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blackdiaper

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  1. Been wearing diapers in the night for the past week and every time I woke up to pee. Just pee in my diaper and fell right back to sleep. This happens every night so far. So it might just be because of the weed, I don't know..
  2. Smoked again earlier this week, went to sleep without a diaper and didnt wet the bed. All good!
  3. I always wanted to know how it is to go sleep in a dry diaper and wake up in a wet one, well this morning was the time. Last night I celebrated Friday night with some weed (its legal here) and a diaper. Most of the times I just drink a lot and hold my pee till I am spurting in my diaper and the pressure becomes unbearable. When my bladder is extremely full I usually start rubbing my diaper till I cum, and take it off. This time I just went peeing whenever I felt the slightest urge, for the entire night while smoking weed. In the meanwhile I was just having fun with friends online and after a few hours I got so extremely tired so I changed my diaper, put on a fresh diaper, brush my teeth, drinked some water (no big amounts, but a bit more than usual, because usually I just take one sip to avoid waking up to pee). I went to bed, made a picture of my dry diaper and went to sleep. This morning I woke up pretty early and to my suprise, my diaper was pretty wet... I cannot remember myself waking up and pee... so this was a new experience for me. Maybe I've woken up but can't remember it because of the weed? I don't know, but usually I would remember anyways. But yea, I think I could say that I finally wet the bed in my sleep
  4. Unfortunately it disrupts my sleep because of the excitement. Dealing with the excitement wants me to take off the diaper and have a good night of sleep
  5. Those Ultima's hold a lot, you can pee in it multiple times without any worries :)
  6. I've never done it together with someone, but we can talk about it maybe in DM
  7. You was probably VERY full I suppose? I do holds when I'm high and they are the best.
  8. Well the thing is, if I didn't masturbate I would have kept leaking and no accident would ever happen. I was just trying to have a full blown accident. The constractions stopped after 2 days indeed. I still do get urge quite fast, but I can hold it quite normally again
  9. Alright I tried it again last night, well.. that was something. I did drink a glass of water mixing it up with a coffee and some Aquarius and a coke every 15 minutes for 3 or 4 hours. I filled 2 bottles of water, put it in my jackets pocket. I started the hold and put on a diaper, things became amazing from there. My bladder was filling up very quickly, I already started to squirm and have little leaks/spurts, it was becoming hard to hold. I smoked a little weed to help numb the pain a little bit (its legal here) put on my shoes and my jacket and went outside for a walk. Walking helps holding, its like doing a pee dance. So I walked towards the end of my living area, and the contractions of my bladder became very strong while walking, I actually started to spurt now and then during walking, which didn't happen before. I still kept drinking every 15 minutes while walking. I slowely turned around back home and I started to walk a little weird sometimes because the contractions were SO intense. When I arrived back at my house, the contractions became even worse and I kept spurting. Back at home I did a mix of pee dancing and masturbating/rubbing in my diaper. At some point the pee dancing wasn't enough, but masturbating helped to keep my pee back. So I sat in my chair watching some diaper and omorashi porn, rubbing my diaper from time to time. Sometimes I stopped rubbing my diaper sometimes but then an AMAZING wave of contractions came, it was SO intense that spurts were literally shooting out of my penis. To hold on even longer I kept starting to rub and stop rubbing to get those contractions again, I was moaning like hell, it was so intense. At some point I became so aroused I had to just keep rubbing and cum. After that I'm usually done with it, so I walked to the bathroom and during the walk a stream came out which was very hard to stop. I eventually was able to stop the stream a little and went to pee in the toilet for ages. I still wouldn't say I lost full control, but my diaper was pretty soaked from all those spurts and leaks happening with those contractions. I wonder what would have happened if I kept going on. So after that I stayed up for a little longer and after 1.5 hours I went to bed and put on a fresh diaper to be sure. I woke up early in the morning with the need to pee, but I noticed my diaper was already wet and I can't remember I peed it... So I might have peed during my sleep!! I peed again, and when I was nearly empty an intense contraction was followed by it, it felt so nice! I went back to sleep and woke up a few hours later with a slight need to pee again, but not that much. Even though I don't have to pee that much there are still intense contractions which make me spurt So right now I am able to just let go in my diaper, but I am holding a little now and then because I love those contractions combined with spurts :3 Guess who's staying in diapers today? ^^
  10. Thanks for your reply. My bladder isn't too shy when no people are around though, and it was dark when I was talking a walk. I barely have time to do such insane holds 2 days in a row unfortunately, but I have been holding a little bit for the past few days so I don't believe my bladder is back at 100% strength already. I even pressed on my bladder quite hard when I came back from work and my desperation was like 8/10, also peeing and then stopping while sitting on the toilet. Should tire my bladder I hope. If im in for it I might do rapid desperation on Thursday evening again, but I doubt I will lose control in my diaper It seems like my bladder is just too strong. Once I get to my front door I do get some spurts, but that's about it.
