ShallowBear52

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About ShallowBear52

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    Bathroom Control
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  1. ShallowBear52

    I want to get my girlfriend back!

    I can relate with almost everything you said. And thank you, i appreciate your responses :) that's what i have planned out. I'm going to deal with these problems and i'm trying to be a more nicer and helpful person than i'm already. Thanks to my friends and family whom support me and i try to be the best friend to my friends and best son to my family.
  2. ShallowBear52

    I want to get my girlfriend back!

    school give me anxiety because of bullying and from harsh teachers. it seems that she really don't want to speak with me.. it hurts because i know i fucked up and would avoid those things that i made earlier . it all started when i asked her why didn't she wanted to have sex (she was on her period) because we did that before when she had. i was such a dick and didn't realized that in time before i asked her that
  3. ShallowBear52

    I want to get my girlfriend back!

    i didn't meant "stay alive" literally so sorry for misunderstand it. i said that i'm not rude as a person, but i have a kinda rude habit that usually makes people misjudge it as i being rude.. but in reality i'm not doing it to be rude, it's just comes form stress usually... one thing i don't understand is how can she say that i was never happy with her... because i was happy all the time when i was with her(and i can still be happy if i get back her)..i was happy... really happy, but don't know how she didn't saw that.. i only i could prove that.. i don't have serious depression, what i mean is that i'm not wanting to commit suicide or that i don't feel so down all the time so i'm incapable to do things in my life.. what i meant by trying not to be depressed is not letting my emotions and sadness inside break out of me.. i'm fighting with it, and it's really hard for me. The stress and hiding happiness comes from school sadly, it's an awful place which i hate so much... lot's of scums are there whom i hate... maybe that's why she saw me as if i had a serious problem or something i do this because i am the only person who can help me.. my psychologist couldn't really do anything to solve this, because she couldn't even know what causes it in me, and she didn't wanted to gave antidepressants to me , saying that wouldn't really solve my issue. i said it before, i won't move on.. because it not the case of moving on... and you're right, like she said i have to fix my mental happiness first.. so i must do that.. i just hope that as soon as i achieve this i can be with her again..
  4. She broke up with me sadly due to the fact that "we do not understand each-other" . And that she never saw me happy while i was with her (and never had an honest smile.) She always tried to cheer me up, trying to make me a better person, but things didn't changed because i fucked up(seemed that i hide my happiness always from everyone and i don't know why,because i did not do that purposely), and she used all of her energy for this... also i sadly have a bat habit for making her feel bad from my tone which she tells me that i'm attacking her when i use this tone of my(as far as i know this tone of mine is what i use when i'm being sarcastic..i tried to explain to her but she says't that it's different..) and also tend to roll my eyes rudely, but honestly i don't do this because i'm rude, it's just means that i'm tired of all the shit or i'm stressed or just do it sometimes casually for no reason... I asked her if i change can we start it from all over again, and she said maybe (i think that's what she said, no pun intended) but she can't promise a thing.. i don't want to see she's having another boy instead of me, i really don't want to see that.. i cannot allowed this to happen because i love her so much..(never have i ever had somebody to love so much like this) Maybe one thing that made me such a dick is the lack of sex...(yes, pathetic i know, i'm pathetic) but we haven't had sex in more than a month! It's not because she didn't wanted it, but it was because of the circumstances, and i'm not angry at her, i'm mad at the circumstances... fuck them . I was so happy with her, that i'm not alone and having to jerk myself off and watching porn all the time.. i don't want this phase to come back.. i just don't I feel very sad about this and want her back. I have decided that i'm not going to be depressed anymore, and i want to get rid off my bad habit. I want to prove her that i can change and that i'm doing it for her.Because i love her so much.. she means everything to me and i want both of us to have a future with each-other.. Hell, i even promised myself to get rid of my diaper fetish..because i don't want it to have a place in our relationship... i'm trying to avoid sad music at all cost to not let myself cry because off all this, you know i promised.. no more tears(no pun intended as well)..no more depression.. So i'm trying to keep myself alive and console myself with Almost Easy by A7X. Please, i don't want to have answers that tell me to move on.. i don't want to.. and i wrote this topic to ask your help guys to get her back.. pretty please..
  5. ShallowBear52

    Serious changes in sexual life

    Haha, thanks man! yes i see a few things differently now. We had sex yesterday and today, and i was able to cum now. Maybe because last time she gave me a hand job and i was able to cum while she was there. And i didn't tired up now during sex, but so far we only did it in two positions,so we might try others new time 😅 Overall, i fell better now about almost everything
  6. ShallowBear52

    Serious changes in sexual life

    So since i'm in a relationship for 2 weeks there has been a lot of things that changed since then. For example i haven masturbated for a whole week now.(well, tbh my girlfriend gave me a hand job on Sunday, i don't know it it counts, but other than that i haven't touched myself). I don't know if it's because the sudden change,but i used to masturbate in everyday (some times 2 times on one day) but now i don't do it. My first sex experience was not so good, we used condom and i couldn't really feel her and i couldn't cum either. And one day later the same happened,well, i used different condoms that time is i felt her better but not as much if like i didn't used a condom, but i couldn't cum neither that time. (what i mean is that we had sex on Tuesday and Wednesday, but i couldn't cum in neither day). I also starting to think i do not like diapers anymore like i used to do, i don't really know if this is right or there is something wrong with me.. oh and i felt like i was running out of stamina when i was fucking her pussy with my cock, do i really need to do exercises if i want to "be good" in bed?
  7. ShallowBear52

    Feeling less attractive about diapers

    Update: so i don't know it i made the wrong decision or not but i told my gf about my diaper fetish. She said it's weird for her ,but it didn't changed a think about loving me♥️ We talked about having sex together and we arranged new Tuesday for it (with condoms , because her birth controls are not an option for at least for a week)
  8. ShallowBear52

    Feeling less attractive about diapers

    thank you and yes i don't know how things are going to be continue thank you for the advices! i already started to use the diapers (and right now i'm wearing my wet Drynites diaper 😅) thank you 😊
  9. So, it's been 1 week since i got a match on tinder with a girl(that was on Monday). We went on a few date since then(Thursday ,Friday,Saturday and Sunday) we had pretty good times in every date, and kissed each-other a lot on Saturday and Sunday(so we're in a relationship since Friday). But something has changed.. I feel less attractived to diapers. I wanted to order some online, but this happened... is that normal or it's just i'm not used to having a girlfriend? A few weeks ago i was very excited for this moment where i can wear diapers again, but suddenly had a girlfriend from nowhere and had mixed feelings. Can i still order diapers because it's normal and going to change or should i just leave it because i have a girlfriend ? I also worry because what if i lose my whole interest in diapers? can this happen like that? ps:i did not had sex with her yet,because of her diet , and she has an infection (not a significant or serious ) in her ovary
  10. ShallowBear52

    The "Post One Song a Day" thread

  11. ShallowBear52

    AB or DL?

    DL. i accept ABs, but i don't think i could do the same as them.
  12. ShallowBear52

    VR Fuck Dolls and similar "games"?

    there is also a review on it : https://www.mrporngeek.com/review/vrfuckdolls/
  13. ShallowBear52

    VR Fuck Dolls and similar "games"?

    i have 8 gb ram, nvidia 750 ti, i5-4440 and win 10. so maybe i should do it while using linux in virtual box?
  14. ShallowBear52

    VR Fuck Dolls and similar "games"?

    These "games" are in adds. And when i click on it(usually find them on pornhub) the narrator says something like this:"Welcome to the one and only sex game where you can customize your character" and so on
  15. i get sarcasm, but i didn't thought of it in this case because the text context