DesperateDolly

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  1. DesperateDolly

    Another desperation and wetting experience

    Hi thanks again for the lovely comments. I’m really glad people are enjoying my desperation experiences. I’m quite overwhelmed by the positive reception 😊😊 I’ve never tried wetting in denim shorts before but I’ll definitely be doing it again. Yes it was the same pee, I thought I was done after the first two videos but it just kept coming 😂 and yes i really really had to go like never before.
  2. DesperateDolly

    Another desperation and wetting experience

    Thanks for all your comments, it’s so nice to hear my experiences are being enjoyed.
  3. DesperateDolly

    Another desperation and wetting experience

    Thanks for your great comments, really glad you enjoyed my experience.
  4. DesperateDolly

    Another desperation and wetting experience

    Thank you, glad you enjoyed it.
  5. DesperateDolly

    Another desperation and wetting experience

    Thanks so much. Sometimes I think my description is too long so it’s good to know you’ve enjoyed it
  6. DesperateDolly

    Another desperation and wetting experience

    Thanks 😊 I loved this desperation.
  7. I originally planned to hold today but then stuff came up and I decided I wasn’t in the mood to do it today so carried on with my day and forgot about it. At around lunchtime I realised I hadn’t peed since about 9am and felt a slight need to go but I had only drunk one cup of tea so could easily ignore it. I needed to go to the supermarket and was about to pee before going but I’ve been taking some advice about how to hold longer and strengthen my muscles and some of that includes cutting out unnecessary toilet visits so I decided to skip having a pee and just go shopping. I was gone about 45 minutes and in the car had a bottle of iced tea. Coming home I could feel the pressure in my bladder had increased a little and I was aware I needed a wee but i was easily able to distract myself. I drank a glass of water and a little while after I got the first feelings of really needing to go so I decided I’d give holding a try after all. I’d tried on Tuesday but didn’t get the desired result so I was a bit reluctant to try again so soon but I just relaxed about it and carried on doing things at home as normal and let the desperation build. I was wearing leggings and decided I’d keep them on but add my tight denim shorts over the top and also change into different panties. I chose some soft grey ones with tiny pink flamingos on. I like the combination of grey and pink, it’s cute and grey looks good to wet in. As soon as I put the shorts on I felt added pressure on my bladder, it was like having someone press the palm of their hand down lightly over the most sensitive part of my bladder and the feeling of needing to pee intensified. I carried on doing things normally but now if I stopped or stood still I had to shift my weight from foot to foot and squeeze my thighs together a little. I drank another bottle of iced tea and also diluted it with some water. I could feel my bladder rapidly filling up and was very aware that at this point I was heading towards bursting for a wee so I stopped taking anymore fluids and just concentrated on containing what was already in my bladder. I did some exercises designed to strengthen my pee holding muscles by sitting the wrong way on a wooden chair with my legs spread wide and holding my pee with just my muscles. I managed to do this twice in the next hour. The first time I had to wriggle a little on the chair to help myself hold and the second time was far more noticeable I had to bounce my legs up and down wriggle to stay in control but I did it and kept my knickers totally dry. Getting up from the chair a wave of desperation hit me and I had to run on the spot for a few seconds to get control again. I drank half a glass of water and made a phone call that lasted around 10/15 minutes. I challenged myself to stand still for the duration of the call without holding myself. Towards the end of the call I was bouncing up and down, crossing my legs and pacing on the spot. I had to put my hand down the waistband of my shorts to keep the pressure off my bladder. By now I was really desperate to pee and couldn’t really think about much else. I tried to carry on doing things at home but it was getting difficult and I had to keep moving, every time i stood still I had no choice but to hold myself between my legs. I tried to get the desperation back under control but it felt like there was a river of pee being restrained behind my shorts. I tried to challenge myself again and stand with my legs apart but it was the briefest second before I was holding between my legs, I was too desperate. If I wanted to hold a bit longer I needed to take my shorts off , the waistband was putting too much extra pressure on my full bladder. The relief when I took them