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blackdiaper

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  1. That's one of my biggest fantasies. Hugging a girl who is bursting while sitting on my lap and then she loses control while still hugging ❤️
  2. I hate Amsterdam haha, but it's alright to visit from time to time. The street urinals don't work for me, I got a shy bladder >_<
  3. I have never been able to. As a DL lover I usually wear a diaper as well when holding. I get so turned on by it that I do spurt/leak from time to time, but no loss of control. I had one time that I ate magic truffels and I was holding as well. Only this time I didn't really get turned on and stayed flacid most of the time, only had a weak erection. This caused me to lose most of my bladder content, my bladder just heavily contracted and the pee was just gushing out. I didn't take magic truffels after that, so it didn't happen again unfortunately, and I am not really wanting to try it again as well, because I felt very sick the first hour. While smoking weed I tend to be able to hold forever as well, and it turns me on even more, so also not a way to have an accident..
  4. Hey! Yes it's a thing. Im a DL myself, but I don't to the AB thing. I am into women acting little though, but not babyish. Just being older, acting a bit cute and needing a diaper because she pees her pants otherwise is really hot!
  5. I wish the same to you! Welcome to you too then! Thanks, I really hope so!
  6. Hi there! So after several years of being a member, it's time for me to do an introduction 😛 I'm trying to open up about my fetishes a bit more, so that's why I decided to make an introduction. My name is Josh, almost 30 years old and I live in The Netherlands. I have many hobby's, I like running a lot, and I do a lot with music as well. I also love astronomy (I can talk for hours about space etc), meteorology, tech and gadgets. I have two fetishes, I'm a DL and I'm into omorashi. I love to see women in diapers, and I also wear them myself from time to time, they are a huge turn on for me. I also love to see women being very desperate to pee, leaking and peeing their pants. I do this myself from time to time as well. I have told my ex about my fetishes after being in a relationship for 8 years. She was OK with it, but didn't want to indulge. Unfortunately we broke up a few months later (not because of my fetishes so far I know), which happened last july. I am still living the single live and even though I am open for a new relationship I do know what I really want now. My hopes are that some day I will find a woman (maybe here) who understands the fetish and is also into it. I would love to meet an ABDL girl some day in my area. Doesn't have to be a full on adult baby, but I love when she's cute, wants to be taken care of and are into the same things as I am. Anyways, feel free to PM me if you want to talk!
  7. Hi Bella, Enjoy the fetish ^^ Hope you enjoy being here with us like minded people
  8. ohh man I wish I was close enough to pick you up, put you in the car seat, change you in a fresh diaper and pjs and cuddle you to sleep. Both of our fantasies becoming reality 👼
  9. I told my ex about it after being together for 8 years, and I find myself slowely opening up towards some other people as well. I usually just say I have a fetish, but I'm not mentioning what kind. (DL and omorashi) I always wanted a to find a woman who was into it, my ex wasn't. So lately I am also trying to find like minded women through reddit and fetish dating apps. No luck yet though, had no match/response yet. But who knows... sometime.
  10. I'm a DL myself, not ABDL. But I would love to have a woman play little, by acting cute, looking cute etc. But not full on acting like a baby.
  11. Aww too bad. Guess you have to do some cleaning soon!
  12. No you're not ^^ Im strong and im about to burst I'm about to put on a diaper. Maybe you need diapers too ^^
  13. Keep holding ❤️ Im holding with you at the moment, I have to masturbate to keep an erection so I can hold it in longer :3 Im definitely at a 9/9.5
  14. So hereby an update about my experience of last weekend. So last Saturday I had already been holding some throughout the day and I felt like my bladder was kind of tired already. So I kept drinking and drank some diuretics as well like a coke and a Redbull. I took 9 grams of magic truffles in the evening, I ate them together with peanut butter, so I didn’t taste the truffles themselves at all 🙂 after like 30 minutes I started to feel really sick, on the edge of throwing up. In the meanwhile I started to feel ‘stoned’. After an hour the nausea faded away and sometimes pictures I was looking at were like breathing or something, also my perspective of size was messed up sometimes, and I felt attracted to a lamp in my living room 😅 Like it was trying to tell me something hahaha. in the meanwhile I had to pee pretty bad, but I’ve had my bladder be more full before without losing control, but since I’ve been holding before it all felt kind of weak. Because I had to pee pretty badly I tried masturbating in my diaper but I didn’t really feel horny at all, which I weird because usually holding and wearing a diaper really turns me on, but this time it didn’t. Usually when I’m holding I am very erect and I masturbate in my diaper and that really helps holding it to insane proportions. Though this time I wasn’t turned on so much so I was mostly flaccid…. So at some point I started to leak and I tried masturbating by rubbing my diaper to hold it longer, but I really didn’t get turned on too much. So I would get flaccid really quickly again. At some point my bladder just kept giving me contractions until I got an insanely strong contraction and I just stopped myself from holding and tried to hold it with my bladder muscles, but the contraction was so strong my pee just kept leaking out in a decent stream… I think I’ve lost around 70 to 80% of what was inside of my bladder and I wasn’t that desperate anymore. So yea, I think the truffles help me lose control by making me less horny I suppose…. It was a lovely experience though I didn’t enjoy it that much at the moment itself because I wasn’t turned on. Eventually I kept running my diaper and pushing my bladder to feel the last bit of pee inside of it and I eventually came that way, but cumming wasn’t that great as it usually is, it’s way better when high haha. I’m not sure if I would do it again though, I was a little disappointed and I’m not sure if the nausea was worth it.
  15. Haha that sounds good too though! Would probabaly taste way better hahaha. As long as I dont get any other plans for coming Saturday I might try it that evening
  16. Again, 10g of magic truffles, not shrooms. The doses are different. You usually take more grams of truffles than shrooms. The effect is similar. They arrived yesterday, it looks absolutely disgusting 😅 Might try it next weekend if the vibe is right.
  17. Thanks! I’ve read some about it online and they recommend to take around 10grams of Magic truffles for the first time. Anything less than 8grams isn’t worth it. There is even an online calculator and a normal dose for my weight is around 8,2grams. I just hope I don’t throw up, that’s all hahaha
  18. It sounds very interesting to me. I've been smoking weed for quite some years, usually do it once in 2 weeks or so. I tend to hold to my extreme limits when I'm high. Though I only spurt/leak, but never lost full control before I masturbate in my diaper. I really hope shrooms can make a difference, I ordered the valhalla type of truffels. I am just afraid that I might get sick and throw up, because I have emetophobia.
  19. Ordered some magic truffels which I am going to try soon for the first time. was thinking about trying it tomorrow, but next week Saturday might be a better idea since I have more time then. I’ll let you know how it was!
  20. I really want to try this as well. I use weed from time to time, it’s legal here. And it’s amazing to hold till bursting, spurt and leak in a diaper and then masturbate in the diaper. Though i got my diaper fairly wet this way by leaking and spurting, I never lost full control. I hope shrooms can help me do this. In my country we have smart shops that sell shrooms or how we call them paddo’s. It’s also legal. Would love to try it sometime, but I’m not sure how smart it will be to try it all alone the first time. I mean I can call a friend when I’m going bad, I can let him know before hand.
  21. I tried it so many times when my bladder was extremely full. Tried holding my breath for 45-60 seconds, but I don't start losing control 😞 I usually gasp for air before I lose control.
  22. Same here! Though I usually never pee right away when I get home, I still get very intense desperation waves when I get through the door and spurt. sometimes I keep spurting that much that it seems like I fully peed my pants.
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