April Nine

I've done it before. Dunno how much you are trying to do but I just lock up my jean belt hooks on a slightly bigger pair (or sometimes just at the sacrifice of my stomach - I don't recommend it, I have never not gotten indigestion from it) but theres no particular risks with something so minimal. Just wear a top that'll cover it up if you don't want people staring

Frequent diarrhea runs, friend encounters usually

Long distance is just a given for me, but a slightly mistimed daily commute can easily screw me over. Easily to feel like I know the route

I have yet to have someone say anything to me..

You shouldn't bet on people being desperate all the time. Almost every subtle gestures are also just common gestures that people do- especially when they're bored

I don't think I've peed properly in the toilet in months

I mean if I'm so desperate I'm already leaking then I just have to relax, on a normal pee I push a little and then it all flows on its own

This is one of the best ways to induce an accident if you enjoy gaming I think. Especially if you have to talk you fill yourself up really fast without noticing it. Time flies, your throat is dry and you're concentrating. And then when it hits, you can't just alt f4 the game

So as I'm chugging water and eating up the ice cream at the grassy area, I realized that all but one chaperone/instructor was already gone to the pool and I knew my turn to be dragged to the pool was coming. Literally as I stood up to empty the bladder that surely must've filled the same group of girls from before came towards me and tugged me away. I wanted to be that other chaperone in the grass area so bad... I guess for the one time in my life I'm popular its a detriment (lol). More or less the exactly same thing happened as before. I had to pee REALLY bad and I had no way to escape the place without risking a kid hitting her head on a diveboard and drowning. So as I'm standing there waiting for kids to jump off the diving board and into the pool where I'm at, I'm leaking all the pee in my bladder. I started leaking at like the 2nd kid jumping and I kept leaking continuously. My legs were crossed and I was squirming all over the place, pretending I was just you know, moving around in water like a normal person (I definitely did not look normal). I leaked so much into that pool (I'm sorry guys) that I just naturally stopped peeing after a while. My bladder was just done emptying itself. After they all finished diving and were getting bored, I nudged them along the slides area where there was already another group of kids with a chaperone. I felt fine in water but as soon as I left the pool I was hit with that cool air that hits you when you leave the pool. So weird how that works even when the weather is swelteringly hot. That made me flinch. I started leaking little by little again, filling the water trails left by other visitors with pee. After I successfully left the kids off, this time, I fully sprinted to the nearest bathroom only to find it locked. But at this point, my bladder was so empty that I had no trouble holding it- just with a lot of pee dancing. With like 10 bathroom trips and 2 wettings under my belt, I knew my bladder would be absolutely screwed. This 2nd wetting had come within an hour of my first and I still had another 2 hours to hold out. I'll spare you the details. I wet 2 more times that day- actually thats incorrect, I wet myself 8 times that day, but I'll get to that. By the time the camp had ended, I was already leaking pee into the ground sitting as the 2 instructors finished their blah blah whatever speeches to the children wishing they had fun all that stuff. I was dying to pee and leave. I couldn't let myself pee myself for the 5th time >.< But that dream never came true. You have never seen a more full changing room in your life. I swear all these elementary girls have iron bladders- I've never seen them excuse themselves at the pool and now here they were all lined up and peeing for like minutes per. Luckily my neighbors kid wasn't standing in line. As she left the changing room, I went in. As soon as i closed the door I began squirming intensely. I could no longer tell what on my legs was pee, water, and sweat. I crossed my legs multiple times a second hit the walls of the changing room with my back on numerous occassions. Unless I wanted to let pee flow all around the changing room I had to hold it. And I sort of succeeded. After some mild leakage, I made it by. I had already given up on changing, I just put on my T shirt and shorts so that I could escort my neighbors daughter out to my neighbors car. As you can imagine, the walk to the car was brutal. In order to stop myself from peeing, my steps were sporadic and my left hand was clenched tightly rolling up my shorts while my right hand hovered between the daughter's back and my thighs back and forth. As I waved goodbye I could feel my sandles flowing with pee. Moral of the story? Don't chaperone little kids if you have a weak bladder. Just don't. Btw you want to know why you never want to experience this? I peed myself on a 15 minute drive home after this. In the car. It was not fun. Another reason? Peed myself at the door of my house. Another reason? Just randomly wet myself going to the bathroom. Another reason? Every bathroom trip for the next like 2-3 days was close calls or full wettings. I never had to wash all my panties in 2 days.

