Odin223

I'm in a very similar situation as you are. I met a wonderful woman through gaming and we've been together for about four months now. She has a history of abuse/trauma and like you mentioned we have been taking things very slow. The initial attraction/chemistry was immediate and we ended up spending a lot of time online together. She previously reports a very health ex life with multiple partners; however, since the last partner who abused her she had not been in a relationship for about two years. It was hard at first earning her trust. We didn't meet in person for two months almost despite being local. I was extremely cautious and mindful that it had been a very long time since a man besides her family had touched her. I made it my goal to ensure that she feels safe around me and earning that trust was my top priority. We still haven't had sex. A bit of fooling around with hands and making out but that's the extent of it. She's professed to me that her body is very much willing but when it comes down to the act she will panic and get scared. I'm not going to sugar coat it: Personally it's very difficult at times. A health sex life has always been paramount for any serious relationship for me. There are many times where I don't feel attractive/wanted because of the lack of engagement in that area. She's on the autism spectrum and has a hard time expressing her feelings with words so that adds another layer of challenges to the relationship. But to me, she's worth it. She's such a beautiful person and I don't just mean her face. Her laughter makes my heart sing and we can spend hours together with it seeming like no time at all. She's fiercely loyal and very intelligent. She is the type of person people want to be friends with but has a hard time letting them in. Patience is so very important here. It may be a long time before that trust is earned but I encourage you to follow others' advice and continue to make her feel safe and work at earning her trust. It will probably take you showing her repeatedly that you are different from what she's known for it to really sink in. Focus on those little milestones such as the first physical contact/kiss/etc.

View File Another Collection of Tumblr Vids A few more of my favorites from Tumblr. There is nudity in some of the videos. Submitter Odin223 Submitted 12/09/2018 Category Peeing

View File A collection of Tumblr vids I liked I decided to upload some of my favorite videos I've saved from Tumblr. Apologies for the not so great quality on some. Sad to see such a great outlet for all being closed. **Nudity Warning** Most of these contain nudity, even some of the pantie pee ones. Submitter Odin223 Submitted 12/04/2018 Category Peeing

Does anyone have a source on this one? Like the HD version? I'd pay good money for the original.

Welcome. I'm glad you came forward to share. My last serious relationship was with a woman that also had cerebral palsy. She wasn't initially into the pee fetish but she was very open when it came to sex. She indulged me all the time and delighted at how turned on it made me when we had pee related fun. Being with someone who is disabled really changed the way I view those who are disabled. I still can't get into an elevator without seeing if it's ADA compliant. The humor was also something I wasn't expecting. We'd met online but she used to joke that when we met new people we'd always just say I'd fucked her brains out hence the wheelchair. She had a very good sense of humor and a crazy positivity and honesty.

Do you have a link to her c4s profile? I'm not finding it when I search.