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MasterXploder

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    MasterXploder got a reaction from OmoGamer32 for a status update, Mario Kart Tour just revealed new outfits for a couple of the princesses. Might give   
    Mario Kart Tour just revealed new outfits for a couple of the princesses. Might give you some inspiration to work with.
    https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FQXTqefVsAAPd2n.jpg
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    MasterXploder reacted to YellowZoneMX for a status update, HI, It's been a while without posting here, just to announce I'm leaving this site Wa   
    HI, It's been a while without posting here, just to announce I'm leaving this site
    Want to follow my art, you can find me here:
    Pixiv: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/40489187
    Twitter: https://twitter.com/yellowzonemx             Baraag:  https://baraag.net/web/accounts/438193
     
     
     

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    MasterXploder reacted to OmoGamer32 for a status update, I don’t really have any more Omovember shorts planned. So I think i’m just gonna cont   
    I don’t really have any more Omovember shorts planned. So I think i’m just gonna continue with normal stories. 
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from WetWinter for a status update, I have finally returned from my long hiatus! Here's a short story about Amber from Ge   
    I have finally returned from my long hiatus! Here's a short story about Amber from Genshin Impact, inspired by some nice artwork and written to coincide with today's Omovember prompt.
     
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from lissy for a status update, I have finally returned from my long hiatus! Here's a short story about Amber from Ge   
    I have finally returned from my long hiatus! Here's a short story about Amber from Genshin Impact, inspired by some nice artwork and written to coincide with today's Omovember prompt.
     
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    MasterXploder reacted to Captain L for a status update, Good news for anyone that may be concerned about the quality of my next story, I'm he   
    Good news for anyone that may be concerned about the quality of my next story, I'm here to tell you there's no fear: LOBSTER BOY MAKES A CAMEO.

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    MasterXploder reacted to YellowZoneMX for a status update, Look I made a GIF   
    Look I made a GIF

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    MasterXploder got a reaction from BlueRaven for a status update, Hi, everyone. Been a while since I've posted anything substantial, hasn't it? There's   
    Hi, everyone. Been a while since I've posted anything substantial, hasn't it? There's actually a good reason for that, but you probably won't like it.
    I'll make this quick: I have decided to withdraw from writing omo stories and generally engaging in the omorashi community for the current future. Why is this? A few reasons: First, my interest in writing has been dwindling ever since I made changes to my medication and lifestyle in response to my relapse troubles a few months ago. I started work on a new story in late November, but I have absolutely no desire to finish it or work on any new stories. In hindsight, it's entirely possible my desire to write again was a byproduct of the previous medication I was on, which I will not be going back to just for that. The downsides were not worth the few ups, unfortunately.
    I've also had time to reflect on my current life and how stagnant I've been in improving things for a few years now. In absence of writing, I've been investing more into being productive with my free time. For instance, I've begun taking online classes to learn new skills that could lead me to better opportunities down the line. No clue if it'll pay off, but it's better to attempt to improve your life than not at all.
    This may end up not being goodbye forever, given how fickle my motivation can be at times. Who knows, maybe I'll try switching to another prescription that gives me that drive back someday. No matter what, it's been a lot of fun writing and interacting with the community here, regardless of the occasional controversies and drama. I've gotten to know some cool people, even work with them on projects to make some unique content that I felt was missing from the omorashi world. I may be stepping away, but I won't be forgetting some of you anytime soon. Until next time!
    -MasterXploder
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    MasterXploder reacted to Captain L for a status update, I struggle to think of any franchise better represented in the omorashi space than Po   
    I struggle to think of any franchise better represented in the omorashi space than Pokemon. You can always find plenty, and so soon after release.
