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  1. If you hold up to your limits the first day, the next day your bladder will be tired and it will leak. This is what happens to me anwyays. Try to do some holds a few days in a row and it will make your bladder weaker than ever.
  2. Got home at 5:05PM, definitely on a 9/10. I was super desperate and aroused, a few small spurts came out but nothing too serious. I got a magic wand and masturbated in the pull-up, in the meanwhile I did leak some and the orgasm was very intense. After the orgasm I was still very full and I was literally leaking into the pull-up while running to the bathroom, and when I took it off to sit on the toilet I was leaking all over the place. It was great
  3. 3PM: around 2 more hours to go. I'm definitely on an 8 right now, i'm still dry though. At the last customer right now and the pressure is building up. On my way home I will drink a lot of water in the last 30 minutes of driving. This is going to be fun
  4. Have a long day at work (as always) and I put on a Drynite. Definitely not enough to withstand leaks, but I am not going to pee it, I am going to hold till bursting, so the Drynite is just in case I leak. It's 11AM now I have to drive a lot today, and my bladder is already pretty full! Still dry at the moment and 6 hours to go Edit 1:30PM: DIdnt get too much more desperate, let's say im on a 6/7 now. Still going strong, not drinking loads at a time. Drynite pullup is still dry.
  5. I did get high when I had a full bladder before and it's amazing! I usually fill up my bladder before I start smoking, and when I get really desperate and when it gets hard to hold because of the pain I put on a diaper and I start smoking. This makes the pain go away and I can hold forever. I once hold so much and I kept drinking and drinking, It felt like the water just didnt go to my bladder any longer and I was extremely full. My bladder was rock hard and I was extremely aroused but I also was worried. I started masturbating in my diaper with a magic wand and I had an extreme orgasm, while having the orgasm my bladder tried to push out the pee so hard, but males can't pee and ejaculate at the same time. It was a great experience. After that I went to bed with a new diaper on because I was worried. Glad I did because after 2 hours (around 4AM) I woke up and I had to pee, so I just peed in my diaper and tried to sleep again, but after like 10 minutes I had to pee again, and again and again. This kept going on for like 1,5 hour. I even had to change my diaper because I started leaking at some point.
  6. 2. A valid reason to wear diapers to bed Staying in wet underwear is hard to hide since your pants eventually get wet too. Would you rather: 1. Lose full control of your bladder and dribble all the time 2. Have controll but only feel you need to go at the last moment when youre bursting and only have a few minutes to find a toilet before having an accident
  7. I did try rapid desperation a few times now. The first 2 times weren't a great succes. Both times I got severe headache and my bladder started to hurt too much so I had to pee before I could lose control. Last time I tried the rapid desperation again and smoked weed to solve the pain issue. Before I started smoking the pain in my bladder already started and I started to get trouble, so I got high and kept on drinking every 10-15 minutes and the pain went away as expected. I kept on drinking and I could easily hold it this time. At one point I got a bladder spasm or something and I peed a little which wasnt on purpose, but I regained full control very quickly again. So I kept on drinking and at some point I could feel a weird feeling in my bladder but since I was very high I couldn't really tell what it was. It was like I didn't get any more full, like my kidneys just stopped. Eventually I got worried that I just couldnt feel my bladder going to explode and I just peed my diaper I put on before I got high. I masturbated, peed again in the toilet and went to bed with a fresh diaper just in case. Later that night I woke up with (again) severe headache and a full bladder. Went peeing in my diaper and tried to sleep again, but after 10 minutes I had to pee again, pretty much too. Again like 10 minutes later, peed again, and again. Until my diaper leaked. Put on a new diaper and i kept peeing so I couldnt sleep at all. This kept on going for like 1/1.5 hour and then I eventually fell asleep in a wet diaper. So, still no success and at some point my kidneys just stopped producing pee and continued later that night to get rid of all that liquid. I hope to find a way to lose control somehow :(
  8. I did this last weekend and it was great! I already had to pee pretty much and had trouble holding it already so I put on a diaper and started smoking while drinking a lot of water. When I got high the need to pee suddendly dissapeared and I drank even more water. Then the desperation came back in big urges and were very intense, never had this so severe. I was wanting to lose control, but at some point I drank so much water and my bladder was so full I just had to let go. It was amazing! I then masturbated in my diaper and it was just great. I've never been able to hold for so long in my life before.
  9. I was dreaming about that I was wearing a diaper last weekend! I was trying to relax my bladder and pee in my dream, but luckily it didn't, probably because of my shy bladder. Shortly after I woke up realizing I was dreaming and not wearing a diaper. I never had this happening before, it was a close call!
  10. Yes and no. Really depends on what I'm going for. Sometimes I do big holds when wearing a diaper and then let go and masturbate. As of right now I am at work (visiting customers) and I let go once I feel a little urge, so I do pee much more often which is very comfortable. But before I go to the last customer I will drink a lot and hold and then let go and masturbate in my diaper at home.
  11. Really depends. I do wear a diaper sometimes at work and then I usually go when I feel like I neeed to, I do this at home as well from time to time. But I also LOVE to drink a LOT of water and hold as long as possible till my bladder is bursting, I then soak the diaper till leaking and masturbate afterwards.
  12. I love it. I love to hold till I am bursting and then let it all go all at once
  13. Definitely, it's great. I also love to have a bursting bladder and then let it all go at once, it might let the diaper leak but I don't mind when I'm home. I sometimes wear one diaper during work and wear that for like 9 hours, so I have to pee slowly and I then enjoy the big filled diaper at home. Aside from that I also enjoy a dry diaper ^^
  14. Would love to record some for you, but I still live with my mother. Once I move out, I will make many videos!
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