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brs

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  1. Yeah it was super easy for me to get bloated and filled up quickly later that day which made things kind of difficult. Any time I would drink something I immediately felt it
  2. brs

    Hello again

    thank you for the support!
  3. Yes it was quite strange but maybe I'll give it another shot
  4. So last summer when I made my original account on here I ended up doing a few holds, one which resulted in an uncontrolled wetting experience. I don't remember much about the whole thing other than I went into it wanting to just do a hold and on my way to the bathroom I ended up wetting myself and couldn't stop. Honestly it was terrifying, wetting myself through my pants and underwear but other than the fear I don't remember much. After making my new account yesterday I thought maybe I should just try doing another hold again today. I remember I sort of enjoyed doing holds, I liked the feeling of being full and the pressure was sort of comforting. So today I drank 500 mL of water every 30 min until I had about 2 liters in me. In about an hour I started feeling the building pressure in my bladder and really felt it in my crotch. My stomach was pretty bloated and protruding, unusual for me as I'm a pretty skinny girl and I thought I would just end the hold there as I had a place to be in 45 min. As I was getting ready to use the bathroom I thought maybe instead of just making this a hold I'd actually do a wetting in a controlled environment. So I tried just standing in the shower in my underwear but nothing was really happening despite the pressure and oncoming desperation. So instead I thought I'd try and start by peeing in the toilet first, stop peeing, then move to the shower and pee through my panties there. Once I got the first bit of pee going in the toilet I stood up and hobbled over to the shower and tried peeing again. I couldn't get it going standing up so I opted for crouching on the floor in the beginning. When I was a kid I was never the type to have accidents so I don't have any real memory of pissing myself and what that felt like. I blocked out the memory from last summer as peeing uncontrollably was terrifying and I was not a big fan of it. But as I started peeing through my panties in the shower it was somewhat relieving and not nearly as scary as I had more control. Eventually I stood up an continued peeing and it was strange, I didn't expect it to feel so warm. My breath was heaving and I think at one point I started crying, all the sensations were very new and kind of overwhelming for me. By the end of it my underwear was soaked and I was standing in a large puddle of my own piss. After taking a moment to myself I started frantically cleaning my underwear in the water of my shower and took a shower as well. A part of me is extremely disgusted at what I did today but I also kind of want to do it again. The sensations I felt were so strange and foreign and maybe even a little nice? It was weird peeing through my underwear but feeling the warmth go down my legs was oddly satisfying, maybe even a little comforting. I don't know exactly how I feel about it though but I'm wondering if I should do it again. If anyone has any advice or thoughts for me that would be great.
  5. brs

    Hello again

    Thank you for the support. I'm definitely struggling so it's nice to see that other people have felt the same way. I definitely feel the same sort of way. I'm struggling with coming to terms with all this still but if you have any suggestions of anything I should do to help with this that would be great.
  6. brs

    Hello again

    So this is kind of awkward. Last summer I signed up for an account on here to do an exploration and study of different fetishes and the community surrounding them. I kind of went 'undercover' as a new member to see what it was like to be a part of these communities and learned what people liked about them as well as why they were into these things. But last summer when I signed up for an account on here I guess I didn't realize what I was getting into, aka a rather large self discovery. After doing some exploration into this community I actually ended up trying some stuff out such as a few holds here and there and at one point I even wet myself. I realized I kind of liked it, the desperation and the holding aspects especially. But a part of my was and still is incredibly confused and frustrated that I'm into something like this. When I think of purposefully holding my pee and wetting myself my first instinct is to be grossed out and I'm confused as to why I keep purposefully holding my own pee. Eventually it came to a point last year where I deleted my account and didn't come on to this site for a few months but every now and then I would find myself lurking here. I used to go by rsubs, and if you remember me then hi! hello! But I'm still confused about the way I feel, why I keep coming back here, and why I like these feelings. If anyone has any advice or support to offer that would be great.
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