    It's a shame that the site has its new rules, because there's already several good pictures of the new Poke Kid.
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from Kyuu for a status update, The conclusion to the Senko story is almost done! I'm aiming to have it finished in r   
    The conclusion to the Senko story is almost done! I'm aiming to have it finished in roughly a week's time. It'll have to be finished before much longer, anyways. It's shaping up to be a long and busy holiday season at both work and home, so I gotta get this done before things really hit the fan.
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    MasterXploder reacted to RagingPython for a status update, I just wanted to thank everyone who replied to me with my last post... I’m doing bett   
    I just wanted to thank everyone who replied to me with my last post... I’m doing better now. I just wanted to write a small post about how things and got a bit worse, but then it just kinda kept going... I’m the kind of person who tends to suppress their emotions instead of telling people, and I’m so autistic that often I don’t realise what I’m feeling until it becomes too strong... and that’s what happened then, 3 years of suppressed self-hatred and 3 years of suppressed emotions, amplified by 2 months of much more severe problems all just came bursting out and I couldn’t hold back.
    It’s really odd... at first, I felt so much better after making that post, like a huge weight had been lifted from me and I understood myself much better as result. But then I saw you guys starting to reply... I didn’t read the messages, I couldn’t face it, my anxiety made me worry you all hate me and that you were just going to blame me for wasting your time, and whatever else is affecting me (probably some form of undiagnosed depressive disorder) made me feel like all I’d done is drag you down with me, and make you all feel my pain as well.
    It was like my heart was being split in two... I didn’t know what to do, everything just hurt so badly. But after a few hours of despair, I worked up the courage to read your messages, and I saw your supportive messages. I was still hurting a lot, but it made me feel better to know that you didn’t really hate me for admitting me feelings. When I woke up today, I was suddenly really motivated. I don’t know why, I just was.
    I got loads of stuff done, and I was clear of most of my negative thoughts for hours. Since then, I’ve lost all the motivation, but aside from a few rainclouds, I haven’t anywhere near as down as yesterday. I’ve been feeling kind of... empty for the last few hours, I’m not happy, but I’m not sad either, there’s just kinda... nothing, but things have been so bad at times that even this feels like a reward.
    I’ve been thinking a lot since yesterday though, and I’ve realised something else. These thoughts I’ve been having, the hatred, the despair, the confusion, the pain... none of it is new. Even before my health took that dive back in September, I still felt all of these things that I’m getting now, but it was just weaker, and I hid them and kept them to myself, I even convinced myself there was nothing wrong. I don’t know why it took until September to get so bad, or how I was able to endure the feelings for so long... I think it’s just because I've had a lot of stress recently, I was pushing myself too hard, and it’s all just become too much to handle... it got worse as I wasn’t looking after myself enough... and then all the bottled-up thoughts, pain, and confusion all burst out when I was writing.
    I’m so stupid... if I wasn’t so autistic I could’ve tried to solve my problems earlier rather than letting it all build up and suppressing the pain... but more importantly if I wasn’t so weak I could’ve kept all my thoughts to myself and not bothered anyone with them, but I just couldn’t do it anymore... I wish I could be stronger and stop bothering you guys, but I can’t... there’s so many things worrying me... I’m really worried about my health still... and I don’t know how long it’ll be before my mental state declines again...
    I know I need help with this, but I don’t know what to do. I can’t let anyone find out... everyone close to me has their own problems to deal with and I don’t want them suffering from mine as well. I don’t know how I’d get professional assistance either... I just need to keep the facade up... as long as my friends and family about think I’m fine, I can handle this...
    I’m sorry to make another post so soon, and I know it’s a real mess, but I just had to write something... I’m pretty feverish at the moment, I feel like I could pass out any second, and I can feel the bad thoughts getting stronger... but I had to get this off my chest.
    I’m so glad you guys are here for me, thank you.
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    MasterXploder reacted to YellowZoneMX for a status update, A little bit late, hope you had a Happy Halloween 😄   
    A little bit late, hope you had a Happy Halloween 😄