In my life I've had a fair share of REALLY bad accidents but I might've hit a new level 3 weeks ago- I was so embarrassed I didn't really even want to talk about it at first but now I'm over it again so here to my and everyone elses entertainment. My neighbor has a really young daughter (like kindergarten elementary around that age) and my neighbor asked me if I could chaperone her while she was away at a summer camp for just the first day. I mean no offense to her or to comment on her ways but shes kind of the "if I don't have my eyes on her then its not ok" type of parent and so she wanted someone she knew to be a chaperone because she couldn't that day. It was an all day camp so I wasn't very comfortable at first but the itinerary consisted of a school building and the gym alongside a pool so I thought that bathroom shouldn't be that big of a deal and I had some personal debt to pay to my neighbor for a different issue anyways. So I reluctantly took the offer. Because it was a sports camp I did expect lots of moving around so I couldn't quite wear my diapers, especially with athletic shorts and I didn't have any incontinence panties... I should've quit the deal when I realized that but it was a little too late. They really do say accidents happen from many small errors... Anyways I show up and its intense, I wasn't expecting that many kids with that few chaperones- I guess no parent can really run around for the whole day with their kid. I was moving around a lot and drinking lots. Ate lunch, rinse and repeat. Outside weather was pretty hot as well- it was a really humid day. I noticed I peed an excessive amount of times but I wasn't even that close to wetting myself so I thought nothing of it. Me and the 3 other adults just swapped out. Afterall, how many adults need to supervise a bunch of kids playing kickball. Maybe one to make sure nobody jumps off to the streets and one to "pitch" the kickball. The problem came with the pool, I already had to kind of pee when we started walking to the pool from the school but quite frankly I was really embarrassed to hault a group of like 50 kids because a chaperone had to go pee. I wanted to change quickly and go pee at the pool but luck wasn't quite on my side. I'm more a bikini person normally and the only one piece swimsuit at the time was a bit too tight- another small error. On top of the that, screw the bathroom, I was quickly forced out to a pool by a horde of girls. Needing to keep my composure was getting a harder by the second. Even as my bladder was feeling the effects of all the water I drank, the day was so hot and humid my body was simultaneously desperately asking for even more water. 10 minutes passes, 20 minutes, 30 minutes, an hour... these children showed no hopes of getting out of the pool. Theoretically, I could've just left for the bathroom but I want *you* to be around a group of young girls enthusiastically playing in the pool with you. Besides the pool was a big community pool filled with many other visitors and with the deep end going up to 7ft deep I didn't quite feel comfortable leaving the children either. Even though I was smiling on the outside, my bladder was crying for release. Within maybe like 10 minutes, or maybe even shorter in actual time, I started to leak. My entire body twitched as I felt myself lose control. I couldn't hold myself, couldn't cross my legs, just silently suffering and peeing into the pool. A little later another chaperone showed up with one of the "instructors" to call all the kids back to our "base camp". I felt the need to return with the kids but any sense of duty was relieved as I saw the kids leave, and also heard a huge splash... from underneath me and I can tell you it was not the pool water. I told the other chaperone I was going to the bathroom and figuratively ran to the bathroom. Now that the children and the chaperone were out of sight I held onto myself desperately. I hide around the bathroom before I entered to stop the pee trail I had been making up to now. I had finally managed to control myself- for about 5 seconds. As soon as I entered the bathroom I began to leak once more. I stormed into a stall as quick as I could and let loose to all the pee I had been holding. BUT as unfortunate as it is, this would've just been an ordinary accident day for me if it stopped there. Remember, the camp was not over, and the weather was not any cooler. As I took a shower to clean off any pee off my swimsuit (oh and my entire lower body) and returned to the grass area my body decided the accident I just had wasn't really anything of concern. I was so thirsty and despite knowing what I might suffer I just couldn't stop myself from drinking water in front of me. I emptied the whole one of those green squeeze Gatorade bottles, however much waters in there... another error... a REALLY big error This is turning out to be really long... maybe because it was a long day so I'm splitting into 2 parts

Depending on how bursting I am I might completely flood it to be honest. Spiders are like my arch nemesis. Not like I lose it completely when I'm scared though so definitely depends on how desperate

I mean unless you're like me trying to hide the leaks by peeing into a towel and only trying to contain the mess I think it'll be fine. You can always stack on more to see how much your bladder wets it right?

Beach- spotted 2 people *probably* peeing on the beach/ocean this vacation

I didn't have any traditional 'im desperate' issues- just a lot of sudden urge strikes and leaks in the stall which is not uncommon

Make my bathroom a maze so its hard to get to the shower because the toilet should be non-existent. Floor should have a drain for easy clean ups. Easy to grab towels to shove down my panties when I wet