brs
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Yeah it was super easy for me to get bloated and filled up quickly later that day which made things kind of difficult. Any time I would drink something I immediately felt it
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Yes it was quite strange but maybe I'll give it another shot
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So last summer when I made my original account on here I ended up doing a few holds, one which resulted in an uncontrolled wetting experience. I don't remember much about the whole thing other than I went into it wanting to just do a hold and on my way to the bathroom I ended up wetting myself and couldn't stop. Honestly it was terrifying, wetting myself through my pants and underwear but other than the fear I don't remember much. After making my new account yesterday I thought maybe I should just try doing another hold again today. I remember I sort of enjoyed doing holds, I liked the feeling of being full and the pressure was sort of comforting. So today I drank 500 mL of water every 30 min until I had about 2 liters in me. In about an hour I started feeling the building pressure in my bladder and really felt it in my crotch. My stomach was pretty bloated and protruding, unusual for me as I'm a pretty skinny girl and I thought I would just end the hold there as I had a place to be in 45 min. As I was getting ready to use the bathroom I thought maybe instead of just making this a hold I'd actually do a wetting in a controlled environment. So I tried just standing in the shower in my underwear but nothing was really happening despite the pressure and oncoming desperation. So instead I thought I'd try and start by peeing in the toilet first, stop peeing, then move to the shower and pee through my panties there. Once I got the first bit of pee going in the toilet I stood up and hobbled over to the shower and tried peeing again. I couldn't get it going standing up so I opted for crouching on the floor in the beginning. When I was a kid I was never the type to have accidents so I don't have any real memory of pissing myself and what that felt like. I blocked out the memory from last summer as peeing uncontrollably was terrifying and I was not a big fan of it. But as I started peeing through my panties in the shower it was somewhat relieving and not nearly as scary as I had more control. Eventually I stood up an continued peeing and it was strange, I didn't expect it to feel so warm. My breath was heaving and I think at one point I started crying, all the sensations were very new and kind of overwhelming for me. By the end of it my underwear was soaked and I was standing in a large puddle of my own piss. After taking a moment to myself I started frantically cleaning my underwear in the water of my shower and took a shower as well. A part of me is extremely disgusted at what I did today but I also kind of want to do it again. The sensations I felt were so strange and foreign and maybe even a little nice? It was weird peeing through my underwear but feeling the warmth go down my legs was oddly satisfying, maybe even a little comforting. I don't know exactly how I feel about it though but I'm wondering if I should do it again. If anyone has any advice or thoughts for me that would be great.
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Thank you for the support. I'm definitely struggling so it's nice to see that other people have felt the same way. I definitely feel the same sort of way. I'm struggling with coming to terms with all this still but if you have any suggestions of anything I should do to help with this that would be great.
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So this is kind of awkward. Last summer I signed up for an account on here to do an exploration and study of different fetishes and the community surrounding them. I kind of went 'undercover' as a new member to see what it was like to be a part of these communities and learned what people liked about them as well as why they were into these things. But last summer when I signed up for an account on here I guess I didn't realize what I was getting into, aka a rather large self discovery. After doing some exploration into this community I actually ended up trying some stuff out such as a few holds here and there and at one point I even wet myself. I realized I kind of liked it, the desperation and the holding aspects especially. But a part of my was and still is incredibly confused and frustrated that I'm into something like this. When I think of purposefully holding my pee and wetting myself my first instinct is to be grossed out and I'm confused as to why I keep purposefully holding my own pee. Eventually it came to a point last year where I deleted my account and didn't come on to this site for a few months but every now and then I would find myself lurking here. I used to go by rsubs, and if you remember me then hi! hello! But I'm still confused about the way I feel, why I keep coming back here, and why I like these feelings. If anyone has any advice or support to offer that would be great.