  11. I tried this exact same thing a week ago, but with a diaper on. I did the quick desperation method for 3 hours, I got very desperate, got high, got dressed and went out for a walk. I've never had my bladder being this full before, usually it becomes unbearable, but this time I could keep holding as long as I kept walking. I lost some spurts in my diaper, but no loss of control. After a long walk in the dark I went back home, still no loss of control, so I started to play with my bladder by laying on the floor on my stomach, I could actually feel the bulge of my bladder in my stomach, insane. Never felt that before. At some point I became too aroused and masturbated in my diaper. As usual I am done with it all when I ejaculated, so I peed my diaper, went to the toilet to empty my bladder and that was it, unfortunately. The days after I noticed I became more desperate quicker than usual, obviously, and also had little accidental spurt 2 days ago. Wish I could lose control. I have no idea how far away I was from actually losing control this time, because I never came this far. Even after laying on my stomach and putting real pressure on my bladder wouldn't let me lose control except for some little spurts. I'm thinking about just giving up on trying to lose control, it doesn't seem to happen ever..
  12. Holy shit. How were you able to keep all that in without leaking and hell of pain?
  13. I usually do 1, and sometimes 3 if I am very horny and want to have an accident
  14. I wear Drynites and Pampers Baby Dry to work regularly, and I visit customers. It's not noticable at ALL. Just keep in mind that those pullups leak fast, so avoid emptying you're entire bladder
  15. I know, but it's hard though, because I always fantasized about her doing omo and diaper stuff. I get a hard on even thinking about it...
  16. Sounds amazing, but also sounds scary to put something up my penis. Does it hurt at all?
  17. 1. I bought the timer padlocks from AliExpress. This one: https://nl.aliexpress.com/item/4001124223825.html?gatewayAdapt=glo2nld&spm=a2g0o.order_list.0.0.2d5e79d2lwE6VI And this one: https://nl.aliexpress.com/item/1005001848137350.html?gatewayAdapt=glo2nld&spm=a2g0o.order_list.0.0.2d5e79d2lwE6VI I had an old rope/string with a loophole in it which I also didn't want to destroy in case I wanted to do this again, and I put that into the belt loop holes of my jeans tightly, and locked it with the first padlock with the flexible lock and could loop the lock around the pants button as well so all and all it was quite tight as well, so no space for a bulging bladder either ^^ 2. This is there the second padlock came into place. I put the cord into the lock, since the end of the power cord is too thick to go through the loop of the lock, it's stuck there. So I locked the padlock with the powercord onto a belt loophole of my pants. Since power cord was also going through a hole in the feet of my desk, there was NO Way to get out of there without cutting the powercord. And that's the important psychological part begins. You don't want to cut into the power cord or the other cord around your pants, because you don't want to destroy it. So if I wanted to pee, I had to do it in my pants, or I had to destroy the cord of my expensive vacuum cleaner. You can also use another power cord of another expensive electric device which is important to you. 3. I was sitting at my desk at first, but then the urge became too intense I stood up, because I don't want to ruin my 400 euro's seat. So I stood there holding for a while until a very intense urge wave came and I had to let go, while I was pissing forcefully I just sat down on the ground while still peeing. I was soaking wet and since my muscles were now weakened and I drank a lot, it was a matter of time before I had to piss again. I rubbed my pants and I came in my pants and after that I was just sitting there, being high, peeing with the slightest urge. At some point the pee was running further onto the floor to even 2 meters away from me.
