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  1. I don't have this particular video, at least not that I know of, I've seen a lot of her stuff and saved most of it so it might be around somewhere. I don't remember her name but I do have two of her videos right now though so I'll up those for you Tiny Girl Diaper dirty Change - ThisVid.com.mp4 Diaper Goth Girl Masturbates in Goodnite - ThisVid.com.mp4
  2. That's one of the earliest diaper videos that I had seen back then and has always been one of my faves, love the way she says aww, the diaper.
  3. The one on the right is Ava (MissPandaPants) and the other one is LittleFantasy. They both make some great videos.
  4. Honestly, it's kind of obvious that it's faked, which is ironic considering the name of the site. Plenty of their videos don't even look like anything happens in the diapers when they "mess" and the ones that you can see something it looks super obvious that they're just pushing out butt plugs. Even so, the models are usually really cute so I let the fantasy tell my brain whatever it wants to believe. MissPandaPants is amazing BTW, one of my faves.
  5. This may not be hot for you but I found it extremely hot, fake or not. Sounds like you two had a fantastically fun weekend. Would love to hear other stories about you two if there are any and you don't mind.
  6. There's a store here in Philly that sells ABDL stuff, right on South st. It's called Passional Boutique and they stock Rearz and Tykables, a couple different kinds of cloth diapers and some clothes too. Here's a link for a search I did for diaper on their page http://www.passionalboutique.com/search/diaper/. I think it's awesome that diapers are getting into actual stores but I still haven't been able to bring myself to actually go there and buy some, maybe someday.
  7. Wow, thinking back I'd say I flipped through my mom's Sears catalogs way more than any kid my age should have. My favorite section was the baby furniture section. I'd look at the diaper stackers hanging on the cribs or under the cribs just to look at the diapers. I would count how many there were and imagine how long it would take me to use all of them. And the big newspaper on Sundays that would have all the ads in them, I loved looking through those because of all the diaper ads. When I was little I had a baby brother so diapers were in constant supply for me but only at night when I was in my room, the catalogs and ads would get me through the day. Forgot all about that.
  8. I actually saw something like this just today. So apparently there was a race or marathon or something on Broad St (Philly) today. Thousands of people running down the street. As I cut through em to get across the street a lady ran right past me to what I can only assume she thought was the back of a building but she was visible to everyone going down the street. Did I look? For a second, let my peripherals do it after that. I did get a little excited seeing her but kept on like it was no big deal.
  9. So tonight I finally built up the nerve to talk to my mom about the things I like and what might have caused it. I had been wanting to talk to her for a while now because I was sure she knew that I had an interest in diapers since I was little cause I used to hide the ones I took from my baby brother under my waterbed mattress and they would always disappear so I figured she was taking them and not saying anything cause kids are weird and do weird things. Maybe she thought it was a phase that I would grow out of, I don't know but I always thought she knew about it. Anyway, I decided to start the conversation a little off handed and asked her if she remembered if I was potty trained before her and my dad split up. According to her I was but that got her wondering why I was asking so I told her that I had been thinking about stuff and remembered some stuff I had forgotten about. I hadn't actually forgot but I figured this would be a good way to explain why I brought it up now. So she asked what it was and I explained how the babysitter I went to after she moved out would diaper me for some reason but I didn't remember wearing them at home so I was wondering if I was completely potty trained or was in the process and she said I was wearing underwear by the time she left so there would have been no reason for her to diaper me. She was surprised by this but not really concerned but did ask why I was asking her this stuff now, after all this time so I told her I had some questions about who I am and figured she'd know things only a mother could know but wasn't sure if I should go into details. Being my mom she kinda lightly pressured me and said it's all in the past anyway so go ahead and say it so I started by saying I used to hide stuff under my mattress when I was little and it always disappeared the next day and asking if she remembered that. She had no idea what I was talking about but wanted to know what it was that I felt I had to hide from her as a kid. This is where I finally came out and told her that I used to take my little brothers diapers and wear them then hide em after I used