Corka

so bit of an update: i can’t have a big potty “accident” and splash around in a bit puddle like i hoped- but instead i’m going to something a bit more productive and just start spurting into my pants and while laying down. the goal is to slowly teach my bladder that lying down in some soft undies and pants is actually the right place to go potty (along with anywhere else that isn’t a toilet). this will be pretty slow and uneventful for tonight and the following days so i don’t expect anything other than some light oopsie spots and a bit of a stinky smell. hopefully after doing this for a while i’ll be able to just empty my bladder whenever lying down which is just another building block on my long journey to becoming a shambling smelly mess who can’t stop having accidents and isn’t capable of going to the store without her diaper .

also- and i’m writing way more than i originally intended lol- once i get comfortable wetting myself lying down and shift my daytime untraining to other positions- i wanna start looking into bedwetting training and seeing how exactly i could get myself to start having issues staying dry when i go nightnight. to be frank nothing sounds more heavenly than completely losing control and not even realizing until it becomes too late.

anywho i got kinda carried away. all i meant to say was i’m back on the (un)training regimen and will tell you how much happens tonight. but then i got excited and started rambling about how much i wanna be unpotty trained and what i can do when i am. i still have a bunch of things i could ramble about but i choose not to cuz i’d be here forever if i kept going lol. also getting this worked up has stopped the peepee from coming out- so that won’t cut it.

anywho imma go drink alotta water and resume slowly leaking. will update when i’m finished.