Assam

I'm going to put down two different last time wetting instances, one wearing a diaper and one wetting regularly. The last time I wet myself was early April, I think around the 9th, whilst the rest of my family went up to Scotland for a week. It was on purpose. I'd given myself the challenge of trying to hold for a several hours and I'd only be able to use the toilet if I lasted the time. If I didn't make it I would have to wear pull-ups. I gave myself I time limit that was impossible for me to achieve but I tried to reach it anyway. After four hours I was continuously potty-dancing in the kitchen whilst trying to make lunch with the intention of going up to the bathroom to wet but after the first leak I realised I wasn't going to make it so I had to rush out side. Fortunately it was a nice day. My bladder failed not long afterwards and I soaked the grey cargo trousers I was wearing for well over a minute and made quite the puddle on the patio. The last time I wet a diaper was six days after that. I'd already failed to keep my pull-ups dry and was now wearing my diapers. As this was the last day I could wear diapers and wet before my family got back I decided to wet my diaper as many times as possible. I did the same thing as mentioned above, set myself an impossibly long time to remain dry whilst also drinking regularly. It took about three hours of holding before my failed and I filled my diaper. After that I did many more holds. Because of how much I'd had to drink they it took much less time for my bladder to fail. Both times were really enjoyable.

So my first time deliberately wetting myself was when I was 19. I decided whilst my family was away for the weekend I'd take the opportunity to hold until I couldn't hold anymore. It took a while from when I started my hold to where I was thinking I was in danger of wetting myself. I was watching a film and kept squirming around on the sofa and holding my crotch as I became more and more desperate. Eventually my need to go became so great that I rushed upstairs to the shower and hopped in, convinced I was about to pee. Interestingly enough shifting from siting/lying down to standing eased the feeling slightly. Despite this I remained in the shower and doing the pee dance for the next 20 or so minutes I think it was before my bladder finally failed. I stood there for well over a minute, maybe two, emptying several hours worth of pee into my trousers. The feeling of immense relief and hot pee streaming down my legs was amazing, this combined with the sight of my grey trousers becoming dark with pee turned me on. I was also surprised by how heavy my trousers felt afterward and how warm they stayed. It didn't take long for me to start masturbating afterwards and about half an hour after I finished I wet my trousers a second time. Overall it was a really fun experience, especially for a first time, that lead to plenty more wettings.