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im smoking illegal weed bro. Suprises me everytime "It's a process, but it's working" as long it works thats what matters bro. i can reach out to people bout substance abuse irl so not a big deal but its intertwined with my my porn addictions i'm just not comfortable discussing anywhere but online. I'm doing better now not great but better nonetheless and hope you are too

Can't afford therapy dude ,that is why I am venting on this site. Rehab at the moment is not necessary cause once i move out of this city i will have enough reason not to binge drugs again. I was sober for a month when i was out of this city so I know it's possible. Its just that most(close to all ) of my friends drinks/do drugs and its very easy to get. Like i can be broke af have no money and getting high will be easier than getting food , so usually in those situations i end up getting high first before food . Addictions suck man . My family does not know bout the drug abuse ,i am a teetotaler according to them so i can't really talk to them about it. It might be just paranoia since my life is fine right now but i have constant fear that it might be fucked because of how much brain cells ive killed . My memory used to be so much better now its not. Anyways thanks for advice Also i got sick af after writing the post. Didn't go to hospital so i don't know what happened but weed cannot give physical withdrawal symptoms right ? I was so sick couldn't eat cause i would puke whatever but after smoking up i was fine . Now i'm sober and still fine ,idk man life is very weird right now Final year of college Actually once i graduate i might just go to rehab depending how long i have till i have to go for my job .

I(21 m) am a long-time lurker on this site for like 9 - 10 years. I have uploaded few MTLs and a couple topics but nothing too significant. Main Topic : I never realized how much i use this site until the maintenance break happened. So let me first introduce myself. I am a college student, poly-addict and porn-addict , I have been broke multiple time because of my drug abuse but always no serious issues cause my friends and roommates are responsible enough take care of me. My interest in omo things started very young used to play holding games as a kid when i was home alone and i had a computer with internet so yea as soon as found out about this site I was visiting it every weekend and began edging all day before I even knew how to masturbate. And also was curious about drugs as a kid, I used to not sleep entire nights so I could hallucinate and as soon i realized drugs are real always wanted to try them and now after abusing drugs and porn for Dopamine i feel like genuinely cannot feel happy ever unless I'm high. So I really need a break but I just can't stop visiting this site , I can't stop smoking weed because that will stop connections with some close friends and I don't have enough self-control to look at drugs and not do them. I currently have a good job offer that i can take if i don't fail college . But i really just want to be happy. My college is out of town so i only abuse drugs when i'm in the city where my college is , my parents don't know about even the alcohol abuse(or just use , they dont kno i drink), and i wanted to get clean before go home for x-mas which ig will not happen. The last time i went to my home town i stayed sober for a month, hit the gym , gained muscle but then i go back and abuse the shit out of my lungs and entire body and now i feel like the loop will never end. I just don't know what to do please reply and tell me if you guys have faced similar situations i would really appreciate having a perspective on this cause i have no one in real life who i can discuss my porn addiction with. And please feel free to ask me anything you need more details on. Ask me anything . I wrote this on the hopes to reach out to someone dealing with similar things or has dealt with similar things .

Loved it. Waiting for more . (really waiting for chapter 3, not enough indian stories or mom stories on this site, so really appreciate )

https://thisvid.com/videos/japanese-need-pee/ I have seen the above video on this site before but i can't seem to find it now . If anyone can link it will be appreciated How do i delete this thread?

Anyone needed this? done.pdf

i think you mean damp not numb ........... (not an english major dont @me )

it was pending approval should be there now

The rar file I posted is already translated and I have also uploaded it to the gallery now. The doujin I wanted to be translated is this manga called "[Moomo (Tourou)] O Toire Gaman Dekinakute nai Teru Ao-chan mo Kawaii yo!! [Digital]" - That's the one from the nhentai link i posted (https://nhentai.net/g/462310/) Much appreciated if you translate it . tq

i just did

request https://nhentai.net/g/462310

I'm sure someone asked..... [Sora no Shiun] 462361.rar