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    Sneezing while holding?

    I just wanted to make a topic so people could share their experiences with things like sneezing while holding and any other things that have cut your holds short like coughing or laughing! I started thinking about this because I sneezed a few weeks ago while I was holding. I was already full but not at the point of squirming or anything and I felt the urge to sneeze. I held my nose but it didn't go away and I sneezed twice in a row. This actually forced me to start wetting early! If I laugh too much/too hard I pee too and that's not even when desperate, it's happened twice with my friends :s So is there anyone out there with similar stories? This should have gone in general discussion sorry! I'm on my iphone so I messed up posting :s
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    Bladder Size Index - what's yours?

    I only got about 13! :( does that mean my bladder is tiny?
  3. I use skype! Not for video buy just for chat :) I think a lot of people think it's only for video calls perhaps?
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    At beach but forgot swimsuit?

    I'd swim in underwear as long as it wasn't white! I wouldn't mind taking it off and putting my clothes back on without underwear for the rest of the day plus I wouldn't want to miss out on all the fun! Underwear covers more than a bikini would anyway!
  5. So! I have a lot of experiences like these that I have yet to post about. I don't get to access the site much so for the past for months I haven't been able to write about my experiences. I'm fixing that now and writing about all of them :) So this one happened to me after I had been out drinking with my friends one night. I pee constantly when I am drunk, most people do, and I find myself excusing myself, desperate to use the bathroom, every half hour or less. Although I go throughout the night I still manage to arrive home completely bursting most nights which would be fun if I hadn't had so much to drink! After me and my friends had finally decided to go home I headed to the bathroom and let out whatever was in my bladder before leaving. We left the pub and all walked along the street, each splitting off in different directions to get home. Me and one other friend were left to walk to get our transport home. I felt myself filling as soon as we had gotten outside, I fill up way too quickly after drinking and it doesn't take long before I would consider myself desperate to go. My friend went to get the last train home and I continued my walk to the bus stop where I would wait for the late bus. It was a week day, we had all been celebrating, so the streets were empty and I was the only one at the bus stop. The late buses didn't run very often so I had about a twenty minute wait before my bus was scheduled to arrive. So, I sat down at the bus stop and waited. This happened during the colder months so it was absolutely freezing, I blame the temperature as half of the reason I was feeling so desperate after only a few minutes at the bus stop. I was starting to worry, I still had to wait over ten minutes, I was feeling fuller and fuller every minute that went by and there were no public toilets anywhere. Even if there were they would definitely be locked at that time. I waited and waited and eventually had to stand up, the coldness of the seat pressing against me was making everything ten times worse and sitting was just putting more pressure on my bladder. So I stood up and walked around a little, trying to stop the desperate feeling. It did work for a little while, moving around and jiggling, doing the little 'pee dance' helped me to hold everything in but everything I had drank that night was still going through me and adding to the current capacity of my bladder. I checked the time and I still had about five minutes to wait plus the bus ride home was a long one! It would take me about half an hour to get home and if I had already filled up so much in about twenty minutes I definitely wouldn't make it with all of the bumps the bus would go through. At this point it was so bad I had to start grabbing myself, sometimes I do squirt a little without noticing so my knickers were already pretty wet at this point. I was wearing a dress and some thick black tights since I wanted to look nice but still keep warm. I rubbed between my legs and tried crossing them where I stood but it wasn't helping at all. I did think about waiting or trying to find a shop that would let me use their toilet before I got on the bus but every shop in the area had closed so I had nowhere to go. I did start leaking before I decided to go. I suppose the cold weather was making things worse and without even feeling it some spurted out into my tights. Quite a lot came out for just a spurt, it started running down the inside of my legs. I didn't want to wet myself outside before getting on my bus. It was freezing out and it would make the rest of the journey home horrible. I decided I would just pull my tights and knickers down and go, I didn't have any other choice. I was still spurting and my tights were just getting wetter and wetter because I couldn't stop the stream. By the time I pulled down my tights I had already started peeing, the cold air hit the wetness in my panties and I couldn't hold it in anymore. I lifted up my dress so it wouldn't get wet and I sat down on the bus stop bench to go. I was going to squat and go on the floor but the piss was already coming out so it was quicker and easier to sit on the bench. The bus stop benches here are just like metal bars so the pee just went right through and started to splatter on the floor underneath me. I lifted my legs up off the floor a little so that none of it would splash over my shoes and I sat there by myself in the dark peeing for a good few minutes. The noise of the pee hitting the floor sounded so loud to me because it was so silent in the street. I think my bladder is pretty small since I always have to pee so much so I was surprised by the size of the puddle that was on the floor when I had finished. I didn't have time to take down my panties since I had already started going through them so they had been soaked through. I managed to save most of my tights, only the crotch area and a few dribbles down the inside of the leg had managed to reach them so when I stood up and pulled my dress down it wasn't very noticeable. I stood away from the puddle while I waited for my bus. I was feeling so relieved and finally empty! My bus arrived a little late and I hopped on as if nothing had happened. The bus journey took quite a while to get me home and by the time I arrived home I had to go again! I made it to the toilet that time without any accidents :P I have so many more experiences, most are unplanned thanks to my tiny bladder (I think, anyway) but some are planned :) I'll post about all the others when I get time, I hope you enjoyed reading!
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    Dreams about wetting yourself?

