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Flyboy

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About Flyboy

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    Squirming

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  • My pronouns are..
    he/him

My Kinks

  • I'm into..
    Bedwetting
    Diapers
    Tickling
    Watersports
    Bondage

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  1. Hi all. So as many here can relate, I've experienced a lot of shame associated with my DL fetish throughout my life. Honestly I wish I could just make it go away, and for a long time, I thought that it eventually would. Long story short, I now find myself in a 10 year marriage that began with the mindset that my fetish would taper down over time, but in fact it's done the opposite. My wife knows and even participates with me; I told her before we got married. I never felt comfortable about it around her though, and still struggle. I think it's difficult mostly because of my own shame, but also because I know deep down that she is unable to take things as far as I'd like. I'm now faced with a situation where as I continue to break down my own barriers and preconceived notions of acceptable sexuality, I am discovering that had I known as much about myself 10 years ago, I likely would have ended our relationship. As you can imagine, this is horrifically distressful, because I feel like I can't be fully transparent with the one person in my life who should see, know, and experience me on every level. It's as if I've deceived someone in a very intimate way for a decade, and in some ways, I have. This online forum is prohibitive in how much detail I can provide though. I've tried to keep these things bottled up and hidden away, but it's becoming ever more impossible. I've successfully built a fortress around myself to keep these things hidden away, where I thought they would die. Instead they've grown to a point where I feel like they need to be a cornerstone of my relationship, and I'm the one that's dying. I feel like everything is on the line now - my marriage, my career, my sanity, my life. I've started seeing a counselor, and I get the impression this is going to lead to a "big reveal" for my wife, who by the way is the best woman any man could hope to marry. I'm going to crush her. I'm going to ruin her life. I don't know how to face this. Has anyone else been in a similar situation?
  2. This IS such a fun topic - I'm glad you agree! I'm also sorry for the embarrassment you've been through, @sandy808 and @rachelkirwan. I'll admit, I do fantasize about using a catheter to simulate genuine incontinence, but I'm pretty sure I'd regret it terribly if I sprang an uncontrollable leak in public. That's one of the things about this fetish that makes me a bit uncomfortable: getting off on the unfortunate and highly embarrassing experiences of others. I love it, and I hate it. After my first flight, which was just over three hours, I had so thoroughly soaked my diaper that I was in need of a change, even though it was a megamax! There's no way it could have stood up to the same level of punishment on another flight, and given just how frequent my need was on the first flight, I could not risk trying to stretch it. I only had 10 minutes before my next flight boarded, so I had to be fast. Unfortunately, the bathrooms at this particular airport were designed such that the urinals and sinks were on one side of a wall, and the stalls on the other. The only trash bins were in a small area adjacent to the sinks along with the baby changing station (oh the irony!) AND I forgot to pack some plastic bags to for use as small trash bags to conceal my used diaper in so I could discreetly throw it away. So, after noisily doffing my fully sodden padding, I had to make the walk of shame, gigantic used diaper in hand, to the other side of the wall, to the baby changing area to dispose of my obviously well-used obviously adult diaper. To top it off, there was another late 20s/early 30s man standing right there near the trash bins, who beheld my (now genuine) shame. I tried to ignore his gaze as I went back to the sinks to wash my hands before finally departing the men's room. It was SO embarrassing, and I just wanted to hide, yet here I am looking back on it so fondly. We're such freaks! Hahaha. Has anyone else found themselves in a situation like this?
  3. I know exactly how the spontaneous inspiration to get padded up feels! Sometimes in the mornings while getting ready for work I'll indulge myself and slip on one of the goodnites I always seem to have laying around. After releasing my morning pee, I typically make every excuse to do something other than slip it off so I can shower. This usually involves shaving, brushing my teeth, and sometimes eating a quick breakfast, all the while relishing my warm padding.
  4. I've never tried the family bathroom actually. I guess I just dont want to run the risk of making someone else wait who has a legitimate need for that bathroom. If I ever experienced a leak or some other type of diaper emergency, I'd definitely use one then. But for the "normal" stuff, it just doesn't sit well with me.
  5. Well, despite all the ongoing travel restrictions and other precautionary covid measures, I find myself on a flight for a short business trip. Several flights actually. It seems the airlines are doing everything to consolidate costs, so my journey today takes me from one coast to the other, then finally flying almost half way back to my destination. Naturally, I packed accordingly with 3 mega max diapers, and am presently somewhere over middle America happily tinkling into my increasingly soaked diaper. As usual, I donned my diaper in the airport bathroom after passing through security, though this time it was a bit more nerve racking than what I’ve experienced in the past. The airport was relatively empty, and quiet, especially in the men’s room, where the occupants of two other stalls clearly heard the crinkly sounds of me opening my diaper, getting it situated behind me, pulling it up between my legs, and finally securing all four tapes in place. I felt somewhat self conscious, but was able to shrug the feeling off and duck out before the others exited their stalls. I wore my swishy pants to conceal the crinkle, but the sounds of getting taped up seem impossible to hide. And man, have I needed to pee! I had a near leak during my last experience, so this time I’ve limited my fluid intake somewhat, though seemingly to no avail. I don’t feel any pending leaks, but my diaper’s padding has really plumped up, and I’m unable to properly close my legs without discomfort. Mega maxes are great, but they do have a limit! I hope everyone is doing well. I know a lot is going on for those of us in the US, so please remember covid is still a thing and we all should do our part to combat the spread. We kinksters can do even more by avoiding public bathrooms and wearing diapers instead!