them. Again she has no recollection of ever taking them from there but she had to have as she made our bed everyday. I guess after 30-ish years she could have forgotten but I still wonder what she was thinking at the time. I always figured she didn't say anything because it wasn't hurting anyone and I would grow out of it. The first thing she asked was why, to which I told her I wasn't sure and that's why I was trying to find stuff out from when I was a child but she doesn't remember at all. I explained that I thought maybe the babysitter diapering me might have had something to do with it or the fact that I lived with my dad from 3 to 7 and missed out on that time of my life with my mom and how seeing her change my little brother made me kind of jealous of the attention and time he got during changes made me want that time back. She told me that I was fully potty trained by the time she left so I got that same time as him I just didn't remember it so that shouldn't be it. I told her I thought maybe it was being diapered at an age where I can remember being diapered by someone that wasn't my mom then seeing her change my brothers made me wish I could get that closeness with her. She said she had no recollection of any hidden diapers but it's ok cause I'm her son and she loves me no matter what, which was great to hear. She did ask what brought this up and why I was thinking about this stuff so I explained how it's always been something I wondered about and figured she might have some insight on it, moms know way more than you think they do. We talked for a bit more about stuff like how did I get the chance to wear them and when I would wear them and I explained that I would sing my baby brother to sleep when his crib was in my room so he would go to sleep faster, he would cry for hours if I didn't, and after he fell asleep I would get one then. I purposely avoided the word diaper by saying stuff like "them" and "certain items" and explained how it's hard to even say the word. She said what word? The D word? with a chuckle and said there's no need to be embarrassed cause at her age she's seen and been through it all and diapers aren't nearly as bad as I'm acting like they are. After getting all this out and feeling a little more comfortable about it I told her the real reason I brought all this up. About a year ago my mom surprised me by showing up at my job. This may not seem like a big deal but I hadn't seen my mom in about 10 years or so, we talked on the phone and facebook but we didn't live near each other so it wasn't that we didn't talk we just hadn't seen each other. So after I got off work we went and explored the city, Philly for anyone wondering, went to the Duck house for some amazing chinese then went back to my place to settle down for the night. I had only just recently got my apartment and didn't have a couch or anything and only hard wood floors so the only option was to share my queen bed. No big deal, I've shared a bed with her before. The thing is though she asked how long my sheets have been on my bed and decided to just change em for her. Being a mom she helped but when she did she pulled the sheet down right by the side of my bed that I keep diapers under. I cringed inside thinking she would see them but she didn't, amazingly. After we got the bed made and were sitting down, talking and hanging out she saw a bottle of baby powder on the floor and poofed it and said something along the lines of brings back memories or something. To anybody else baby powder is a normal thing they might have but to a diaper lover it can be embarrassing for others to see it so thinking fast I said that it works great for my shoes in the summer when I sweat more and she just kinda said oh. This is where I ended up anxious and nervous pretty much the rest of the time she was visiting. Considering I thought she knew about the diapers from when I was little I thought she was thinking stuff like "ooh, I guess he's still into that stuff" and that had my mind going crazy thinking about what she could be thinking. Turns out though she didn't remember the diapers from when I was little and totally believed what I said about my shoes so I drove myself crazy for nothing. We talked some more and she reassured me that there are people who are into worse things than my..."how do I put it..obsession?" she said. I just said that's probably a good word for it as I didn't really wanna explain to my mom that's it's a fetish more than an obsession. She said it's basically just another kind of underwear and nobody sees those either so it's no big deal and I shouldn't worry about it but it's hard not to feel strange about it since I've liked them since I was being told they were for babies and big boys don't wear diapers so it was always something about me that I hid and guarded fiercely. We had been chatting for a while and she said she was tired but she would call me tomorrow or sunday so we could talk more about this if I wanted to. This whole conversation was over facebook messenger so I'm not sure how things will go when we're actually talking but I'm pretty sure it'll be fine