    I've had something similar! I just posted about it in the wetting experiences category because I dreamt I was peeing in a toilet and woke up to find I actually was going! I have a lot of dreams where I am peeing somewhere which happen when I am desperate to go and my body is trying to wake me up, most of the time I Wake up bursting to go but I rarely end up wetting myself/the bed during them.
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    Dribbling at the Pool

    I don't go in pools if I can help it but if I'm in the pool I do feel desperate pretty fast! Even if I wouldn't normally need to go the water makes me really feel it so I usually have to get out of the pool and go. It's very easy to let go in water like in a pool or even a shower and no notice as much as you would if you were dry. I don't know why that is but it has happened to me a few times after jumping in lakes and climbing out to find I had started to pee! You feel yourself relaxing less when you're wet I guess and it just sort of sneaks out sometimes... or maybe that's just me :')
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    Sound of Running Water?

    Running water makes me need to pee even if I'm not all that desperate to go! It's the same feeling you get if you jump in the shower without peeing first, sort of like a feeling of desperation washes over you and makes you feel like some is about to come out. It effects me more if I am really desperate, like if I can hear the shower running while I'm waiting to use the toilet then sometimes it does push me over the edge and make me spurt a little. But yeah, even if I'm not feeling desperate at all the sound of running water can really make me squirm.
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    Do you ever wake up desperate to pee?

    Almost every day I wake up desperate to pee! Most nights I also wake up desperate to go and have to get up. Most of the people I share a bathroom with take showers in the morning so I have had to wait and it's been torture trying to hold it in while I can hear the shower running! There was one time I had to tell someone to get out of the shower so I could get in there otherwise I definitely would have wet myself. So yeah, that happens to me a lot, sometimes I'm more desperate than other but most of the time I do have to pee dance while I wait to use the toilet.
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    Toiled dreams & bed wetting!

    That always happens to me! As I say I have those dreams all of the time and I would always start peeing in them but I still felt like I was going to burst. Whenever I wake up from them I have to rush to the toilet or I would probably start squirting.
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    female Toiled dreams & bed wetting!