  6. Well, my experience finally ended with a small leak along the leg gather. It was around hour 12 or so, and I was sitting on my couch with my legs up next to me. I bolted up as soon as I suspected a leak, and luckily only my swishy track pants I was wearing were wet. My bladder was empty at that point, so I just sat down on the floor to finish what I was doing before heading to the bathroom to get changed. When I undid my diaper, I found nearly the whole absorbant area on the inside had contribuated to absorbing all my pee throughout the day, no doubt thanks in large part to the goodnite I'd used as a stuffer. The goodnite was completely soaked through, but very few of the crystals spilled out because of the horizontal cuts I'd made. Thanks Rachel! One issue I discovered though was the uppermost part of the front of the goodnite had folded down onto itself, which certainly contributed to the comically large bulge I had going on in the front of my pants. While I was all padded up, I ended up making a trip to the grocery store. This wasn't part of my original plan for the day, it was supposed to be a day spent at home. But I didn't want to spoil my fun too early, and my swishy pants do a good job of hiding the bulk in addition to the crinkle, so I went for it. The trip was actually quite uneventful; I never felt self conscious or anxious that somebody might see. I'm not even sure if I used my diaper while in the store, because it all just felt so nonchalant. I'd say there's a good chance I did though, given my general frequency throughout the day. Later on in the day, I also ended up going for a short walk. The walk was short because the chafing was real! That folded down portion of the goodnite really did a job making the front of my diaper wider and digging the plastic shell into my upper thighs with every step. I should have expected as much to happen eventually, as I just wore my diaper by itself under my pants without anything to help keep it in place. Next time I do something like this, I might try using one of the small molicares I have as a stuffer instead. THAT would be an experience! To answer your question @rachelkirwan, the blue megamaxes are amazing! They're easily on anyone's short list of most absorbent disposable diapers available today. The megamax comes in blue or white, with light blue "megamax" written on the wings. I like the blue ones because most "normal" people won't see blue underwear and automatically make the mental leap to diaper. They're a northshore product, and if you haven't tried them, I highly recommend getting yourself a package. They've got most of the competition beat on price as well. All in all a superb diaper!
  7. Well @rachelkirwan, you've inspired me. With the remnants of the tropical storm making its way through my neck of the woods, today seemed like a good day to settle in nice and padded up. I didn't go quite as crazy as you, using "only" a megamax and a Goodnite as a stuffer. Following your technique and advice, I cut slits horizontally across the Goodnite and cut away the gathers too. I also removed the sides of the pullup as they aren't necessary and would probably just become an annoyance. I was kind of surprised just how long a goodnite really is. And now I'm basking in the wonderful fluffiness, staying hydrated and tinkling away as the need arises. I wonder how long it will last?
  8. Truthfully, I usually do have to be very careful not to end up with a mucky, gelly mess everywhere. And no, I've never considered snipping the inner gathers, but that sounds like something worth trying. Do you snip them?
  9. I've always made one long cut lengthwise down the center of the booster. My thinking has been that this would give maximal flow through to the outer diaper while still increasing the overall capacity. My main concern is the booster overflowing the gathers of the outer diaper. I think I'll try your technique though. Seems like it worked pretty well! Hahaha, the science of being kinky...
  10. @rachelkirwan, it appears you added slits to the prevail booster going across the pad's width, as opposed to along its "keel." Is that how you always slit your doublers? Is that the better way??? Asking because I often develop premature leaks when I use a doubler, and I'm not quite sure why...
  11. I love using trufits as a booster. I find they help to spread the wetness around more evenly as well, which optimizes a diaper's total available capacity. Sadly, I haven't seen the trufits sold in any stores near me for quite some time now. I wonder if they're getting phased out?
  12. Oh wow that sounds like quite a soaking. Do you think it happened all at once? I'm glad you can find something sexy in a bedwetting issue. I like it too, and on the one hand I'm jealous of your "talent," but on the other, it would severely impact my career. Would a better diaper be more economical than adding a booster every night?
  13. Man, it's been a while since I indulged in one of the northshore pullups. They're so fantastic! This morning I slit one open down the middle, then slipped it on and taped a megamax on over top. Holy bulk batman!
  14. You bought some more! You really like those, huh? Lol. Are they the light or heavy version? I still have a few of the heavies in stock myself. Hmmm...
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