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    MasterXploder reacted to Dimwitrolo for a status update, My D&D Character, Vyola Here's hoping she doesn't get herself killed any time soo   
    My D&D Character, Vyola
    Here's hoping she doesn't get herself killed any time soon.

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    MasterXploder reacted to RagingPython for a status update, I’ve had probably the best weekend since before my mental health took a downturn a fe   
    I’ve had probably the best weekend since before my mental health took a downturn a few weeks ago. It sounds silly, but just being able to go a whole weekend without having a panic attack, without worrying constantly, and without hating myself feels like a real achievement to me.
    I’m so happy, I can think about the future without panicking, and it feels like I can manage; nothing’s overwhelming anymore. I’ve been really motivated and everything, completely unlike what I was like before.
    Unfortunately for me, it seems my mental health is inversely proportional to my physical health, and I’ve felt my CFS grow worse as I’ve otherwise recovered, but I can manage with this much better than I could cope with my mental health issues.
     
    Oh, and as a sidenote, I’ve been upgraded to an established member on the forums! I don’t know what that means, or why I am one now, but I’m sure it’s good. I’ve noticed I can even downvote other posts, although I’m not sure why I’d ever need to do that, since this whole community has been really nice; it’s the only forum ever where I haven’t been banned within weeks by a corrupt moderator.
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    MasterXploder reacted to RagingPython for a status update, I’ve been really happy today. I honestly feel like I may have just recovered from wha   
    I’ve been really happy today. I honestly feel like I may have just recovered from whatever was afflicting me, I feel motivated, I have energy, it’s like I’m back to the normal. This is the best I’ve felt since before it started weeks ago; there’s nothing dragging me down, I’m not worried and scared of the future, I can just enjoy my life without anything dark or negative on my mind.
    I hope this is the end of it, and I can go back to being happy and normal. I don’t ever want to go back to a place as dark as the place I was in last weekend again.
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    MasterXploder reacted to RagingPython for a status update, I’ve been doing some research into what might be affecting me. I think if anything, i   
    I’ve been doing some research into what might be affecting me. I think if anything, it’s likely to be some form of bipolar disorder. I expect I genetically inherited it since my mum has it along with a lot of family. I don’t know for sure, but I do have pretty much all the symptoms, and I was warned as a child that I might inherit it. Of course, I’d rather it turned out to just be nothing, but at this point, I can’t just ignore the fact that I’m definitely going through some depressive phase at least.
    I’m coping with things a bit better now. I still have to be careful though, if I think about the future, or even just how I’m going to make it through tomorrow, I get worried and scared... it feels like everything’s adding up, and I can’t keep it together. I’m getting behind on my work, and I know my performance is suffering, but if I start worrying about getting things finished I start to feel like I’m going to have another panic attack.
    The worst thing affecting me right now is this kind of emotional exhaustion. It’s a bit like my CFS, but it’s not like I don’t have the energy because I’m too tired, or my muscles are fatigued. This feels like I don’t have the energy because I’m too emotionally drained, like I exhaust all my strength making it through the day; I can barely even manage that, especially if I have to talk to people, it’s so hard having to keep lying and saying it’s all fine, but I can’t tell anyone... I’m too shy...
    Even getting up in the mornings is difficult; I don’t have any motivation to do anything, most things I used to love aren’t fun anymore, I spend the majority of my time just lying in bed. I slept for 14 hours yesterday, but I wasn’t even that tired, I just didn’t want to do anything, it was easier just to sleep. But even when I’m awake, I still spend most of it just lying there and trying not to think about anything.
    I’m still worried about a lot of stuff, there’s a few things that I can’t take my mind off of... but I don’t want to think about them right now... and I’m anxious about whether I can keep it up for much longer. All I can do at the moment is focus on making it through the day, as hard as that can be sometimes...
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from EmesiraGimil for a status update, In light of the new policy regarding fictional content, I will no longer be able to p   
    In light of the new policy regarding fictional content, I will no longer be able to post all of my current and future works here. If you would like to continue following me, please check out my account on Archive of Our Own, where all of my stories will be available regardless of their content. I will not be leaving this site fully, but my activity is likely to diminish over the coming weeks.
    https://archiveofourown.org/users/MasterXploder
    Fortunately, this new policy will not affect the next story, which I am getting close to releasing the first half of. Hope you like your fluffy-fluffy times!
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from EmesiraGimil for a status update, Hey all. You might be wondering why I'm not posting so much in the last couple weeks.   
    Hey all. You might be wondering why I'm not posting so much in the last couple weeks. In short, I've been going through a tough time as a result of some changes in medication. I won't give specifics here, but among other problems, it's caused my writing to slow considerably. Some days, I'm lucky to write more than a sentence or two maximum.
    With that said, I'm getting closer to having the first half of a new story to share soon. Current goal is to have it out before the end of September, but with how tumultuous things are, I can't make any guarantees. I can only hope things start to mellow out from here and I can get back to really focusing on my interests again.
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from Kei for a status update, Hey all. You might be wondering why I'm not posting so much in the last couple weeks.   
    Hey all. You might be wondering why I'm not posting so much in the last couple weeks. In short, I've been going through a tough time as a result of some changes in medication. I won't give specifics here, but among other problems, it's caused my writing to slow considerably. Some days, I'm lucky to write more than a sentence or two maximum.
    With that said, I'm getting closer to having the first half of a new story to share soon. Current goal is to have it out before the end of September, but with how tumultuous things are, I can't make any guarantees. I can only hope things start to mellow out from here and I can get back to really focusing on my interests again.
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from Temporary-O5 for a status update, Hey all. You might be wondering why I'm not posting so much in the last couple weeks.   
    Hey all. You might be wondering why I'm not posting so much in the last couple weeks. In short, I've been going through a tough time as a result of some changes in medication. I won't give specifics here, but among other problems, it's caused my writing to slow considerably. Some days, I'm lucky to write more than a sentence or two maximum.
    With that said, I'm getting closer to having the first half of a new story to share soon. Current goal is to have it out before the end of September, but with how tumultuous things are, I can't make any guarantees. I can only hope things start to mellow out from here and I can get back to really focusing on my interests again.
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    MasterXploder reacted to AuthorFaust for a status update, Thanks to an unexpected (But not unwelcome0 Family visit, today's story is going to h   
    Thanks to an unexpected (But not unwelcome0 Family visit, today's story is going to have to be postponed.
    Faust apologizes, and thanks you for understanding.
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    MasterXploder reacted to AuthorFaust for a status update, Feeling like garbage today. Might not have a story later. Sorry in advance.   
    Feeling like garbage today.
    Might not have a story later.
    Sorry in advance.
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from Temporary-O5 for a status update, I'm almost finished with something I've never done before in my writing. What is it?   
    I'm almost finished with something I've never done before in my writing. What is it? You'll find out pretty soon! It's Three Houses flavored, too!
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from DsGSilver for a status update, I'm almost finished with something I've never done before in my writing. What is it?   
    I'm almost finished with something I've never done before in my writing. What is it? You'll find out pretty soon! It's Three Houses flavored, too!
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    MasterXploder got a reaction from Sake for a status update, I've resumed writing again! Don't know exactly when this entire story will be finishe   
    I've resumed writing again! Don't know exactly when this entire story will be finished, but you can look forward to the first part of it by the end of this week! Get ready for some good fluffy fluffy time!
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