off was awesome for a few minutes I managed to move around briefly without holding myself. I put on a skirt and tried to stand with my legs apart then but again the desperation hit. I managed to stay in my skirt for about another 15 minutes frantically holding myself and squirming around but everything had started to shake and pulsate and I could actually feel my muscles starting to give up and tire. I really wanted to wet in my shorts but I didn’t know if I’d be able to hold long enough to get them back on. After what seemed like an eternity of alternating between holding myself with both hands and trying to wriggle my legs into my shorts one handedly I got them on. As soon as I did up the zip and button the pressure on my bladder was unbearable it was as if someone was deliberately pushing on my full bladder and making me pee. At this point I was so desperate i was almost scared to move i knew I was on the verge of wetting myself and was trying everything to hold it in. I really wanted to try to open my legs on the chair again just to see if I could hold it. I started to move and immediately felt myself spurt into my panties. I pee danced on the spot and managed to sit on the corner of a hard wooded unit to help myself hold. I pressed down hard and gained a few seconds of control. Getting to the wooden chair I knew I just had to go for it, I took my hands away from my crotch and straddled the chair. Immediately I started to wet myself, I felt it leak into my panties, I tried to get control but I couldn’t stop. I struggled to stop, crossing my legs and holding with both hands down my shorts. I ran to the bathroom feeling myself leaking down the inside of my leggings. I wanted to wet in the shower, but I just couldn’t hold it any longer. I made it onto the bathroom lino grabbing a towel and just peed through my shorts. It was such a relief to let it out that I didn’t even care that pee was running all over the floor and my feet. I’m a clean freak and usually would prefer to wet anywhere that’s the easiest to clean and definitely not all over my feet. I wish I’d measured this hold because the towel, the floor and my clothes were soaked. I hope I’ve put this experience in the right place and it’s not too long and boring to read. I’ve got a few photos to add and a video of the wetting. None of them are brilliant, it’s hard to take pics etc when you’re desperate to pee. In the pictures with my shorts I was trying to show the growing bladder bulge which is visible in a couple of pics. FD4B0DB8-8BFB-488E-A58C-47BF23BDD773.MOV 7E7E5622-E05E-403A-A061-5E616751449D.MOV 6D0BB80E-D712-4267-9220-CB141A9A1757.MOV
  8. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    I do that all through the hold, sometimes just a little every 15 minutes but when you’re really desperate you seem to feel it hit your already full bladder very quickly.
  9. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    Thank you for the nice comments. It certainly did feel like I was holding a lot. I will post some more experiences soon 🙂
  10. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    Hi, thanks for your great comments, I’m glad you enjoyed it. I’ve got a few experiences to write up as soon as I get time 🙂
  11. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    Don’t worry I’m too health conscious to do any damage and I don’t like pain but I do like being desperate and wetting myself. Ha ha maybe one day i will but I’m a bit too nervous for that yet. I ended up having half an hour of unscheduled torture having to talk to someone I wasn’t expecting to be home last night when I was beyond desperate and i almost wet myself in front of them which was a horrifying thought for me!! I
  12. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    Thanks 😊 it felt really good
  13. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    Hi, thank you. No i haven’t yet. I’ve got desperate at work but not to the extent I would in private. I work in a medical environment and also do some teaching. I have a uniform for the medical work.
  14. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    Hi, thanks it felt like a lot to hold. I think gradual desperation is better for me. If I start to feel pain I just stop drinking anything else and just hold what’s already in my bladder. Thank you. Yeah I really like doing that if I want to feel a bit of extra pressure. It’s torture but it feels so good 😊
  15. DesperateDolly

    Holding and desperation

    Thanks, building the desperation gradually definitely works for me. I can last 2 and a half hours once I’m really desperate before i start leaking but I’m trying to last longer with each hold but it’s difficult. The most I can hold without wetting myself is about a pint and a half but I’m usually bursting at a pint. My goal is to hold two pints and increase my holding time. My laundry is increasing as a result. Good job I have lots of panties 😊