    So, I'm pretty sure almost everyone gets the toilet dream when they need to pee while they're sleeping. I saw a topic posted about just that which prompted me to tell this experience that happened to me a week or two ago. I want to start by saying that it's been quite hot here over the summer so i only wear a tshirt and panties to sleep in. The hot weather has meant drinking a lot more than usual to keep hydrated and I usually find myself waking up to pee between 1-3 times a night (with a bursting bladder) depending on how much I've been drinking in the day. So, my day was pretty normal and I think that day I had been to the cinema with my friends. Other than that my time was spent in my garden, lounging around and sunbathing, making the most of the sunny weather. I drank a lot to compensate for the heat, preferring to just drink ice-cold water with the occasional ice lolly to cool me down. Other things were drank throughout the day, apple juice with my meals and a coke when I was at the movies with my friends. Unless I'm planning on holding I don't pay much attention to my intake or what I am drinking. I went to bed around midnight and I must say I do get toilet dreams very often. Since I usually wake up to pee in the night (I usually have to go at least once every night even outside of the summer months) I can have a few toilet dreams a night but never before has it caused me to pee while I'm sleeping! So after what must have been a few hours of sleep this toilet dream started. I don't remember it clearly but they're almost always the same. I'm in a location where I can't find a toilet. The location always varies but I'm always frantically running around to find a toilet, crossing my legs in the dream and telling whoever will listen that I have to get to a toilet right away. Most of the time I wake up before I find a toilet in my dreams but sometimes I manage to find the toilet. I pull down my pants as fast as I can and I sit down, I relax and in the dream I start to pee, I can hear the hissing noise and the piss hitting the bowl but I feel no relief. The feeling of desperation always gets worse as I am wetting in my dream and I feel about ready to explode. The urges come in waves and sometimes I've had a few toilet dreams before I even wake up to actually pee! So, this specific night I had the usual dream, I'm running to the toilet, sometimes the toilet is out in the open where anyone can see but I don't care because if I don't piss I'm going to pop! I get to the toilet, push my panties down and sit down. I start to relax, shutting my eyes and letting go but instead of the urgent need to piss getting worse I feel a little bit of relief. I feel some piss bursting out of me but I am still asleep and I think this is all part of my dream. I'm still sitting there on the toilet when another wave of desperation hits me, I relax and some more piss floods out of me and into the toilet I'm sitting on. It doesn't all come out at once and after one last squirt I start waking up. Once I'm fully conscious I can feel the wetness between my legs and all along my bum. Only a few small squirts managed to escape so I am still so desperate to go. I pulled my covers back and sat up to check how much had come out but I really had to go, I was still relaxed from sleep and as I sat up some more forced its way out of me. At this point that was it, I had squirted so much and the position I was in finally started to force everything out of me. I hadn't planned on wetting the bed so I tried to stop it, clenching my muscles to stop the flow and squeezing in between my legs to stop it. Eventually I stopped the flow and ran to the toilet to finish off. There was still plenty left in my when I finally got to the toilet, I must have been completely full. I had left a large wet patch on my sheets as well and my panties had been soaked. I had to spend some time cleaning up and showering before I could get back into bed again! It had been completely unplanned but I did enjoy myself. Even when I was dreaming the desperate feeling was great. I hope you enjoyed reading, I'll post if I have any more experiences :)
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    It's difficult for me to wet? Advice?

    I also have this issue and I have tried some of these things to no avail! Sorry that I don't have a solution for you, I just wanted to say you're not the only one and I have been trying for a while. I find it difficult to let go once I get desperate and that doesn't just apply to when I'm desperate :/ If I go out drinking with friends which we all know makes your bladder fill pretty quick I have trouble going to the toilet to pee when my bladder gets full. When I'm out I never even let myself get to the point where I find it hard to walk yet I still have to force myself to go. It's very strange, i hope we find a solution because I would also like to be able to wet when desperate without forcing myself to do so!
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    Omorashi on instagram?

    Is there anyone who has an instagram dedicated to omo pics either of themselves or others? I would really be interested in posting my own pictures on Instagram and wondered who to follow!
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    Anyone else not all that into wetting?

    I prefer the wetting part honestly! I like the desperation of course but I prefer watching someone finally wet themselves. I personally like being desperate and holding but again I like wetting myself the best :) Everyone is different I suppose
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    In the middle of nowhere