  18. I was too shy about my omorashi and diaper fetish as well, I took me 8 years to tell my girlfriend. Told her recently, and she was like 'Well, whatever works for you', but she said she is not into it and isn't willing to try it, for now. She said the diapers would damage her feeling of being an adult. She even said she already kind of knew I had an omorashi fetish, and it all made sense to her after I told her. I had a dream about having diaper sex with her and I realized I had to tell her, so I just sent her a TikTok video about festishes (we dont live together yet) and then I asked 'what would you do if I had a weird fetish? would you dump me?', when she said she wouldnt, I just told her I had something to tell her. It all turned out well, our relationship is still very strong, and our sex life hasnt changed. I just hoped she would participate, but who knows.. maybe she is willing to try in the future. Let's hope so.
  19. My girlfriend is not into omorashi/holding, but I sometimes drink a lot before having sex. Also morning sex is beautiful, since I usually need to pee quite a lot in the morning, and it makes it even better if I didn't see her going to the toilet after she woke up and we're about to have sex.
  20. Sounds interesting and scary at the same time. I might want to try this though. For how long was your sphincter weakened? And how long did it take to weaken it?
  21. Hey there, I was never able to lose control as well. I've been holding for hours, drinking a lot, but it just get too much and I end up masturbating because I get too horny, and then I let go because it's too painful, even when I smoked weed. (It's legal here) I do spurt though. This didn't happen to me before, but lately I tend to spurt quite a lot, especially if I do multiple holds in a shorter time period. I also tried the rapid desperation method. Maybe that's something that you could try as well. I've never been that full before and I think I was on the edge of losing control, got quite a few big spurts, but then again I got too horny, masturbated, had a huge orgasm and let go on purpose. What I did to achieve this was drinking a glass of water ever 15 minutes for like 3/4 hours, and just pee when I get quite some urge. (Holding a little bit might help weakening your muscle already by a bit). After those hours my pee would be very clear, and then I start holding and keep drinking a glass of water every 15 minutes. Kidneys would be in overdrive mode, and you get fuller with less pain. Another thing I tried before was chaining myself up. This situation might actually be the closest to a genuine accident I've ever had before. So what I did was drink a lot of water, and keep drinking from time to time (just like rapid desperation method). Once I got really desperate I smoked weed, got quite high and when I was 9/10 I put on an expensive pair of jeans that I dont want to destroy. I locked the pants with a Timer Padlock, and put it on 3 hours. Then I looped the power cord of my vacuum cleaner through some holes on my desk, and then though another Timer padlock. This way there was NO way to get out of there. To get my pants off I had to either cut into my pants with scissors, and to get out of there I had to cut the power cord of my vacuum cleaner. Both things I DO NOT want to do. But this way I still had a way to get out if there was an emergency like a house fire or something, you never know... So after an hour or so I was 10/10, shaking, and it was becoming very painful. This time though, I knew I couldn't get out of there, and there was still more than 2 hours left on the timers. All I thought was that there was no way my body would be able to hold it for that long. So at some point the urge became to intense I just let go. I just sat there on the ground, in a huge puddle. I sat there for 2 hours and was peeing like every 10 minutes. There was pee all around me. The cleanup was quite a task... I usually wear a diaper when doing this, but there was no way a diaper was going to hold all this. I wouldn't say it was a full accident, but I also can't say that it wasn't.. I had no choice then letting go
  22. Thanks. I know I shouldn't push her. I'll do my best. I've seen her last weekend again and we've had the best (vanilla) sex in a while. I just wanted to show her how much I loved her, and that I really appreciate the way she's accepting how I am.
  23. Good comparison. Though when I am holding an heavy object and my muscles get tired and I refuse to put it down, my muscles will give up and drop the object. This must be possible with your bladder as well, right? I did rapid desperation a few times, and apart from spurting I never lost control. At some point I just got too horny, masuturbated and let to voluntary
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