. Nothing else, and nobody else, really elicits a physical response from me, and I'm aromantic on top of being asexual, so there's also no partner involved to prompt me into sex for any reason. Some people have a low libido. If they're comfortable that way, do you consider them OK -- a normal variant within the human range? As long as you're comfortable with it and there's no danger to your health, I don't see why it wouldn't be okay. What do you understand "asexual" to mean? I experience no attraction to other people. The uh. The plumbing works, so to speak, but I have never, EVER looked at anyone and thought "Yeah, I'd have sex with them." I've seen people and gone, "Oh well they're pretty!" or "that person's cute." but it's sorta. . . detached from any desire. I'd talk about people being pretty the same way I'd discuss a painting, or a landscape being pretty. It's all purely aesthetic. Sex itself is repulsive to me, and the thought of having sex makes me nauseous. I don't care if other people do it but it's 100% Not For Me. Nothing about it seems pleasant. I don't like being touched, I don't want sex, I don't like being kissed or even really hugged. Should we count enjoying peeing activities without sexual arousal as within omorashi? I would say yes. It may be both purely sexual and entirely born of physical stimuli, but I'm all for letting people enjoy things in whatever capacity they want. Does a person belong here by virtue of feeling at home and abiding by the site's standards? As long as they're following the rules, sure. I couldn't weigh in on this myself, seeing as I'm not autistic. I am neurodiverse in that I have ADHD, which has some overlap between in experiences. I know a lot of the symptoms overlap between the two. But I don't think my neurological disorder has anything particular to do with my asexuality. That said studies about ADHD have shown that people with it do have a tendency to have reduced synaptic response to melatonin, which can lead to insomnia and non-24 sleep cycles, so it's not necessarily unreasonable to think that there could be some link between ADHD and response to other hormones. Unless I can find an actual study on it, though, I wouldn't say either way.
  5. Currently very, very full. I haven't had access to any diapers in a long time, and suddenly have a whole weekend guaranteed to not have any interruptions, and so I'm not bothering with toilets at all till monday. Just gotta change before bed.
  6. So. . . I May have gotten hold of some tranquility overnight pullups recently, and I may have tried them out just now with a couple hours' worth of holding while I make sure to drink lots and lots of water, and while I didn't hold till my bladder gave up on me, I did enjoy the sensation of absolutely flooding it. For a pullup it held remarkably well! I don't think it can take another one like that but it took it like a champ, all things considered.

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