somerando
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I've been drinking lots of water all day to make me pee and I'm finding it difficult to do a hold to hit that state of desperation like I want The temptation to use my diaper as soon as I'm taped in is too strong. I sometimes hold for a few minutes but never more than that, because as my bladder begins to twinge I think "Okay, time to hold it for a while. " And then as the need gets even a little urgent I can't help but think about how much better said diaper would feel if I gave it a good soaking now and let it get all squidgy and full and just enjoyed the sensations for a while And then I just can't stop myself from Relaxing and filling up my pants right then and there so I can sit in it for a while.
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So I'm taking some time to enjoy myself tonight because I have nowhere else to be tomorrow.
I took some laxatives earlier for kicks and they're hitting me HARD. Feels like I'm about to explode at any second
Fortunately I'm dressed for the occasion. I don't think this diaper's gonna be clean for much longer.
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I leaked but I only had a little bit of pee get out. Otherwise it held, despite how forcefully I messed and how heavy it got.
I could feel it shifting around in my diaper, and because I insisted on waiting until I lost control instead of letting it out on purpose, I was still sitting down when I lost it and filled my pants.
It's a miracle I didn't have it come rushing out of the leg gathers if we're being honest, the only diapers I can get are the store brand from the pharmacy down the road.
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So. . . I May have gotten hold of some tranquility overnight pullups recently, and I may have tried them out just now with a couple hours' worth of holding while I make sure to drink lots and lots of water, and while I didn't hold till my bladder gave up on me, I did enjoy the sensation of absolutely flooding it. For a pullup it held remarkably well! I don't think it can take another one like that but it took it like a champ, all things considered.