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Desperate for the toilet!

Just to be stubborn I waited till the last second but didn't even quite  get to the sink, let alone the bathroom without some dribbling.  Oh well!! I was trying to get off on a full bladder but there comes a point where it's so full that it doesn't work and it's suddenly like... Quick!  Give up and GOOOO! Oops.

Need a piss! I'm not even into my own desperation, but I'm so unbelievably lazy sometimes so rather than go upstairs I'm just squirming the evening away!  Don't be surprised if I pee in the kitchen sink later.  LAZY! 

I'm not usually vindictive but sometimes the mood takes me. The water is off in a large area which includes where my ex lives and where she works... Heh heh heh!  Hopefully the omorashi gods will visit her this afternoon as payback for calling my love of pee a sickness... 

I measured 1600ml today, a new capacity record! I was stuck on back-to-back calls all day while working from home and didn't get to pee for hours after drinking 1.5L of water and a huge mug of tea.

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I had to get on with my day so I stood up,and went into the bathroom. I leaked just a drop or two in my pants on the way. Not wanting a mess I measured. I overfilled my 1 liter container, and spilled a little. Here is a pix of what I just did 

Dang , I am doing it again. I booted up the computer because I needed to check a couple of  important things non-pee. 
 I had to pee at the time, but figured I would be quick. This was 2 hours ago.
I am still on line d have become desperate. My bladder feels like it is going to explode. Pee is pressing at my pee hole constantly, with  frequent waves of feeling like it is going to come out. The period between waves is growing shorter. I have experienced three as I type this, including right now. I am resisting using my hand, but have my legs squeezed together on my penis, almost constantly.  Iam  squeezing tighter when I think my pee is about to come out. 
 Ok I just needed to use my hand to keep from wetting myself.
A few minutes  later update  My entire penis is experiencing  continuous very strong  pressure My legs are no longer enough to hold it in , during a strong wave for that I need to part my legs enough to get my hand on my penis. I am going to wet my pants if I don't go soon. I have to pee so bad....It's Going to come out ...

I have been unable to hold my pee much lately. I  have started leaking almost as soon as the urge starts ( likely my prostrate) . It can happen as soon as I approach the door to my house, ( key hole ) or just think about peeing.
A couple of weeks ago I spurted enough to get the crotch and fly area of my jeans wet, while my son showed me around outside his  new home.
I thought my holding days were over.
But then today happened. It was a rainy day, and I fell asleep reading a book. I woke up with a full bladder, and strong pressure at the tip of my penis centered at my pee hole. It felt like it was going to come out. I truly expected a leak before I got up. And then nothing happened. So I resumed reading my book, enjoying the my pee is about to come out feeling. Trying to hold it in and lesson the pressure a bit by squeezing my penis with my hand, and pressing it between my legs. This went on for a glorious half hour.
I had to get up to make dinner, but I wanted to see if my sphincter was back in control, so I delayed peeing ,a bit while walking about doing a few things. Then I walked  into the bathroom and stood in front of the toilet. And nothing happened, I didn't lose a drop I let go and peed long and hard, so my bladder was really that full.
Hopefully I can resume holding my pee.

Damn I have to pee really bad. I feel it in my bulging bladder and in my penis especially at  my pee hole. I ignored it for a few hours , then have fun with it testing the limits of my sphincter.