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Aiden23

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  1. I guess in either really weird or really lucky buy I've had quite a few RL omo friends without even really meaning to.
  2. For me I know it was childhood experiences. I was (am) a bedwetter and was accident prone enough as a kid that pullups and even occasionally daytime diapers were a sometimes thing for me into my teens. Looking back I realize now that I was "playing" some as a kid, and what I'm most into now pretty much looks like me recreating my childhood. I would never intentionally wet, but I would put myself in risky situations. The tension and fear of (desire for?) humiliation was so intense. Having easy access too (and even being made to wear) pullups on occasion during the day gave me huge opportunity with way less risk. I'd routinely only partially empty my bladder at a toilet break when traveling with my family in a pullup, thus upping the odds I'd end up desperate and making an accident much more likely. Aside from my sneaky not finishing peeing the rest was completely real though. Right down to the begging to stop at a bathroom and trying like crazy to hold it. Part of me was really embarrassed and did not want to wet myself, but obviously part of me felt very different, and I think that's how humiliation and pleasure became linked for me... everyone in the car knowing I was desperate, then, if I didn't make it they knew I was peeing myself, and then until we stopped they knew I was sitting in a wet pullup and while it was excruciatingly embarrassing, it was also a massive pleasureable rush. What can I say, it's a strange fetish lol.
  3. I can switch as needed, but my preference is to be dominated, gently, and in sync with my age play space if that makes sense. A Dom who really knew how to create situations that are tense or to,in a nuanced way, set me up for potential circumstantial humiliation would have my eternal attention.
  4. As someone else here said, the "having an accident" thing is a thing for me, as is being "forced" to use a diaper. I'm not AB at all but definitely into age play and it colors alot of what I do that way. Also, given my childhood and adolescent experiences...I guess I'm stuck in the past.
  5. I'm weirdly specific I guess. An already wet diaper I'm a one, dry one a 2 or 3, but in pullups I'm always a 3. To me they are for "just in case". I guess everyone's is but my "thing" has some pretty complicated fantasy wrapped around and through it.
  6. I was (am) a bedwetter and was daytime accident prone enough into even Jr High that pullups on big test days or field trips were the standard and diapers on trips with family were still a thing I had to negotiate on. I didn't realize it at the time but with that back ground obviously I had every opportunity and looking back I realize that lots of the time I was "playing" as much as anything. I did some ill advised and risky stuff but since humiliation is/was a part of it for me (that part is complicated but sometimes I think I was setting myself up...) even the risk was just more excitement. Skip the bathroom before getting on the bus to come back from a field trip and try to hold it while wearing a pullup, yeah I did that a few times. If I'd worn a pullup to school and I was dry I'd usually skip the bathroom at last break and after school and ride the bus home trying to hold it. Sometimes I could, sometimes I couldn't. I always tried my best, but looking back, even though I was justifying it to myself then, now I know what I was doing was "playing". On weekends and summer days when I didn't have to shower and dress right away sometimes id stay in my night diaper up to several hours, almost aways wetting or rewetting them. I thought of it then as "being lazy" but now I know...I was "playing". In fact, alot of what I'm "into" now looks suspiciously like recreating what I was doing then...idk if that's because the urge has always been there or if im remembering it fondly. I think maybe it's a little of both.
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