Alice Ivy

UwU, very cute!

Oh lmao, I was confused for a bit there. You're welcome.

What do you mean?

:3 you held so well. I'm excited to get you to hold more soon.

I play a holding game when I play dark souls where sip every time I die or use an item and take a big drink every time I use a bomb fire. It's led to some very desperate situations and a few wettings

Will you consider making a linux build. I think it's pretty easy to do with unity

I would love to see more of this! Magic induced desperation is a topic that I don't feel gets enough love

Hia, I'm ace! I have a libido but sex just doesn't interest me at all, the porn I enjoy is watching others masturbate, very soft porn on gonewild subreddits, and obviously omorashi. I love holding and for me it's defo a kink thing and I don't use it as a substitute for sexual pleasure rather as another tool I guess. Tool feels like the wrong word but I can't think of anything else. The term asexual to me means the absence of sexual desire, I don't want to have sex. However for me absence of that desire doesn't mean I don't have a libido I do masturbate and I do enjoy it. I for sure think that we should include those who enjoy peeing activities without arousal this is a forum about pee and other things, anyone who likes those things should be allowed to participate. I didn't answer all the questions because I don't really have answers for the rest of them, I hope this helps

better than any orgasm

hm, well back in secondary school my pee shyness was off the charts, I just could not pee if there was anyone else in the toilet and even when it was completely empty it was still a massive struggle. I'm on the spectrum and while I don't think it makes the sensation more intense I definitely think it makes it harder to deal with due to those lovely sensory issues. My solution was to dehydrate myself, I just didn't drink a drop of anything from when I woke up until I got home which got super difficult when I got involved with preforming arts and would stay at school from like 8am in the morning to 9pm. Those were the days that I'd be leaking slowly on my way back.

I'm not entirely sure. I guess I was just feeling extra strong that day. and yes it really was worth it!

Desperate skirt wetting View File I had a holding contest with cupofjoe(thebro) on discord and he completely destroyed me. I tried to make it harder for him to hold by making us both compress our bladders, I used a felt robe and he used a belt. The desperation hit me hard and fast as I quickly set up my camera and within 15 seconds I start peeing. Submitter Alice Ivy Submitted 07/24/2021 Category Transgender (MtF)

Got super desperate after drinking 1.5L of dr.pepper

Hey, I have a lot to be angry about but I'm usually a relatively chill gal. I can get transphobic abuse hurled at me or get physically assaulted and I don't get mad instead I just sort of shut down. When something small happens however I freak the fuck out. I spill a little bit of tea on some sneakers? I explode. I drop a plate? I explode. Ect. I just wanna know why this happens and how I can stop it from happening, I'm making those around me scared and I really hate that.

View File Completely soaking my leggings I completely soak my leggings Submitter Alice Ivy Submitted 07/12/2021 Category Transgender (MtF) After a rather long walk outside while bursting to pee I went inside and my dom instructed me not to cross my legs or hold myself unless I really had to. Unfortunately I just couldn't hold it back and ended up drenching myself.

Only a couple of dribbles, I didnt check but I'm sure the wet patch was only about the size of a penny.

Hia, so I did a thing a few days ago! Before we get started I should probably get the obligatory description part out of the way noiw. I'm a tall girl, 6'4" and unfortunately my bad eating habits have gotten worse and I've lost a substantial amount of weight so I am very skinny right now. I was wearing black high waisted jeans a black tee and a pink hoodie. My hair is mid length going just past my shoulders and is a dark golden brown. My hair is curly when it's playing ball but it really wasn't today so it was a bit of a frizzy mess. So I knew in advance that I had a 2 hour long car journey so I decided to go for a hold, this was my prep. I wanted to leave with an urge at about 5 out of 10 so 2 hours before I started to drink 1.75L and around 30 minutes before I left I felt a small urge to pee probably a 3 or 4 out of 10 so things were going to plan. We left a little bit early and the 2 hour journey started. It was pretty uneventful for the first leg of the journey, I slowly got more and more desperate reaching a 7 as we hit the halfway point and this is when we hit the traffic. I think it's important for me to point out that I live in a capital city and traffic here is nearly always bad, I often look at the traffic viewer on google maps and it's all either red or orange but the traffic I hit was abnormal. It was way further out than I expected so I was starting to really worry. 20 minutes past and we'd only moved around 2 or 3 miles and my desperation kept on climbing, I was really banking on my shy bladder being shy in the car. Oh right, I need to talk about that fucking thing. Well I have a shy bladder or, to give it it's medical term, Paruresis, it's satans disease. At it's peak I could not pee anywhere that wasn't my toilet at home and to make matters worse because I really really had to pee it felt like I was constantly about to wet myself but I just could not pee, sometimes I managed to leak and at the end of a long school day I'd often be uncontrollably leaking but I could never fully let go. It was hell but I'm getting better and I can pee in public bathrooms now as well as wet myself in just panties, skirts, anything that doesn't massively disrupt the flow of urine while either in my room or the toilet at home and I was really hoping not to have an improvement in my condition because wetting myself in the car wasn't really an option. A further 40 minutes past and we were at the point where I should be at home sprinting to the toilet but I was stuck in the car with a further 45 minutes to go until we got home and I was at a 9. Part of the challenge that I didn't mention earlier was that I was going to act completely normally in the car, that meant no squirming, no crotch grabbing, no tightly crossed legs, nothing. So I sat that shivering in desperation with only willpower and the condition I'm beating stopping me from peeing and then it happened, the first leak. The pressure has been building up over the course of 2 hours and it was finally too much. As casually as I could I took off my hoodie and put it on my lap, the leak didn't show thankfully but once I start getting leaky I'm usually close to bursting if the situations above are met and I did not want to take any chances. So there I was for a further 30 minutes, shivering and trying to subtlety hold myself under my hoodie and miraculously the traffic cleared and we were pulling in after 5 minutes but the hold wasn't done. Remember what I said about acting normal? Well that doesn't stop just because we're near home so I had to slowly grab my bag, unbuckle my seat-belt and grab a few other bags to carry in before casually walking to the front door. as soon as I passed the threshold I dropped the two bags I had brought in and ran upstairs to my bedroom. With this level of desperation and the toilet right next to my room I was sure I could wet my jeans so I sat down on a towel and chatted a little bit on discord expressing just how close to exploding I was until someone posted a water gif, you know this one? Yea that one, well I saw it and bladder saw that as a challenge to how much pressure it was holding back and it started. First as a couple of leaks that I managed to stop then I start to spurt, then it started to trickle out of me and even though I was using all of my mental and physical strength to hold on pee just started rushing out of me and the relief was amazing, the pee felt amazing in jeans, parts of the stream clung to my legs and ran straight out from the bottom of my jeans while other parts of the stream drenched my jeans in hot pee. I think this is now my favorite past hold of mine, not only did I ended up wetting, I ended up wetting in a way that I have never done in the past. Thank you so much for reading please leave your thoughts on this experience whether they are positives or things I could improve on, I really want to become a better writer so feedback is very appreciated. Chao!

wow, you peed for over a minute, you must have been desperate!

I love how you can really see the difference in you bladder bulge from the start of the video to the end. Lovely video!

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1A-LJTTnwzIiKkG6Ro9VFERApWzuB2Diy0-rDBVyRjDc/edit#gid=0 This link has the rules on, it's a super hard challenge.