now that she knows and has no issues with it so hopefully we'll be able to, or at least try to, figure out some things about who I am and why I like what I like. This conversation wasn't just me wanting to tell my mom what I'm into. I had been wanting to try to figure out why it is I like these things and am trying to get to where I accept it as part of me and who I am. As it is diapers have always been my biggest secret and has been a very anxiety inducing part of me that if I could accept and understand better then maybe I can stop being so stressed about it. I've actually thought of seeing a psychiatrist for some help with it but I figured, they're expensive so why not try someone who knows me better than anyone else first. This wasn't a decision that I came to lightly either, like I said it took over a year after I thought she saw that I was still into them as an adult, unbeknownst to me though she had no idea so I was worked up and nervous over nothing. In the end though I didn't really figure anything out and now my mom knows which turned out way better than I thought it could. Finally being able to talk to someone about this stuff was great as it felt like a weight had been lifted after having that secret for so long after telling her and hearing her say it was ok and she loved me no matter what. So that's about it for now, I'm guessing we'll talk again in a day or two and maybe figure some stuff out but as of now it's just nice knowing that my mom is so accepting of me and not at all worried about something I've worried about my whole life. Wow, this ended up longer than I expected so I'll fill you guys in on how the rest of this goes after we talk again if anyone is interested. Thanks for reading.
  10. I've heard a lot of people complaining that Depend doesn't make a plastic backed diaper anymore which is weird cause everywhere I've ever bought them they've had the plastic back. I have read that they changed em from replys on reviews from walmart.com and eventually happened upon a Depend rep saying this Depend Brand Team Comment from - 3/23/2017 We heard you and we have some good news for you! Based on your feedback and others, we've decided to re-introduce the original style of briefs we made in the past. These original briefs offer 6 adhesive tabs, plastic outer cover, and original waistband. By April or May 2017, you should expect to see our original version of Depend Briefs in stores and online. Once again, thanks for being a fan. So for all of those that miss plastic Depends they are out there or at the very least getting restocked.
  11. I used to do this at right about the same ages. I would hide them under the waterbed mattress and they would always disappear by the time I hid the next one so I'm sure my mom knew but she never said anything.
  12. Sounds like she took it well enough, good for you for getting that off your chest, seems like you needed it. So after a little searching I came across this tumblr, not sure if it's the same Sabrina you're talking about but it seems like it so I figured I'd pass it along http://imawaytoneverland.tumblr.com/
  13. Glad you enjoyed reading it, I know I enjoyed remembering it as I do every time I think about it. I know what you mean about the video games though, it's been a while since I could just diaper up and play as long as I can due to a roommate but he's gonna be moving out real soon so I'll be able to have all the diaper time I want here soon.
  14. Yeah, I know it sounds like one of those stories that are either fake or really embellished but we really did have fun that day, and yeah it was more shyness than shame. She was at least 20 different shades of red that day but smiling and giggling the whole time. She was having a great time playing and trying new things. I still remember while I was playing my turns hearing her crinkling as she was playing with and exploring her diaper, nothing sexual or anything just poking at it and rubbing it while giggling and just enjoying being little again, well littler anyway. She really easily fell into the role, laying on her back with her head hanging off the bed watching me play with her feet up in the air just not caring at all. I really wish we had a chance to play again but sadly it never happened, fortunately, though she hasn't been the only girl I've gotten into diapers over the years but she's still my favorite. I think mainly because it was just fun and innocent with her, having a good time and being carefree. The other girls were sexual, which was great but there's a big difference between cute and adorable and hot and sexy. Glad you enjoyed reading it, maybe I'll get to some of my other experiences on here sometime.
  15. Sorry about that, I've never written anything long like that before and not really sure where the paragraph breaks would be but I'll see what I can do. I'm totally ok with any editing you would feel is appropriate though. Well, I'm not sure if they're broken into paragraphs at the appropriate spots but I broke it up so at least it's not a wall of text now, hope that helps.
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