    This is another one of my experiences that sort of happened unplanned. Although I was into omo at the time this wasn't really an accident that turned me on at the time or anything, I was with a friend so it was kind of funny and I thought I would share! This isn't something that happened to me recently, it was probably last year possibly even the year before. So, I was visiting my friend in Wales again and she lives pretty much in the middle of nowhere. Her house is a few fields away from a caravan site but apart from that and a small dirt road leading into a main road a mile or so out she lives in the middle of fields. I live in a city so when I visit her we do a lot of outdoor activities. We had decided to go on a picnic so we packed up our food in the morning and headed out. It was quite chilly out and we were going to be walking through mud all day so I was wearing a lounge pants and a rain coat over my shirt. I used the bathroom before we left the house and we started our walk. We walked slowly for about an hour, walking across all of the fields and I took a few photos. I hadn't payed much attention to what I had had to drink that day. I had milk with my cereal, a cup of tea with breakfast and we had been drinking from a big bottle of water between us on the way. There were a lot of steep hill areas that tired us both out so I probably drank a lot of water without realising. It wasn't something I thought about until I realised I was starting to need the toiled and we were literally in the middle of nowhere. I couldn't even see her house any more we were that far out. We kept on walking anyway and I didn't mention it, there was nobody around and I would just have to go in a bush if we didn't make it back to the house in time. So, we carried on. Since we were walking and moving around I felt the urge more than I would have if we were sitting. I asked along the way to take a few breaks so we would sit down for a short while to catch our breath but I wanted to stop to try and hold back the urge to pee. It did help when we sat down but as soon as I stood up again I felt the pressure. After I felt the urge the first time it built up pretty fast. We walked for about another half an hour, I know it wasn't too long but I was really feeling it. Every time I took a step I felt the pressure. I walked behind my friend and every now and again I would squeeze my legs together when I took a step. I wasn't at the point I needed to squeeze myself yet but my breaths were coming out short. Obviously at this point I knew I wasn't making it back to the house so I accepted that I would need to find somewhere to go. The fields were long and bare and I really didn't want to have to go in front of my friend so I kept quite and tried to hold it in. Whenever we crossed to a new field it would require climbing over a fence, sometimes the gates were open as each field was surrounded by fences or hedges to keep certain animals in specific fields. We had been through a few fields with sheep and cows but the ones we were in at that moment were empty. Climbing over fences when I had to go so badly was a nightmare. I always climbed over second so my friend didn't see and had to shove a hand between my legs while I climbed over. Eventually I had trouble walking without it feeling like I was going to piss myself. I eventually told my friend that I needed to go desperately and she laughed a little and told me to find a spot and just go. It wasn't a big deal or anything and I wasn't really embarrassed but I needed to go right then and I didn't have much time to find somewhere secluded. Somehow nothing spurted out as a warning. I could feel that my knickers were damp from some dribbling out, probably when I moved around a lot climbing over fences but none of it got through to my pants. So, to get some privacy from my friend I decided to go back the way we came and climb over to the next field so that I could move behind one of the hedges. I rushed back and my friend stayed where she was, watching me go but not paying much attention. I held onto the gate and squeezed myself, curling over a little and holding my legs tight together before I started climbing up. The next part is where everything went wrong. I was climbing over the gate which was long and had bars sort of like a ladder making it easy to climb over. I swung my leg over the top ready to get down the other side when it all started to come out. It must have been the position I was in, one leg on each side of the gate and a metal bar between my legs, that set me off. I had to lean myself forward to get my other leg over which is when I felt it. The pressure from leaning forward so suddenly and being so close to letting myself go meant that my piss just forced itself out. It all happened very quickly, I was sat on top of the gate and I could hear it hissing loudly as I soaked my pants. Usually I have a shy bladder but at this point the stream was forcing itself out of me. It was extremely warm and although I was only sat there for a few seconds, mostly staying still out of shock that I didn't make it, I could hear it splattering on the floor under me. It had hurt when it was forced out of me, the bar between my legs pressing into my bladder, but It was also a huge relief to let it go. I was already soaked and the piss was running down my legs, over the gate and down into the dirt floor. I still climbed over the gate but from what I remember the stream never stopped while I was moving. I jumped down at the other side and ran behind the hedges, shoving my pants and knickers down as fast as I could. It didn't really help much since the damage was done but I squatted down anyway and the last of it was pushed out. I've never really thought that I could hold much but so much was still streaming out of me. I could still feel the pressure as I squatted down even though loads had already come out. I sat there until the stream ended, leaving a large puddle on the floor, and then I stood up to pull my pants back up. The piss had cooled and it was difficult pulling my pants back up. I was covered in it, dark patches showing all down the inside of my legs and across the back of my ass. I had gotten it all over myself, on my shoes and some even on the hem of my shirt. I was relieved though, it felt so good to be empty again. I climbed back over the gate to my friend who of course laughed at me. I had laughed too and we had to head back so I could change into something else. My friend decided to pee on the way back so she could avoid it happening to her. And that was what happened! Usually I manage to get my pants down before any damage is done but that time was definitely a big shock. I am used to getting a few warning spurts of piss that just soaks my panties but this was completely different and I didn't have any time at all to get over the gate. As soon as it had started coming out I was soaked in a few seconds! Well, I hope you enjoyed reading this. It is an experience I laugh about but it was still quite enjoyable even if walking home in piss soaked pants was difficult!